I don't know....

...what I would do If I ever lost my job. Wel, actualli, I've lost jobs many times. The current one? I on't know how it would turn out. I've started in 2000 and now it's almost 4 yrs and I'm still there. oh well, things are not going well.

I am now loading the Initial D live action movie promo trailer. In the official trailer, i don't see any Jay Chou or Edison Chen. But just the cars and the tracks. I can't wait for it. I've always love the anime and yeah! My favorite chinese singer (THE ONLY ONE I LIKE), Jay Chou plays Takumi Fujiwara. And Edison Chen playing Rousuke Takahashi is kinda funny cz Ryousuke is taller and Edison is short. I don't who's Shawn Yue's playing but he should be Ryousuke cuz Ryousuke's taller and Edison is short. Anyway, I wonder who is... who's that guy? Ryousuke's big brother? The Founder of Project D? Argh. Damn.
Anyway, I saw Red Suns in the trailer so I guess they base on the 1st stage.
I know Initial D is originally a Manga (Comic Book in Japanese), than an Anime than, a pc game (is there any?), than PS2. But I didn't know Initial D had Novels too!??? ha ha... Oh well. I'm just interested in the anime. I'm watching the Fourth Stage now and I can't wait for next month, to see Initial D in the cinema. If TJ doesn't want to go, I know who to call.

KYMMY!!!!!!! You better not be overseas when Initial D is out!

I'm at home. In misery. I miss all YOU out there. Will be going to school later. Oh yeah. Maths today. Gotta take my medicine later.

Sigh

Monday Blues

I am realli not in the mood today. Just for everything. I am happy to see someone but I am just not in the mood. For everything. I feel bad about everything and I am feeling miserable. I don't feel like working, I don't feel like schooling, I feel like I'm being a dumbass today and I like it.

I woke up earli but itchiness came and I went back to sleep. Mom got mad cz I everytime go to work either late or half day. Yes yes, I know. TJ gave me a ticked on the head for being naughty. I mean, for coming late.

And 2dae, the best thing is, there's only me and my storekeeper working. Although the shipping guy and the store back-up guy is here but the main store ppl, there's onli me and my storekeeper. The rest, they're all on MC. I wanted to come earlier but I didnt. Sigh.

2dae is realli a slacky day. Everything's are just not in the right tune. It's raining too.
I see how la, maybe I'm not going to school today. It's English, I might get my homework back today but, sigh, see how la.

It realli scares me....

.... if you could just get hook onto something and just stay there to watch it.

I mean, I see myself watching my downloaded animes and The OC 2 in front of my pc when i have nothing to do. And I basically can't stop watching it and would want to know what happen next in de next episode and would carry on watching until few hours and in just a glance, you see that the day's getting dark or alreadi dark. Doesn't it scare you if you just slouch in your couch or chair and watch those shows non-stop?
I don't want to be that guy who plays his PS2? Nintendo? Sega? or what at home, sleeping, eating, basically do everything except for toilet breaks in his couch all day and that it needs few people to get him off and finally clean him up, cut his hair, shave his beard and moustache off and throw him in the mental hospital for treatment.

Those who don't remember that story, it was in The Newpaper last year. It was on de cover page.

Okay, I don't do it often. Cuz I'm always out from Mony to Friday and sometimes Saturday and mostly Sunday i my sleeping day. But I'm feeling fine today and will be going out tonight.
So, beng scared of seeing myself doing that is just a tiny alarm for me to not do it all de time.

Oh boy! I've got laundries to hang out. It's so hot out there. I think I'm gonna lie down for awhile.

Okay, I've watched Naruto til 130 & Bleach 27. Thought of continuing to Initial D but I guess not. My back's getting tired. Gonna go sms my darling the usual and gonna lie down for while and than do de laundry and off to shower and meet up my fren....

Bless me....

...let me just recap that I've done for the day.

I woke up at 12 noon. I showered. I checked on Ares on what are being download. All done, I turned off the pc. I went into my room, watched tv as I cleaned my black nails. I mean, I was having black/dark grey nail polish on and was cleaning it off. Thinking of putting blue on but I thought tomorrow night would be best. Continued watching tv after that and laze back again in my bed. Had my breakfast-cum-lunch, therefore, it's called "brunch". I believe so. Than, I continued watching tv as I sms-ing with tj. i continued watching tv after that and after that, I decided to hit to the pc. Thinking of changing my layout but i don't know how to and I was out of idea. And also, my fren is not at home, which I believe she is in some chalet. And so, I watched anime.
I watched Initial D Fourth Stage. I've already watched episode 2, so, i continued ... oh I think I updated my blog before that. Did I? Hmm. I forgot. I seem to have STM (=Short Term Memory, courtesy of my "girlfren", Angel). I watched Initial D Fourth Stage episode 1 & 3 & 4. I think.
Wanted to to go out but have no idea where to or what to do, so I figured I'd just stay home and slouch and laze around.
After watching Initial D, I continued downloading the rest of Initial D Fourth Stage episodes, I went back to my room and start reading. Yup! I'm readin. I read my History book til I fell asleep. The weather's cooling too as it was raining heavily.

=you know, Caesar's Jerk It Out really makes me want to shake my body to the tune. It's really those stuck-in-the-head song. Just like what MTV would describe=

I took a short nap for like 2hrs. Woke up after hearing someone opened my door and shut it back. I woke up, wash my eyes and lie back in my bed and watched cartoons on Carton Network. They have this one cartoon, which I was watching just now called, something something Imaginary Friends. Yup Yup!! Than tj called. Which makes me warm. For awhile. But I was happy.

=He's so sweet. Oh he is....= Stop it Siti! You're way too much!+ No I'm not!+ =Yes You are! Shut Up!+= You know What I mean.... OKAY! ENOUGH ALREADI! Let's just listen to my Mp3 and type out my BLOG! fuck= //$3.00 for that Miss!||

Than I got up, hit the pc, download Naruto 130 & Bleach 27, tj told me it was out and I had to download it. Than I smsed him asking for the new opening and ending songs from Bleach. I than continued watching The OC 2.
And it's just funny to see Dad, on the red couch, watching soccer, slouching it with his left leg up the small cushion stool. While I'm on my green chair, slouching and my left leg up on the lime green Ikea stool, watching The OC 2. Yup! All the way to episode 18. It's kinda cool to finish it all. Now, we just have to wait for like another few weeks and start downloading again.
It's like everything I'm downloading now are on it's limit already. You finish downloading one, you gotta wait again for another week before you can start downloading again for the next. Even the same for Initial D Fourth Stage. It's only like up to episode 12 now.

Well, I'm done after this. Don't what should I eat for dinner, although I'm not really hungry. I might just hit my room, hit my bed and hit the tv and hit for the snooze.

Yup yup!!

love you all..... muackz muackz

Normal.....? I don't know. What do you think.....

...Stress? Sigh. Maybe I am.

I fell when my colleague stepped on my shoe. I fell flat on the ground and he fell on top of my right. My hand hurts.
I feel a little irriated at times. I don't know why. My goomy-gloomy moody is coming anytime soon. I already got the feeling of it now. TJ knew exactly y when I start having that. He's been a sport. Cheering me and up and all. I feel bad sometimes but I just adore him. He's so sweet.
I had 2 radish spring rolls with sambal and a slice of papaya for lunch. I wasn't really hungry but I had to eat something. Or else, I might get knock on non-stop.
At Maths, I got a little naughty. My teacher came late. I stick one earphone on my right ear and played my cd softly. Doing the exercises and listening to my teacer well. Bought a cd-r and 2 pack of HL milk. Helped a classmate kicking a vending machine cz it ate our 40 cnts. It was horrible. But I remembered the incident at YCKSS. I bought a can drink for $1.10 but the drink didnt came out. I tried to get my money back it wouldn't come out. So, I kicked it, and I got my $1.10 bck, including a 20cnts. Ha ha!!

I woke up earli this morning but I was late. So, I told my storekeeper that I'd come at 9am. But I was too tired that I decided to take half day and went back to sleep. I got up after that to shower and wore my Darth Vader t-shirt, it's a nice t-shirt u knw! he he!! And I put the straight milk lotion by Loreal on my hair and straighten it using Angel's straightening iron. I'm gonna get the Hot Iron Straightening Loreal lotion. Yup! My hair's is neater with the straightener. It's realli hard to maintain at this point.
I was looking pale at work. Thought of eating rice but I ate something else instead. People were saying I was looking pale and indeed I was. My body was shaking. I felt cold. TJ said I was feeling hot when he touched my cheek and forehead. I was having a headache. All due to not enuff sleep & not enuff eating. Others told me not to go to school as I was in a not good situation. TJ even told me to go back after seeing my condition after awhile. But I insisted on going. I felt tired and dizzy in class but I felt better after awhile. I even did my homework after the break while he was explaining some points. He he!!! I don't know how mne actualli hand over the homework, but there were few who didnt came to class. History may have lots of talking and explainations in class, but it's interesting to learn about what happened in the past. And how stupid some Nations can be.

After I got back, mom got a little furious over me not taking care of the wound and not going to her to change de small plaster bandage. I took a quick shower and had her clean and treat the wound. It's onli 20% ok. But it's ok la.

What the hell!

Am I falling in love with you? I am scared to think that.......

I wish I was on a....

...Holiday. Yes. I wish I am holiday right now. Actually, I'm planning to go KL again. Yes. I want to go there again.

