Happy 2nd day of New Year. i'm gonna pengsan nw & will be waking up in at least 5-6hrs from nw & i'm gonna leave my tea here at de pc table & my sis is taking over de system.

Oni-jiang. g9! muackz!

it was one hell of a day today. & a freaking hot one too. things happened where mom was yelling like a tarzan. sis was stubborn as a, whoeva she has always been. i was as always tired, angry & trying to cool down. & dad, always de judge, lawyer, prosecutor. did i spell dt word right?

tried to transfer dad's ers on ers site bt nt too much detailed for me, so nt sure & taught dad hw to transfer it on ATM. i hope mine will be in tomorrow. actualli, i would hv gone out shopping wif oni-jiang 2dae as he needs to do some chinese new year shopping too. bt, de ers is nt in yet, so i decided to postpone it to saturday, bt oni-jiang might hv something on, so we hv to c 1st.

mom still is watching chinese programs. sigh....~

oh! mom hs change channel to Suria. alahai! cerita GERAK KHAS. MCM TAKDE CERITA LAIN SEY.

neway, tadi tgk SWAT. man! Colin Farell was hubba hubba & man! it was de best fucking damn gd show!

i giv up. my body & mind cant take it. i'm surrendering! i hv to pengsan alreadi. gd9 & gd-morn!

sis is not back yet. mom is watching wateva shows there are on tv. dad is asleep & me, nt asleep yet, bt veri sleepy alreadi. i hope de ERS money alreadi in. than cn go out shopping alreadi. oni-jiang need to do some shopping too.

man! i lv Hillary Duff's Come Clean.

it's de last dae of de mth n it's finishing soon n starting a nu mth soon. in jz a few minz time? hw mne minz? i dn knw! look at de time i wrote abv n count urself, hw min to mn. t8k it as a math lesson. haha!! i h8 math! n i'm giving u math! stewpeed!
i'm listening to Christina Aguilera's Stripped album, it's realli awesome. better than her 1st album. she sounds much better and has shown that she is better than the teen-boppy-bubblegum Britney Spears. well, i guess they hev their own individual sounds. of course they do!

my site has bn dead for mths. haha!! isit? well, here's de index for nw. as 4 de rest of de pages, they're nt ready yet... i'll do it bit by bit...
here it is...

i;m in a diemma on whom should i put up? it was either siti nurhaliza, boa or hyesung! sigh

n yes! it's 2am in de morning n i havent been up diz late for a veri long time. hev i? yes, i hev. huh? wt am i talking abt? well, neway, i went to a fren's engagement jz nw. well, it was nice meeting her. n b4 dt earlier in de afternn, i went to sengkang for am open-house kenduri at my cuz's place. n few day n few days back, i was having a lot of bad days at work. it's jz pain to even thk abt it. n de other dae on thurs, i was damn bored stiff as oni-jiang didnt cum to work as he went on mc. sigh.

i'm in de mid of frying chickens......... when to a fren's wedding yesterdae n it was so damn hot! my make-up almost melt. hahah!!! bt, when i gt home, it was starting to rain. n later, de rain became heavier n heavier n heavier... it was damn heavy bt de atmosphere is still hot. usualli, heavy wind will get de atmosphere all cold bt yesterdae, it was all hot.!!! i even slept wearing shorts n bra onli!!!! urgh! de hot!!!! urgh! i hate hot seasons!!!!
well, nxt wk i might trim my fringe. bt, i guess i'll jz cut it straight.... hahahah!!!!!
i dn c much of oni-jiang 2dae as he was almost de whole dae out for shipment. realli boring.... eh! dn wnt to say boring, wait! su-unkle tease me again! i'm nt bored nw! i'm having lots of fun nw!!!

it's so damn hot. so damn hot. y is it so damn hot? cuz it's de hot weather season! dat's y it is hot! bullshit!

it's my 3rd day leave 2dae n it's ending soon. well, here're wt happened in KL.

04/04/03 friday
i arrived abt 15minz b4 fida at golden mile complex. our bus leaves at 8am exactly n it goes to de tuas link to get to malaysia. our journey was a nice journey. wif 6 handsome singaporean guys sitting right behind us. hahah!!! there were 2 stops b4 we got to KL. de 1st stop, i had nasi ayam as i havent had ne breakfast. at de 2nd stop, i simply jz got out of de bus for some sun.
when we arrived KL ard 2pm, we immediately got to de bus tixs counter n got our bus tixs home. we got a little lost though bt we gt thru fine... when we got to de hotel, we lied dwn for awhile n we tot we wanted to go out ard 5+pm, bt, instead, we got out an hour b4 n went to Lot 10 for Fish & Co.. thanks to fida's recommendation. it was a nice meal there. then, we jln2 Lot 10 kejap, nothing much, de Isetan was no diff, then we went to Sungei Wang Plaza to get our hair done. i wanted to get my hair like metallic brown bt, due to de prev reddish i had, it wasnt going to work, so, i had to go for a dark red. and it's nice. my hair is back to darker n not de ah lian color. haha!!!
then, we went to watson to get some stuff and went back to de hotel to relak. we tot of waiting for de others to arrived but we got tired and slept b4 they arrived. bt, i do received a call from sallyn from her rm after they arrived.

