feeling so home

do you all know that margarine is actualli fake butter??? scientist merely created margarine for those people who are health-conscious.

anyway, it's saturday today. somehow, last night i got too tired and wanting to stay late, i couldn't. so, i slept earli. and, i woke up... rather earli too. woke up at 11am and saw mom reading the newspaper. i went back to sleep and woke up at 2pm. he he.... had shower, dried out the laundry, did some cookings. oh boy, me, in de kitchen, cooking. somehow i feel so weird but good.

muaahahahaah!!!

have i mention? nope i suppose. i failed my mock practical exam at chemistry that dae. haha!!! i was wrong on all my recordings but manage to correct on few. he he he he he he

it's mom's birthdya today. dad wanted to buy some nice foods to eat since we're suppose to go out for dinner. but i told him not to as we need to be conscious on what she is eating.

im having a headache. i need a cup of coffee.

kill bill?

well, i don't know if that anime there is kill bill. but I researched that it's a PS2 game, Disegea. Well, de character's cute. I seem to love my layout now. I wonder when I will change again. I hope not for a very long time.

Mom is back and its de 2nd dae she's back and she's like not asleep yet. She should be soon. Wonder if she's taken her meds.

just had an orange. so nice. i love it. the acidic citrus food, splattering juices in my mouth. err? my english like a bit spoilt there siak. hahaha!!!

i love you, you love me... da~miss you

some things are just not meant to happen here but it happened. and some bloody ppl think they're so good that they would like to conquer everything.

nevernding stories from sebastian dear is unfinished. well, never finish.

....im in Feel Good Inc today

morning trash

basically, it's friday. basically, it's raining. basically, it's cold. and so, basically, ppl will not attend work. how i wish it is me but no can do.
jennifer's not here today. wan's not here today. i arrived work drenched. i was too lazy to take out the unbrella as i was rushing. i was looking sexy and all than, the coldness in store gets to me. i was brain-freezed.
morning work was great. i mean, teabreak. mike came down teabreak for the 1st time and i couldnt resist sitting on the same table as he is. he bought coffee with me as i helped him buy the kopi o. i mean, he meant to get the kopi o for lim but he asked the auntie for black coffee instead and the auntie didnt know. haha. goodness i was there. he he he....
sat down with mike and so, tj sat on de same table with us. he he... and it was all so merrier when desmond loh joined in.

chey!

damn that jennifer never come. she called me to have me help her submit her ot form. okay, she asked me nicely. now, there's one more person who have not submitted his ot form. actualli 2. im ignoring them. they ask, i'll do. he he

and that planner, am gonna kill her! she never even check the inventory properly and she simply jz prepare the document and got evert single ppl involve confused. she good le! bloody hell! she is one stupid bitch man! i tell u... she is. she should go back to her home town.
somehow i think she's a witch. he he. if she is, i wanna be her disciple. she draws her eyebrow all de way til the end of de eye. i mean, there is a nice way to draw de shape of it but she didnt.

oh man, de stupid sebastian is being cranky again. he just stops everybody and tells out his story and gossips again. oh something pls drop on his head and let him be unconcious for a month and wake up a brand new different man.

tj tj!!! u are so damn... de shoes... i knw u wore it b4. bt it's nt nice la.

SOMEONE, PLS, SLAP HER FACE! GOODNESS!

de ppl here seems to get more trashy than ever. including meself? i don't knw. maybe. what do u thk?

de lady who is sitting beside me is totally the nearest to the button which opens the door. and why is she not even bothering? will pressing the door kill her and explodes her to many pieces?

de beginning of a start

hello ppl! how are you all doing? sickeningLy sick, I believe... Muaahaha!!!!

am listening to "Listen To My Heart - BoA"

kinda hectic last few days. Went down to pay for our genting trip. me and fida were wondering.... (see below pls...)

Q1.
(a) 40 + 11 = 55
(b) 11 + 40 = 52
(c) 40 + 11 = 51
(d) none of the above ( )

Q2.
(a) 52 x 2 = 110
(b) 55 x 2 = 102
(c) 51 x 2 = 102
(d) none of the above ( )

oKay, my mom is in the hospital now & she didn't even remember that she fell. Thank god I was around. Running around the house, cooking and attending to her. There was no other choice left.

Had a nice lunch. Chicken Curry. hehe...

Another problem occured. Sigh. Why does it have to happen? I mean, everything was dandy and fine and things just have to go wrong. I hope everybody is doing alright.

+missing you much+ said you'll do what you promised but you're upsetting me more. It's getting more LoNeLy.

am downLoading Final Fantasy: Advent Children. Oh gosh! Can't wait!

Can't wait for payday. Need to get dvd-rs.....

