2007 is here. What new start can I begin with? A new life? I don't think so. Everyday and every night is just the same as I look. somehow when I start over, everything will just be the same. "Starting over" is just something you say when you want to make yourself better or someone better.
On hari raya haji, something happened. Something which we want it to happen happened there. It was out and everybody saw it.
Everybody witness it. Those who has gone and already came. Everybody now sees what and who you really are. Disappointing enough they are. Just be glad there are people who still love you. Even me.
What have you got to say there? You could still ask your mother to back you out but now she is all confuse about it. She is going to not just ask around but somehow now she is going to just assume things even worst. Why have you done so? Worst, you are even using the surrounding advantages to yourself. You think you it alright. You think you are in the righteous position now. You think you are going to be the one now. Somehow I think you got it wrong. I believe so. You are so wrong. Anybody who starts it bad will end up in the worst position ever. In your life where someone is there to willingly accept you and asking for your forgiveness although they have not done any wrong, you somehow starts pointing them for the wrong reasons when you are just angry at yourself. How many punching-bags do you need? The one in the shelter that you're sheltering in, not enough? Oh yes, that is not your OWN shelter in the first place. Remember that. Okay. Don't take things for granted easily. Nobody wants to say anything bad. Nobody wants to get hurt. Nobody wants to hurt you. Why are you hurting yourself? Why do you want to hurt others too as well?
It is 2007 now. You are not the president of the world. Even Allah knows that. Although you don't get the best things in life, at least don't make your love ones miserable. Your mind needs to relax.
On hari raya haji, something happened. Something which we want it to happen happened there. It was out and everybody saw it.
Everybody witness it. Those who has gone and already came. Everybody now sees what and who you really are. Disappointing enough they are. Just be glad there are people who still love you. Even me.
What have you got to say there? You could still ask your mother to back you out but now she is all confuse about it. She is going to not just ask around but somehow now she is going to just assume things even worst. Why have you done so? Worst, you are even using the surrounding advantages to yourself. You think you it alright. You think you are in the righteous position now. You think you are going to be the one now. Somehow I think you got it wrong. I believe so. You are so wrong. Anybody who starts it bad will end up in the worst position ever. In your life where someone is there to willingly accept you and asking for your forgiveness although they have not done any wrong, you somehow starts pointing them for the wrong reasons when you are just angry at yourself. How many punching-bags do you need? The one in the shelter that you're sheltering in, not enough? Oh yes, that is not your OWN shelter in the first place. Remember that. Okay. Don't take things for granted easily. Nobody wants to say anything bad. Nobody wants to get hurt. Nobody wants to hurt you. Why are you hurting yourself? Why do you want to hurt others too as well?
It is 2007 now. You are not the president of the world. Even Allah knows that. Although you don't get the best things in life, at least don't make your love ones miserable. Your mind needs to relax.