it's de last dae of de mth n it's finishing soon n starting a nu mth soon. in jz a few minz time? hw mne minz? i dn knw! look at de time i wrote abv n count urself, hw min to mn. t8k it as a math lesson. haha!! i h8 math! n i'm giving u math! stewpeed!
i'm listening to Christina Aguilera's Stripped album, it's realli awesome. better than her 1st album. she sounds much better and has shown that she is better than the teen-boppy-bubblegum Britney Spears. well, i guess they hev their own individual sounds. of course they do!

my site has bn dead for mths. haha!! isit? well, here's de index for nw. as 4 de rest of de pages, they're nt ready yet... i'll do it bit by bit...
here it is...

i;m in a diemma on whom should i put up? it was either siti nurhaliza, boa or hyesung! sigh

n yes! it's 2am in de morning n i havent been up diz late for a veri long time. hev i? yes, i hev. huh? wt am i talking abt? well, neway, i went to a fren's engagement jz nw. well, it was nice meeting her. n b4 dt earlier in de afternn, i went to sengkang for am open-house kenduri at my cuz's place. n few day n few days back, i was having a lot of bad days at work. it's jz pain to even thk abt it. n de other dae on thurs, i was damn bored stiff as oni-jiang didnt cum to work as he went on mc. sigh.

i'm in de mid of frying chickens......... when to a fren's wedding yesterdae n it was so damn hot! my make-up almost melt. hahah!!! bt, when i gt home, it was starting to rain. n later, de rain became heavier n heavier n heavier... it was damn heavy bt de atmosphere is still hot. usualli, heavy wind will get de atmosphere all cold bt yesterdae, it was all hot.!!! i even slept wearing shorts n bra onli!!!! urgh! de hot!!!! urgh! i hate hot seasons!!!!
well, nxt wk i might trim my fringe. bt, i guess i'll jz cut it straight.... hahahah!!!!!
i dn c much of oni-jiang 2dae as he was almost de whole dae out for shipment. realli boring.... eh! dn wnt to say boring, wait! su-unkle tease me again! i'm nt bored nw! i'm having lots of fun nw!!!

it's so damn hot. so damn hot. y is it so damn hot? cuz it's de hot weather season! dat's y it is hot! bullshit!

it's my 3rd day leave 2dae n it's ending soon. well, here're wt happened in KL.

04/04/03 friday
i arrived abt 15minz b4 fida at golden mile complex. our bus leaves at 8am exactly n it goes to de tuas link to get to malaysia. our journey was a nice journey. wif 6 handsome singaporean guys sitting right behind us. hahah!!! there were 2 stops b4 we got to KL. de 1st stop, i had nasi ayam as i havent had ne breakfast. at de 2nd stop, i simply jz got out of de bus for some sun.
when we arrived KL ard 2pm, we immediately got to de bus tixs counter n got our bus tixs home. we got a little lost though bt we gt thru fine... when we got to de hotel, we lied dwn for awhile n we tot we wanted to go out ard 5+pm, bt, instead, we got out an hour b4 n went to Lot 10 for Fish & Co.. thanks to fida's recommendation. it was a nice meal there. then, we jln2 Lot 10 kejap, nothing much, de Isetan was no diff, then we went to Sungei Wang Plaza to get our hair done. i wanted to get my hair like metallic brown bt, due to de prev reddish i had, it wasnt going to work, so, i had to go for a dark red. and it's nice. my hair is back to darker n not de ah lian color. haha!!!
then, we went to watson to get some stuff and went back to de hotel to relak. we tot of waiting for de others to arrived but we got tired and slept b4 they arrived. bt, i do received a call from sallyn from her rm after they arrived.