Anyway, ppl, is this nice? I fell in love when I saw it the 1st time. iPodNano.

Ewan McGregor

watched Robots. it's killing me. i was laughing my ass off out loud. oh my goodness! it was funny! it's after 0100hrs and we're laughing out damn loud. well, i was loud. it was funni! damn real funni!

good dae me feLLows

im kinda bored but excited and tired. all in one la. work is like never end. comes in, shake leg and forever thinking whether to go take half day or not.

i hope everything will turn out fine today. jennifer said she's not coming, therefore, i put her status as on MC on the white board. mud and oj are doing their well and laughing about as always. and de bloody cuckoo back from his holiday is once again doing his stupid make-up stories of other people and try hooking girl and boy together for a getaway. or whatever.

basically im like slacking here. instead of working, im playing around with livejournal. i never thought i'll create a journal here. i don't know. i basicalli don't know.
same time, i could see 4 channels of 4 different depts from my seat here. im like a part-time security guard too but i dn go and run around if there's problem. instead, i'll just call someone and make sure some things to be done, or other else, i won't be bother at all.

what the hell am i babbling?

anyway, tj looks kinda total slack today. didnt put on any wax and his hair is getting longer. he need a haircut. ppl keeps coming in to store but nothing done. they'll just run about screaming like mad people.

good morning right now to you. i'll see what i can do right now.

+___+

it's after lunch time now. everybody's start working. well, me too. but, i don't start immediately. tj came over to ask for some parts and i manage to help him a little. just a little but not more. well, it was so quiet this morning and the bored-ness was realli all in to me. i was doing my work but i was work. i tried not to pass it to someone else and luckily i didnt.

lunch time, went down over to find tj and once he saw me, he knew it was lunch time. i onli had fruits. a very sour green apple and a piece of papaya. still having my pms, oh boy, this week realli have much, maybe due to last mth's little-due outcome.

i re-did some locations of the parts here in the store warehouse and relocate their location. i thought, before i realli go on leaves or realli leave this bloody workplace, i better do something nice. he he....

i've decided to use livejournal.com as a blogspace for me when i'm at work. yup! since all this network things prepare a blog space for you, might as well make use of it. plus, with a lousy computer like mine which barely supports anything, an easy update like this space is ok. im gonna make sure that i'll update this blog space onli when im at work.

tj was so sweet and warm.... i love him.

"lurve u da!"

Lunch done!~

definitely, my right eye is getting more sticky and now, it's blurrer. sigh. i kept rubbing my eye and tj kept on pulling away my hand and beating my hand. it's painful but my right eye still abit itchy. especially when i was playing tetris on his psp just nw. i was concentrating it so much until i almost forgot lunchtime was done. he he he!!! i was at 3rd stage alreadi.
m getting used to that psp now. gonna try and play other games. he he....

jennifer came back from making her new atm card, which eventualli didnt make any cz of her missing ic and she didnt bring her passport. having her late lunch now with just a pastry. looks like chicken pie. yummy. looks nice.

watched America's Next Top Model yesterdae. They were all beautiful. And it was the best show ever. Tyra Banks screaming at that Tiffany. She deserves it! Ha ha.....

I guess I'm gonna go on like this.

bLogSpot-ting boRingLy Morning

good morning people of the world. i am feeling veri lucky to be here in my blogger, blogging my blog.

wait! aren't i a blogger?

i feel like the most boring days of my life are here. in fact, they are alreadi here. what's more, my most stressing moment is coming up in 2 months time and i'm like a zombie who doesn't know anything or want to do anything.

Basically, im sick. sick & tired of all things happening at work. as i said earlier, the environment is fun bt de workload is like bleaurgh!

i have nothing more to say. i just want my da with me....

"...& my heart did time in Siberia/waiting for my life to come through/& it's all so dark & mysterious/when the one you want doesnt want you too..." - Siberia, Backstreet Boys.

I can't do any edits here at work cuz the pc here sucks. it doesnt support many many things and it's sickeningly sick!

Deprived

It's Sunday. The weather? cold. Raining again. The whole day. i was up early, despite sleeping realli late. But still, I had short nap in de late afternoon.

Uncle Sumali came over, sending mom and nyai back from a wedding. Burnt Saiyuki Reload for him before he go off and took some snaps of pictures on his 3G phone.

Watched the news, there was Saddam Hussein and dad told us that his friends called him Saddam Hussein. And when Saddam Hussein eventually came on the news, I took a look at him and oh my goodness, they realli look alike. Haha!!!

Did my Chemistry assessment and I got tired of it that my brain almost poops out. But, oh well, gotta continue with it.

Okay, anime male characters now are getting more and more attractive. Why not the real human male species?