Anyway, my day today was absolutely, I don't know what to say. hmmmm......
I got up earli morning, showered, go to work. I had been early these few days, which had been good. Yeah! I came to work and I have no idea what happened to her, she was wow-ing over me. saying i've slimmed down, wearing my hair nicely, new bangles and everything. de thing is, i havent been wearing any new bangles. and she even said i'm wearing new belt. and de thing is, dt white belt i got was last yr.... oh boy! poor gurl... not much thing to do anyway. Had a lot of fun times at work too. Ha ha!!

Morning teabreak, i sounded the makcik at the canteen. Everybody's been complaining on how expensive de foods are, how little they gave and how not nice it is. And so, I had the mee goreng, I was totally hungry but I dn care, So she said $2.50. I said okay. She place the mee goreng in the plate, one egg. Looking at the mee goreng, it was realli little. So, I told her to add some more mee goreng as it is $2.50. Yup! She wasn't too happy about what I said, but I don't give a damn. They better improve better or they will lose more customer. In fact, the stall didn't realli do veri well.

Sigh.

Lunchtime, had papaya onli. Chatted and arguing and debating with ta-jie. I love it when we have dt kind of conversation. Than, jokes and pranks around with my store colleagues. Working time almost ended and I almost took off my storekeeper's jeans. He didnt even retaliate. Spectators came running to see while I make a run. Ha ha!!!
It was raining still and we sat down at canteen for awhile. Wait for the rain to stop than we went off. It wasn't realli very late....

Sigh. Funny things happened at work and it all happened really fast. It was realli fun day today. The weather took me off for awhile, making me lose my senses and mad and crazy and gila and siao cha-bo... ha ha!!!

Okay la, I want to eat cup noodles but nyai still up and mom still watching de irritating chinese shows. Sigh.

Wouldn't it be nice....

.... If you could just for one moment, have that great person to be with you and have a fun nice conversation? You would agree, disagree, argue, gossip, confide, everything all in one. Raising your voices, giving up options and suggesting.

Wouldn't it be nice?

I had mine. Not all the time and It is really a great way to really say out everything. Not matter what slips out your mouth, it's just amazing when ...oh! what am I babbling...

=Why don't you just Do Something!

Crapped....

Work is like crap! I'm off to school now!

It's running out...

...de black nail polish. So, it's onli available on de 3 fingers of my right hand. My toes, i've painted red nail polish. He he...!!

Work today, was like sucks. There were work to do. But, it was freezing. It was like freezing the whole day. And my body wasnt feeling good. I even had a headache. Good thing I still have my painkillas. Took it, and I was fine after that. Only had sweet potato for breakfast. Didn't eat anything during lunch. And also, some ppl, they tend to get sensitive over small matters. I mean, I am a sensitive person too but hey! you want to be sensitive, you gotta have the logic there too. See if it's worth it to get sensitive over. if it's not. What for? Right!

Stupid!

School was fun. I thought I was gonna skip but I still went. TJ said yes to walked me to school and although he was in a hurry, he still did. He was so sweet. He's like so sweet that oh! I couldn't resist him. He's my man! He's mine!

Muaahahaha!!!

Adik dah kluar dah! Saya punya turn pulak nak mandi!
Ta ta!!

Here's the thing....

I can barely do anything. I have no room for myself. I cannot do what I want to do. I am pressured. I am having a headache. I am all alone. I am sick. I am totally out of my life! The weather's hot. I am inproportionate.

Why must this happened to me? Am I being test? Am I being judge? Am I being reprimanded or something? Why? Why? Why?

Sigh. I don't know what else to say.

Sent LinZ off just now. Together with her parents, Kymmy & bro and bf and Jesse. LinZ told me to study hard and yes I will, although I am suffering from stress and pressure right now.
Got dad to help me on Malay and he provided me with some simple and high Malays story books and novels and also a Malay dictionary and a dictionary that translates Malay to English.

That's cool huh.

I'm kinda hungry. What did I ate this morning? Nothing. Why? Cuz I woke up late at 12 noon. So, what I ate this afternoon? Grandma even questioned me what I ate. Everybody's getting worried over me not eating and over-eating. Chill yo! I know what I'm doing. And darling, don't worry, I'm not gonna get another gastric pain. Well, this afternoon I had 2 hotdogs with a cup noodle, Tom Yam flavor. I'm gonna get killed if mom finds out. And what did I have for dinner? Nothing. Not yet. I don't know. Should I eat? It's already night time. But I'm hungry!? Well, my darling says eat. So, I eat. But what if I don't eat!? Oh cut the crap and just eat! I barely had any full meal in a day!

Bye

me??? Champion?

ENFP - The Champion You scored 63% I to E, 36% N to S, 47% F to T, and 52% J to P!

Your type is known as the Champion type, which is part of the larger group called idealists. Nothing occurs that does not have some deep and ethical significance in your eyes. You see life as an exciting drama. You are very charismatic, yet tend to be too harsh on yourself for not being as genuine as you think you should be. 3% of the population shares your type. As a romantic partner, you need to talk about what is going on in your life. You are a strong supporter for your partner's efforts to grow and change and be happy. You need to feel that same support from your partner. Expressive, optimistic, and curious, you are eager to enjoy new experiences with your partner, whom you wish to be your confidant and soul mate, as well as play mate. You are uncomfortable sharing negative emotion, though, and tend to withdraw from confrontation and process your feelings privately. You feel most loved when your partner appreciates your creativity, accepts your uniqueness, and sees you as the compassionate person you are. You need to hear your partner tell you how much you mean to them and would love if they did thoughtful spontaneous things to demonstrate it. Your group summary: idealists (NF) Your type summary: ENFP

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 77% on I to E You scored higher than 43% on N to S You scored higher than 46% on F to T You scored higher than 60% on J to P

Link: The LONG Scientific Personality Test written by unpretentious2 on Ok Cupid

Oh boy.... How long have I not been......

....blogging?

Anyway, what have I been doing this whole week? Hmm, let me see....

Monday = I went to work. I went to school. I went back. I sleep.
Tuesday = I went to work. Had a little small tiny-weeny prob. I went to school. I went back. I sleep.
Wednesday = I went to work. I wore my Tommy-Hilfiger shoes. Got another blister and the skin was peeled and this time of my left leg. Blood was spread on the shoe. I took time-off. Angel too. She came home with me. Download and Upload and exchange mp3s. She went back. I ate dinner. I watch Casshern. I sleep.
Thursday = I went to work. I didn't go down for teabreak, I brought Mackerel sandwich. I didn't go for lunch. I try doing my English homework, I couldn't. I tried hard. I think. I cried. I continue doing my work. I was bored. I was totally bored-stiff. I asked OJ lots of questions about him and his girlfriend. I finished work. Asked ta-jie for $$$. Went to J8 and had dinner. Ta-jie bought t-shirts. Than bought bdae pressie wif ta-jie for Angel. Than went to school. Was not late. Yeah! I went back. I sleep.
Friday = Another boring day. Came earli to work. Went down for teabreak. Bought curry puffs. 1 for me and 1 for ta-jie. He came down late. The others went back up and I joined Sebas and OJ. Continue working. Also emailing with Angel. Lunchtime, was chased and grabbed and pushed by ta-jie. He was strong but I ran fast. Why? He was trying to dig my ears and I didn't let him. Than he asked me to dig his by I was scared. So I didn't. He was busy. Continue working. Finished work. Went to school. Revised the whole thing on last week's topic. Got my 1st History homework. Finished school. Went back. Sleep.
Saturday = Woke up. Watched tv. Went out. Helped ta-jie choose a nice red cap. He bought it. I wore it. Came back. Watch dvd. Angel came over. Mom found out about my left leg. She was furious. Angel went back. I showered. Mom treated my wound.
Sunday = Now online. Updating blog. Will be doing the laundry a little later. Going to airport to see LinZ off.

And what else? I went to the library and read up some malay books and I was clueless. My malay is bad. I can barely understand it. It's bad right? I also know.

To date, I have English homework. Maths revisions. Science is killing me. History homework to be done. Malay to catch up.

Yammie out now on a chalet.

I'm tired but I'm bored and when I stay home a lot, I'm tired too.

So how?

I also don't know.

Don't care ar! Fuck it man! I'm broke. Oh boy!

I haven't been feeling good lately. Why??? Is it me? Is it you? Is it "us"? What doees the "us" mean? I don't know. But I'm glad that you really care so much for me. I care for you too. I miss you. Muackz....

The OC

Whoever is only starting to watch the The OC Season 2 on Ch5 is really poor.

Catch UP ppl!

You know how exciting it is.....

.....When you start your classes for the 1st time. I had my 1st History class last night. Sitting in it, I was sleepy. I was really sleepy. Than there was this guy, who seems like a smart aleck and his loud. Than there is this other guy who seems timid and keeps looking around and especially looking at the big guy like as if he's nervous and scared and shy all in one.

What is wrong with the people around?

Than, There's this girl, who came in, thinking she's in the right class. And once she saw the whiteboard had "HISTORY" written, she was pai-seh, got out and went to her rightfully class. He he!! Poor her.

Being in History class is like listening to the teacher telling a story. And listening to just one story, lots of details in words and numbers and names are to be remembered. Oh boy! I've got like 4 pages full of History notes just in one night, 3 hrs class.

