I am going to have more pizzas until I die.... Sigh... How long am I keeping it? ....Well, since I've inherited someones's habit in the family, there is no way I could shake it off.

Hilary Duff's Dignity album... sounds familiar... Britney Spears....

I felt kind of relieve after yesterday's happening with mom and dad. Things ot just out of control and out of blurt, I told everything out to dad how I've been feeling all this while. I don't know what is going to happen next. But some things are still best left unknown. But about my feelings towards them and how restless I've been feeling, dad knows. Mom wants to understand but never seem to know how to understand them and therefore she ignores them.

Watched Transformer and it is the best ever and everybody who grows up watching Transformer has got to go watch the movie. I feel like watching again and I want to watch again. Oh boy! It's so exciting!

Really not cool at all. Suddenly I was just not feeling very well at all. Totally not feeling good at all. It all started last night when dad came back. I dashed to the toilet only to throw up. It was a lot. 10 minutes later I thought I was done. I was drinking warm water the whole time and but later on 2 hours later, I start to throw up again. Again and again until it's 4.30am. It was bad. Really bad. My head just feels like it's spinning this whole time. Woken up at 10 am when I remembered that I need to be up at 8 am for an appointment. But with the current situation with the head still spinning, I thought I'd give a pass. This is bad. So bad.

it has been a long time since i've updated his space. been busy. busy doing what? i've started work at a whole new environment which really scares me. to say that i'm taking this whole thing as a challenge feels like i'm boasting out a whole lot of unnecessary confidence. Well, I am feeling confident that I can do this and start all over again. This whole new environment is such a big difference that everything is just so new and fresh to me that I keep thinking if I can take it. Wonder how long can I hold on to it? Will it be 5 and half years again? I'm beginning to like it but I'm still not align with it. What can I say? It's only my first week.

Made a whole lot of mistake with people consoling me around. I am not trying to take advantage of the kindness. I am going to appreciate them and learn as much as I could.

The time is here. I have been anticipating this and now that the time is here, I have no time to feel inferior. I will just be myself as always. I am trying not to think so much of it.

Sigh. I really need to shed lots of weight. Should I call him to torture me again? Hahakz.... I'm sure he is just as happy to do it all again. Pushing me to run around that running track until I've reached the ending point and pushing me to 20 sit-ups non-stop. aiyaiyah.... Seems like without him, my weight seems to be gaining and my genki boost fades.

Joking... Hana Yori Dango Returns was the best! ....The live-action one. Not the anime. Hana Yori Danga (live-action) and Hone & Clover (the anime) are much much much better than Nana.

Totally creep myself out earlier. First I printed a whole set of certificates with the wrong teacher's name. Than I kept forgetting to write the dates on each cash sales everything I issue the receipts. Next, I've to called to spare me changes so that I could go back. We ended up going back together. Thankfully she was out and was in the area. Meeting her was a bless.

I am still coping at my new workie but all hells breaks loose, I'm doing oKay. The bosses are kind of intimidating when I look at them but they are okay. The teachers, they are nice people.

Gracias all!

Seems like other than Kazuya Minekura, I have taken a liking to Kaori Yuki's artoworks. Surprisingly, Angel Sanctuary was of them. I had the dvd. But I wonder where is it now!??? I can't seem to find it. Did I sold it away at Cash Converter? I don't remember selling away any dvds! Tsktsktsk.... & also the creatoer of Miene Liebe. Can't believe she came with that. The anime was kinda bored for me halfway. I was only watching it cuz of the seiyuus that I like. But sigh. Anyway, I'm taking a liking onto Kaori Yuki's work. Neji, Blood Hound, Godchild and Parfum Extrait 0 & Ludwig Kakumei.

Got too engrossed in Lovely Complex that I didn't see the time. Hahakz. Going to to be 0600hrs soon. I should be heading to bed. ~Hohokz!

I feel like I've never had a good night sleep for a long time but I think I am taking advantages of time here. So what if I start work 1pm? That doesn't mean I could sleep late and wake up late all the time, right? Well, hahakz.

Feels kinda better after deleting that unwanted command.com thing. Now I can just look on he pc monitor without any prompts coming up to my face. Well, I wonder what will come next. This pc is all corrupted anyway.

I really like Rihanna's new album Good Girl Gone Bad. The titled song itself is nice. Well, it kinda sounds like the kind which Beyonce would sing. After all, hey are under Jay-Z. Nice nice.... FInally! I got it! GARDEN's Late-show. Damn nice song! Angela Aki sang the song for Final Fantasy XII. Titled Kiss Me Goodbye. I didn't even know that I had the japanese vers. But hell cares. The song is really nice.

The anime version of Risa and Otani in Lovely Complex.

The live-action version of Risa and Otani in Lovely Complex.

I have not watch the anime yet. I bet it's quite funny too. The live-action was exaggeratingly funny. But it was great. Hahakz. ...About a very tall girl and a short guy being in love. They are sooo cute.

Devil May Cry anime adaptation is really cool. I like it. Although I never play the game before but it is really interesting. Sadly it's only 12 episodes. Or isit 13? But I like the bgm and the shooting sequence. Everything. Top it all, Toriyuki Ma.. I forgot his name. Voice-actor for Sephiroth FFVIIAC and Takumi Ichinose Nana. ....Makes me want to eat Strawberry Sundae.

Death Note 35 <----- 2 more to go! 2 more to go!
D.Gray Man 35
Bleach 129

Wangan Midnight 1 !!!!!
Devil May Cry 1 !!!!!

Tenpo Ibun Ayakashi Ayashi seems to be boring after all. No wonder rating was low and went down only to 25 episodes. Replaced it with Wangan Midnight. A younger version of Initial D. Hahakz. Shinichiro Miki is back. But this time not as the lead character but the nemesis instead. Lead character is voiced by actor Oguri Shun. He did the voice of Alphonse in Full Metal Alchemist: The Conqueror of Shambala. Hahakz. Another anime I'm watching I's watching now is the one which Daisuke Namikawa leads. Tokyo Tribe 2. OOOOHHHH YYYEEEAAAAHHH!!

oLa! .....yes... there it is. Everybody were wanting me to go to that big place and t their surprise i didn't although I have already got it on-hand. But I let it go and because I was waiting anxiously for that one. To my surprise the call in earlier and I thought it might be something I didn't want. Well, oLa people.... Lots of culture-shock.

i got that one alreadi. than came another one. than came another one. than came another one. i've rejected one. i've not yet reply one. i'm still on de waiting list til 3pm tomorrow and the one that i got first, i'm still thinking about it.

deja vu ...deja vu... deja vu... deja vu....

seeing things double. happened twice. on purpose. maybe not. coincidence. what the hell.

we'll see how it goes today.