05/04/03 saturday
woke up at 7.30am. brush our teeth, clean up a little bit, wash our faces, change our clothes, go for breakfast. de other 4 came down 30minz later. breakfast, i had beef bacon, turkey ham, scrambled eggs, french toast, coffee, bake bean n orange juice. then, after breakfast, went back up to our room and sleep. then, ard in de late afternoon, nana called to tell us dat they wanted to go to KLCC. well, as they were on de way there, me n fida get ourselves ready, had shower n put our make-ups on. we met them at KLCC n had our lunch at DOME.
bila kita nak aimk gambar kat bridge KLCC, tak jadi. so, we walked our way to bawa bridge. sekali, 1/2 way jln, hujan lebat. n we were stuck under de bridge for awhile. bila hujan dah reda sikit, kita cepat2 jln balik to KLCC. straight away we look for the toilet. haha!!!
and then, we start our shopping spree. n of course, i was totally on shopping spree.
then, mlm, kita gi Petaling St. bt, sebelum tu, kita gi Lot 10's food court to makan n there we saw lots of big rats. we almost ran off halfway eating our food. medah was de 1st to run off n fida was de last. at Petaling St, i bought a pair of cermin mata, wif de help of Nana, i got a RM25 of spectacles for onli RM18. her bargaining was gd. we went back to de hotel ard 11pm i thk. or isit somewhere nak dekat time tu lah.

06/04/03 sunday
same thing like yesterdae morning. then, went back to hotel rm. bt, after a while, i gt a little hungry for lunch, so, we went to Sungei Wang's McDonald's n bought the meals there. after dat, we hang out at sallyn's room b4 medah n azu went off. when they were going off, me n fida jz stayed in our room. i felt asleep earlier b4 fida n i woke up ard 7.30pm... i woke fida up telling her i was hungry n so, she got up too n got ready to go to Sungei Wang's Plaza n bought a Kreamy Combo there. 9 spicy chickens, 1 large coleslaw, 1 large potato whip, 1 large fries n 1 ice-cream. we invited Sallyn n Nana bt they didnt want to, bt, Sallyn joined us while we were eating to hev a little chat. i was de last one to sleep though n i forgot to turn off de tv. i onli realized it ard 6.30am. hahaha!!! i turned off de tv n went back to sleep.

07/04/03
dis time, i woke up 1st n had a shower b4 going down for breakfast. onli fida did de same thing like de past 2 days. n diz time, she went up 2 de rm 1st while i stayed wif sallyn n nana for more breakfast. then, ard 10am, almost there lah, i went up 2 de rm and clear up some more of my stuffs. n then, we jz waited until 12nn to check out.
we left our bags at de concierge after we check out n go off wasting time b4 going to pudu raya for our bus back to singapore.
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i arrived home ard 9++pm.

by end of this month, by M1 bill is gonna boom! for sure! i know it! mom, oni-jiang, cuckoo, dad n sis called me. i called oni-jiang n mom onli. i sms wif oni-jiang onli. hehehe!!! who else, mestilah dia!

n i'm back! back 4rm my KL trip. well, it was a fun relaxing trip. i mn, when i was there lar. i'll let u knw more l8r. i'm kinda hungry right nw! i wnt to eat Mee Kuah!!!!

it's 2am in de morning n i'm still nt asleep yet. y? i dn knw y! i can't sleep! it's hot! although it's raining outside bt it's hot!
went to nana's place n get de hotel;s invoice n receipt.
n man! i can't sleep!!! urgh! did half of my packing for de KL trip jz nw n will continue tonite n since i cant sleep, here i am updating my jurnal.... hahah!!!

oni-jiang nw should still be at work wif de others. yazid, rahman, guna n me went back. well, there's nothing much to be done n also we want to t8k a break for doing OT too much. we hev to control it too, u know. oh my stomach nw is very big. i'm full! right after i came back jz nw, i ate dinner!!!!!
i'm downloading some more mp3s nw. havent dl ne for a long time.
gt my bag for my KL trip yesterdae n... tata!!!