Dad's brother had a surgery just like my father did last time. It's due to Hernia that they had to go for it. He called my dad last night at work after he had gone for the surgery. Dad asked him why didn't he called earlier, and he said, "Cuz last time I laughed at you about it, and so, now I called you after the surgery. Cuz if I called you earlier, you'' laughed at me."

Ha ha haha ha ha ha ha!!!!!!

I was being a kiddy yesterday. I felt bad. But he didn't took it seriously. He was cool about it. He was even trying to cheer me up. But today, I was feelin' good. He is a dear to me. He is....

Gwen Stefani's Hollaback Girl is happening babe!

Bought my History textbooks already. Damn heavy man! Bought the Malay Sec 5 textbook too. Need it for revision, ya know. I wonder why they don't have Malay assesment book. Didn't get the Malay workbook as it was out. Bought a cheap haversack too. So, I don't have to carry slings all the time. My shoulders are gonna be build anytime. I'm like carrying weights everytime I go to school.
Last night, bunked in Yammie's room to copy my notes, did my revision and do my homework. I believe, my English is not good now. I need to write a report in between 250-300 words but I only end up with only 160 words. That's bad.

A damn large black head was squeeze out just now. The one that I've been trying to get it out for months and weeks and days, is now out. Thanks to my baby.

When you're happy. ...

...You tell someone about it cuz you're happy. Okay, i've repeated. The thing is, when you tell them something, and without even knowing the real picture, what actually is happening, they tend to assume, accuse, presume, or wateva they think of. So, I guess, some things are best kept secret.

Saturday, dear cous, Sufyan came over to watch uncut version of LOTR: Return of The King. Than he continued on to use de pc and played Speed of Underground. I slept quite early that day.
In the day, I was transferring my Genting trip video onto pc. Finally! I did it!
I didnt do it in one day. I did it in 2 days. I edited it. I add some wordings and transitions and by Sunday night, I finished it by burning it onto cd. Oh boy! Finally! It's done!

Monday, English class. I was sleepy. But it was okay. We did Comprehension. Got a homework which need to be done.
Tuesday, 1st class of Physics. It was okay. The teacher was fine. I hadn't done Physics for a long time but I managed. I was struggling but I managed.
It was a long way walk from YCK mrt to YCKSS. Oh boy!
I was really tired. I had a heavy dinner last night I can say. It was really a bomb.

Mom, wanted to get me something on my birthday. She kept insisting on getting me something and keep coming up with items that she can think of and I keep saying I don't want. What for to get me things when I don't need it. And so, I came up with something. And she was on. I was alright. She's alright, all alright. Alright!

Coming up, my hospital check-up will be somewhere in July. Oh boy. 2 yrs once, I nearly forgot about it. Dad didn't wnt to stop going for check-up, so, I guess it's better too la.

I'm at work now. Had a heavy lunch just.
Happy Birthday to my baby.

I'm bored.

I'm on my way out..

.. And she's sitting on the couch, watching tv. And the conversation goes....

"I'm going out."

"Where to."

"Town."

"You gonna be home late?"

"Yup."

"Okay. But don't be too late."

"You watching tv? What show?"

"Chinese shows."

"Again?"

"Why?"

"Nothing."

"Okay."

"Do you always have to watch tv all the time? I mean, whatever you are watching, it's always like the same shows. Aren't you sick of it?"

"What about you? You always watch your japanese animes."

"I do. But, not 24hrs. I've got work to go to."

"Well, I don't."

"Than find something to do."

"Like what?"

"Do like what you used to do. Go for knittings. Sewings. Window shoppings. You can't just wait for me all the time."

"I see how. I'm tired."

"Of course you're always tired."

Cruel Summer - Ace of Base

Hot summer streets and the pavements are burning, I sit around, trying to smile but the air is so heavy and dry, strange voices are saying (ah, what did they say), things I can't understand, it's too close for comfort, this heat has got right out of hand

It's a cruel, (cruel) cruel summer, leaving me here on my own, it's a cruel, (it's a cruel) cruel summer, now you're gone, you're not the only one, it's a cruel

The city is crowded, my friends are away, and I'm on my own, it's too hot to handle so I gotta get up and go, and go

It's a cruel, (cruel) cruel summer, leaving me here on my own, it's a cruel, (it's a cruel) cruel summer, now you're gone, you'e not the only one

I am blessed.....

..... to have good teachers and good class. Well, I don't know about Physics and History. Those 2 classes have not started yet. I will only start my Physics and History next week. If tomorrow's not a holiday, than I'll be able to start History.
I had Mathematics class today. A girl wanted to sit with me and therefore, I got to know a classmate. A partner in class. The other day, at Chem, when we got to the lab, I start searching for a partner. And I found her and she happened to have the same name as me and happened to live nearby. Ha ha....
I think I kinda overdo it on the composition I did the other day at English.

Went for an interview on Tuesday. I really hope I would get that job. It's a very good opportunity to be in Logistics. I'm not really into it but I kinda revolve ard Logistics so, I'm kinda familiar with it.
The place was so secluded that we got lost. I went there with my bouncer. Ha ha!! He's so cute.
We got lost. Instead of North, we went South. And eventhough the weather was hot and sunny and we were burning, we manage through. I got through the interview. It was a long interview. I've never been through a long interview. While I was in the big conference room having the interview, my bouncer was waiting at an empty cold room. It was really cold. Even the whole warehouse.
After that, went off to town for lunch. In the cab, catch a little nap or a while. Before that, while we were walking out, we saw an SIA aeroplane landing, behind a building. We sat at a bus-stop for awhile while I talked to my friends on the phone and of course, we were almost getting a heat stroke. Ha ha!! It was really cold. Looking at the cabs that came our way, all went into the Vicom Inspection Centre. But thankly there was 1 cab that came to us, even when we were not hailing for it. We just stood at a junction, stare at it, hoping that it'll come to us, and it did. Haha..!!
Had lunch, walked walked around. Sat down under the sun and drink. Than, walked walked around again until we wasted some time. Bought meself some stationeries and hang around again.
At the end of all that, went back to AMK and met up with my darling and had him companying me while I waited for my bus to go for my Chemistry.

Class was okay. Class was great. It had little Physics in it, so, I kinda got the hang of it. Found meself a lab partner. And the best thing is, she had the same name as me, stayed nearby with me and we're even the same age. But the only difference, she's taking the Science class at a 2nd attempt. While me the 1st.

I've been kinda tired lately but I still got the hang of it. I'm used to it. Staying out all day and comeing back home at the end of the say and relax. Than on weekends, I would do the laundries and watch tv and go out. And on Sunday, I would just stay at home the whole day, either sleeping or laze around.

I miss my darLing. Muackz

I've bought Style magazine. Yup! The last time I bought Style magazine was the 1st issue. Elva Hsiao was on the cover. Than, the 2nd issue which has Fann Wong on the cover. And I stopped buying after that cuz of the boring content. And since then, I've been buying Cleo. Yup! Cleo. It has lots of information I need and updates. But, not I got Style magazine cuz of Jon Jonsson. Yup. But, I hope there'll be good information in this issue. Other than Jon Jonsson.

i'm seeing Jon Jonsson ........

........everywhere again. On tv, if you gals notice, he's in the new SingTel 3G advertisment. He's the guy sitting at the bus-stop with a girl and looking at some guys doing some ninja stuffs or wateva. Than there are the magazines. Whoa! He's sweet.

On Saturday, I was really on the thought on just staying at home. But, I got bored. My head start getting bad. It was spinning. My body was getting restless. But still I insisted on staying home. BUT! thank you my gal, Angel, called me out together with her fren, Buzz. They dropped by me place and picked me up. I became a follower that night and we had dinner at Bendemeer Road. The teh tarik was really nice and happening. Just like the one at Genting's First World Plaza. I really want to have it again.

He he he...

I'm on a downloading frenzy again.

Whoa!

For the 1st time, after 8 years of not schooling......

.........., I did a composition. Yes! A composition. Liya was in another class and her class did comprehension. I did composition. I'd gone a little too much, I think. I forgot on how many words we need to put in. When my teacher to write down the numbr of words, I counted mine and it was like 600+. It was really too much. The limit is onli 350 - 400 words. I got in my class a little late. Kinda 10minz late. Cuz we were a little lost but I managed to find mine after that. There were people who came more later than me. There was suppose to be break too but our teacher was too engrossed in his talk that we didn't really care and continue on the class on until we start doing our compositions until it was almost 10, we were let off the class on whoever are done.

Yesterday, after coming back from wedding-under-void-deck, watched japan Hour and than continue watching Samurai 7 after that. Watched 1 episode done, played a pc game. After that, went off to watch tv in my room. Was around 3+pm, almost to 4. I smsed for awhile with ta-jie and went to sleep after that. Was thinking of onli taking a nap, but I continued sleeping all the way til morning. I did awoke in betweens but I continued sleeping til the next day. I was too lazy to get up and since it's Sunday, I made it like any other Sunday that I would spend. That is sleep and sleep and sleep. My Sunday is always a sleeping day. Not even that, I was having my 1st day period.

Last week, I've already told myself and hope that I won't get period this week, cz it'll be the 1st week of schooling for me. And it really came. That kinda carries my worries away. it does, you know. Last week, I was all moody and quiet and frustrated all the time. I was really bored all the time. My face was realli just black and I just look dumb all the way. But today, I was all cheered up and noisy! I was having cramps too, of course. Especially in the morning. It was really terrible. Horrible. I even took 2 panadols to clear the pain down. Not away but just sore it down. It was really bad. But I was all talkative, loud and laughing and joking all around.