And I thought he'd be off today. Sigh. How long am I going to do this? I'm going back to my room once he is in the shower and out I'll be once he has gone out. ...No no no. Not out of the shower.

I cannot do this anymore. If I could gain a salary for doing this, I'll be glad to do it. I think in fact many would want to. Sigh. I'm sure there are professions like these out there only that I am not qualified for or I am just not working to hard out for it. Oh well, I better end this soon.

I am like worrying everyone and I don't like words going around. I knew I shouldn't have said anything. Informations always leaks out from one person and it goes on and on to another. It is so irritating and annoying that I am really fed-up with. It is my own fault I guess. But then again it is better to be out from the horses mouth.

I am stalling time here. I cannot just run off like that. It looks awful.

R-16 are Takahiro Sakurai and Kenichi Suzumura. Smily☆Spiky are Miyano Mamoru and Takagi Shun. I wonder if thee are anymore Seiyuu duos out there. R-16 released 2 singles. Miyano Mamoru released a single. Hahakz!
I am watching Black Blood Brothers again cuz Takahiro Sakurai voiced Jirou Mochizuki. I love tt show although it's only 12 episodes. I don't like the ending. Happy ending but with sadness in it.

Having long hair seem to be annoying me now. But then I guess it's just the heat that's bothering me.

how come many positions are open in the west. out of 100%, 60% would be in west, 30% would be in east and 15% in town area and 5% would be in north area. some more, lots are of shippings and logistics. crazy ar. wah-lau! why sey! those people living in west don't want to work in the west ar!? government take in too much foreigners to work in the west area and singaporeans all want to work in town area. what so good about town area? all want to look good only ar? can give other people a chance too or not. aiyoh. i'm not complaining, i'm just decided to say out everything i feel. ....hehekz, i think i got that from Bucky. Yammie-chan would know who.

I am once again... lost... purposely.

Cloud of Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children seem more sexier now I know who's the voice-actor dakedo Kadaj is still the cool one. Next to Sephiroth that is.

Currently watching... Letters From Iwo Jima.

Saiyuki RELOAD -burial- ....it's out. I'm even watching the 1st OVA raw.

Congratulations to Riyo Mori for winning Miss Universe 2007! ...i Kept calling her Mori-senpai all throughout the show.

Happy birthday to Mr. Farizwan Fajari. YOU ARE A YEAR OLDER NOW! than me....

i love Kazuya Minekura for her style animations. I love Production I.G. for coming out with great storys.

Watched Norman KRU's interview on The Million-Makers on Channel News Asia.

Harisu, the korean transgender (female to male) finally got married. Her voice doesn't seem to change though when she talks. Still sound like a guy.

My hair's longer now. The weather is too hot. I've been bunning up my hair everyday that my head's getting ache.

i think i'm into too much of Onimusha.... sigh.... i just love the voice-actors la.... Except that for Onimusha 3, Takenishiro did Samanosuke-sama's. hehekz

32 down... 5 more to go....

kitta! kitta! kitta! Kuon by Miyano Mamoru. The ED single for Koutetsu Sangokushi is out! Yatta! I got it! Yeah! ii-ne!!!!

yes i love music. but i listen to whatever is nice out there. 30 seconds to mars. im loving them.

and so i am starting soon in 1 and a half hours time and i have run out of black eyeliner. i have not worn it for a very long time and it has become invisible to me. i have a direct train ride and i have a 2 changed buses. any buses and to any buses and to any buses. once arrived and i'm there. and when i'm there i'll be there and once i'm there and i'm going in there.
this time i have to be serious and i mean really serious as i've cleaned off the nail polish off my nails and my fingers feels more light and fresher and my fingers somehow now feels sticky.
i'm out of transportation flow. i need some in-flow and those incomes are not in yet. i have to wait for another week and wow!
i couldn't sleep the whole night and all i was thinking was how i've been doing this whole time, what i've been doing this whole time, why i've been doing this whole time.
talks screams yells sings chats all seem to be numb to me. everything are just the same thing over and over for me. everytime the same things goes about.

yesterday for the first time ever, someone sees through me. she knows what is going on inside my head. she talks about what is going on inside my head. why is it going on inside my head. i was scared. i was really scared that i ended up almost cry when i talked. i guess she could see and stopped me in time.

the buses frequencies are fast in the morning. they are. i trimmed my fringes this morning. thought i want to keep it but i just couldn't. i want to trim it and so i trimmed it.

koda kumi m-flo crystal kay monkey majik. love their songs.

yesterday afternoon before i could even take off my clothes, i was chasing a mosquito around in the bathroom. couldn't get him for the 3-4 times but finally got him. he died, crushed on the door by my palm. no mercy to them at that point. i mastered the art well on preying mosquitoes in phuket. well, even before that i already mastered it but when i was in phuket, i made used of my skills. they like to attack the face. WHY? why the face? What's with the face? I can't even see their face. how to compare?

i wonder how today is going to turn out. how will i do? what will i do? will i blend it?

you asked me so many questions all the time that i got tired of answering. please, next time don't bother asking. you're the only who never gives up questioning me. i understand for your concern. i thank you very much.

and so i've made my choice. and so i've thought about it. thoroughly. i thought about it. and so that's it.

The other other day, an unforeseen thing was coming. The other day, a foreseen thing came and I accepted it. Yesterday, the unforeseen came to me and I considered. I declined the foreseen and accepted the unforeseen. Start thinking again and called the unforeseen and double-confirmed. Recalled foreseen and told them that I would and they would hold on. Today I shall meet up unforeseen and see how the unforeseen turns out.

You ever what would expect, what would happen.... What do you think..

simply wonderful // i do not know why but i just feel like it is.

i want to do something else but i ended up doing something else. oh why oh why.

my nano is still not fully charge but i cant help it. i have to bring it back to my room so i can have lullabies putting me to sleep. in fact, i don't need them now too it's okay cuz i'm already sleepy but i still want to.

am going back to that dreadful place tomorrow. honestly yes. it is a dreadful place. lots of cleanings to be done. the more space there are, the more mess there are. i was surprised when i went back there yesterday. it's like a mice house. full of those feelers or fillers or flosses or whatever.

off to seletar camp later on. //hmm so what do i do there?

smirnoff and fisherman friend please.

i respect you. i am scared of you. what you do, what you say, what you look, what you think. everything. i admit. i am really scared of you. ....i wonder if you know that. ...thanks to you, i can't think properly. i keep on wanting to hide. you really fear me. i am trying to stand up against you but i just can't. i may be a dreamer but i can do it.

.......i want to run away from you

Some of the songs from Rurouni Kenshin are rather saddening.

