F-U-G-L-Y

i might bt bad-mouthing some ppl in here today. why? because i feel like. why? i guess im feeling kinda grumpy today because i slept like about 3am because i was like studying all night and because i don't feel sleepy maybe because of the coffee i drank at kfc earlier. but maybe la, i might be dissing off some people. i don't know. if it comes to mind, it'll be in it.

i wore the wrong t-shirt yesterdae. i was feeling kinda slacky de past few days and been trying to look slacking but eventualli it turned out to be a disaster. i just couldnt wake up earli. my handphone died on that when my fren actualli woke me up, i couldnt feel de vibration of my phone and the tone that comes out from it when the sms came in. i was still sleeping. but dad woke me up. i even took the time to turn on the pc before i head off for work and it was alreadi like 7.30pm and i was like still slacking and tj was like messaging me why i'm still at home and im like he he he and im like dazed off after that.
as usual, after work, went off to hang out with tj and de rest in the office. listening to the same old stories over and over again almost brought me to sleep. well, for awhile, it did. but the voices of their loudness. eh! or the loudness of their voices? kinda woke me up, so i was like poking and tickling him. he pulled me ear and it was red and it was hot and i couldnt take it. 6.30pm. i was off and i was all aLone. i hate being aLone. but sometimes, we need to be aLoNe.

Studying in KFC was bad. It was so damn cold. it was cold cold cold. yup! it was. i didnt bring any jacket and i ended up finishing the 3 chickens faster thatn i thought and even bought a cup of coffee. stayed in there for like 3-4 hours almost, i thk.

Went on home straight, showered, the weather was coLd. I was reaLLi coLd. went on my pc and found a downloaded file missing! Did deleted it? Move it? I did not. I did search both automatically and physically but I just couldn't find it! Wonder where it goes? Hmm... Don't tell me the Ghost Bug has into my pc? I hope im not scaRing any people right now. But, is there a bug called 'Ghost'? If there is, let me knw pLs.
Oh weLL, i redownload the same file again and continue with watching Mean Girls. I don't want to spoil my mood, so, I watch Mean Girls. The movie was really mean and I realli love it.
Wanted to sleep after that, but I couldnt. So, I studied. and I studied and studied and that's how I end up sLeeping at 3am.

And that's de story goes. haha!! Siti siao aLreadi.

Came to work like normaL. kiNda earLi. found out tj came earLi too. so, went dwn to visit. he gave a comment on my looks today and i felt good. but i dn feel good. i was so damn tired that my head is aching and i feel like i cant eat or drink anything all. Others see me saying i look veri tired. earLi morning aLreadi got people pissed me off. Mike was de same concerning question. Hehe. luv him. he's so cute.
another person pissed me off again duRing teaBreaK. Me not happy, pLus me not feeLing good. So, i took off. calling out to him was hopeLess. they were too busy having fuN. I took off and off i go to my desk.
right now, at this very moment as i typed out all these every single words, im having a major headache. well, not realli major la. but like minor la but nt so minor la. so, ok ok la.
when jennifer came from making her IC, she asked me if i've done anything to my hair. a Girl from FinaNce asked me de very same question and practicalli, i've not done anything to my hair! I simply jz wet my hair, didnt comb it or brush it. i jz spray it a little with the After Wax Spray and that's it. my hair's having de messy look and i love it. and ppl insisted that I did something to it. It was frustrating having the same question over and over again when im feeling grumpy.
plus, de shipping guy. he knows how to print but he dont knw what to do when his printing goes wrong. im sick and tired of helping him. fuck him. he uses printers for more thatn 13 years in the company and he knows nothing? i wonder how does his shipping partners help him then.

right now, the grumpiness and the headacheness and that laziness and the hungryness are all in one together. but I don't feel like eating at all. I don't feel like doing anything at all. im trying to concentrate on my work for awhile but i hate it when im concentrating on doing something, someone else will come and distracts me. fuck that!

i love you all. muacks!

my day is de dae

it feels like i've got the break i wanted but then again, feels like don't think so.