Even going off time, while walking to AMK Central, I wasn't even keeping quiet. I just kept on laughing, giving out nonsense remarks. Well, I did gave some remarks on ta-jie while at work. I looked at him, and he suddenly looks kinda chubby and suddenly shrinking. But 10mins laer, he looks back to normal again. I even hhad the cheek to ask him it was him or was it me that's having the problem. And unfortunately and of course, it's me. Who else! i was even having duble visions and head spinnings. But I was okay after awhile. I was having milo mostly. Didn't eat much. Just had milo in the morning. Milo in the afternoon. Milo in the late afternoon. Curry puff and popiah in the late afternoon. Japanese cheese cake in the late evening. Plain water in the late evening. Plain water in class. Rice with soup of meat (which have lots of bones), carrots and potato, with sambal kicap and orange juice, mix of green apple and carrot. Yummy!Ta-jie was lecturing for not eating again today. I promised him to eat a full meal and I guess I did. After class, I called him and he was busy cooking and totally I can't disturb him on that. Tried to call Sebastian, but his batt was flat. he called me earlier, so, I was kindly returning his call. Than, I called Oni-Jiang. We talked all the way until I got home.

Got home. Dad was watching Harry Potter, The Prisoner of Azkaban. I don't know if he's watching it for the 1st time, cuz when I got back just now, he gave me the expression that he is. Too bad I didn't get to have a conversation with him. By the time I got off the phone, he was already asleep. I guess he's on off tomorrow.

Well, going to an interview tomorrow. Heard that place got lots of malay guys. Oh boy! A place I wouldn't want ending up at. I hope if I were to get it, Ill get in the building office to work or something. Not really the warehouse or anything. Oh well. What can I expect. I can't expect much. I just have to be thankful.

Really miss my darling....

I'm still having the stomach cramps right now.

gonna go for an early breakfast tomorrow and have lots of fun.

Gonna look for some things and have a big meal. I hope I could.

Whatever it is....

....I don't Care Anymore. In future, learn to get those things yourself.

You Are 29 Years Old

29 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

These few days has been dreadful.....

It was totally stupid. I mean, there are really stupid people in this stupid world. I have to say, I am one of those stupid people too.

On Friday night, I kindly gave an advice to a friend in a nice way. Although I'm direct, I was being nice as not to hurt her feelings. After all, it concerns a colleague and it's superior. Not going to mention who. Since it's not so nice for the superior to go straight to my friend, so, I gave an advice to this friend of mine. And I never thought she would take things badly and mistook it for me being interfering with her friendly relationship with the colleague. It was all so bad. And the next morning, the colleague called me! He told me off! I was pissed off! I am not happy! I wasn't in the wrong. I told his superior about it.After the superior talks to him, he cleared the misunderstandings now. Even my friend apologised to me. But, to forgive her? I don't know. Should I? For not thinking twice... urgh! She apologised, but i dn know if I were to forgive her or not. But, oh well. Things are done now. I hope nothing gonna happen again.

I came to work late today. But there was barely anything to do. Lunch, I had a heavy one. Rice with curry, and friend ladyfingers and scrambled eggs. It was not a nice one ar, but a filling one ar.Teabreak time, had bread from Rotiboy. Don't know what so good about it. Than, had 1/2 karipap. Ta-jie said can't eat dinner already liao.But, we had dinner. Ta-jie wasn't too happy about his Chicken curry with Rice, while I'm delighted with my Indonesian Fried Rice. Although it's already spicy, I still had it with sambal and more chillis. he he he.

Things at home haven't been good. I don't know why but everything's just going from bad to worse. I guess, we're all growing up and growing old.

Watched another tear-jerky movie last night. Ladder 49. It's realli heartbreaking.

Have I told you I've watched Full Metal Alchemist finished? The ending's really sad.

Clearing My Mind

I am not very happy today. I am not. But, he cleared it up for me. My sadness. He's my joy. Thank god there was him. There is him. He's my pride, my joy. Clearly, we don't feel like going out. But, cuz I was frustrated, I wanted to go out. I don't feel like isolating today. So, I decided to go to the IT exhibition at Suntec City. Before that, watched Brotherhood. Dad played the dvd. It was a nice one. I don't remember crying when I watched it in cinema. But my tears was flowing when I was watching it just now. Oh boy! What a movie. A tear-jerker it is. War movies always brings out the sadness in you.

Honestly, I've never been to an IT exhibition before. And since it's a Saturday, many people will be there. And I just found out about it yesterday. When I reached there, MY GOODNESS! It was so crowded and I could barely see or capture anything. Except for trying on the the new Sony HDD? or HD? mp3 player. It's heavy. It's not really good, Ken says. Oh well. Went to see the ipod shuffle and thinking that it would have a promoton price, but nope, all price stays the same. Not wanting to go round anymore, we got out of the place. We couldn't take it anymore. Especially him. Sigh.

Went down to Orchard after that to get his LV bag which he sent for repair. He found a nice belt that he's gonna get. Which kinda cost a little whoa! to me, but it's nice.

You know what, I think I look good in mini skirt. Especially I wear casually as in just with t-shirt and sandals. I look kinda good. Oh yeah!

I'm glad I got through it today. I was feeling good today when I go out. I was glad I get to be with him when I'm feeling down.

I know you are always there for me when I need you.... Muackz muackz

As for you, I'm glad you're just a hi-bye acquaintent....

It's almost 3am and all she does is watch chinese shows all the way. She's getting way too muc right now. I can't tahan already siak! Feel like slapping her with words right now. But, it's not nice cuz she's my mother.

At work yesterday, I mean after work, me and ta-jie were suppose to go running but couldn't due to raining. So, we stayed at canteen for awhile. We had dinner there too. Finally I ate something at the Western stall. Had the Black Pepper Chicken with Rice. Yeah! It was nice.And also, we met old dear Garfield. Yup! He's a cat who's big and fat like Garfield. And therefore, the guys called him Garfield. Ta-jie and me played with him for awhile and I took a picture of him, which, he kinda slimmed down a bit. I guess, he's hit th gym too. Ha ha ha!!! Ta-jie wanted me to bring him home to wash him up and bring him back. But you know I couldn't. Dad wouldn't us to bring home any cats. He don't like it.But oh well, I hope he's taking care of himself right now.

Morning... MadneSs!!!

I've been kinda noisy for the pass few days.

I seem to be having mixed feelings. Angry 1 minute, happy 1 minute. Sad 1 minute, cheerful 1 minute. I want to look good, but I get clueless on what to wear. I want to put on make-up, but I get too fussy over which blusher to put on and feels troublesome. Sigh. Troublesome.

Hmm, I wonder why?

Is it me? Is it him? I don't know.

Yesterday I was really cheerful. I don't know why!? I was eating that waffle cake (the ones which everu bakery shops have). For the 1st time, I had the one with chocolate fillings. It was nice. I was happily eating. And than, ta-jie saw my t-shirt, the chocolate filling were dripping down. And it got down to my t-shirt! It was awful! I was sssoooo embarrased! I was so Eww! I spent like half an hour in the toilet cleaning it and drying it. It was really awful. By the time I came out, ta-jie already finishing he's chicken rice and I'm just starting. And eating the chicken liver, oh boy! it was realli one hell of a meal!

Slept amost 1am. After dad got back that is. And after watching the AmericAN iDOL ON sTAR wORLD.tHIS morning I woke up feeling sleepy. It was one of those times where I was willing to wake up but my eyes will be droopy and I would sleep anywhere I could after that. Even on every bus rides or train rides or taxi rides.

My morning can say, it sucks. The printer died on us and gave us troubles. My report was delayed almost 40 mins. Ta-jie called out for teabreak. Got him or Rudy, either one to help me get a plate of prata.Shah's back. I forgot all about him until I saw him at canteen.Others said he was involve in an accident but actually he just hurt his thighs, hamstrings after playing soccer. Sigh, 3 guys, even the victim gae me different stories, those guys, they're realli ar.

Came home early today. Feel kinda cool. Havent been coming home early for quite a long time. It feels kinda refreshing. Nobody's home when I came back. I mean, dad and sis wasn't home. But mom and grandma were having their afternoon naps.

Than, dad bought Brotherhood. The US vers. It's kinda expensive. But I tell you, Brotherhood is a worth one to get it at a high price. He also bought The Incredibles. He called sista about it. He called me earlier after he got Brotherhood.It's really funny, ya!Dad would always report to us when he bought certain dvds.

Oh yes, I had a taste of duck today. Didn't get to taste the duck satay at Lau Pa Sat but I get to taste duck. For the 1st time, I did it. I finally got to taste it. Cuz, I felt like having KFC chickens. Than feel like having some thai fried noodles or thai fried rice.Ta-jie bougt the japanese cakes with cocholate and cheese fillings but i don't feel like eating it. Even the big sotong balls with sambal. I don't want it. Than ta-jie bought me duck noodle. It was nice. It was nicey. Duck. I finally get to taste it. Same like chicken ar. Like no difference.

Okay, I'm feeling kinda sleepy actually. But am gonna watch Brotherhood tonight with dad on the big plasma. Yeah! Hurray!

Sufyan coming over tonight to use the pc and get his ITE confirmation slip.