05/04/03 saturday
woke up at 7.30am. brush our teeth, clean up a little bit, wash our faces, change our clothes, go for breakfast. de other 4 came down 30minz later. breakfast, i had beef bacon, turkey ham, scrambled eggs, french toast, coffee, bake bean n orange juice. then, after breakfast, went back up to our room and sleep. then, ard in de late afternoon, nana called to tell us dat they wanted to go to KLCC. well, as they were on de way there, me n fida get ourselves ready, had shower n put our make-ups on. we met them at KLCC n had our lunch at DOME.
bila kita nak aimk gambar kat bridge KLCC, tak jadi. so, we walked our way to bawa bridge. sekali, 1/2 way jln, hujan lebat. n we were stuck under de bridge for awhile. bila hujan dah reda sikit, kita cepat2 jln balik to KLCC. straight away we look for the toilet. haha!!!
and then, we start our shopping spree. n of course, i was totally on shopping spree.
then, mlm, kita gi Petaling St. bt, sebelum tu, kita gi Lot 10's food court to makan n there we saw lots of big rats. we almost ran off halfway eating our food. medah was de 1st to run off n fida was de last. at Petaling St, i bought a pair of cermin mata, wif de help of Nana, i got a RM25 of spectacles for onli RM18. her bargaining was gd. we went back to de hotel ard 11pm i thk. or isit somewhere nak dekat time tu lah.

06/04/03 sunday
same thing like yesterdae morning. then, went back to hotel rm. bt, after a while, i gt a little hungry for lunch, so, we went to Sungei Wang's McDonald's n bought the meals there. after dat, we hang out at sallyn's room b4 medah n azu went off. when they were going off, me n fida jz stayed in our room. i felt asleep earlier b4 fida n i woke up ard 7.30pm... i woke fida up telling her i was hungry n so, she got up too n got ready to go to Sungei Wang's Plaza n bought a Kreamy Combo there. 9 spicy chickens, 1 large coleslaw, 1 large potato whip, 1 large fries n 1 ice-cream. we invited Sallyn n Nana bt they didnt want to, bt, Sallyn joined us while we were eating to hev a little chat. i was de last one to sleep though n i forgot to turn off de tv. i onli realized it ard 6.30am. hahaha!!! i turned off de tv n went back to sleep.

07/04/03
dis time, i woke up 1st n had a shower b4 going down for breakfast. onli fida did de same thing like de past 2 days. n diz time, she went up 2 de rm 1st while i stayed wif sallyn n nana for more breakfast. then, ard 10am, almost there lah, i went up 2 de rm and clear up some more of my stuffs. n then, we jz waited until 12nn to check out.
we left our bags at de concierge after we check out n go off wasting time b4 going to pudu raya for our bus back to singapore.
......
i arrived home ard 9++pm.

by end of this month, by M1 bill is gonna boom! for sure! i know it! mom, oni-jiang, cuckoo, dad n sis called me. i called oni-jiang n mom onli. i sms wif oni-jiang onli. hehehe!!! who else, mestilah dia!

n i'm back! back 4rm my KL trip. well, it was a fun relaxing trip. i mn, when i was there lar. i'll let u knw more l8r. i'm kinda hungry right nw! i wnt to eat Mee Kuah!!!!

it's 2am in de morning n i'm still nt asleep yet. y? i dn knw y! i can't sleep! it's hot! although it's raining outside bt it's hot!
went to nana's place n get de hotel;s invoice n receipt.
n man! i can't sleep!!! urgh! did half of my packing for de KL trip jz nw n will continue tonite n since i cant sleep, here i am updating my jurnal.... hahah!!!

oni-jiang nw should still be at work wif de others. yazid, rahman, guna n me went back. well, there's nothing much to be done n also we want to t8k a break for doing OT too much. we hev to control it too, u know. oh my stomach nw is very big. i'm full! right after i came back jz nw, i ate dinner!!!!!
i'm downloading some more mp3s nw. havent dl ne for a long time.
gt my bag for my KL trip yesterdae n... tata!!!