ok, last saturday finish work ard 1530hrs. went out wif oni-jiang. went to citylink, then to marina square n then to suntec city. well, we onli went to de fountain of wealth. on sunday, went to bugis. seoul garden was on me. oni-jiang had a nice feast there. haha!!! then, jln2 bugis junction n seiyu n then went back to yishun, go cold storage and then go home. oh, when we were at marian square, i met wif my sista. i knw she was coming to town n i told her not to let me catch her, bt instead she caught me. hahah!!! i was jz carrying mine n oni-jiang's food, i heard a familiar voice behind me. n wt a surprise. on monday, finished work at 1730hrs. went to holland village n the heeren shop n then went back home. tuesday, i went back home straight at 1730hrs. had a shower and refresh myself. look for de damn microsoft office cds like hell. dad gave money n everything n off i go to ulin's house. she has jz got a nu pc for her own use n for her kids. met up wif adik there. had spaghettis n after watching Light Years, went back home. got upah from ulin though. hehehe!!! wednesday, went off at 1730hrs too. had to meet up wif medah, nana n sallyn. we getting the bus tixs for our KL trip. it was a little nightmare getting to golden mile. i mn, when we got there, it was a little nightmare. it was like the thailander's mustafa centre. once we got our tixs, we got out of de place asap n go off for makan. me n nana had mee kuah, medah had mutton chop n sallyn had bee hoon goreng. well, de mee kuah was not very nice. it's nt as nice as de ones i ate at amk's S11 n at marina's foodcourt. thursday, went for makan at kfc wif oni-jiang n unkle johnny. it was a ticklish ride in de bus n all de ay to amk central. even while eating, it was tickling. then, unkle johnny went back, me went out wif oni-jiang. friday, did overtime. all of us finish work at 2000hrs. went out wif oni-jiang after dat. 2day, did overtime. came to work at 1000hrs. finish work at 1630hrs, together wif oni-jiang n sebastian. then, me n oni-jiang met up wif unkle johnny he brought us to geylang to eat at his fav nasi padang stall. n damn it was gd. then, we walked dwn de lane, saw some beautiful prostitutes (from china) n then walked dwn de lane some more n then sat dwn for awhile for some soya drinks n then went back home.

ok. i hev been working OT non-stop. and nw that there's not much OT to be doen, my OT is gonna be cut-down. i could hev more rest at home and more sleep. a lot of things happened at work and a lot of things happened in my family which i do not wnt to mention here on de internet or else i might get condemn. yup! condemn.
previously, i hev been doing OT for like every mon-fri, until 9pm the most. and saturday, sunday too. mostly until 5.30pm or 6pm. yup! i guess so. nw, dat my pay has arrived, i'm preparing for my KL trip wif my frenz. hahah!!!

i am feeling so miserable. i fell sick on monday evening. i was down with fever that night. got 2 days mc but still functioning well, so, i took half-day on dat thursday. and came bac to work on friday. did ot until 7.45pm. well, dat's de best i can do. it was really cold. the weather, the store room. and de most torturing is, the swollen gums and ulcers i got. i cant eat! i cant chew! i can onli rely on plain water, porridge. i got some tips to eat something dat would cool down my body. i was even puking at work after i eat anything. it was sickening. y? cuz i havent had ne full meal. due to my swollen gums and ulcers, i cant eat ne full meal. sigh. its sickening. i've wasted my money and oni-jiang's money on de food.
jz nw, i asked dad for papaya as i told him abt my ulcers and swollen gums. and yeah! he's gonna buy papayas tomorrow. i'm so wanting my swollen gums to go away. these swollen gums seems like de worst than i got years ago. i hev nvr got this much!

i jz came back. me and my sista went for our make-over jz nw and i tell u, it's nt an easy way. omg! i tot it was gonna ez bt i nvr tot it was gonna be easy. well, the make-up was done well. taking the photo was a hard one. the photographer was nice. we got gd compliments and haha!! the outsome of our photos were realli nice man! we chose 10 pixs which were taken using the digicam. de other 10 photos will be getting in 2 weeks time. wunder hw it's gonna turn out. my sista has one sweet pix and one anggek pix. i hev one sweet pix and well, i dun knw wat, but pretty pixs. haha!!! after we went off, we went off straight to takashimaya and wash our faces. well, i didnt clean everything much. i was totally white and red, and well, i look matured enuff. i look like i was in my late 20s. well, i knw dat. bt, when i told de photographer dat i was onli 21, he was a bit surprised. the photographer is a yr older than me and he has dat sweet-charming face and his face is like not handsome but it some kind like attracted and u'll even start smiling when u c him. the gurl who make-up for me and him were malaysian. so, we freeli spoke in malay. hehe!!! well, c ya soon. de pixs might end up in my site & my sis's site.