Okay, so woking at home is not much difference from being at the current office. I'm still sitting in front of the pc and drinking coffee, listening to my loud music and going through sites to sites. It may seems easy but it is kind of tiring though. Mom and dad might not be able to indulge on me doing home-based work. Yammie warned me about being distracted. To them, working means getting out of the house and working 8-5. Well, that's my conclusion about what they think. In fact, mom does think that way. Whenever I tried explaining to her, she said she won't understand and don't want to know about it. Then later she'll start saying nonsense tings on me. I feel that to them I may not be worth doing a home-based job. I may be lazy at times but that doesn't mean I'm completely lazy. I am just using what I do best on the internet. If you get what I mean. But if you think otherwise, go ahead.

Nyai mentioned if I've not got anything for mom for mother's day since I was in thailand. She said it's only once a year and it's in singapore. Told her that mother's day could be celebrated everyday and the celebration is not only in singapore. It's worldwide. Well, I did got something for mom from thailand but I never thought of being a mother's day present or whatever.

I'm still going through the hard road. To stand up on one own ground is really hard. Sigh. I've been thinking. In fact, I've thought about the same thing few years back. My habit somehow has to go.

Muji has an opening. Yammie told me. I hope it's not too late to set up an appointment.

i am already very very tired. dad had a talked with me yesterday. half of the conversation i feel that they are irrelevant. but i sat through and listen to him. after that, i took panadols as my head was already spinning. lied down and watched ouran and fell asleep. sigh..... now at the set-up area, damn messy and i don't know where to start. everything is spinning my head again.

what dad said to me, i have always have it in my mind. yes, i remember it and i know what to do. if anything fails, i'll be damn.

Battling mosquitoes and killing around 5 of them. They like to target my face and fida's arm. I wonder why they like to disfigure my face. Sigh. The flies... they are like awfully big. The Burger King... it has Triple Whopper. Wow! It looks tempting but there was no way eating it. We were always full when we ended up hanging out there. Well, there wasn't anywhere we could actually lepak.
Extra spicy Steamed Fish. Prawns in Dry Curry. Tom Yam..... And a whole lot of lecherous mens. Yes. Lots of them. Went for a visit to a pub which was owned by fida's internet friend. Met the wife and she offered us 2 shots of vodkas. Vodka Hacks and Vodka Fishermen's Friend. Okay, it's crazy but I prefer vodka fishermen's friend. It was cooling and it sure beats drinking it rather than sucking it. My throat stays cold the whole night. I am not joking.
Great movies on tv. Animes in thai... Tired of smiling and bargaining. Tired of being asked "where you from?" and tired of walking. Stranded in a very strong wind at the end of the day before coming back. Went to the beach to have a last look and the wind just gets stronger and stronger and I really felt being pushed back. It was amazing. Hahakz! I got really sleepy. I could just sleep anywhere. Hahakz!

The list of movies we've watched in our 4 days there....

The Sisterhood Of The Travelling Pants
Lovewrecked
The Da Vinci Code
Genius
Tokyo Drift
The 6th Sense
The Lake House
Devils Wear Prada
Just My Luck
Finding Nemo (in Thai)
The Guardian
Superman Returns
Employee Of The Month
Fantastic Four
World Trade Center
Cars
X-Men 3
Inside Men
Glass House
Walk The Line
On Edge

Some of interesting words we found...

Manicuses *Manicures
Dinning *Dining
Wheellocked *Wheel-locked
Least *Lease

Reached safely and it was a cold morning when I reached Phuket yesterday.... The place is a heaven. Received pick-up. Look for Dunkin Donuts. Like crazy. As we head to the hotel, I totally dozed off. I was really tired. Once reached office, Lied down on the bed and watch this really great movie but it ended halfway. Our sleep was really nice.
Went out to dinner. Seafood. A really nice one. .... Stepped into Jungceylon shopping centre and went into Carrefour to get some water stocks and ice-cream! woo-hoo!!!!

Many many great movies to watch here. Yah~ Great ones.


It's the 2nd day we're here. Great movies when we got up. Great breakfast-cum-lunch. Pad Thais and Deep Fried Prawns. Ben & Jerry's Cherry Garcia. Yummy.

Did a little shopping for my clothings and a sling bag. Even got a very nice pair of leather sandals. Woohoo! Going back to do some laundrys. Still have not got my skirts.

....And I am off to Phuket,,,,, See you all in one weeks time!

NarutoFever.com Love Compatibility Test for Girls:

Your results are in! You love loud exuberant personalities and who would be more compatible with you than the carrier of the nine tails demon fox. You love his never-say-die attitude and perseverence. You feel inspired whenever you see him fight although he does stupid things all the time and is all in all not very smart at times.

Uzumaki Naruto

The nine tails kid, the one who'll surpass all previous hokages, your one true love : Uzumaki Naruto.

Rivals:
- Hyuuga Hinata. Hinata idolizes Naruto. But she'll be too timid to fight you. - Haruno Sakura. Naruto's crush. Good thing she doesn't like him or you'll be getting into a cat fight with her. It wouldn't be too difficult to defeat her anyway.

According to hani, it's super speed. Well, hahakz. Read a little bit of Battle Royale, Naruto and Black Cat. Others in betweens. Done with the little volumes and I still Saiyuki Reload and Gaiden, Wild Adapter and Trinity Blood. All which are not complete. Sigh.... Seriously decided, am going to have Bleach dvd collections. Just the series and movies. Well, Bleach is out with only one movie currently.
Read Naruto's manga til volume 10. It was the fight between Hinata and Neji. Oh boy, it really tempts me that I digged out my cd-rs and looked for the following episode of Hinata and Neji's fight. Another exciting battle, Naruto's and Neji's. Yeah! That was when Naruto first used Kyuubi's chakra. I think so.

I never really know what is what genre. Nad told me once about yaoi genre. Which is Boys Love. Luckily, Princess Princess is not Yaoi. It's just Shoujo genre. I happened to have one yaoi genre. Not knowing. Anyway, watched Haru wo Daite. It ...is.... totally....YYYAAAAOOOOIIII!!!! Boys Love. Well, you can say gay stuff. Boy and boy. Love love. Make out and stuffs. It grossed me out at first but I find it kind of funny. Later on, I found the same 2 lead characters in the same yaoi storyline. Only that it takes time during the shogunates.

I haven't come across anything opposite yaoi genre. Wonder what's it called. Otaku Insitution I'm still in.