Where are you?

Meal for 2dae = Fried egg bread, plain rice with fish & veggies, orange, mango pudding.

Food Diary

Seriously, I have to start making a Food Diary. I want to take note of what I've eaten for the day. Well, I'm gonna make a column for my food diary. At the least, there is a place where I will never forget to update and I will easily remember what I've eaten and take note of them.

1/9/05 Thursday = HL chocolate milk, plain rice with beef & veggies, spicy chilli dog.

2/9/05 Friday = milo, mee goreng, plain rice with long beans & fishcakes, fish burger, coke, french fries.

3/9/05 Saturday = carrot cake, plain rice with veggies & fish, slimming tea, bread with eggs.

PMS

I am no feeling very good. I guess it's pms. But then again, it may be something else. Or then again, it may just be pms. I don't know. Can I say that I'm confused? Maybe not. Still, it must be pms.

I am not happy with the things going on right now. Looks like everything that I told her was just a waste of time. I guess, now I know how it feels to be an elder. Although she is my elder. Nothing seems to be working and what I see, the situation's still the same. No change made. Well, maybe only for that 1 day la but after that, it was back to zero. Zero with a big Z starting with it.

I was worried the past few days cause I was kinda late. I don't want to be late. But thank goodness I was not. But seeing the date, I hope next month, it won't fall on the wrong date.

Like I said, I knew it. It has happened. Like as if I don't know what to do. If she's not doing anything to change, than I will not do anything to change.

Let's not waste anybody's time here but, I don't give a damn anymore.

Lone-some

I need to re-do my photo links. all. All of it. Some of the links have changed and I simply have to re link everything only to find out that I've moved some of them away to another storage and some have been re-uploaded a few times and shared out many times. Okay, I'm starting to hate you S*******y! You are not a good storage.

Oh Boy!

Work was good today. I was busy and I was having fun today. I like the amosphere today but I don't like the weather today. It was cold and it was raining the whole day.
And I am now typing out this blog without even looking at the keyboard. Amazing! But, I discovered that I do still have mistakes. Of course you don't see the mistake now cz, I re-edited them. muaahaha!!!

i woke up late. right after shower, got into the room, tj called. he's on MC.... tsktsktsk.... so near yet so far.... ~miss You da~

oh, I went to watch The Maid today. It was for free so I go la. And I was surprised at the 1st part but it was oKay after that. The ghost of the maid was so poor. And luckily that alive maid made it out.

And to all maids out there, there's a free screening of The Maid for you all. Got catch it! Ask your employers to give u a free day off! Tell them to give u off, if they don't, tell them that u'll hunt them if u die!

muaahaha!!!

okay, i feel bad there. feels scary~

And after a long time, i mean, a very long time, i actualli walked home. Instead of taking 812 from the bus interchange, I actualli walked home. Why? It was too cold. I stayed 2 hours in de cinema, freezing and I didnt even want to walked into Northpoint or take the bus home. I simply just walked outside Northpoint, and there I decided to walk home and as I getting nearer to home, I never thought it's just so near.

KenshiN!

I came back home, went to the toilet, had a cold shower, it was a nice feeling. i washed my hair, it was a nice feeling, i scrubbed my body, it was a nice feeling, i scrubbed my legs & toes, it was a nice feeling, i brushed my teeth, it was a nice feeling. Went to my room and to put on my clothes & saw 2 dvds on my bed, it was a damn good feeling.

My most precious 2 Samurai X dvds which I ordered from US are back! I was glad! They are in good condition and I think I wanna go and watch it.

I can't wait! I can't wait! I can't wait!

Miss you da~

America's Next Top Model

...& the America's Next Top Model is....

Whatever it is.... I think I'm not completely done yet here.

Ninjas & the Sun

Self Manicure - Home made - Tips Get those lovely nails on no time. Ok you want those lovely looking nails and want to do them yourself? you can get that in no time and no money :) 1) Remove any old nail paint/polish with the help of remover, remove dead skin around the nail with ease. 2. With the help of emery board shape your nails from the edges to the center, hold the emery board lightly. 3) Wash your hands with hot soupy water, brush them well and dry the nails. 4) Apply the first protective layer on the nail. 5) Apply coat of nail polish from the start towards the end of the nail in one direction. Once it drys up, apply one more coat to gain shine. You are all done :)

ok, got that from a site in msn. Hehe... kinda useful right? i thk so too....

Anyway, woke up earli morning to go to the toilet. Than went on to watched the anticipating episode of gundam seed destiny. It's getting more and more interesting. And than watched Yakitate Japan!. oh boy, dt show realli makes me hungry. I made breakfast of course after that. It was nice. ha ha!!!
Then, laid down on de sofa, clearing all de stuffs needed in my Panasonic X70. Laid down on de sofa was so nice but I got up quickly to meet up with tj. It was refresing meeting him again. We did our rounds and finally I sold off my Panasonic X70 away.