Dad's on the way to get another tub of Rocky Road. Me and yammie finished it last night.He he!!It's nice, you know.FYI, Rocky Road is a the name of an ice-cream. Marigold, i think.

There's something else I wanna say but seems like I've forgotten about it.

Oh well.

End here for now. I'm gonna continue with Full Metal Alchemist til the last episode!

Oh! I feel kinda bad this morning. Ta-jie gave me his red tumbler to me. He borrowed it to me yesterdae for me to make my peppermint tea. Unfortunately, he doesn't like the taste and the smell seems to stay. And he hated it. 1st h said he borrowed it to me, than he said he give me. I feel bad, you know.

Really bad!

Gonna find a tumbler for him liao.

Die die must replace it.

Dear Diary....

I need to slim down more. I already picture on how good I'll look in a certain dresses or t-shirts or jeans or skirts. Oh yeah!I've slimmed down a bit. Just a bit. yes! A bit. Yes, I will.

I repaint my nails with another coat. It looks a little messy but it looks okay.I'm gonna make meself a cup of peppermint tea now. Than, watch Full Metal Alchemist.

Smsed ta-jie and he still have not reply. Wonder if he's gonna reply tomorrow morning. Sigh.

Seems like Desperate Housewives finish. Sista alreadi out of the room.

It's only the 7th of March and I'm already broke. I rarely broke at this time but this time I'm really really broke.

Okay, gonna make meself a cup of coffee now.

Cik Su was here when I came back. It's nice to see him again.

Speaking of which, want to go KL le!

hungRy???!!! .... Nissin Cup NoodLe

Damn! Bit of my nail polish has been chipped off. Gonna put on the 3rd coat tonight.

Didn't want to come to work today actually but oh well, someone asked me too and I might as well go.

I miss him and I know he misses me too.

Got to work, wasn't hungry but had a papaya. Got scolded by him for not eating.

I really feel like eating fishball noodle at Banquet. Or maybe I'll go there later and have something else instead. I'm wearing white todae, u know.

Okay, gonna continue my work now.

Sickening.

What's Goin' On

I'm feeling kinda wrecked right now. My head's spinning since I woke up this morning.

Watch a movie on ch5, what's it called?, erm... The Royal Tenenbaums. I think. It was a nice movie. An Owen Wilson movie. It was a nice one. Liya called but didn't answer. I returned her called and talked to Rudy instead. He wanted to asked me and Ta-jie for a swim today but I'm too tired and since I'm suppose to go out with me mum, I couldn't. and Ta-jie couldn't either as he had a wedding to go to.

Oh well, I'm gonna drink coffee right now. I shouldn't be but I want to. Hadn't drank it for a while. Still dreaming of having Coffee bean's Cinnamon Ice Blended. Although I just had it while waiting for that brat cousin of mine.

Oh! My waistline has dropped down to a 33. I feel like a pregnant woman who has just given birth and is trying to lose weight and start wearing all small sizes. Well, the pair of jeans which I bought a year ago and wore it only once cuz it was too tight, was worn again for the 2nd time on Friday. I was late for work and had no time to look for something I really want to wear. So, I just grabbed it and wore it and I was surprise!Ta-jie slipped his finger on my waist and pull the jeans, there was still space even. Yup! I wore the jeans and it's still lose.it's an achievement. I managed to lose weight and I'm not giving up.

Ha ha ha!!!
I need to go running again.

Anyway, have you all heard Rob Thomas (the lead singer of Matchbox 20) new single, Lonely No More. I kept hearing it on Perfect 10 and I thought it was Maroon 5. cz it does sound like it's a kind of song which Maroon 5 would sing. It's a nice song.Oh! Check out Blu Cantrell's Hit 'Em Up. not a new song thought but it's a nice one.Songs of boy-bashing or songs abt after a gal's break-up seems to be making me feel good nowadays.

I need another violent movie. Ppl pls, anything to intro me?

I want to watch Finding Neverland. I'm still waiting for my friend to pass it to me.
I can't wait for Kingdom of Heaven. It's another epic movie and like other gals would scream about, Orlando Bloom. There's another epic of his movie which I didn't watch. Troy. Dad bought the dvd long time ago but I still haven't got time to watch it. Oh well. I will one day.
I'm gonna have my coffee right now.I kept saying that! I need to go shower 1st.

There seems a lot for me to say this time. I wonder how long will be my next blog. He he!!

I miss my baby. I know he do too.

Finally, I paint my nails with MAC's dark grey. Finally, I did it. I guess I was feeling restless and fed-up last night that I did it.

I can't wait for my hair to grow long. I regretted snipping it off but well, sometimes people just don't think twice when they make a decision.

Dad's cutting oranges! I want some too.

I better be off. I know there's something else I want to add in but I can't think of it now.
Goodness! I'm still having Coffee Bean's Cinnamon Ice Blended in my head.

...ZombiE

Ta-jie bought a new handphone. It's one of the Nokia phone that I loved, N6260. yup yup! he got that. But once he got that, I helped him to carry it. It was a nice phone.When we were walking pass Jubilee, i saw a boy playing with his ball. His mother was calling him out and to go over to her and stop playing the ball. But few seconds later, the ball simply just fell just beside me. Which almost hit my head. & i was holding's ta-jie's new phone. It was scary! Eek!Ta-jie and richard turned and looked at me. Instead of telling me to becareful, they're telling me off if anything ever happen to the phone.Nobody seems to care about me anymore!

Sat down at S11 after that for a drink. Met some people we knew and went off back home after that.

Went for a little frenzy on friday night. I was tired after that but Saturday was another day.Went out for lunch at Seoul Garden with cousin dear, Sufyan and hs friend, Bear. Bear?! I was referring him to being Mr. Bean's Teddy after that though. Ha ha ha!!!

Met out with Ta-jie after that. Not much conversation. There was barely anything we could talk about.I don't think I was partly in the wrong oh but what the hell, I said my sorrys an what's done's done.Took the train back but my leg got really tired. Got down at a specific location and took a bus after that. I was relieved.

I feel like having coffee right now. In fact, I've alrady boiled some water just now but I ended up having Macaroni and ice-cream.

Suppose to be out with mum today but didn't. I was simply just too tired. The weather was great too. It was raining heavily in the morning and although there was sunshine after that, the weather is still cooling.

I went to jon jonsson's blogsite and read his recent blog. He was saying about singapore's couples being reserve due to being stressed out or something.Well, it's quite true, Singapore people are always stressed out and being in a kissing frenzy or something is hard to find. To see a couple in that frenzy situation is definitely hard to find. Maybe he should try Saturday nights. He could definitely find lots of young couples screaming and yelling at each other happily. Hugging here and there, kissing here and there as if no one are around. He just got to be at the right place.

Precisely.

Escape... NOT!

I am in love with a classic now. After hearing a contestant on American Idol 4 singing, I remember immediately that it's an old song. And it happens to be dad's one of favorite song.It's called I Want To Know What Love Is by Foreigner.

Lovers out there, listen to this lovely track. It's nice.

I'm gonna play it out loud when I do my Algebras tonight.

Ta-jie bought me 'O' levels Mathematics assignment book. It looks kinda scary but I had to go through it. So, well, I can't escape.

All asking for new ones!

My one and only tumbler fell. But I didn't know it was broke until just now when I want to make coffee. It was a sad thing. I've used it for a long time, already 5 years and now it's RIP.

Tsk Tsk Tsk

I'm using ta-jie's tumbler at the moment.

Will find a new one. Maybe the Coffee Bean one which I saw that day or maybe Starbucks one.

Ha ha ha

Even my handphone's giving me problems!

I hate it!
Urgh!

"What Nonsense"

Did I mention that wen me and Sufyan was on the back home, we were sure there was someone right behind us. And it's true as what sufy thought, the person was wearing white. So, Sufy moved aside and wanting to let the person move along 1st but when he turned, there was no one around. And he couldn't have move to any left or right cuz we were already away from the traffic light.
It was a little spooky and scary as it was already 10+pm at night. But, we styed cool and walked our way home.

He he...

Went back to ITE Bishan to make my changes.
I was even made to write a letter that none of this nonsense would happen.

He hE he

I've swapped Accounts to History.

Came to work today buying ta-jie and rudy a packet of bihun goreng each, and for me too. Shah asked me what I've got for him but I ain't got anything for him as he always go for "jogging" during lunchtime.

Had the nice fishball noodle at Banquet but the fishballs were kinda salty.

I miss you baby.... muackz

Happy Sunday

Went out with Sufyan and Raihan. Pixs of us here.

Got to Heeren Shop. Saw Tanya Chua performing.

Surprisingly, there was not many people around town. It's not totally crowded as in during the weekdays or Saturdays.

Got meself a t-shirt. Raihan got a bdae pressie for her boyfren.

Had dinner at Paragon's Thai Express which cost us really a bomb.
It was more surprising to see Thai Express with barely any people on a Sunday. I as expecting more people but no. There was barely anybody.

Walked around Wisma. Got lost a little. Got out eventually.

Wanted to go Far East but got bored.
So, headed to Marks & Spencer at Borders t get my deodarant.
Than, finally ogg to Forum's Coffee Bean where we had drinks and cake and chat all the way til 9+pm. Sufy's fren was working and he joined us for awhile during his break.
At almost 10+, off to home.

It was great, hearing stories of History and Combined Humanities.

I'm going back to ITE Bishan tomorrow for some changes which I hope I could.

I hope I could.

