i am already very very tired. dad had a talked with me yesterday. half of the conversation i feel that they are irrelevant. but i sat through and listen to him. after that, i took panadols as my head was already spinning. lied down and watched ouran and fell asleep. sigh..... now at the set-up area, damn messy and i don't know where to start. everything is spinning my head again.

what dad said to me, i have always have it in my mind. yes, i remember it and i know what to do. if anything fails, i'll be damn.