And I found a data link cable for SGH-E630C le. $28 at toa payoh.

It was a hot day and I realli felt like fainting. tj bought me a can of green tea and within 2mins, i've alreadi finished. I continued drinking his 100 plus. It was nice. cooling. Went down orchard after that. and it was crowded as usual. Bands playing their music everywhere. Actualli, 2 places onli. Outside Far East Plaza & Wheelock Place.
Birkenstock outlet was surprisingly crowded. I quickly took the slippers I wanted, tried it, paid for it and off I go. It was bloody hot in the outlet and it was crowded. Pissed off for awhile and tj was pissed off too. Basically, we were pissed off at each other... well, all gone well now. im home. went to burger king before that to buy some supper meal. and im onli allowed with a pathetic whopper chicken. okay, i dn mind. no frice and i asked for coke light wif lemon but instead i got coke.
too de bus back and mom was all kao peh kao bu about my attire.

sigh

well, i love my new phone.

wonder hw long.

gotta watch this movie coming out. Shinobi. it's based on the anime Basilisk. It's so nice. I love it. I want to watch it. wonder will it make it to our pathetic isLand.

me wearing white nail poLish. eeK!

W H Y ?

why? i have been unlucky for the past few days. got my pay last saturday. I went out. Wanted to get something bt I didnt.

1st, im down with gastric flu again. for 2 days, my stomach wasn't feeling so good.
2nd, my ezlink card, which i've just top-up, which contains de amount of sixty dollars plus plus, lost.
3rd, my sandals was tore off by a colleague and i had to wear tj's shoes, while tj wears de safety boots. poor him!

got my new mobile phone, samsung e630c. it's a nice phone. wonder how long im gonna be using it. mom tot it;s a flip phone and she kinda tried forcin it open until i quickly pull it away from her and showed that it's a slide phone. need to configure lots more things. sigh....

pLain Foods 4 mE pLs

maybe i should start counting how many gastrics i have in a year. can say i have quite a lot. de last time i had it was like about 2 months ago. and now, im having it again. hmm, what should i eat now?

i can't wait to get my confirmation for my new line and new handphone. Can say it's not the best phone but well, i heck care much about those certain things. You knw, like, how mega pixel is de camera on de phone, what functions does it have. Well, I figure, if I were to think so much of those stuffs, I won't be getting any phone that satisfy me. Erm, what am i Saying? I feel like i don't even know what I'm talking about. Anyway, I'm getting a Samsung SGH-E630C. It doesnt have bluetooth, it doesnt play mp3, it doesnt play video. But it has polyphonic ringtones, it has sms/mms, and it has incoming/outgoing calls. Well, good enough. Good enough for me and my darlings to contact each other hehe.....

Having Chemistry class tonight. Bought a Chemistry assessment book and oh boy, it's so thick. I almost lost my head as I do not know which to buy. But, I feel I've bought a wrong one. I should have bought the topic by topic ones as I'm a 1st time chemistry learner. I knw, i'm "smart". So "smart" ha ha

okay, my stomach's not feeling good now. The doctor gave me pills to get ris of my gastric wind. Sigh. Which anime whould I watch 2dae?

Otogizoushi

That is the name of the anime that I am in to now. It's a very nice one. Havent watch the whole thing finish yet on how they came to the future and stuffs. But the 1st 13 episodes, the opening song. It's the best song I ever heard. I like it very much. It's called Zen, by a group called Attack Haus. Now, I cant wait for tj to go over to Japan and get that cd for me! I want it! I want it! I want it!!!!

tide....

i wnt to update my blog but i dn knw wt to say, hw to say or when to say. well, nw is de time right. whatever. bye!

little thing

i thk the thing that's coming out in the middle of my forehead is a PIMPLE! AAAHHHH!!!! i'm like female version of Sanzo!

"it's raining"

finalli i got dt song by Bi, a korean singer. it's a korean song. it's been ages since i've listen to nice korean songs. now they're out wif one. ha ha.... i like the video too.

work was okay. i redo my filings, did every copys that are needed to be done. run out and away for awhile. de ATM there will be close for a week. It's under renovation. I wonder what.... hmm... a better shelter? shasha called when i got home and i ordered my phone. Hope I can get it by next week.

