Really not cool at all. Suddenly I was just not feeling very well at all. Totally not feeling good at all. It all started last night when dad came back. I dashed to the toilet only to throw up. It was a lot. 10 minutes later I thought I was done. I was drinking warm water the whole time and but later on 2 hours later, I start to throw up again. Again and again until it's 4.30am. It was bad. Really bad. My head just feels like it's spinning this whole time. Woken up at 10 am when I remembered that I need to be up at 8 am for an appointment. But with the current situation with the head still spinning, I thought I'd give a pass. This is bad. So bad.

it has been a long time since i've updated his space. been busy. busy doing what? i've started work at a whole new environment which really scares me. to say that i'm taking this whole thing as a challenge feels like i'm boasting out a whole lot of unnecessary confidence. Well, I am feeling confident that I can do this and start all over again. This whole new environment is such a big difference that everything is just so new and fresh to me that I keep thinking if I can take it. Wonder how long can I hold on to it? Will it be 5 and half years again? I'm beginning to like it but I'm still not align with it. What can I say? It's only my first week.

Made a whole lot of mistake with people consoling me around. I am not trying to take advantage of the kindness. I am going to appreciate them and learn as much as I could.

The time is here. I have been anticipating this and now that the time is here, I have no time to feel inferior. I will just be myself as always. I am trying not to think so much of it.

Sigh. I really need to shed lots of weight. Should I call him to torture me again? Hahakz.... I'm sure he is just as happy to do it all again. Pushing me to run around that running track until I've reached the ending point and pushing me to 20 sit-ups non-stop. aiyaiyah.... Seems like without him, my weight seems to be gaining and my genki boost fades.

Joking... Hana Yori Dango Returns was the best! ....The live-action one. Not the anime. Hana Yori Danga (live-action) and Hone & Clover (the anime) are much much much better than Nana.

Totally creep myself out earlier. First I printed a whole set of certificates with the wrong teacher's name. Than I kept forgetting to write the dates on each cash sales everything I issue the receipts. Next, I've to called to spare me changes so that I could go back. We ended up going back together. Thankfully she was out and was in the area. Meeting her was a bless.

I am still coping at my new workie but all hells breaks loose, I'm doing oKay. The bosses are kind of intimidating when I look at them but they are okay. The teachers, they are nice people.

Gracias all!

Seems like other than Kazuya Minekura, I have taken a liking to Kaori Yuki's artoworks. Surprisingly, Angel Sanctuary was of them. I had the dvd. But I wonder where is it now!??? I can't seem to find it. Did I sold it away at Cash Converter? I don't remember selling away any dvds! Tsktsktsk.... & also the creatoer of Miene Liebe. Can't believe she came with that. The anime was kinda bored for me halfway. I was only watching it cuz of the seiyuus that I like. But sigh. Anyway, I'm taking a liking onto Kaori Yuki's work. Neji, Blood Hound, Godchild and Parfum Extrait 0 & Ludwig Kakumei.

Got too engrossed in Lovely Complex that I didn't see the time. Hahakz. Going to to be 0600hrs soon. I should be heading to bed. ~Hohokz!

I feel like I've never had a good night sleep for a long time but I think I am taking advantages of time here. So what if I start work 1pm? That doesn't mean I could sleep late and wake up late all the time, right? Well, hahakz.

Feels kinda better after deleting that unwanted command.com thing. Now I can just look on he pc monitor without any prompts coming up to my face. Well, I wonder what will come next. This pc is all corrupted anyway.

I really like Rihanna's new album Good Girl Gone Bad. The titled song itself is nice. Well, it kinda sounds like the kind which Beyonce would sing. After all, hey are under Jay-Z. Nice nice.... FInally! I got it! GARDEN's Late-show. Damn nice song! Angela Aki sang the song for Final Fantasy XII. Titled Kiss Me Goodbye. I didn't even know that I had the japanese vers. But hell cares. The song is really nice.

The anime version of Risa and Otani in Lovely Complex.

The live-action version of Risa and Otani in Lovely Complex.