Naruto's 2nd movie, Great Clash! The Illusionary Ruins at the Depths of the Earth. It was worth watching it. Better than the 1st movie though. Although there's no Kakashi or Sasuke but there's Gaara and Kankuro who're already Konoha's allies. Well, the movie takes after episode 160 of Naruto series.
Am waiting for Naruto Shippuuden: The Movie. Teaser shows Naruto's grave with Sakura grieving in front of his tomb while his other friends are surrounding it. Sigh. It can't be. Naruto will never die! That teaser, is really bad. First the scares of Gaara's death. Then Sasuke's and now NARUTO's!?
Seem like, the shows getting interesting.
It was really worth going through the 85 episodes of the fillers arc.....

must you fight?

I wonder what is so hard about it. I have yet to tell my dad about it. I have loads of chances today. Yet, I just couldn't say it. I have not start packing yet. Fida already did.

Mee Soto is made today. Mom purposely did it today since it's the weekend. Dad mistook my birthday's date which was kind of funny when he came with the story of the actual incident. I was a little freak out at first and I was even still frying those potatoes.

Dad is watching The Last King of Scotland. I find it annoying at the movie a little bit. It's painful. I know it's a good movie.

I got to have the mee soto now. But I just don't feel like eating. My stomach is still not good.

I am one hell of a sucker! Muahahakz

So i'm suppose to fuck care about the others and mind my own priorities. yes, I can do that. But it won't be that easy as I have a thousand faces that are yet to be reveal/revealed. Whatever.

Thank you. I appreciate it. I'm not boasting but instead I am really greatful.

How will I turn out? How will I be? Am I going to be fine? Am I going to be okay? ....I sound so childish.

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Friendster Horoscope for May 4, 2007

The Bottom Line

Your charm will be your calling card today -- it will help you fit in everywhere.

In Detail

Some say that the international language is love; others say that it's music. Well, whatever the international language is, you speak it fluently today! With your charm, you could walk into a room where no one speaks your language and still make a fantastic impression. So don't fear that you will be a fish out of water today. Your smile and your wit will help you fit in everywhere you go.

...Will I make it today?.....

The first train has commenced. I can't sleep tonight and even if I could, I wouldn't sleep as I scared I wouldn't be able to wake up. What shall I face today? What is it that I will be facing today? My face is going to get brush today.

An annoying prompt keeps on prompting and I have hell no idea what happened after I shut off the computer last night.

My head is really spinning. I wanted to take panadols but keep forgetting. Maybe I should take some now and lie down for awhile.

Hope it won't rain when I'm going to work later.

Don't think I'll be making it to Sallyn's tonight.

Too much of this will ache your head. Too much f that will ache your head. So what can you do? Just wait and see. But don't just sit and wait. Do something while you're waiting.... Like what? Like what you asked? I hell have no idea.

I am always spouting nonsense in my blog. Nothing goes into your head when you read my blog. You won't know what I'm talking about or what I may be thinking right now. Because it is on the internet and for the whole world to see, I purposely type out everything I feel like saying but only in my own way of saying it and only the way I myself understands. None of you will.
If you think I'm wasting my time putting up this blog because you have no idea what I'm talking about. Then I guess you go through the internet more often.

Basically, my head hurts.

The first train has commenced. I can't sleep tonight and even if I could, I wouldn't sleep as I scared I wouldn't be able to wake up. What shall I face today? What is it that I will be facing today? My face is going to get brush today.

An annoying prompt keeps on prompting and I have hell no idea what happened after I shut off the computer last night.

My head is really spinning. I wanted to take panadols but keep forgetting. Maybe I should take some now and lie down for awhile.

Hope it won't rain when I'm going to work later.

Don't think I'll be making it to Sallyn's tonight.

Too much of this will ache your head. Too much f that will ache your head. So what can you do? Just wait and see. But don't just sit and wait. Do something while you're waiting.... Like what? Like what you asked? I hell have no idea.

I am always spouting nonsense in my blog. Nothing goes into your head when you read my blog. You won't know what I'm talking about or what I may be thinking right now. Because it is on the internet and for the whole world to see, I purposely type out everything I feel like saying but only in my own way of saying it and only the way I myself understands. None of you will.
If you think I'm wasting my time putting up this blog because you have no idea what I'm talking about. Then I guess you go through the internet more often.

Basically, my head hurts.

I heard panadols and coffee are not suppose to go together.

Still watching the ongoing anime under the title Naruto Shippuuden, ended up reading the manga. Thanks to the manga, I got a little bit more deails on what actually is going on under those test they are going through. Hahakz! Pathetic siak!

few animes i've watched only halfway or onli few episodes. either because i was too lazy to continue them or they're boring. the latest, Nana. deleted all the episodes away. including the last 3 episodes i downloaded. i only browsed thru them. i didnt watch them. it was getting annoying and frustrating. those 2 Nana characters are really all annoying. but i'm rewatching Blood+. Animax is showing it. But I guess i'll be getting the dvd since the show is complete.

Not going to rain today?

Off to watch a gay anime now. Forgot what's the theme called but it's guys love. Oh well. One of the voice actor is Shinichiro Miki. Gotta watch!

10 more days.... Ten more days.... Sepuluh hari lagi.... 10 hari lagi.....

Ayakashi~Japanese Classic Horror. An anime of only 11 episodes. Consists of 3 short stories. The 3rd story and the closing of the anime is much more interesting than the 1st 2. A story about a grudge of a woman who became a Cat Monster and demon/god who goes around as a druggist solves grudge. Deleted all the 1st 8 episodes and keep only the 3 Bake Neko episodes.

Wak Ju decided not to loan me a phone but instead selling the phone to me. It's Nokia 6030. The very same phone Yammie just bought the other. Hahakz! Although I'm only using the phone for a certain while, it's useful for a spare phone. Yeah!

Devil May Cry. Finally. An Animation tv series will be out in June. Although it's only 12 episodes, bet it is going to be one hell of an anime. Yes ar! Going to hear Toshiyuki Morikawa in action again! He's Takumi Ichinose of Nana and Tyki Myki of D.Gray Man ....I'm not quite sure how to spell the character's name. Hehekz!!

I will remember 26th April 2007 very well for I got a seat in the train on the way to work. It was a cold morning. Heavy Rain. It was the 1st time in 2 months of taking train to work, I got a seat!

Finished packing up the items today with Hamedah as her last day today. Kept on talking about "red eyes" and pretending to each other about being bffs. Sigh. I don't know what I'm saying anymore. I wanted to blog properly today and I already thought of what I want to blog but now I forgot! I totally forgot what I want to blog!

When I first start watching Naruto, I like it very much. It has very interesting charcters and storyline. Later on when it went on to 90+ episodes, it got kind of draggy. By still just downloading the rest of the episodes and accumulating them I still watched them. Until to the very end and now continue on to Naruto Shippuuden. Fell in love with the opening. Than I stumbled upon an article on the manga and it says something about the storyline in the anime..... Sigh.... 85 episodes of them were just fillers!!!! Because it was catching up to the manga. Now that it's not anymore, the story continues but the title has been change to Naruto Shippuuden. But what the hell! I get to see the grown up Naruto, grown up Sasuke. YES! Sasuke! Itachi! Woohoo!!! ...I even end up reading the manga now which the storyline is really straightforward. ...Watashi otaku desu.... hahakz... Girls shouldn't use "ore".