Did i tell you that on Saturday, i went out with tj, he was carrying my bag all the way. after putting his stuffs all in together, it was all heavier. And after dinner, he somehow forgot about my bag. We got up and walked on separate paths and by at the end of the eating place, I saw him empty handed... Not even running to him, I simply just screamed at him, "WHERE's MY BAG!?" he quickly turned back and run off to the where we seated and got my bag. Thank goodness nobody was sitting there yet and the table was just about to be cleared. I was worried sick cz my wallet and stuffs were in there and he was worried sick about his PSP. chey! He onli start worrying about his psp after i screamed at him. Well, it's like, when i actualli screamed at him "WHERE's MY BAG!?", he start thinking of his psp. he don't think of my bag, he only thinks of his llluuurrrvvving Portable PlayStation. hmph!

It was a lazy Sunday for me but I had to drag my ass off to Rach's. I was slow. I know I am. I hope she's okay with me. I hope I'm not letting her down. Watched the anime where the kid have solar hands and make better breads than others, t'was funny. Than continued to Howl's Moving Castle. It was a nice one. A funny one too. The voice of Takuya Kimura really makes Howl's character more sexier. Haha!!

Anyway, did anyone watched America's Next Top Model 3? I alreadi knew who's the winner and I've used her image as my layout b4. Anyway, did you noticed that one contestant, Naima? She's like everything of Justin Timberlake. Her look, her ways, her talk. She's like all like Justin Timberlake. It's like Naima and Justin are twins, with he same face, onli that, 1 is female and 1 is male. Naimae dance and so does Justin. See! They are similar. Ha ha!!!

Mom watched Anugerah and a contestant sang Ziana Zain's Menadah Gerimis and I remember I had that mp3. Listening to it now. It so nice. Than there's one who sang Ning Baizura's Selagi Ada (Cinta). A nice song too. And oh boy! It's realli hard to carry Ning Baizura song le.

wiLd roX

omg! i was wrong! did i actualli missed America's Next Top Model Season 3 on ch 5? cz I just found out dt ch 5 nw is actualli playing Season 4. Naima is the winner... oops! Did I just said that? I love her ar! Aiyoh!

sticky chewy chocolate

Work was damn fucking shit today. As I told tj b4, everybody in that company are fucking shits, in which he disagrees andsay only certain are. But I told him again 2dae that, everybody are, including me and him. No exceptions.
after so long, we went to swensen. wanted to eat Subway bt tj promised me swensen ice-cream and we went today. and you know, the swensen, de one beside Paragon, I actualli finally went there, I have always wanted to go there but I didnt but today I did. he promised me ice-cream but I got to eat others too. Cz, I didnt eat breakfast and lunch. So, I have to eat.
We both had our main course and the Sticky Chewy Chocolate. It was nice. So ice. haha

i was abit of siao cha bor too today. well, thanks to de morning grumpiness i had todae. came to work with angel & her colleague. we took cab cz it was raining.

i did a bad thing 2dae. i bit oj's back and he pinched me back. so, we're even. finalli, some kickings going on. hehe

im feeling kinda sickening. jz wnt to say, i dn have any space anymore.

miss//you//da

mad//ness

excited//madness/// happy// miss you da

kakkoi = cool

As I watchd Saiyuki Reload Gunlock, 2 episodes whos Sanzo, Goyjo and Hakkai topless & plus, Hakkai wasn't wearing his one-side glasses. & I thought, they look so kakkoi. So, cool looking. After that, as the story goes on, the character looks more & more kakkoi. It was like almost 3am when I watched, so, well, can say my mind was all upside down. haha!!

Went to Rach's today. Had hers and kym's bdae cake and finished it. Well, I didnt eat alone of course. Talked about her neighbours. The loud and nosy Malay neighbours. Are they nosy? Well, they are the kind of Malays are don't like. They doesn't seem to have some kind of respects to others. That's what I feel when I walked pass 1 of them. Had cake, watched the anime, Grave of The Fireflies. Couldn't concentrate but it was a sad one. It's about a boy & his younger sista in the era after the happening of the bombing. They became parentless, homeless, sick & seeing the younger sister died was so sad. She was so cute but annoying. Than, he died. But funny la, he had money, he could work but he didnt do anything at all. He was too busy going around stealing things at people's house during the air raids and looking after his younger sister. Kinda pathetic also la.

After that, I went to Northpoint. Back to Popular and that was the 1st time ever I see Northpoint full of people. It was a total crowd and I could barely walk straight to Popular. There were lots of families and friends hanging around. On every floor and on every corner. At Popular, got the black toner for the printer and the cashier, only 2 coutners were opened and at those 2 counters, a whole long of queue appeared. And this is the 1st time I'm in Popular bookshop with people queueing up so long. And there are still people who even disturb the cashiers talking about how the discount were not properly used and stuffs. When I took the bus back, the bus was empty. And as the bus moves at its normal routes, the walk paths seems empty. Every bus-stops were empty. Only 1 or 2 would board the bus. And there were merely like 3-4 stops. All only getting down but no up. The passengers la.