I have not watch the anime yet. I bet it's quite funny too. The live-action was exaggeratingly funny. But it was great. Hahakz. ...About a very tall girl and a short guy being in love. They are sooo cute.

Devil May Cry anime adaptation is really cool. I like it. Although I never play the game before but it is really interesting. Sadly it's only 12 episodes. Or isit 13? But I like the bgm and the shooting sequence. Everything. Top it all, Toriyuki Ma.. I forgot his name. Voice-actor for Sephiroth FFVIIAC and Takumi Ichinose Nana. ....Makes me want to eat Strawberry Sundae.

Death Note 35 <----- 2 more to go! 2 more to go!
D.Gray Man 35
Bleach 129

Wangan Midnight 1 !!!!!
Devil May Cry 1 !!!!!

Tenpo Ibun Ayakashi Ayashi seems to be boring after all. No wonder rating was low and went down only to 25 episodes. Replaced it with Wangan Midnight. A younger version of Initial D. Hahakz. Shinichiro Miki is back. But this time not as the lead character but the nemesis instead. Lead character is voiced by actor Oguri Shun. He did the voice of Alphonse in Full Metal Alchemist: The Conqueror of Shambala. Hahakz. Another anime I'm watching I's watching now is the one which Daisuke Namikawa leads. Tokyo Tribe 2. OOOOHHHH YYYEEEAAAAHHH!!

oLa! .....yes... there it is. Everybody were wanting me to go to that big place and t their surprise i didn't although I have already got it on-hand. But I let it go and because I was waiting anxiously for that one. To my surprise the call in earlier and I thought it might be something I didn't want. Well, oLa people.... Lots of culture-shock.

i got that one alreadi. than came another one. than came another one. than came another one. i've rejected one. i've not yet reply one. i'm still on de waiting list til 3pm tomorrow and the one that i got first, i'm still thinking about it.

deja vu ...deja vu... deja vu... deja vu....

seeing things double. happened twice. on purpose. maybe not. coincidence. what the hell.

we'll see how it goes today.

And I thought he'd be off today. Sigh. How long am I going to do this? I'm going back to my room once he is in the shower and out I'll be once he has gone out. ...No no no. Not out of the shower.

I cannot do this anymore. If I could gain a salary for doing this, I'll be glad to do it. I think in fact many would want to. Sigh. I'm sure there are professions like these out there only that I am not qualified for or I am just not working to hard out for it. Oh well, I better end this soon.

I am like worrying everyone and I don't like words going around. I knew I shouldn't have said anything. Informations always leaks out from one person and it goes on and on to another. It is so irritating and annoying that I am really fed-up with. It is my own fault I guess. But then again it is better to be out from the horses mouth.

I am stalling time here. I cannot just run off like that. It looks awful.

R-16 are Takahiro Sakurai and Kenichi Suzumura. Smily☆Spiky are Miyano Mamoru and Takagi Shun. I wonder if thee are anymore Seiyuu duos out there. R-16 released 2 singles. Miyano Mamoru released a single. Hahakz!
I am watching Black Blood Brothers again cuz Takahiro Sakurai voiced Jirou Mochizuki. I love tt show although it's only 12 episodes. I don't like the ending. Happy ending but with sadness in it.

Having long hair seem to be annoying me now. But then I guess it's just the heat that's bothering me.

how come many positions are open in the west. out of 100%, 60% would be in west, 30% would be in east and 15% in town area and 5% would be in north area. some more, lots are of shippings and logistics. crazy ar. wah-lau! why sey! those people living in west don't want to work in the west ar!? government take in too much foreigners to work in the west area and singaporeans all want to work in town area. what so good about town area? all want to look good only ar? can give other people a chance too or not. aiyoh. i'm not complaining, i'm just decided to say out everything i feel. ....hehekz, i think i got that from Bucky. Yammie-chan would know who.

I am once again... lost... purposely.

Cloud of Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children seem more sexier now I know who's the voice-actor dakedo Kadaj is still the cool one. Next to Sephiroth that is.

Currently watching... Letters From Iwo Jima.

Saiyuki RELOAD -burial- ....it's out. I'm even watching the 1st OVA raw.