Finally! Naruto Shippuuden's opening song by Nobodyknows+ has
release its single! The full-version song is just so AMAZING!!!!!

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I want to read this manga. It's still unlicenced! Urgh!
Dolls/Naked Ape

Why do I even bother watching Nana? Somehow I come to find out the show is depressing. What can you expect from this kind of Shoujo anime story. It's interesting. But I think in the end both Nanas didn't meet at all. What bout Nana and Takumi? Will they get back together? Takumi loves her so much but never seem to have any conscience. Nana who is pregnant with his child always acting like a kid. The other Nana is too depress on losing Nana but still has her pride and on the verge on becoming the best singer with her band. Wah-lau! How can this story goes on for 51 episodes!???? I feel like giving up watching it.... Heh! I said the very same thing about Naruto and Bleach last time. Gonna watch Darker Than Black and Tokyo Majin for more dumb-dumb action. Why dumb-dumb action? All Shounen anime but the best thing is the lead characters all act like stupid dumb-ass but they're actually one hell of a fighter and cool-looking guy down under. Hahakz! Just like Father Abel Nightroad in Trinity Blood.... //Nano-machine Krsnik 02. Initiating operation at 40% limit...Acknowledged. ....I am a vampire who sucks the blood of a vampire.

Somehow I got excited everytime I hear Miyano Mamoru voice. Watched a little bit of Wolf's Rain. Really. It's boring.

After reading 2 and half volume of Trinity Blood manga, I want to watch the anime again. I miss hearing Abel Nightroad aka Crusnik saying, "I am the vampire who drinks the blood of a vampire..." ....Hahakz!!

Good morning to me. I am going to work with the stolen mind//Bright down people!

Clearly I am tired of you. I just need my own space right now and lately I've not been getting it. When will it be?

I am still at the starting point. Still not even in the middle line yet. I still have a long long long way to go.

So I have changed my hospital appointment.

Listening to symphony orchestras are really nice. They are really soothing and relax. Somehow I can never concentrate since I don't even have my own time for at least a day.

What am I complaining about? I sound like I'm 16!

I need to get a head start on exercising. I am getting fat. I keep saying but I never do anything.

I'm going to my sister's room and blast out SilverRiNA in the small speakers again as I read Samurai Champloo Volume 2!

Felt like fainting the other day on the Friday. Did the usual routine while on the way to work. Took the crowded train, stood one side and read my book. On that Friday somehow as I looked up away from my book my head feels heavy. I became nauseas and almost feel as my sight was blurred. I felt a little panic and looked around. It got really crowded to the extend where you can't move at all. But the spot I'm in, I could still move around. As the train movies on, I slowly low my head down and set my eyes on the book and continue reading. The train was already under tunnel. I looked up again and I couldn't feel any air. Even a little bit of cold wind from the air-con was nowhere to be felt. I panic again and tried to stay cool. By the time the train reached Newton, I felt cold wind when the door opens. I was waiting. My head still feels heavy and was still feeling nauseas and I was still waiting patiently to get to City hall.
When I finally got out at City Hall, I felt so good that it was not stuffy anymore. Sigh. I guess I was just in the wrong area of the train. I've never took the tail wing before. Sigh. Learned my lesson. Will try the head wing maybe on Monday.

Stayed up late to watched Naruto Shippuuden ep 10 and all updated eps of Bakumatsu. I was feeling sleepy but the story just gets interesting. My caffeine friend keeps me company and cold water to freshen up my face. In the afternoon, watched updates if Bleach and Death Note which Ive accumulated. Finished up on Princess Princess and the new series, Koutetsu Sangokushi which is loosely based on Romance Of the Three Kingdoms. Love the show more as Miyano Mamoru is the voice-actor for the lead character and plus he even sang the ending song! Watching Death Note, with Mello out and eating those chocolates, I miss eating Hershey bars. Finished volume 1 of Samurai Champloo which I borrowed from Natto-san. Still collecting Naruto and Black Cat's mangas. Wait! Think I'm done with Black Cat's. Can start reading anytime.

I want to have coffee right now. I want to have coffee right now and I want to watch Tokyo Majin Gakuen. I think that is what the title is but the storyline seems interesting.

I'm loving Fergie's Glamorous. Thank you Edah-san!

Whooeeewww!!! Overslept today. it's been awhile I've rushed to work. Mom yelled as usual. Sigh. Well, got it there got it here. Rushed to the office finding Glenn. Eek! Scary.

I saw you yesterday. I was at the malay stall queuing up as I looked around. Looking out for you that is. Clearly it seems I am avoiding you but you are still my friend. I still don't know which to believe. You or them. I was was with one of them when I was looking out for you. When I saw you, one of them got a little panic. Oh well. That's what I thought when although one of them says she don't care if she bumps into you. I purposely walked around the area later on looking for a sugar cane stall and pretending not seeing you but hoping you'll see me instead. But it seems like you didn't. You know, we could have had lunch together the other day if you have not been so choosy. It's only lunch time for goodness sake. Not a dinner date. How long do you have to take to decide where to lunch if it's only for an hour? Well, good luck to you and your new baby. I don't know when will I be able to make it to your place. I might even not drop by. How sad of me. Or you. Bad huh.

I love Abingdon Boys School. Not the real school but the latest j-rock band named after the school. Frontman T.M. Revolution really have great vocals. Thanks to D.Gray Man I like their song. Their 2nd single, Howling, which is the opening song for Darker Than Black is nicer! Wuuaaahhh!!!!

I like Fergie's Glamorous.

I am having that feeling again. Lethargic. Tired. Unconfident. Losing myself. I need coffee. That's the only thing that makes me happy right now. I'm getting fat. It's nobody's fault. I'm just whining people. Get it.
Back at work. Boredomness.

I am feeling shaky right now. What's up with me? The caffeine... It feels good. Is it adrenaline rush? I'm gonna eat dinner.

You.... Do you.... Feel... Guilty?

I guess I better faster finish up Midori Days and delete it away. Princess Princess seems to be catching up.

Coffee! Coffee! Coffee! Coffee! Coffee! Coffee! Coffee! Coffee! Coffee! Coffee! Coffee! Coffee! Coffee! Coffee! Coffee! Coffee! Coffee! Coffee! Coffee! Coffee! Coffee! Coffee! Coffee! Coffee! Coffee! Coffee! Coffee! Coffee! Coffee! Coffee! Coffee! Coffee! Coffee! Coffee! Coffee! Coffee! Coffee! Coffee! Coffee! Coffee! Coffee! Coffee!...