slept earli last night. got up in de middle of the night for toilet break. it was 3am and i found mom not sleeping. said she couldnt sleep and got up again. got to know she went back to sleep 30mins later. i was alreadi in bed by then. caught a glimpse of daylight at 10am but went back to sleep but 1 and half hour later, dad woke me up. he and mum were off to a wedding-under-void-deck. i got up after that.
brush my teeth, was my face, turn on de pc and watch The OC. continued on to make breakfast ad watch Ghost In The Shell SAC 2nd Gig. conitnued watching til dad came back. He did the vaccuming while i ran off to my room to do some notes. dad came to my room and vaccumed it while i continued back to de pc and watch my anmes. yammie went out and me parents went off for their naps. me had me lunch and now that's alreadi in the late afternoon, erm, evening alreadi, im gonna go shower and than off to my room. Maybe I'll sleep for awhile oh I'll just continue doing my notes.

Somehow, it feels as if I've got my breaks but then again, I don't think so.

drooPy

seriousli, i am feeling rather tired this few weeks. not enuff sleep? i don't know. it seems to be enuff. but i am damn tired and sleepy all dae.

had some awesome days and non awesome days.

i wonder when's the renovationz gg to finish. sigh. im sick and tired of it. i cant be home and have some quietness. but although i do get the quietness at work, i cant lie down and sleep. why? because i'm at work la! idiotiK.

wore a shirt to work after so long and i look kinda good. he he.... went to airport with fida dear. got her to bring me to Popeye and oh boy, the chickens were good. damn good. it's funny that we talked and talked, especially me, but once i got the chicken, we were quiet. i was silent.

haha!!

once i got back home, caught dad and mom watching Seven Swords. dad bought the dvd. Maybe I'll catch it tonight. After I had my shower, I didnt delay any minute, I just hit off to dreamland. it feels so good lying down in my bed, sunken in, hugging my pillow, the cold wind from my window blowing in.
morning woke up, gone to High St Centre and I tell you, it sucks. The 1st interview ever that sucks. Im not gonna work there. Even if they call me.
Straight off to work after that. Got to work, lazed around for awhile and than off for lunch. Although the big boss bought lunch for us, we still went dwn cz, me and sebas were too hungry. We ate the main, and than, went back up to have our 2nd meal, KFC. the chickens were satisfying but oh boy, chickens, 2 days in a row. Realli full man! not onli me, but Hasni too. Oh Boy! We could barely walk.

I need my detoxicating tea!!!

Haha!!

I ended work at 5pm and off back home straight. I just couldnt make my stop to anywhere else but just home. I miss my pc. I need to download some things, and I do get some message from yammie. Yes gaL, me downloading now. 2 & 3. Doing some laudries too now.

Eyes, rub rub rub....

everybody sing aLong to Boulevard of Broken Dream now! YEAH!

''oik! u havent call me le

bargains

work was okay overall. he he... i feel okay. had dinner with maryann after work and oh boy thanks to her going into the giordano bazaar sale, i got meself buying 2 pair of pants which costs S$15 each. well, i've never bought a pair or pannts less than $20. Well, maybe others have but me not. pLus, de last time i bought a pair of pants was like err, last yr? yup! the S&K jeans. still wearing them.
Went to Muji and bought a shirt too. Than i remembered, I had a St Micheal light purple shirt. Hmm, wonder where it goes?

time of your life

i was wondering what the hell tj was calling me todae. onli jz nw i know. he was calling me Gara. the character fron Naruto. why? cz I had my reddish-purple eyeliner on me. haha!! I thought I put on de black one than i'll be call Gara. But nope.

Well, whatever.

Feeling kinda sleepy right now. It's windy and raining heavily outside. Sickeningly good weather to sleep in ut too bad! Im at work. I was called for an interview but I can't make it. Maybe tomorrow. So, I should be able to make it tomorrow. Hehe!!