Baby, Miss you... muackz

Next Saturday, gonna have a big feast. I'll be waiting for it, and SUFY!!! my $11. You owe me man!

Unwritten .... Natasha Bedingfield

I am unwritten can't read my mind I'm undefined
I'm just beginning the pen's in my handending unplanned

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your innovations
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

Oh oh oh

I break tradition sometimes my tries are outside the lines
We've been conditioned to not make mistakes but I can't live that way

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inner visions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inner visions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten

Oh yeah yeah

Cruel Summer

I got my Bluetooh USB device alreadi. Transferred the pictures from my handphone onto pc already. Updated them up on my website already. Finally I got it.
Wanted to get it Sim Lim as ta-jie said could get it at least as $20+ but we didn't go there. Due to some things, we went to Funan Centre instead. Got it at $38.90. Oh well, it's the cheapest I could get. Didn't realli walk around.

Had dinner at Sakura. The one at Peninsula Plaza. There was no one at all, except for one couple. Than there was me and ta-jie. Than few minutes later, there was suddenly a lot of people. Seems like a big family. I don't if they're friends or not but they're all deaf and dumb people. Erm, how should i say it?

..................

I don' know.

Oh well.

They were seated at 2 tables. They were having their conversations with sign languages. So, it's still quite except for their actions and a kid which they had with them, who's playing with his aeroplane and was making the aeroplane flying sound.

After that, I'm off to a neighbourhood for a regular round. It was a nice feeling. I had a nice day. Got back home earli. Well, not realli la.
There was no one at home when I got back, which was cool.

Later, Sufy coming over. Than out with Raihan dear. Dah lama tak jumpa. The last time we met was Hari Raya last year.
It was fun times there.

Listening to Ace of Bace's Cruel Summer, from the soundtrack of Blue Crush. Downloaded it ike years ago but I didn't listen to it.
I'm always like that. Already downloaded an mp3 which I like, than I don't listen to it. I just download it fo the sake of downloading. Ha ha!!

The weather's realli hot right now.
The fan is just right beside me. I've been feeling cool just now. But now, I'm starting to feel the heat again.

I'm loving Garnier's Light Matte mosturizer cream. Doesn't let my skin feel greasy when I go out. And I got the natural look.
The scar mark on my face is still swelling and recovering. Nyai and mom was lecturing me about keeping my face beautiful last 2 nights. HA ha... Ta-jie told me off again just now about my itchy hand always making the scar.
Nivea's Repair lip balm is making an awfully good job. I still feel uncomfortable when my lip is dry but at least it's not chapping or something.

I forgot to ask Yammie to get the deodarant too. Oh boy! Keep forgetting about it le....

I'm gonna retire now. I feel like continuing watching animes but I guess I'll sleep now la.

Baby... Miss ya

Freaky Friday...!!!

I did it. Yes, I did it! Instead of registering for the N, I registered for the O level courses. With some help from my colleague, I managed to register everything smoothly. I felt so nervous while waiting for my number to be call out. When my number was called, I went up with my colleague, went through the courses and chose the dates to set our time-table. Than off to entering the datas into their system (which I helped the "data entry" lady to do the entries on her system). Than off to do the payments an everything was done.It was a blast too. I had great companies with me. So, the night was really a blast for me. I really had a good time. I had the best times after like few weeks back when we had dinner at Seoul Garden.

Could have taken Commerce but the course was not available. So, I was up up with Principles of Accounts. The other 3 subjects are English Language, Mathematics & Science (Physics & Chemistry). Malay, I'll be with my colleague, studying under her grandfather. I don't have any targets yet but I'm thinking of Engineering, Logistics or Business. Too high of a target? I don't know. But I have lots of encouragements and motivations & I am not gonna let them down.

To all who are giving me words of encouragements and motivations and are backing me, I LOVE YOU ALL!

Baby! Thank you! Muackz Muackz Muackz

I'm getting blisters on my big toe. it's kinda killing me but I love wearing those sandals. He he!!

DegiL eh!

Round & round....

Sometimes, things are just happening so weird that I would start thinking if I'm the one weird or the thing or person is weird.
Oh well, that's how the wrold revolves around us. Everything have to be weird and weird things will keep on happening.
I've been feeling weird this few weeks.
I guess, I'm just thinking too much.


Okay, so I'm going to sign up for Academic N Level. Got words of encouragements from baby, frenz, colleagues & family members. They've all been nice. I hope everything will happen the best for me this coming seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks, months & years.

My baby wasn't in a good mood just. He was sian all the way until he told me to eat up the prawn in 5 secs. He showed me how & oh boy! I ain't gonna do it his way. So, I did it my way. He took the head off and it off the whole body and tail and shell. While, me, throw away the head, peeled off the skins and tail and eat it. I wain't gonna eat it his way.


I believe, it is all due because of the heat. The heat is causing of my lips & skins drying up like hell. I'm gonna get the Garnier UV matter mosturizer so that I could put it on when I'm at work. Yes, I'm gonna start putting on more mosturizer, get enough sleep so that my skin will regenerate. I have a small scar whic is quite visible on my right cheek. Thanks to some stupid blackhead which was damn fucking idiot! Not coming out no matter how me force it.
Never mind! One day I will get you! Stupid BLACKHEAD!

I'm sleepy now, I am gonna retire now. Sleep, wake up earli morning, put on make-up than go to work...

Than!? No need to shower ar!?

Shower la!

Stupid!

What should i Say???

A bit sad to see Tom Cruise's character to died in Collateral. Well, he deserves to but he dies at the spot where nobody wants to. A cool action drama. Really cool to see leading good guys to play leading bad guys.

Today:....Go to work / Eat papaya / Do work (duh!) / Eat Curry Puffs (de big ones. You know, the ones with the sambal one). Shah wanted me to go down canteen and buy & get one for me too. Than, I pulled ta-jie to go down with me to get it & bought 5 altogether. we had curry puffs altogether happily. It was nice. But no sambal, so, not realli nice ar. but, it was a nice one. / Work piled up / Finish halfway / 5.30pm / All go back / CrazineSs baby!!!

Tomorrow:....What should I wear? How should I do my hair? Need to top-up my ez-link card / Drink HL milk (maybe chocolate flavor one) / Eat papaya / Give $$ to Mother / Pay hp bill / CraziNesS baBy!!!

i'm Sick...!

i feel kinda tired. i don't know why. yesterdae, i was realli tired. i went out. as usual. but yesterdae i was tired. i don't know why.can somebody tell me why?

Friday, there was nothing much to be done. Well, there were jokes ard and everything as usual, but there was nothng muc to be done.

Went to Apple Centre other days but there was no ipod shuffle. it was sold out. de same goes as at bishan. but when we went to sim lim square, there was like ipod shuffle at every shops. yup! there were. and for the price, it was de same everywhere.

i want to get it!

i want to get it!

get what!?

ipod shuffle!

ler! i thought what!

stupid right.

anyway, yammie has decided to keep her hair long as she's fucking missing it. i got that wish to keep my hair long til beyond my bra length. yeah! but i have to cut it due to the spoilt ends. i shoul have just trimmed it but it's a waste to spend so much $$ to just trim it, so i just cut it off. & it's short, it's kinda hard to maintain at this length but well, i have to endure it. at least i could still tie my hair.

was kinda pissed with my baby yesterdae but he apologised numerous time & it's all well now. yeah. might go running wif him tomorrow. which is kinda scary.

my face is completely disfigured. totally. it's like worst now. do i need a concealer or something???I need to do something about it.a concealer? maybe?somebody, tell me please.

i think i'm gonna retire now.

it's sunday. & what do i usualli do on sundays? sleep. yes. i woke up at 1pm todae, although i slept earli last night. i woke p at 1pm, i showered, had lunch, watched tv, & i fell asleep. i slept all de way through til 7pm. how's that. i showered, i went on the pc to apply some jobs and than i watched full metal alchemist and now, i'm blogging while talking to some ppl on msn messenger.

i guess, i'm gonna retire to my room now, read newspaper & listen to my mp3s.

i"m getting the Itch agaiN.

i'm wearing my new pair Fila shoes. It's a nice one. It was on 50% off. I didnt want to get it at first but thinking again, i do realli need another pair of shoes.
I'm wearing my blue stripe head band too. Tired to style my hair 2dae, so, i put it & yea, i look good.

It was freezing cold at work. the Air-con's really strong.

i"m getting the Itch agaiN.

My right hand still feels a little numb. feels a little hard to use it. when i write, type sms or wateva. Thanks to dat dae's incident cz someone had an itchy backside.
No no! I didnt scratch his backside.
He somehow kinda played around with his ring, put it on an a finger which he barely puts the ring on, the ring got stuck. I used my mighty hand to pull it out but it was hoepless.
The ring was pull out eventually thanks to some help.
They were really helpful.
Really thank you veri much.

There's this accesories shop where it sells earrings to rings to whatever with silver to crystals. i fell in love with one ring. it's a cross. i'm gonna get it. i'm gonna get it. i'm gonna get it. i'm gonna get it.

i got a nu t-shirt & changed to it the other day when we were in town. it's a nice red Abercrombie t-shirt. veri Sweet... thnx baBy ;p

The weather has been rather hot nowadays. Fucking hot. Damn bloody hot!

baBy... you're so f****** incredible!

Whatever I'm going thru

My day feel so bored. I'm damn bored. yes! Once again the long ago bored girl is back with another bored whinings.