Got back home, fixed in the toner, print out my notes and I went off to shower. Heard the fireworks going on. Put on the nail polish and I'm feeling good. As I cut my notes, I watched Shooting Stars. I have to admit, the drama is kinda slow, too much music but it was okay. I was glued to it for awhile and than, Taufik was barked at by a small dog, and there it is. It ends, Finished. Wait for next week. Sigh. Than, took my dinner. Mom cooked mee siam. YAMMIE! ... eh, wrong spelling again. YUMMY! had mee siam as I watched Full Circle. It was sad and it was interesting. It was a happy ending and plus, I cried.

You know, I love this brown nail polish yammie bought. It looks so good it's like I want to eat them. Now, that reminds me of a line in Charlie & The Chocolate Factory.... "August, do not eat your finger..." "but ma, I taste so good..."

miss you da

oh boy, what should I wear tomorrow?

Willy Wonka

Charlie & The Chocolate Factory. If you think Johnny Depp's weird, nah, he just look weird. Well, from most story he acts in, he always looks weird. Anyway, whatever it is, Johnny Depp is the man for all weird characters he could be. He is just so cool. The movie is a blast. Those funny funny songs and dances which looks like Bollywood dancing and singing sequences, were so funny. The little boy who acts as Charlie is just so cute. But the best thing in that movie are 2 things....

..... CHOCOLATEs and JOHNNY DEPP.

Apparently, if any of you remember, Johnny Depp acted in a movie called 'Chocolat'. A movie about people and revolving in a chocolate business. ... err, I think. And now, he plays Willy Wonka, as the owner of a Chocolate factory and who loves chocolates. Seeing the kids in that movie eating chocolate makes me feel full and I feel like having a piece of chocolate melting in my mouth.

It's a Wet day

Have I got that as a title before? I don't know. Seems like I have, but then again, I thk not le. Hmm, today I woke up at 6.40am. Not woken up by my alarm but my some ppl of the opposite block. He was banging the door of this guy's house and calling out his name as loud as possible. It was so loud that the whole block and opposites could hear it. After that guy finally woke up from de door banging and de callings of his name, the 2 guys spoke to each other. Not softly but yelling at each other. The one banging the door is a chinese and de guy of the house is a malay. Well, his family has always been known for their loudness, so, it's no surprise if loud voices are heard. People ard there knows where it comes from. I heard the 2 guys talking about some numbers. Toto? Something like that. Oh boy! I guess it's some money problem again. Bloody hell! Early morning make up such a fucking noise. And their loud conversations only go on for like 5 mins and it was silence again. The banging of de door and screaming for that malay guy was like 30 mins and their conversation only goes on like, 5 mins!? I thought there's gonna be some big fight or long loud arguing gonna go on, but no! it was just a mere 5 mins loud talk. Bloody hell! Thank goodness it's a Monday, gotta thank them for waking me up. But if it's a holiday or a Saturday - Sunday, I am gonna kill them! yes! With my own bare hands! Gonna pull their dicks and barbeque them! Haha!!!

What the fuck! I'm so bad.

I heard thunders while I was walking to the bathroom and I never thought it was really gonna rain while I was showering. And it was a heavy downpour. I regretted not waking up earlier. Oh boy! Than hor, after I showered, Angel called me to take cab with her. Oh boy! Goodness there was companion. Haha!! Couldn't get cab at 1st. Than got cab. We got in the cab. Than hor! The driver told us he got no time to take us to amk and than said he had to go pick up a passenger whom had book. Like stupid right, might as well just say no to us. Than, 5 mins later, graciously, a cab came to us. We were saved. We waited for a cab from raining heavily to no rain at all. Sigh. Got to work safely and I was there on time. Punched in my card at 8am on the dot! I thought I was gonna be late but I didnt! haha! But my 2 storekeepers were. Eh! wait a minute, it's 1 storekeeper and 1 senior storekeeper. haha!!

Feeling kinda sleepy right now but already had 2 cups of coffee. Hope can tahan until end of the day.

Went over for Udah's wedding yesterdae. The day was damn hot. But lucky there was Medah there to company me. Met old friends. Married, not married, married with kids. Oh boy! Meeting them was like a class reunion siak!
Went back home after that and continued typing out my Chemistry notes.
Than at night, kymmy called and dragged me to go her house to eat birthday cake. Poor me and Elaine who were both so tired and sleepy had to go over. Rach came back soon and finally, we were waiting for loving Jesse. We waited and waited til we were almost fed-up. But, we still had fun. Although it's a short celebration. Haha! kym wanted us over since she's flying to London today. Rach asked why wasnt Nana invited, Kym said, she didnt have her number, so too bad. I might be going over there again. Meet up with Rach there and have her cheese cake. hehe!! i'm so bad.
Kymmy's boyfriend, Weixing dear sent me, jesse and elaine home. Had a conversation with him and oh boy, his voice is so soft that when he talks, u can still hear the sound of blowing him. haha! No offence kymmy.