ok, last saturday finish work ard 1530hrs. went out wif oni-jiang. went to citylink, then to marina square n then to suntec city. well, we onli went to de fountain of wealth. on sunday, went to bugis. seoul garden was on me. oni-jiang had a nice feast there. haha!!! then, jln2 bugis junction n seiyu n then went back to yishun, go cold storage and then go home. oh, when we were at marian square, i met wif my sista. i knw she was coming to town n i told her not to let me catch her, bt instead she caught me. hahah!!! i was jz carrying mine n oni-jiang's food, i heard a familiar voice behind me. n wt a surprise. on monday, finished work at 1730hrs. went to holland village n the heeren shop n then went back home. tuesday, i went back home straight at 1730hrs. had a shower and refresh myself. look for de damn microsoft office cds like hell. dad gave money n everything n off i go to ulin's house. she has jz got a nu pc for her own use n for her kids. met up wif adik there. had spaghettis n after watching Light Years, went back home. got upah from ulin though. hehehe!!! wednesday, went off at 1730hrs too. had to meet up wif medah, nana n sallyn. we getting the bus tixs for our KL trip. it was a little nightmare getting to golden mile. i mn, when we got there, it was a little nightmare. it was like the thailander's mustafa centre. once we got our tixs, we got out of de place asap n go off for makan. me n nana had mee kuah, medah had mutton chop n sallyn had bee hoon goreng. well, de mee kuah was not very nice. it's nt as nice as de ones i ate at amk's S11 n at marina's foodcourt. thursday, went for makan at kfc wif oni-jiang n unkle johnny. it was a ticklish ride in de bus n all de ay to amk central. even while eating, it was tickling. then, unkle johnny went back, me went out wif oni-jiang. friday, did overtime. all of us finish work at 2000hrs. went out wif oni-jiang after dat. 2day, did overtime. came to work at 1000hrs. finish work at 1630hrs, together wif oni-jiang n sebastian. then, me n oni-jiang met up wif unkle johnny he brought us to geylang to eat at his fav nasi padang stall. n damn it was gd. then, we walked dwn de lane, saw some beautiful prostitutes (from china) n then walked dwn de lane some more n then sat dwn for awhile for some soya drinks n then went back home.

ok. i hev been working OT non-stop. and nw that there's not much OT to be doen, my OT is gonna be cut-down. i could hev more rest at home and more sleep. a lot of things happened at work and a lot of things happened in my family which i do not wnt to mention here on de internet or else i might get condemn. yup! condemn.
previously, i hev been doing OT for like every mon-fri, until 9pm the most. and saturday, sunday too. mostly until 5.30pm or 6pm. yup! i guess so. nw, dat my pay has arrived, i'm preparing for my KL trip wif my frenz. hahah!!!

i am feeling so miserable. i fell sick on monday evening. i was down with fever that night. got 2 days mc but still functioning well, so, i took half-day on dat thursday. and came bac to work on friday. did ot until 7.45pm. well, dat's de best i can do. it was really cold. the weather, the store room. and de most torturing is, the swollen gums and ulcers i got. i cant eat! i cant chew! i can onli rely on plain water, porridge. i got some tips to eat something dat would cool down my body. i was even puking at work after i eat anything. it was sickening. y? cuz i havent had ne full meal. due to my swollen gums and ulcers, i cant eat ne full meal. sigh. its sickening. i've wasted my money and oni-jiang's money on de food.
jz nw, i asked dad for papaya as i told him abt my ulcers and swollen gums. and yeah! he's gonna buy papayas tomorrow. i'm so wanting my swollen gums to go away. these swollen gums seems like de worst than i got years ago. i hev nvr got this much!

i jz came back. me and my sista went for our make-over jz nw and i tell u, it's nt an easy way. omg! i tot it was gonna ez bt i nvr tot it was gonna be easy. well, the make-up was done well. taking the photo was a hard one. the photographer was nice. we got gd compliments and haha!! the outsome of our photos were realli nice man! we chose 10 pixs which were taken using the digicam. de other 10 photos will be getting in 2 weeks time. wunder hw it's gonna turn out. my sista has one sweet pix and one anggek pix. i hev one sweet pix and well, i dun knw wat, but pretty pixs. haha!!! after we went off, we went off straight to takashimaya and wash our faces. well, i didnt clean everything much. i was totally white and red, and well, i look matured enuff. i look like i was in my late 20s. well, i knw dat. bt, when i told de photographer dat i was onli 21, he was a bit surprised. the photographer is a yr older than me and he has dat sweet-charming face and his face is like not handsome but it some kind like attracted and u'll even start smiling when u c him. the gurl who make-up for me and him were malaysian. so, we freeli spoke in malay. hehe!!! well, c ya soon. de pixs might end up in my site & my sis's site.