He he!! Not realli la, I hope.

Woke up in the middle of the night with the itch on both my legs. & I was busy scratching them. Seems like something to do with the wind that's blowing my leg. I gave up scratching & cover meself with my blanket & endure the itchiness & go back to sleep.
Woke up at 0630hrs. Had shower, feel good about myself, put on everything I need to put on & off I go.
I thought the bus was late but, well, it's the normal timing. It's only like a bit later but I got the hang of it.

I was bored all the way in the morning. I was in no mood for everything. My stomach was singing. I did my work but I did it slowly, dragging the time. I don't want to do it faster & have nothing to do later.
Later, someone came in & tried to cheer me up, well, he did but only for a little while.

Lunch time, I didn't eat as well. I was not hungry. & well, not in the mood. I just read & read & read my Cleo February issue. Later after that, ta-jie stopped me from reading it & told me to go eat. There was no escaping & I had to eat. Well, just 2 curry puffs. Not nice also still must eat.... XS

I was on half day yesterdae & it's Jennifer's turn today.

Oooh... I want that tingling feeling again baby... ;D

Happy Valentines' Day

Had a good nap. But was disturbed by some calls from work & an ex-colleague. Nice to hear from her though.

Woke up 2 hours later.

Before I forget... Happy Valentines' Day to all of you out there.

Havin' A Good Time....

I can barely sleep last night. Cramps was killing me. Sleepless night leave me restless. I feel so terrible. Too hot. Too Cold. Too Stuffy. Everything was just wasn't right.

Woke up like 0630hrs. Showered. Get my jeans & t-shirt on. my mosturizer, hair serum, lip balm on. Got ready to go to work. Hurray!

Reached work, I start to remember that today is Monday. Today is the start of the day of every week & it's the start of the day after a one whole week holiday. & yes, many re still in holiday moods, not back at work yet, While others were feeling uncomfortable for too much rest or from the holiday visitings.

I did my report in the morning & i was seeing everything double. I went for teabreak. They were telling out funny stories while I hear it as a bedtime story. I was almost dozing off. I stayed up, my eyes felt swollen & my head starts getting heavy.Without hesitation, I took the half day off. Boss was still in a happy mood, I can see. He was so happy. I guess, he was in too much stress after the morning meeting.

Gave away the chocolates, pass him his things. Sat around with him & chat around & played around.

Wanted to go to Apple for more enquiries but oh boy! After that singing the I Love you-You Love me Barney song, my head starts getting heavier. I was feeling bad again. I was scared to go back on my own. Even the sun is like threatening me. The sun's trying to make me melt. Making my skin dry & make my lips chap. Oh boy! I was terrified.

But I'm home now. Safe & sound. But still, I don't feel like eating. My stomach's flat & I don't want to bloat it. But....

He smell good. Too good. So good. He's tempting me today!

Whatever it is....

"This is Constantine. John Constantine. Asshole!"

Ha ha ha!!! That seems to be what he said to any demons he met before he get rid of them. The movie was cool. It's funny & it's great. It's a good movie fr smokers too. So, they know where they're going if they smoke & what will happen to them if they smoke & how will their inside be if they smoke.

Constantine. It's Keanu Reeves. Gotta go watch people.

Next, gotta watch Howl's Moving Castle. He he he!!

It was a terrible exit though yesterday. I don't know what was happening. She was being absurd. I don't know. I believe she was restless. She was not feeling good. She doesn't feel helpful & she thinks we are ignoring her & making her do all the dirty works while we just sit around & wait on. It's stupid.I almost feel like leaving the house & not coming back. If it's not for him, I wouldn't have come back. I have to say, He is the one I'm coming back for & I feel good saying that for now. I used to be scared of him, but I prefer to stay with him.

Whatever it is, I'm just happy I have that one person who cares for me eventhough we're staying 6 stations aWAY. Yup! I'm happy for that.

Gonna be working tomorrow. I hope I can wake up. If not, I'll be dead. Not kill by the company but will be kill by HIM. eeyaah! Don't want to think about it. Dangerous thoughts they ar.

Weird

Mp3 players nowadays really come in many shape. One cute one, which is kinda funny is a teddy bear shape...

Had a blast today. Finally, I went out after 3 days of staying in the asylum. It was horrible. I know. Yes! I know. But I went out todae.

Baby was back & he was around the area & he dropped by & I went down to meet him up. It was nice. The evening was a nice one for me & for him.

But watching Full Metal Alchemist was great too. I'm going into the 30th episode soon. Ha ha ha...!!!

I reformat my pc. Well, I say it's more to System Recovery. Things seem to be fine now. No page can't be displayed at night or long waiting shut downs. It was bad. Not, it's like oKay la. See how la after a while. I hope everything will be oKay.

I feel like seeping now but I think I want to continue with Full Metal Alchemist....

Nihon desuka!

It's cool.... I saw the Good Charlotte brothers speaking Japanese at a previous MTV Japan Music Award show. I didn't really watch the whole show last time. Mom was channel surfing when I saw it.

oKay, gonna continue Full Metal Alchemist. Cried a bit on some previous episodes.
He he he!!!

La la!!!

i wanted to go online last night. well, actualli, continue my anime but, i fell asleep. i felt good. i was sleeping but at de same time i was worrying.u called me, u msg me but when i tried to call you, but when i tried to msg you, i can't get thru. it was terrible. it was horrible. i tried on my home phone, i even tried on yammie's loan phone. it was ...........................................

sorrie! there was a pause there. the HP forwarder had just sent de replacement of my wireless keyboard & mouse receiver. it's all fine now! i've fixed in back & yes! the wireless keyboard & mouse are back in action!

Oh boy! I miss the sound of the wireless keyboard. it's soft & not loud & it's just fine.

Oh boy! I'm getting hot here.

Anyway, back to where I stopped. Oh never mind. I guess you get what I was talking about.
But, when he sms me this morning, I replied with the hope that he might get it & he did! Yes! he did! It was great! It was great! I'll be seeing him soon. I can't wait! Oh boy!

oKay, my face is like melting right now. I can't help it.

Oh wow! I need to re-configure the settings of the mouse.

Desperate Needs?

It's funny really. People trying to find someone to love or like online. You add her or him in & you ask the most desperate question. "Are you attached"?

When the answer is a No, the person will be so delighted & kept on talking to her/him. But when the answer is Yes, you'll talk to her for a while and then poof! the person's gone.

So, is it a desperate need or a desperate want?

Why don't we just wait & see. Don't worry. Love will come to you & seek for you when the time comes. If you're eager to have it, like I said, Desperate.... It'll be later in arriving.

Man! It's only Thursday. The days are moving so slow. The time are moving so slow. There must be something wrong with nature.

Oh no! No ! No ! It's me! My head! Me, Myself & I. I'm totally out of me mind! Aaaahhhh!!!!

MTV2 raWkz

Okay, I think the show's kinda cool.

MT2 Mods. I think that's the show title.

XBox's video games characters were made to sing and dance from musics inspired. The 1st was Dusk in Dawn (I think that's de game name, I forgot), did Evanescence's Bring Me To Life. Than, there was Leisure Suit Larry characters, singing, rapping & dancing to Black Eyed Peas's Shut Up. That was the best. There were others too where combine characters did a song. Characters from Sonic the Hedgehog, Spongebob, Leisure Suit Larry, Tomb Raider & more. It was kinda funny, some of them but it was cool.

Well, but, I think it was not as nice or real as the Japanese did. Just look at Final Fantasy X 2. The opening shows Yuna singing & dancing to Koda Kumi's Real Emotion. Her movements, her mouth, her eyes expression all moves accordingly. But the ones I saw on Mtv2 Mods, it looks kinda bad. Their expressions weren't so good. The mouth movement wasn't even moving right. Except for Leisure Suit Larry doing Black Eyed Peas's Shut Up. That one was the best. Sexy. Ha ha!!

DreadFul

Sigh!!!

Another 4 days to staying in the GREAT asyLum.

Good Foot

Slept like 4am in the morning & woke up at 1pm in the afternoon. An hour later, dear called. Met up for awhile to get Full metal Alchemist. Played around for a while as we are gonna miss each other for awhile. It was refreshing to see him....

Came back home straight, taking the bus. I was totally of course, trying to waste my time.
Sista wanted to borrow me shades. Let her use the Gucci one and of course, as that's a loan, it has to be taken care carefully.

Reached home, did the laundry. Go through the dvd-r. All 40+ episodes of Full Metal Alchemist were given but episode 26 & 27 were missed out. Ha ha!!

After continuing the laundry, watched anime. Continued Bleach at episode 17. It was dull at de 1st few episodes but it was getting more exciting at later part. It is getting interesting now. Continued downloading some mp3s & watched Naruto til episode 119. Didn't watch 120 as it's just another fight on another member so, will continue when other episodes are out.

Wanted to paint me nails but I won't be going to work or going anywhere so, I just filed them & put the Nail Growth polish on.

Am gonna continue more animes later. Stopped watching Full Metal Panic Fumoffu this morning. It was funny but I was too tired. I guess, I'm gonna continue Full Metal Alchemist tonight.

I am really getting into the groove with Jennifer Lopez's Get Right. Love the song.

Okay. This is my 3rd Siti Nurhaliza song. It is a veri nice song. Thank god I watched Mtv Boom. If not, I wouldn't know any Malay songs.