Well, i'm gonna go back to work now and suffer....

It's eve of national day. good afternoon to me!

good....

.....morning and afternoon.

Crawl into bed at 0634hrs in de morning. Than, slept around 0700hrs. Haha. My time assuming seems right anyway. Woke up at 1000hrs. Stayed in bed til one hour later when I received a message that the timing to go for my friend's wedding is change. Well, didnt tell me what time until I asked. Well, I should be going anytime soon. In fact, I am very very hungry. My stomach has been growling non-stop since this last night. I even slept on empty stomach. What should I eat later? What should I eat later? Nana will gonna look over what I eat. Scary.

Reload > Gunlock

I'm done with Saiyuki reload. But thanks to the coffee, I'm still not sleepy yet. But well, I'm hungry. Totally. I feel like eating him, over there and here.

Am I gonna continu with Saiyuki Reload Gunlock now? Or should I go to sleep and take a sleep. You knw, later today, I mit just gonna sleep the whole day. Than there's gonna be the holiday on Tuesday. And there's gonna be class on Monday. So how? I don't know. I also don't know what I want. I want to eat le. But I can't eat. The gas is dead. So how?

Really, there's Craig David's Rendezvous in Saiyuki Reload. But their insert background songs are nice too. This time, Saiyuki Reload is much better that Saiyuki. Really, nothing beats Saiyuki animes!

Sanzo, Hakkai, Goyjo, Goku....

....nothing beats Saiyuki !

Am enjoying Saiyuki Reload totalli. Finally at espidoe 24 now. realli fast yar! haha!!!

So, what time exactly am I gonna sleep? Will I be able to go for my frind's wedding later at noon? Will I be able to wake up? Will I make it?

Still missing someone, I guess.

Wednesday. Can't wait.

Saturday is today

I havent had this kind of days before. I mean, Saturdays. Staying home, friend came over, talked with mom, watched tv about ice-cream show and watched animes non-stop. And also, havent been doing ther things at all. I realli don't feel like doing anything. I want to go for running but I didnt. I was so tired, so damn tired last night that I still stayed up and watch Big Brother UK and when i saw de time it's onli 0130hrs in the morning and I was realli realli tired. It was Friday night, Saturday morning and I was tired and sleepy and I couldnt help it, I had a nice sleep, u know. But I woke up at like almost to 1400hrs just now.

Now, I still feel tired and I'm hungry. Hungry hungry hungry. TJ allowed me to eat at McD yesterdae, and even had ice-cream. It was so nice. But you knw what, I was overjoyed. I was realli happy. But now, I am realli hungry. So hungry that I feel like going downstairs kopitiam and buy mee goreng le. Or even call someone out and go Subway to have their sandwich. I wish I could have it.

I'm feeling kinda awkward. I feel kinda different. Why? Why? Why?

Is it because.... I miss you da

Let Me Show You The Way / Remember

Let me show you the way It's a game that we play
Oh everyday so easy Let me show you the way Oh just say what you say So easily

The way of your touch is always heavenly And I love the way that you are lovin' me
You wrapped me up in the colour of your love
You must be an angel high from above in the game of the heart
You know I know that you are mine

Let me show you the way It's a game that we play
Oh everyday so easy Let me show you the way Oh just say what you say So easily

Are you gonna be there when I need someone And will I be always just the only one
I don't wanna have just another heartbreak
So tell me is your love true or a fake in the game of the heart
You know I know that you are mine

Let me show you the way It's a game that we play
Oh everyday so easy Let me show you the way Oh just say what you say So easily

One kiss One love One word One mouth with nothin' more One life One dream
Gonna save it save it for me

Let me show you the way It's a game that we play Oh everyday so easy
Let me show you the way Oh just say what you say So easily

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Remember I will still be here As long as you hold me In your memory

Remember When your dreams have ended Time can be transcended Just remember me

I am the one star that keeps burning so brightly
It is the last light to fade into the rising sun
I'm with you whenever you tell my story For I am all I've done

Remember I will still be here As long as you hold me In your memory, remember me

I am that warm voice in the cold wind that whispers
And if you listen you'll hear me call across the sky
As long as I still can reach out and touch you
Then I will never die

Remember I'll never leave you If you will only Remember me

Remember I will still be here As long as you hold me In your memory

Remember When your dreams have ended Time can be transcended
I live forever - remember me Remember me, remember me

Profusion? ....what dt?

