everything just feels so wrong. i dont know but i feel it is wrong. i shouldnt even be thinking of you. i am taking every step to try to forget you but i just cant. it is taking so long and how long will it be? i stopped hoping and so i should stop thinking too. i want to let everything out of my head, not my mouth. i want everything to be just fine. i guess i just have to go on with that memory lingering in my head, in my heart, in my mind, in my life.