Sometimes it sounds annoying. Like she knows everything. Sigh. I wonder which Mr. Night Millennium reports to her about our doings.

I wanted to blog about something but after this page's loaded, I seem to have forgot about it.

Do you have t0 ask questions all the time? Have you ever wondered how many questions you ask every 5 minutes? Where is the peace that we all need? How come you can even come up with a 4 1/2 day work. You crazy ar?

It'll be Hani's last day at work tomorrow. She has received an important call yesterday. Congrats to her for getting a place in ITE for BioChem.

Actually I do not know what to say. Death Note 26. Lots of flashbacks on what L have achieved so far before his death. Knowing that he would die, he gave out a message to Light whom he knows that he is Kira. Mello and Near came out in the end. A voice saying "What is it" but not showing who's saying it. Then it shows the back of Mello and Near and that's it! WTH! Just like when L 1st appearance. It was the same thing. Sigh. Accumulate accumulate accumulate. From seeing the new opening of Bleach, there seem to show lots of Orihime and seems like she is being in the hands of Aizen Sousuke. Wow! We all know she like Ichigo. Getting exciting! Worth th wait to see Aizen reappearance.

I guess you just have to screw up somewhere along the line to get use to things.....
My first screwed up today. Wuaahahaha!!!! No more LuNch liao! GoNe! He's pissed off. But I 1st tiMe wat!!! Aiyah! How? Nothing lor. No can do already. Learnt a lesson SariNaH.

How's everything? Good? I guess everything are going on fine. How's work? How's home? How's life? Work's good. Home's okay. Life sucks. Or so-so? Or not bad? ....Don't want to talk bad ar. Don't want to think bad ar. But I think you need to learn more things rather than just talk. So what you sitting for diploma if you don't even know the proper basics of being courteous. Oroka!!!!!!

FinaLLy~! I've got my hands on them! Bakumatsu Kikansetsu Irohanihoheto Original Soundtrack Vol.1 & 2 ....I have new a favorite composer.... salute to Hideyuki Fukasawa sensei!

Akizuki Youjiro looks good On Vol.1 cover .....but


















.....Sotetsu Ibaragi looks distorted on Vol.2 cover.

First, I would like to congratulate my dearest cousin Muhd Sufyan for being awarded as Best Trainee amongst 4 of them at the POP party. We were so happy and excited that we all jumping with joy in tears. Okay! We didn't jump but we were really happy!
We have no idea that he would be receiving that award til the end of a video clip of a scenario was shown, re-enacted by those award receivers.
The whole scenario of stopping the fire were really interesting and I was lucky to be in the front row. Along with Rai and Shid.
I had reached the academy first while Rai next and decided to proceed to the parade area first. Almost an hour later, Shasha and family arrived. Only to find them 3 rows behind us and were were to the end of the left. There was an empty seat beside Rai, so Shid joined us as the cameraman.
At the final drill, Sufy was right in front of us that he almost laughed. He managed to control his smile. After the awards had been given, parents are to proceed forward to the sons to put on the badge on their left chest. We waited for Bik Sal and Cik Amin to ome forward although we're not suppose to. But we all went, being so happy that we quickly got Bik Sal to put the badge on before we could be proceed back to our seats. Hugs and photos taken while the recruits are still in their positions. Not to laugh or smile or talk. We were all ending up in tears.
As the parade ends, proceeded to refreshments where it Cik Amin and Aqilah really ate quite much. Hanged out at Banquet Jurong Point for a little while for some desserts and drinks and off we back home. At Boon Lay MRT station met Wak Ju coincidentally and we all went back merrily together. Feeling really tired. A Gulp from 7 eleven soothes my throat.
On the way back, the cover of my Gulp cup loosens and the wind blew away the cover and straw before I could even catch it. Sigh. What a day!

...There will come a time where my office will be at the 25th floor and the 34th floor will the lounge where there'll be pool tables and arcades. 35th floor will be the soccer pitch. Yes ar! What a life I'm having. ...I am feeling a little irritated and annoyed.

I am officially an ....OTAKU! Only just that I don't cosplay. I first watched an anime like few years back on AXN where they were playing Samurai X.
(I didn't count the time when I was younger where I watched Doraemon on TV2. It was even dubbed in Malay. Plus that time I didn't know it was an anime. Thought it was just a normal cartoon.)
After Samurai x, there was Gensoumaden Saiyuki. I watched everything and got excited and even bought the collection dvds and other anime dvds. After years of just watching animes, this year I went on to downloading Death Note's translated manga online and read them through til the end. I moved on to Bus Gamers AAA and Saiyuki Gaiden. It is not complete though and yesterday I was in Kinokunya and I ended up buying Wild Adapter's mangas! Volume 1 and volume 2!

Oh well, that's about it. Bye.....

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Death Note OST II and Death Note OST..... Death Note OST II sounds very taunting and fierce.
After reading the manga and now continuing the anime which is already at episode 24. Kira looks more evil and in color. Whoa!
The power of color. Really. Brings it alive!

Yatta! I've finished reading Death Note manga! It was a great ending. I love it the fact that both L's successors work on the case together without even acknowledging each other's pride.

Which should I move on to next? I've deletedaway Bleach's manga as I've already watched the anime til episode 119. So, there're Battle Royale Bus Gamer AAA and Saiyuki Gaiden (which is still ongoing and is only at volume 2).

I'm lack of everything. Knowledge, exercise, thoughts..... I hate being outside although I want to be. I do not have an inferiority complex but I know someone who has it. He was a bit hurt after I told him to think about going for Speech course. He told me he wasn't hurt but me and boss thought he might be from the way he answered his No. I'll try to make amends for hurting him. Sigh, I'm a nice person ain't I. Am I too soft? But I can be too straight-forward at times. I have to think through again. About who am I going to be, what am I going to be. Are those neccessary? People do make mistakes at times, right?

Grandma admitted to hospital today. Due to lung infection. Still in the emergency ward now due to no beds at the moment. I'm not going over today. Maybe tomorrow. I'm having a headache.

:: KeehLHakkaiShoujo :: it will be.

Watching ->
D.Gray Man =ongoing
Bleach =ongoing
Naruto Shippuuden =ongoing
Midori Days
Death Note =ongoing
YamaNade =ongoing
BakuIro =ongoing
Black Cat


Reading ->
Saiyuki Gaiden =ongoing
Battle Royale
Bleach =ongoing
Bus Gamer AAA

These are the rules: Each player of this game starts out by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog!

