Friday, March 03, 2006

trauma

oh boy! i dn knw where to start. i had a nice evening wif baby, walking to al-ameen where abg ipar appeared late. sigh. bt it was nice sitting there cz it's always windy down there. yay!

went thru something i dn like, or shall i say we dn like. straighten tthings out. talked about it. clear things. we have a long way to go and there are going to be more things that are going to occur.

something happened today and it was bad. girlfren, angel helped me and it is all fine now. baby was unhappy but i assured him. things are going to be fine.

it is really windy outside and it is realli nice. angel said she smell rain and i told her that it will rain tonight cuz why? because i said so. muahaha!!!

i'm missing my baby right now. I wish baby would hit him as hard as possiblee til he die and that even his soul could not roam around anywhere.

i need my baby hug right now :(