Dialah Di Hati (by Siti Nurhaliza)

Bisikan sang bayu membawa perkhabaran, Dongengan yang sama dicanang berulang, Mengapakah diri dijadikan sasaran, Sekilas pandangan pelbagai andaian, Sungguh terkilan

Seumpama naskah yang terbuka, Sesungguhnya tiada rahsia, Bacalah kenalilah, Dengan bijaksana, Siapa aku yang sebenar

Korus

Kendati selautan segunung, Permata di kanan dan kiri, Selagi jantungku berdegup hingga tiba saat terhenti, Dialah dihati

Mengapakah diri dijadikan sasaran, Sekilas pandangan pelbagai andaian, Sungguh terkilan
Seumpama naskah yang terbuka, Sesungguhnya tiada rahsia, Bacalah kenalilah, Dengan bijaksana, Siapa aku yang sebenar

Kendati selautan segunung, Permata di kanan dan kiri, Selagi jantungku berdegup hingga tiba saat terhenti, Dialah dihati

# Tiada pilihan kedua, Pertama hingga akhir usia, Hanya dia

Ulang # 2x

Tiada rahsia lagi, Usah bertanya berteka teki, Cinta yang abadi, Cintaku yang suci dihati

It's the New Year

Happy Chinese New Year to all Chinese in Singapore & all around the world.

20-something

It's the start of a one whole week holiday. Me & Fida are having something in common. We have transport moneys, but no money to go out for spending. In short, we are broke.

It's the Chinese New Year week. Obviously, nothing will be happening for these 2 days. Since the majority of Singapore are Chinese, everything will be close & there'll be nothing happening.

Oh boy! I'm kinda sleepy right now but I ain't wanna sleep. I wanna stay up & watch animes. Got a whole lot from Rachel dear just now. Finally get to watch Bleach up til 16. Donwloading 17 right now. Along with Naruto's 118, 119 & 120. Haven't watch it for a long time. I wonder what have happen. Samurai Champloo. Oh boy! I wonder if the new episodes are out.

Something's wrong with my Ares. Uninstalled & installed it again & oh yeah! We are back on track! I've got Justin Timberlake's Good Foot track from Shark Tale. Oh Yeah! Jennifer Lopez's Get Right is actually kinda nice.

Mom's getting more and more cranky nowadays. Sigh.

I got another 4 days to go by. Another 4 days of locking meself in this big asylum. I am going to warm up my bed until it burns. Ha ha!! Until it is... burrn-nning.

I think I am going to continue my animes now. Hmm, which one should I watch?

Just Wanna Be With You

Have been missing you badly.

Yesterday was fun if it hadn't been for you.

Went to HP Service Center. It was not near. It was far. & I've never been there. Wanted to take the bus but the journey's too long. Wanted to take cab but there was none. Why do they always come at the wrong time? They should think of the passengers. Took the train. Got down at Commonwealth & than took bus 100. Didn't keep a lookout at 1st but later, start eyeing around when the bus gets to a place we've never been before. Saw a small HP logo from afar, we got down & yeah! There we were at Alexandra Technopark. Start looking for the building we're going & oh boy! Blk A! Why does it have to be all the way inside, up the hill!?

It was so hot. The sun was really burning us! Especially me. Oh boy! Oh boy! Oh boy! When we got there, bought drinks, sat down at the sofa, few minutes later, our queue number was called. It was fast.Pass them the wireless receiver, told them the problems, took down some particulars, phone calls were made, tests were made, finally, it was all done. Just provide them the PC's serial number & the next working day, they'll send us a new wireless receiver. Isn't that cool!? Well, HP may be hopeless, but oh well.All that climbing up the hill was really worth it.

Ha ha!!

Went to look for food after that at Queensway Shopping Center. Had the Chicken Prosperity burger. It was damn nice. I wish I could have another one. Went around the shopping center, but nothing's change. Everything seems to be the same. But most probably the building but might be close anytime. I don't know. There's a new building building up beside it.

A trip to Ikea was good. I found a rack that I might get. Gonna get dad to go with me on it. Had some fun after that. It was the best day of my life for February. He he he!! Well, it was all good & nice.

I just love it.

Dinner was wow! It was all wow! I had Hotplate Baso Special. Baso is actualy meatballs. It was nice. The sambal, which is made of cili padi was really thrilling. It gives the whole dish a whole new meaning to life. Ha ha!! I'm like blabbering but honestly! it was nice. Than we had Spring Chicken and some History on the old China. Ha hA!!

Dinner, was.... WoW!

sigh. Wonder if I get to watch FMA. (Full Metal Alchemist)

I can't wait to reformat the whole PC.

Phew!

Finally, It is done. Thanks to my host help, FIDA-DEAR!!!!! you are such a sweetie!
She has helped me through it all! ha ha!!
She helped me with the codings & the layout of my blogsite. She's a genius. I could never have done it without her. Kudoz to her!

*bows to fida*

She is so sweet.

Since yesterdae til today. Ha ha!!

I'm getting restless now being home the whole day. Suppose to meet up Rach, but she fell asleep. Oh boy!

Watched the MTV Asia Aid concert this afternoon. The 1st time I've sat down on the sofa & watch a whole long 2.5hrs show on TV.

Tomorrow, gonna get out of the house. Gonna go all HP Service Center. Gonna get it all done quickly. I'm sick & tired of moving the old keyboard & mouse out of my sista's room. & i'm sorry to my sista, she would have to put it back in to her room.

Oh well, am gonna go shower now. What I'm gonna do next? I don't know. Maybe lie down for awhile and than spare more time on the net with some animes maybe.
Or maybe go through some more editings on my website. Doesn't seem to be done yet. I've just went through a bit.

Gonna charge my handphone, shower, eat ice-cream. Ooh! Ice-cream! Rocky Road! Chocolate, Nuts, Marshmallows. I'm fat.

I kept looking at myself in the mirror. It looks like i'm getting tan. Am I? I don't think so, right? Maybe I'm not putting anymore make-up? My lips are getting dry, along with my skins around it. No no!! I'm not tan! I didn't go for any tanning. Yammie did! Not me! Eww!!!!

My dad! He's always a joKer!

Missing you badLy....

Food Galore

Yesterdae, everybody was almost in a good mood. We had dinner at Seoul Garden & it was de best gathering I ever had.I had a feeling before that I might be bored. That I might be left out but nope! I wanted to sit with Angel & Liya & yes, I did get to sit with both of them.I was at de same table with Liya, Rudy & Shah. & thanks to King Shah, the whole night we were having a blast. Cockles which were small & overcooked were wasted & taken away. Mussles which I stole from the next table. Chickens & beefs which I cooked & pass ard to Shah & Francis. Sotongs which I cooked & popped ard. I remember which happened in a flash, the oil from the sotong pops up & almost hit me.Whatever it is, everything just happened so fast. We even create ice-kacang & chendol for each others. Ha ha.After we're done eating, the guys went to play pool. Well, I didn't play as I don't realli know how to. I wanted to go back actualli but ta-jie begged me to stay for just another hour & I did. Ha ha... Watching them play pool was fun, but I was really really tired. Ha ha!!We went off at 2200++hrs.

Once I got back, I showered & off to bed. Oh Boy!

I woke up kinda early today. It's a Saturday, u knw. It's almost noon but I'm alreadi awake.
When I woke up this morning, I didnt think of anything but straight after i showered, I went off to the hair salon & had my hair cut. Well, I kinda regretted cutting my fringe the other dae but, oh well, what's done is done & now my hair is kinda short, I better love it.He better to.

Breakfast

I've been craving for MacDonald's breakfast since Monday. So, I thought I go today.

Well, I did went. I wanted to use my ezlink card but their system keepgiving me errors. So, I decided to go to the ATM & get cash. And when I gotback to MacDonald, their system was already up. No more error. It was sickening. I was not very happy but there was no point in arguing. Lookingat the time, I dashed off to work.I passed him his McMuffin. I remember I had asked for Sausage McMuffin withEgg but instead, I was given Sausage McMuffin.

Oh boy! I'm so sorry dear. I'll get you Sausage McMuffin with Egg tomorrow,aite....

I fell a little terrible but oh well. I had my orange juice & my EggMcMuffin at work. It feels so nice. I feel great.
I think I'm wearing the wrong attire today. Sigh.

Stick In A Head

Watched Puteri Gunung Ledang yesterdae night. Already watched at kampung but couldn't concentrate & I could catch none of the words. So, I watched it again last night. But there was a long interval too. Ha ha!!

During the interval, I joined my sista & cousin on watching Desperate Housewives. Which tend to be a good show, I must say. Ha ha ha!!!

Oh yes! It's CSI in a few minutes time. Gotta catch it. Something interesting was shown on the advertisment.

Anyway, back to Puteri Gunung Ledang (translated Gunung Ledang Princess). The words between Gusti Puteri & Hang Tuah were really beautiful. Their feelings & their words really makes me melt. I don't know about the others, but it really does. It all sounds so mushy & everything but since it's a scene which happens thousand & thousand years ago where black magic still exist around the strongs. Every word really just makes me melt.

Had my fringe cut yesterdae. Yup. Didn't trim my hair but just cut the fringe. It's just a tiny bit lot, I love it when ta-jie styled my hair just now. The touch of his hand is just so nice. & I got a little fed-up that i plaited my hair. It was a nice feeling to get to plait my hair. I mean, I really didn't really get to do it.

Ok ok~!

CSI time!