i fell asleep. and i jz woke up. i continued with my laundry. i fell asleep for an hur. my mp33 kept me awoke. i manage to woke up. i continued with the laundry. i remembered that mom asked me to bring out de fish in the red plastic which are in the freezer. and there's a msg coming in on my hp. it keeps ringing but i ignore it. bt it's off nw. it's from a hwee hong. who is dat? i nvr bother to reply asking who's dat bt, i simply jz delete away de msg. and so, i'm might be doing the last round of my laundry and i guess it has started to rain out there. there was no sun all day 2dae. de weather is simply jz cold and a bit windy.my hair is getting longer nw and i dun knw wat else to do wif it but! i'm gonna keep it long.
it's a sunday 2dae and it's normal to fall on a nap anytime. but, it's de 2nd dae of chinese nu yr and 2moro is de 3rd day and it's still a holiday. i could be working 2dae but i didnt. my boss let me off 2dae and but i'll be working 2moro. maybe i'll go off earli at 3.30pm 2moro or maybe 4.30pm lar. cold storage closes at 1900hrs 2dae, so, i guess mom finishes work att either 6 or 7. sigh. her workplace nw seems to hev no ppl.

IT'S DE 1ST DAE OF CHINESE LUNAR NEW YEAR. BUT, I'M ALL ALONE RIGHT HERE,
RIGHT NOW IN KINERGY STORE. WELL, YES, I'M AT WORK. AND I'M ALL ALONE. AND
OF ALL THE PPL IN KINEREGY WHO CUMS BACK TO WORK, I'M THE ONLI GURL. I'M THE
ONLI FEMALE SPECIES HERE NW. SIGH. IT'S SO BORING. THERE'S NO ONE TO TALK
TO. THERE'S NOTHING MUCH TO DO. SIGH. WELL, IT'S TEABREAK TIME NW. WELL,
L8R, LUNCHTIME, I'M GOING OUT TO AMK CENTRAL TO 7/11 & GET SOME FOOD. WELL,
I ACTUALLI DID GO TO 7/11 DIZ MORNING BUT I ONLI MANAGE TO GET BATTERIES AS
I WAS RUSHING FOR MY BUS. MAYBE THE I WILL GET SOME SANDWICHES OR TIDBITS. I
HAD FINISH MY 1ST SANDWICH JUZ NW WHEN I CAME IN.
YESTERDAE, I CAME IN WORK LATE. WELL, IT WAS A SHUTDOWN YESTERDAE, SO, THERE
WAS A LITTLE MORE PPL THAT CAME YESTERDAE AND I WAS SUPPOSE TO REPORT IN AT
8AM BUT INSTEAD, I CAME AT 11.20AM. AIYOH! AND IT WAS RAINING LIKE THE WHOLE
DAE YESTERDAE. BUT, THIS MORNING WHEN I WOKE UP, IT WAS RAINING AGAIN. AND
THE WEATHER'S RATHER MONSOON FOR THIS FEW DAYS. AND I HEV CATCHING FLU AND
IT IS KILLING ME. I HATE IT. AWGH!
RIGHT NOW, I'M KINDA ALONE IN STORE. SIGH. SO BORING. WELL, I DUN WNT TO SAY
'BORING' AGAIN OR MY UNKLE WOULD DISTURB ME. SIGH, THAT WAS SO BORING! OOPS!
I DID IT AGAIN! HEY! BRITNEY SPEARS! THAT SONG'S GONNA CUM OUT L8R.
HAHAHA!!!
I WENT THRU SOME RPPGS WALLPAPERS YESTERDAE AND FOUND SOME SEXY FEMALE RPG
CHARACTERS. I FIND THE FEMALE CHARACTERS RATHER SEXY AND INTERESTING.
THEY'RE SO BEAUTIFUL. I HAD ONE AS MY WALLPAPER IN WORK HERE NW. IT'S 4RM
THE RPG, RUNE. THE PRINCESS IN ONIMUSHA IS NT REALLI PRETTY AND THERE'S 1
CHARACTER FROM TEKKEN 3, SHE'S MUCH PRETTIER THAN LARA CROFT.
THIS MORNING WHEN I ARRIVED WORK, I SAW A MERCEDES AT THE CARPARK AND
SUDDENLY, IT CAME SLOWLY TO ME AND HEY! IT'S DESMOND TAN, MY MANAGER. HE
CAME HERE TO PRAY. WE WISHED EACH OTHER A HAPPY NEW YR, RAHMAN WAS BEHIND ME
THOUGH. HE JUZ ARRIVED TOO. THEN, I WISHED DESMOND A HAPPY NEW YR AGAIN AND
HELD OUT MY HAND AS IF I ASK FOR SOMETHING. HAHAH!! DESMOND LAUGHS AND SAID,
AFTER HE CUM BACK I WILL GET. HAHAHA!!! FOR REAL! I HOPE SO!
SIGH, THERE'S ONLY YAZID, RAHMAN, MANJEET & ME IN STORE. AND WE WOULD HEV TO
WORK UNTIL 5.30AM. IT'S SO BORING.
ARGH! I TOT I DIDNT WNT TO SAY DAT WORD AGAIN!