What should I wear tomorrow than?

casts: sarah, karin, tim, dick, harry, paul, sean.

sarah sounds like in a good mood todae. whatever karin thinks, she don't care anymore. the guys are busy with the crates and other packing stuffs. oh boy!
karin feels like she's in a good mood today but she's kinda sleepi. she feels good too but her company somehow blew her down. well, that's what she felt.

wo-wa!! XD

dad woke me up today. it's either he himself wants to wake me up of mom might have asked him to wake me up. he he!! i've been waking up late de pass 2 days. i dn knw wt's wrong with me. tj was not happy with me skipping skl yesterdae.
but i had a blast yesterdae at home. i mn, it's like de whole gang are back together online. one by one came in (thanks to me adding them into our conversation). i was a bit too outspoken he he. sorrie abt that *winks to nana*. anyway, later, one by one left.

it was a cooling night last night. there were lightnings and thunders and red clouds and strong wind but in the end, never rain. but the cold wind stays.
and me, sleeping by de window, didnt turn on de fan but stays under de blanket all night.

anway,
casts: sarah, karin, tim, dick, harry , paul, sean.

karin came to work kinda 4 mins late while sarah came in later around 20 mins later. tim, dick and harry were not ard to be seen as always in de earli morning. than tim came in, as fast as could, he got out of the office. dick came in, shouting about. he ran out of the office as fast as he could after that. harry appeared. he start working as always, packing the things that he needs to pack. paul stays at his cubicle to finish up his project. no one disturbs him and he doesnt want to be disturb. sean went off to find tim.
sarah called out to harry to help her issue some things to the other dept. as always, dick appeared to help too but disappers after everything were done. things went back to normal. karin sits at her desk doing her reports while karin do her own things as well.

teabreak time. tim came in, looking for harry. both of them than hand in hand went off to the toilet to pee, wash their hands, brag about like old womens. sean joined them later.
in canteen, karin sat down with other colleagues, not joining her usual company. she looks around and found sarah joining tim, paul and sean. well, as expected, the guys were avoiding her.

starts work again as normal. everybody back to their own desks, to their own cubicles, to their own minds. sarah kept on eyeing karin, making sure she was doing her job. well, karin did but at de same time, she was gg thru some websites and applying for jobs. oops!

afternoon teabreak, karin went off to find her company. got her drink and sarah was looking at her, staring at her while she start lighting her cigarette and drinking her hot cup of coffee. karin couldnt be bothered by sarah. she follows her company off to the corner to have a nice chat with the other colleagues.

Rise - Origa [Ghost In The Shell S.A.C. 2nd Gig]

I'm a soldier, znachit ya I otvyetchik i sud'ya Ya stoyu na dvukh kontsakh ognya Ogibaya virazhi, obgonyaya smyert' i zhizn' Ya byegu srazit'sya s tyen'yu lzhi

skol'ko b nityey nye plyol obman pokazhyet lik svyeta istina

Save your tears for the day when our pain is far behind on your feet come with me we are soldiers stand or die

Save your fears take your place save them for the judgement day fast and free follow me time to make the sacrifice we rise or fall

I'm a soldier, born to stand in this waking hell I am witnessing more than I can compute

pray myself we don't forget lies, betrayed and the oppressed please give me the strength to be the truth

people facing the fire together if we don't, we'll lose all we have found

Za myechtoyu nakray propasti Lish' tol'ko tak mozhno mir spasti

Ty nye plach', Slyozy spryach', Ved' nastanyet novyy den' Tvoy ogon' Sogryevat' Budyet tysyachi syerdets A syeychas podnimis' Spryach' podal'shye bol' i strakh Pobyedit tot, kto prav Znay, chto vsyo v tvoikh rukakh

1st time heard this song, i like it. thought it was jap. but it's not. it's russian language. happening!

-Ghost Of You-

that's the title of My Chemical Romance new single. The video! Superb. I hate war movies. But the video follows my favorite war movie, Saving Private Ryan. Which was kinda stupid. Many dies cuz of one private. Anyway, the video, makes me cry. Why? War movies always makes me cry.

