What have I got myself into?... maN... i doNt kNw. it juz happeNed. wHeN iS it goNNa stop? I mean, is it ever gonna go away?
Is it ever gonna work? Is it ever gonna be out of my head? My mind?.... Out of my Life.
I can do this. I can do that. I can do whatever I want. I want to do it. HeLp me.
It hurts badLy... aNd it is stiLL hurtiNg.
coMe baCk.