i'm on mc 2dae. yesterdae & 2dae dat is. well, i didnt want to go to de doctor as i tot i was gonna be ok. i was alreadi feeling veri veri tired since saturdae. my head was aching. my body was aching. my thriat was soring and my voice was changing. on yesterdae afternoon, i decided to go to de clinic. i got permission from knn and went to c de doctor and whoa! i was having fever. haha!!! so, i got mc for 2 days. i got it yesterdae and 2dae. i'm feeling a little ok 2dae. i alreadi did de laundry. so, dat means, i'm ok, rite? but, i'm still having my coughing & my running nose. oh shit! my sweet voice is gone nw and i still hev to wait for days to get my voice to cum back!
i've watched de Takky & Tsubasa dvd dat i bought. hahaha!!! it's realli funni. some parts looks like a gay concert and some parts are jz funny. but, of course, watching Tsubasa Imai realli wakes me up. he's not handsome but i guess i could say dat he is suave. aite. mum's not back yet. she called jz now to get a receipt number of a photo. i wunder wat photo it is. neway, i'm off nw, i wnt to t8k my medicine. or should i t8k later? i'll get realli drowsy, u knw.

well, a little thing happened to me 2dae and wat an unexpected dae. my mouth was shut and dat's it. i didnt say nething. well, i'm having my period and it's de 1st dae. and females all becomes temperamental during their periods. and damn, it was a lousy monday. yesterdae, mom alreadi yelled at me for not doing de laundry. well, it was raining heavily non-stop yesterdae and it was like a gd dae for me to relax. i managed to finish burning su unkle's cds. yeah!!!!
i did my work as usual jz nw. i hev no idea y bt knn was so happy. cuckoo went back half day, he got mc. and de rest, jz act as usual. i wanted to OT 2dae bt i cant. i'm too tired. not me, but my body. my body is too tired. i hate periods. argh! they control my moods, they control my head, they control my body, they control my everything.
so, i finished work faster, hiding away de un-important ones and buzz off at 5.30pm. i tumpang kak nor. i mn, tumpang payung ngan dia ar. hehehe!!! ingat nak bas, tak jadi. naik taxi.
sigh. de weather's still cooling. it was raining almost de whole dae 2dae. well, nt much bt de wind is still very strong now. hahaha!!! ok! c ya!
i'm getting a nu handphone! yeah!