1. Being the lady boss in my new workplace.
2. I was enjoying being a Bus(iness) Gamer in a dream.
   
3. I'm starting to read mangas (japanese comics).
   
4. Cut my hair myself. Not even in a proper style.
   
5. I might be Cho Hakkai in my previous life.
6. I'm starting to read and post replies on certain forums. Wow!
   

That's it. I'm tagging... erm... Yammie, Shid, Shasha, Ling Fang and Hani.

From late evening to this morning at ten. I really had a nice sleep. Mom's done with th tv, I'm gonna continue with my Bakumatsu Kikansetsu Irohanihoheto!

Lots of things. So many things. Think think think. Do do do. Hear hear hear. Tired tired tired.

The weddings, the sellings, the aliasings, the bargainings. I'm so tired.

Some things have been happening at work. From the New Age to the crazy antics of individuality.
We did some rearranging in the office. Which took up almost half of the day. Wires all tangled up and papers lying around. The most scary part was the tanglings of the wires. According to Akbar it's the New Age concept.
Yeah! Right!
The best thing was when I came in the next day, I found a telephone line cut off. Told Akbar about and he tried to fix. Hani came in 30 mins later and we helped him out by checking if the telephones are working or not. He even called us over and showed us the wirings in the 2 sockets which he'd opened up. He even compared how it was badly done by the banglas and well doned by the chinas. Anyways.... Almost another half an hour gone after Hani's entrance, he starts laughing and telling us how stupid he was. Going over to him, he told us that he actually forgot to plug in the new wire line to the socket. That was why the phones wheren't working properly. Haha!!!

Yesterday, Subra had to send the pictures of the artworks and details to the exhibition premise. Before that, I was told to make a copy of each of the pictures for our own keeps. When Akbar came back, he told us not need to photocopy but just to take one since 2 copies were given. Sigh! Me and Hani kept pestering him to buy food for us. Subra who later on went on for the delivery came back with a surprise from me. I've left out one more picture for him to send. He had no choice but go. Later on, Akbar called him to get some food for us and at the same time I received a call from the photographer's who's artwork picture's I've left out. I was surprised and paisey that I left out her detail forms. The rest, Akbar and Hani had nothing left to say and didn't want to help me.
Subra came back an hour later. He passed us the foods he bought for us and I passed him the wrapped up document and just told him there's delivery as I hid one corner. He looked at the address and said, "Again!? Aiyah... Never mind la!".... Paisey paisey...

Later on more crazy antics went on. Hani stayed til 6pm as it was her (maybe) last day.

Sigh. I'm so sleepy right now. I want to watch more of Saiyuki! Downloaded Saiyuki Gaiden Vol 1 and Vol 2. Vol 3 will only be out in Summer 2007. Urgh! I want to look for the 2-part OVA series of Saiyuki which were released back in 1999. Gensomaden Saiyuki, I already have the dvds. Saiyuki Reload and Gunlock, I'll be having them soon. Next in April 2007 & Autumn 2007, a 3-part OVA series of Saiyuki Reload -burial- will be out. Sigh. It's all on Sanzo. ...Sanzo...

..And maybe I was Hakkai in my past life.

Finally! The site is back up!

Yoohoo! Finally Naruto Hurricane Chronicles episode 5 is out! Oh well!

Had my time off today. Hani came by to send the Animes I borrowed from her. Left it at work yesterday. Totally forgot about it. I thought I have put inside my bag but didn't. Sigh... I am getting old after all. STM (Short Term Memory) hitting me, I guess.

Finally get to watch Saiyuki Reload. Well, acually I've watched it already but I just miss it. I want to watch it again and Saiyuki Reload Gunlock only managed to watched half of it. I was really pissed by that westerner characters. Chey!

Another last minute plannings. Will it work? Well... it usually does.

It was someone's birthday yesterday. I forgot about it until I went into friendster and saw it. But! It's not affecting me anymore. I'm all well now.
Another problem.... how do I let it go?

www.1.fm.com = Bombay Beats ; All non-stop Bollywood hits @128 kbps
www.japanaradio.com = Japan-A-Radio ; All non-stop Japanese hits @96kbps
www.animeacademyradio.net = Anime Academy Radio ; All non-stop hits from animes @128kbps
http://kawaii-radio.net = k a w a i i - r a d i o | sr1 ; All non-stop Japanese hits

Those are the 4 current internet radio stations I'm listening to. Haven't found any Malay station yet.

Done with the setting up of the white boards but I think it's not up to satisfaction. I think I need to redo the tables. Sigh.

Took the bus to work today. I managed to calculate the timings. Reached at almost 9.30am. It's good enough. Next time I know what time to go out of the house. As for going back time, think I'll stick to the MRT.
Go to work by taking 857, I get to sit. But if I take the train, I'll be stuck in the smelly crowd. All the way from Khatib to City Hall. Hate it. I hate morning trains. It's so stuffy and yikes! Some more still have to change trains. I guess I'll do that when I go back.
The calculations on going back and coming to work with the trains and buses both estimated the same. So, roughly I know what time to get out of the house.

Been going back at 5.30pm the pass 2 days. On Monday, I was really tired. My colleague dropped me off near the National Library. Was tempted to go but I'm not done with the current books I'm reading.

The air-con in the office really crazy one. Funny. Sometimes too cold sometimes too hot. The function also really funny.

Really wanted to relax after coming back from work yesterday. So, after shower I decided to try Howl's Moving Castle dvd in my room again. Still shows "no disc" on my player. I cleaned up the disc and this time it can be played. Yeah!
Mom came in at the time I was expecting. I have already prepared myself on saying no to her and I did it. 10 minutes later, I checked to see how she is doing and maybe let her watch her show. She was in her room. Lying down on her bed in the dark. I told her to go ahead and watch and she say don't want. ....I can't believe it. She's sulking over missing a show. I am quite sure there is a repeat if she just check the guide. But she's making a fuss about it. I mean, doesn't she actually care if I need a rest after coming back to work or something? I didn't mind at all when I was not working that time but I was really tired and from doing the usual (watching anime on the pc or whatever), I prefer to just stay in my room and rest.
Anyway, after she said no I decided to have my dinner. I turned on the pc to download the last episode of Black Cat and went back to my room and watch Howl's Moving Castle as I eat my dinner.After watching it, I ended up falling asleep.

Today after reaching work, I start to wonder if the USB hub will still be able to use. I decided to connect the USB hub to the USB port at the back of the hard drive. It connected well and there were no "USB not recognised prompting". Seems like the extra USB ports are spoilt. Sigh. I've been changing cables and mini-mouse non-stop for the past 3 days.

I need Dreamweaver and Photoshop here. Boss told me to use the Photoshop CS 2 but it's a trial ar! He'll be back tomorrow. Hope he got me a mouse... Not the animal being, mouse. The pc mouse ar!

