Sunday, August 13, 2006

Seishun Amigo = Youth Amigo = Youth Friend

i translated de japanese to english and the spanish to english. how i wish i could go back to school and have a good time with my friends. well. i don't realli have a good time back in school. was absent for a long time or once. missed out at some activities and wasnt realli communicating around much. i was quiet. was i? realli? i was timid. was i? i was alone. realli? i guess.

watching Nobuta wo Produce, a japanese drama about a popular guy and a not popular guy who keeps following him helped a helpless bullied girl to become known in the school. they became cloe friends in the end. finding out about themselves more and more once they got to know each other better. how i was i have a good friendship back in school.

oh well. i guess, i do hv frenz now. i made gd frenz too. i still have frenz from school who are still around and knowing that im still existing in this world. it's realli nice to know that i still have acquaintances around. at least, i know, im not such a lonely person.

but. i am lonely.... realli. useless?

she was ranting. i couldnt help it. i had a good time. it was not all de time but it was once in a lifetime. i have no choice. wait. i do have a choice. i heard her. i listened. i shared. we grumbled. we had laughters across the network. for each other.