wo-kay! havent been writing ne jurnals for quite some time. well, u c, i was too tired. too bz. work has realli pulled me. and my leg, well, something happened to my leg. i dun knw hw to explain it lar. onli my ma and nyai tahu. well, last wk, went out makan w oni-jiang and sebastian at newton circus. i met sebastian's son. he's cute. and he's jz expressions r like his father. hahahah!!! i cant tahan laughing. hehehe!!! well, wat can i say. like father, like son. i guess he alreadi knows hw to get girls at a very young age. neway, i went to work on saturdae & sunday. since there're not much walking, i decided to go to work as i'm jz sitting down and clearing de old documents by packing the old receipts, jennifer would do de same, bt at de same time, she'll compiled them accordingly and stuffed them in a carton box and labelled them. dat was wat i did mostly on sunday. and on monday, my leg got worse. i had no choice but to go for mc. even my dad told me to do so. at ard 9am, sebastian called me and told me wat happened in de morning. well, i knew dat it was going to happen. so, i went for de clinic and even it's a one-stop to de clinic, i took de bus. i got my mc and i called work. but! i can't get thru to knn. so, i left a msg to kak nor. then, oni-jiang kept pestering me to call knn myself cuz he feels like knn still doesnt knw dat i'm on mc. so, i called de 2nd time and asked kak nor if she's pass my msg. well, she said knn was still on line, so, she pass de msg to jennifer and i'm sure, jennifer has pass de msg to knn. bt, oni-jiang was still nt satisfied. so, i told him dat if knn is at his desk, i'll call.and he said dat knn is in store. aiyah, so, i called, oni-jiang answered de phone and got knn for me. and dat knn, even b4 i say nething, he go and say dat i go for mc cuz i came to work on sat & sun. but, i stopped him and told him abt my leg. and on y i came on sat & sun. well, he kinda soften down and said ok.
on tuesday, everything went well. not f-ing. i thk i did OT on dat dae. or, i didnt. oh yes! i did. onli for an hour. than, i waited for awhile for sebastian to walk me to de bus-stop.
then, de nxt dae, i went off at 5.30pm wif oni-jiang and tot we wanted to watch The Ring bt we ended watching Gangs Of New York. hahaha!!!
de nxt dae, went back home at 5.30pm. alone. left onli sebastian & oni-jiang until 9pm. de nxt morning when i came to work, i found my blueberry roll bread missing. i asked oni-jiang dat he told sebastian, i had a mini-store and sebastian took de bread to eat. i wasnt realli angry for them to t8k de foods from my drawer as we all shares bt dat bread was mine! they could hev at least call me and ask me. stewpeed!
well, de nxt dae, which was yesterdae, i had to OT until 8.30pm. i went back wif oni-jiang. we went for makan and then go back. heheh!!!
nw, handphones. previously, i was thinking of getting de T100, then, de T500 came out. my dad gonna get it for ma. then, oni-jiang said T500 nt veri nice and he insisted i buy de T200 or de A800. after much thinking, i'll get de A800. then, dad told me y nt get de T200. bt, i'm sticking to A800. so, i told my sista jz nw, i'm gonna buy de A800 under starhub. and well, i'm gonna use her name and i was willing to pay de hp bills for her. well, i'm gonna buy de A800 under starhub. then, de starhub, i'll giv it to my sista, 2getha wif my luving Nokia 8250 (which is her dream hp). and i'll t8k de A800 and use my old number. hahaha!!! well, she was delighted.
then, skali bapa tanya, "si yam tu tak nak handphone kah?". so, i told her my plan. then, he said, he'll her handphones bill and of course, i was delighted. he told sis abt it and i knw she's jumping like joy quietly. so, i start counting my money. see how my budget is and yeah! i'm gonna get it in 2 weeks time. oh yeah! oh yeah! oh yeah!!!
now, i'm gonna watch Justin's mv for awhile and then update my website.... ok! c ya!

i'm so done with arranging my mpegs files in nero. but, i dun think i'll be burning them now. i'll fall asleep while waiting for each disc to complete. i dun wnt to to do it bit by bit. i wnt to do all in a go. so, i might start burning them 2moro morning. aite!
lately, i hev been spending a lot of time 2getha lately. and we've played ard a lot too lately. it was fun to be with him and i feel so relax and fine with him. it's like, everything has to be about him. yesterdae, after work, i went out wif him for awhile and when i ws going home, i found his shirt (which he bought 2getha wif sebastian during lunchtime on friday) in my bag and his MV cd. alamak! i forgot to return it to him and he forgot to take it back. it was in my bag cuz of he had to hold it and so, i kept it in my bag lah. ahaha!!! then, aiyah, nvm, monday can giv him. well, dat dae fridae, i bought some t-shirts too. hahaha....
dat dae, on friday, my supervisor went back half day as he was sick. well, ya lah, he took mc. jennifer-jie didnt cum as her father's in de hospital. so, left only us, warriors to work de store.

ok, it's a bit late now but hey! Happy New Year to all of you out there. i havent got time to be on my computer for quite a long time. even if i sit and go thru my pc, i'll get tired. but 2dae, i'm gonna clean up my folder. de mpegs needs to be burn. then, once i finish them, i'm gonna continue wif su unkle's cds...