Listening to Anime Academy Radio right now. Listening to character songs really funny la. The djs are unprofessional though but nice songs are on....!

Shall go back at 5.30pm again since there are nothing much to be done today. Go back, shall update the links and stuffs and can continue reading the Death Note manga! Woo-hoo!

I hope it's not going to be another obsession. I didn't want to read a Manga. Just watching animes would be enough. But I can't sleep and watching anime at this time wouldn't be the right time. I have work to go to later. So, what have I been doing?...

I downloaded Death Note manga. I read the 1st volume and even thought of listening to the soundtrack as I read it. Ridiculous la. Like nothing better to do like that. But still, I read the manga. I've downloaded the 1st 4 volumes and still 8 more volumes to be downloaded. It's a manga. A comic. More details are in it than the anime. What the hell! I'm reading Mangas now.

This is just the beginning. ...Will this go on?

Dad woke up really early today. I just remembered that he have therapy to go today. I'm thinking of a different route to work today. Sigh.... Wonder how.

They like to panic beforehand. Not finding a conclusion first but panic first.

Someone is showing its rudeness towards someone. Big one already knows this kind of situation will happen when the someone grows up. It's unavoidable. I agreed too.

Tomorrow is going to be a hot day. I'm going to hate it.

I want to bring something to eat on Monday. Thinking of fried rice again. Aiyah.

Mostly voted white. Waah!

I would like to thank the "friendly" neighborhood No. 1 stray strongest fat cat, Noisy. For giving me such a wonderful three and a half hour of sleep and waking me up fully after that.
For disturbing my nice sleep and giving me a hard time to try get back to my wonderful dream. Also for my visualisations on me strangling you with my own bare hands. It is not my wish to do so but I will do so in my brain.

Like I hope for, Death Note 21 is out! Yay! But I think I'm not gonna watch it now. Maybe I'm gonna compile them for a bit and later will watch them. Same goes for Naruto and Bleach. Nana too! 36 just came out but waiting for them to release again takes another longer time. So, I'm gonna just download them and save them in one playlist and once I compile enough, I'll watch them.

Work is great. It's nice. As the said it's relax and flexi. It's good. My sales guy said something funny just now when I turned on my mp3. My boss suggested to turn on the Class 95 but haha!! I told him I'll just be listening to my mp3s for awhile. So, I'm going to start bringing my ipod cable. Yeah-hoo!

I need to boost up my confidence. I need to shape down and try not to pull up my socks too high.

Whatever is that. I love you all.

I have moved. From the 3rd floor to the 2nd floor. I'm in the same venue and at the same time. I am back on the liNe. Woo-hoo!

Such KiNd peopLe they aRe.

Am I that much of a lazy bum? If I am, would I be even working around the house? Have I been just lying around doing nothing at all? Have I just been sitting by the pc all day? Have I been watching tv all day? Have I been just sleeping the whole day and night? Well, I just did yesterday but I was up.

Mom bought March's issue of Manja. Hahaha!!! She was happily coming into my room with the magazine and telling me that she bought it and I was surprise. I laughed although it hurts my stomach. Very funny la. I turned and told her that it'll be the April issue. She stopped halfway through the door and than went back out and put the magazine on the dining table, whining out that it's the April issue not March. Than coming into the room and kept on saying she heard me saying March instead of April.

My lips are chapping. It is becoming so dry and I had to brush the dried ones off. Not so pain. Used to it.

I'm gonna check out the forum again and continue my download on Black Cat. Should've watch it back then.

Finally watched Jay Zhou's 2004 vcd concert which I borrowed from Siti. You know, after 2 years of borrowing I finally watched it now. But only the 1st disc. WTH.

How's my day today going to be? Hopefully to be late.

I'm feeling rather uncomfortable right now. I hate this moment.

...and I forgot about Ugly Betty!

Saikkou!

Death Note Anime OST, Mushishi OST 1, Mononoke Hime Image Album, Samurai 7 ED album, Inuyasha OST 1, Ouran High OSTs.... All! the best! I like the music! Everything from classical japanese to avant gardes to rock to... BEST!

But nothing beats Samurai X's OSTs

Had a little conversation. To me it was not a serious conversation because everything I said was half true. Well, I guess some people gets too sensitive and starts replying too seriously. Why does it have to be that way?

I agree with my sister, yes, that war is inhumane and cruel. It's violence. No one wants that. Even me. I like watching war movies, I can handle violent shows as to some people they are just mere entertaining. Everybody has a right to enjoy what they like. Be it music, food or clothings. Now, about the war and violence, I was only just talking about it. I am not doing it. If the real thing appears, we have to stop it in anyway. I am not saying just because I love war movies and violence doesn't mean I love doing them too.
Well, maybe someone thinks I'm getting off the point here. I feel like I am.

Anyway, forget about all that. But after much reading, war is not something everyone wants. It is also something that we need to fight for. War doesn't come on easily. ... Sigh. Bluergh! Behind each war, there are reasons. Be it good or bad, it's up to the idealist.

Naruto Shippuuden has start another interesting fights and story going on. For Bleach, the beginning of disaster for both real world and soul society has started.

I got a spoiler on Naruto Shippudden that Kazekage, Gaara would die later on. Such a good character. I read some of the latest manga too. Sigh. Sasuke attacked Orochimaru. Orochimaru's dying anyway.
Ichigo has become more tense and Rukia's zanpakutou is purely beautiful.

Changed the curtain, did the laundries, dried them out, yet to vaccum my room for this week.

Mushishi OST 1 is realli nice soothing music. Composer Toshio Matsuda really is something.

First, I would like to thanks Nuraihan for introducing me the coffee International Roast. It is not strong but that light taste really is nice.

Second, I would like to thanks my dearest sister, Siti Mariam. For introducing me more Nokia phones. I have decided on a phone as I am getting all fed-up over the stupid NEC 412i which is really getting on my nerves. Personally, I really would love to throw it down from the 12th floor lever house or more or maybe maybe maybe maybe.....maybe maybe.....maybe...MAYBE.... burn it in a big fire and see it dissolve... **but~but~ if I burn it in a big flame, will I see it dissolve ???~* Thank you my sister. I love you dearLy.

Third I would like to thanks my mom for always over-worrying and stressing and screaming or yelling or whatever you call it for over such small matters.

Fourth, I would like to thank all animators in Japan for giving out cool inpirational powerful animations for the world to see. You works are kindly appreciated.

Fifth, I would like to thank the rain for coming back at the wrong time. ~WHAT THE HELL~~!!!!!

Sixth, I would like to thank my bff for inviting me to her open-house which I probably am not going.

Seventh, I would like to thank..... URGH!!! I want to sleep.