Go catch it people. It's nice. A superb one.

toilet bReaK

im feeling kinda like a zombie right now. i kept on rubbing my eyes since last night. especially my right eye. it's realli itching non-stop.

if i were to get sore eyes, it won't be itching right?

anyway, dt bitchy didnt talk much. she's back, yes. found out from sebastian about the morning fuck from her. haha. poor him. they seem to be abandoning her todae. bad ppl they are. haha.

i came in half-day. realli damn tired. i couldnt sleep well last night. by de time i woke up, it was 0700hrs and i decided to give it a pass. came in, settle down for awhile, met tj and hang out. it's nice. had mooncakes for the 1st meal of the dae. yup!

okay, im basicalli yawning non-stop. looks like when im home, i'll be on my bed. nope. most probably, in front of the pc watching Ghost In The Shell S.A.C. 2nd Gig. haha. de 1st 13 episodes are still downloading but i watch the others anyway. Donwloaded Pretty Cure, now I find the show kinda boring. Feels like it was a waste of time downloading them. Still waiting for Ghost In The Shell S.A.C. 1st Gig too. The OC 3 episode 2 doesnt seem to have any movement. Hopeless. Should I go back to the usual? Maybe I should. I'll give it a try at the other sites.

After work, gotta go to some watch shop and get mom's watch a new battery. Plus, want to take out one strip of the bracelet.

Sigh, I feel so gooey... I want to die. I wonder how Rach's doing right now? Has she thrown it yet? Has she done it yet? Has she make a movement yet? She's the best.

miss you da

good morning!

im up. yup! all bight and earli. haha. it's onli like 0140hrs earli wee morning. hehe. i fell asleep like 9pm jz nw cz i was too tired. bt de weather kinda woke me up. it was hot and my head was itching. so, i got up for a shower and dinner. yup, i woke up due to hungry too.

johnny bravo on tv now. eek! irritating. he and his mama!

im gonna continue watch tv now. let's see what time i'll go to sleep.

gd afternoon/evening/night

it has been a long time. a veri veri long time. what? it has been a veri long long time i've not woken up at 3pm. it's so late in the evening. later afternoon.
well, im having a nice feeling of course. bt not so good la als. having a little headache there. gonna drink coffee. coffee is the medicine of course. it goes thru with you when u're stress, when u're sad, when u're sick, when u're hot, when u're cold. coffee. coffee is de best thing ever in de world. it is the best.

waste my time preparing to go out but never mind. im cool. im gonna just stay in my room, turn on my tv nd tonight, gonna re-prepare my mp3 cd again. if onli i could create an atrac cd.

sickening!

a little late here, but Ashlee Simpson's Autobiography album is not bad.

=Could Strife+ my Luv_

i've striked off some of my photos there. cz of the linking problems, i havent been able to upload them yet again and find them a better space. hmm. i'll be re-uploading them up again as soon as possible.
there're gonna be new photos up too. taken wih my new samsung e630c. i hope to get that data cable as soon as possible and upload the photos.

i thk, coffee do wonders sometimes. i barely have a headache after drinking a cup of coffee.

watched Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children. It was nice. I'm gonna get the dvd if it's out here. I'm gonna blast it on my dvd player. The sound was incredible. The story was incredible. It happened after the 2 yrs ago happening by Sephiroth. Thank goodness for feedback on de starting of the show. I guess those who played Final Fantasy VII knows what was going on. Well, I don't play the game, must be nice.

Wishing for a PS2 now. Well, PS3 is coming out.

feeling so home

do you all know that margarine is actualli fake butter??? scientist merely created margarine for those people who are health-conscious.

anyway, it's saturday today. somehow, last night i got too tired and wanting to stay late, i couldn't. so, i slept earli. and, i woke up... rather earli too. woke up at 11am and saw mom reading the newspaper. i went back to sleep and woke up at 2pm. he he.... had shower, dried out the laundry, did some cookings. oh boy, me, in de kitchen, cooking. somehow i feel so weird but good.

muaahahahaah!!!

have i mention? nope i suppose. i failed my mock practical exam at chemistry that dae. haha!!! i was wrong on all my recordings but manage to correct on few. he he he he he he

it's mom's birthdya today. dad wanted to buy some nice foods to eat since we're suppose to go out for dinner. but i told him not to as we need to be conscious on what she is eating.

im having a headache. i need a cup of coffee.

kill bill?

well, i don't know if that anime there is kill bill. but I researched that it's a PS2 game, Disegea. Well, de character's cute. I seem to love my layout now. I wonder when I will change again. I hope not for a very long time.