i fell asleep. and i jz woke up. i continued with my laundry. i fell asleep for an hur. my mp33 kept me awoke. i manage to woke up. i continued with the laundry. i remembered that mom asked me to bring out de fish in the red plastic which are in the freezer. and there's a msg coming in on my hp. it keeps ringing but i ignore it. bt it's off nw. it's from a hwee hong. who is dat? i nvr bother to reply asking who's dat bt, i simply jz delete away de msg. and so, i'm might be doing the last round of my laundry and i guess it has started to rain out there. there was no sun all day 2dae. de weather is simply jz cold and a bit windy.my hair is getting longer nw and i dun knw wat else to do wif it but! i'm gonna keep it long.
it's a sunday 2dae and it's normal to fall on a nap anytime. but, it's de 2nd dae of chinese nu yr and 2moro is de 3rd day and it's still a holiday. i could be working 2dae but i didnt. my boss let me off 2dae and but i'll be working 2moro. maybe i'll go off earli at 3.30pm 2moro or maybe 4.30pm lar. cold storage closes at 1900hrs 2dae, so, i guess mom finishes work att either 6 or 7. sigh. her workplace nw seems to hev no ppl.

IT'S DE 1ST DAE OF CHINESE LUNAR NEW YEAR. BUT, I'M ALL ALONE RIGHT HERE,
RIGHT NOW IN KINERGY STORE. WELL, YES, I'M AT WORK. AND I'M ALL ALONE. AND
OF ALL THE PPL IN KINEREGY WHO CUMS BACK TO WORK, I'M THE ONLI GURL. I'M THE
ONLI FEMALE SPECIES HERE NW. SIGH. IT'S SO BORING. THERE'S NO ONE TO TALK
TO. THERE'S NOTHING MUCH TO DO. SIGH. WELL, IT'S TEABREAK TIME NW. WELL,
L8R, LUNCHTIME, I'M GOING OUT TO AMK CENTRAL TO 7/11 & GET SOME FOOD. WELL,
I ACTUALLI DID GO TO 7/11 DIZ MORNING BUT I ONLI MANAGE TO GET BATTERIES AS
I WAS RUSHING FOR MY BUS. MAYBE THE I WILL GET SOME SANDWICHES OR TIDBITS. I
HAD FINISH MY 1ST SANDWICH JUZ NW WHEN I CAME IN.
YESTERDAE, I CAME IN WORK LATE. WELL, IT WAS A SHUTDOWN YESTERDAE, SO, THERE
WAS A LITTLE MORE PPL THAT CAME YESTERDAE AND I WAS SUPPOSE TO REPORT IN AT
8AM BUT INSTEAD, I CAME AT 11.20AM. AIYOH! AND IT WAS RAINING LIKE THE WHOLE
DAE YESTERDAE. BUT, THIS MORNING WHEN I WOKE UP, IT WAS RAINING AGAIN. AND
THE WEATHER'S RATHER MONSOON FOR THIS FEW DAYS. AND I HEV CATCHING FLU AND
IT IS KILLING ME. I HATE IT. AWGH!
RIGHT NOW, I'M KINDA ALONE IN STORE. SIGH. SO BORING. WELL, I DUN WNT TO SAY
'BORING' AGAIN OR MY UNKLE WOULD DISTURB ME. SIGH, THAT WAS SO BORING! OOPS!
I DID IT AGAIN! HEY! BRITNEY SPEARS! THAT SONG'S GONNA CUM OUT L8R.
HAHAHA!!!
I WENT THRU SOME RPPGS WALLPAPERS YESTERDAE AND FOUND SOME SEXY FEMALE RPG
CHARACTERS. I FIND THE FEMALE CHARACTERS RATHER SEXY AND INTERESTING.
THEY'RE SO BEAUTIFUL. I HAD ONE AS MY WALLPAPER IN WORK HERE NW. IT'S 4RM
THE RPG, RUNE. THE PRINCESS IN ONIMUSHA IS NT REALLI PRETTY AND THERE'S 1
CHARACTER FROM TEKKEN 3, SHE'S MUCH PRETTIER THAN LARA CROFT.
THIS MORNING WHEN I ARRIVED WORK, I SAW A MERCEDES AT THE CARPARK AND
SUDDENLY, IT CAME SLOWLY TO ME AND HEY! IT'S DESMOND TAN, MY MANAGER. HE
CAME HERE TO PRAY. WE WISHED EACH OTHER A HAPPY NEW YR, RAHMAN WAS BEHIND ME
THOUGH. HE JUZ ARRIVED TOO. THEN, I WISHED DESMOND A HAPPY NEW YR AGAIN AND
HELD OUT MY HAND AS IF I ASK FOR SOMETHING. HAHAH!! DESMOND LAUGHS AND SAID,
AFTER HE CUM BACK I WILL GET. HAHAHA!!! FOR REAL! I HOPE SO!
SIGH, THERE'S ONLY YAZID, RAHMAN, MANJEET & ME IN STORE. AND WE WOULD HEV TO
WORK UNTIL 5.30AM. IT'S SO BORING.
ARGH! I TOT I DIDNT WNT TO SAY DAT WORD AGAIN!