Mom is back and its de 2nd dae she's back and she's like not asleep yet. She should be soon. Wonder if she's taken her meds.

just had an orange. so nice. i love it. the acidic citrus food, splattering juices in my mouth. err? my english like a bit spoilt there siak. hahaha!!!

i love you, you love me... da~miss you

some things are just not meant to happen here but it happened. and some bloody ppl think they're so good that they would like to conquer everything.

nevernding stories from sebastian dear is unfinished. well, never finish.

....im in Feel Good Inc today

morning trash

basically, it's friday. basically, it's raining. basically, it's cold. and so, basically, ppl will not attend work. how i wish it is me but no can do.
jennifer's not here today. wan's not here today. i arrived work drenched. i was too lazy to take out the unbrella as i was rushing. i was looking sexy and all than, the coldness in store gets to me. i was brain-freezed.
morning work was great. i mean, teabreak. mike came down teabreak for the 1st time and i couldnt resist sitting on the same table as he is. he bought coffee with me as i helped him buy the kopi o. i mean, he meant to get the kopi o for lim but he asked the auntie for black coffee instead and the auntie didnt know. haha. goodness i was there. he he he....
sat down with mike and so, tj sat on de same table with us. he he... and it was all so merrier when desmond loh joined in.

chey!

damn that jennifer never come. she called me to have me help her submit her ot form. okay, she asked me nicely. now, there's one more person who have not submitted his ot form. actualli 2. im ignoring them. they ask, i'll do. he he

and that planner, am gonna kill her! she never even check the inventory properly and she simply jz prepare the document and got evert single ppl involve confused. she good le! bloody hell! she is one stupid bitch man! i tell u... she is. she should go back to her home town.
somehow i think she's a witch. he he. if she is, i wanna be her disciple. she draws her eyebrow all de way til the end of de eye. i mean, there is a nice way to draw de shape of it but she didnt.

oh man, de stupid sebastian is being cranky again. he just stops everybody and tells out his story and gossips again. oh something pls drop on his head and let him be unconcious for a month and wake up a brand new different man.

tj tj!!! u are so damn... de shoes... i knw u wore it b4. bt it's nt nice la.

SOMEONE, PLS, SLAP HER FACE! GOODNESS!

de ppl here seems to get more trashy than ever. including meself? i don't knw. maybe. what do u thk?

de lady who is sitting beside me is totally the nearest to the button which opens the door. and why is she not even bothering? will pressing the door kill her and explodes her to many pieces?

de beginning of a start

hello ppl! how are you all doing? sickeningLy sick, I believe... Muaahaha!!!!

am listening to "Listen To My Heart - BoA"

kinda hectic last few days. Went down to pay for our genting trip. me and fida were wondering.... (see below pls...)

Q1.
(a) 40 + 11 = 55
(b) 11 + 40 = 52
(c) 40 + 11 = 51
(d) none of the above ( )

Q2.
(a) 52 x 2 = 110
(b) 55 x 2 = 102
(c) 51 x 2 = 102
(d) none of the above ( )

oKay, my mom is in the hospital now & she didn't even remember that she fell. Thank god I was around. Running around the house, cooking and attending to her. There was no other choice left.

Had a nice lunch. Chicken Curry. hehe...

Another problem occured. Sigh. Why does it have to happen? I mean, everything was dandy and fine and things just have to go wrong. I hope everybody is doing alright.

+missing you much+ said you'll do what you promised but you're upsetting me more. It's getting more LoNeLy.

am downLoading Final Fantasy: Advent Children. Oh gosh! Can't wait!

Can't wait for payday. Need to get dvd-rs.....

Anyway, ppl, is this nice? I fell in love when I saw it the 1st time. iPodNano.