Had Subway for dinner yesterdae. and to not waste the money left, we had the viet beef noodle and some chicken spring rolls. hehe.... nice. but i was still hungry after that. after dinner, went ard trying on clothes and oh boy, 1 shirt i tried, it was nice but there were too many buttons and if i were to own it, i'll be buttoning de shirt to sleep in de morning.

after that, went off to get my sandals but a change of mind and decided to get it after payday. than, as always, went ard the same area and we got bored. i was hurting tj all de way. i was having fun. and ltr, a round of biting and pinching competition against each other.

i feel like eating Subway again. Sigh. Enough is enough! Maybe go for Mos Burger later? hehehe!!!!

oh, Happy birthday Shasha! your $20 fee is with me. Haha!!

tak baik

not so fine. i am no so fine. i am simply not good. the pains are still there and they just won't go away. Why won't they go away? Why? Why? I want to eat but I'm scared. What should I do? What do I do?

i was just about to message you and you called. you are... truly.

giler sey

look! look at my layout! it's nice isnt it. it is like so simple! it took me one day to do it! hahah!!! chey! say ppl say yourself. what de hell am i talking abt? im like suppose to eat something now and watch anime than shower and go school.

there's gonna be practical at chemistry today, using last year's paper.

eek!

didnt go to work todae. waking up feeling totalli weak. my cramps are getting worse. plus, it's raining anf it's cold. my back's hurting.
Okay, you can say it, go ahead, im just plain lazy. Oh well.

Got some starhub info from shasha. sounds good, sounds interesting but it's not a neccessity for now. not for me, or anybody.

i'm feeling kinda better now. tj called during lunchtime and he alreadi had de nasi lemak from that new malay stall! de new malay stall is like a refreshing one in our canteen. better food, cheaper price, better service and many customers. me and tj were quite happy with it that we ate in front of de people who are testing the cleanroom. haha!!! and since both of us were wearing white t-shirts, we wore our kinergy jacket and cover up in case of any spilling or whatever.

i have decided to get the white one. yup! almostgot meself a birkenstock bt tj pulled me and ask me to decide properly cz it's nt a $10 item, u know!

anyway, am gonna go eat now. bye bye

which anime should i watch now? hmm

-Remember Me-

i don't know what i want, i don't what to do, i don't know why i think so much, i don't why i do stupid things. i'm sorry for my sensitiveness. i have told meself many times to control my feelings but sometimes it just happened. i can't stop it. it was onli a matter of time. if it just happened, it'll happened.

are my english correct up there? haha.

i took a quareter dose of couh medicine last night to make me sleep. i lied down on my bed, covered meself with blanket and listen to my mp3s. i feel good. i fell asleep an hour later. woke up feeling good. although i did received a call from you, i was still too lazy to get up and wanted to seep more. but i can't. i have to go over dearly cous's place and pick nyai's stuffs as well as some tuition.

watched Sin City yesterdae. Thought it's some kind of superhero movie. Wel, it's adapted from a Graphic Novel. favourite director, Quentin Tarantino was a special guest director. The whole scene was so cool. I love it. The plot, the stories, the heroes, the girls, the sex, the ripping of balls. There was this one girl which look familiar, she played a hooker and the wa she talks realli doesnt seem like a hooker cuz she sound realli kiddy. Than, after awhile, I remembered. That girl, in Gilmore Girls. The daughter. Yup! That's her. In between the movie, it was cold, and my stomach, it was singing. Loud! It was embarrasing. Realli! When I got out of the theatre, my vision was blurred. TJ said it was because I've not eaten. And so, we head our way to Lucky Plaza and de same for me, Fishball noodle.

Came back feeling miserable but it was okay cz I was greeted by Aqilah at de door. It was funny. Ha ha!! It was fun, talking to dear bik sal as always.

okay, gotta go now to shasha!

Finally, Saiyuki Reload 9 - 16 is done, left onli de last file!

cik su saw me watching Saiyuki Reload. And now, he's in de line to borrow Saiyuki Reload from me. Muaahahah!!!

i don't know what title to put on today. but my day yesterdae was a blast. yup! a total blast. I stayed cool at work. looking good with the nu U2 shirt i bought and I was cold, so i had de collar up, and me wearing that one piece ear-ring, i look good. ooh! I'm vain. tj loves it. well, he's my somehow kinda a stylist advisor. haha!!
Ate mostly onli bread at work. I bought bread and jennifer bought bread too. But I bought a bigger amount of it and so, finish jennifer's and continued mine. Haha!!

After work, me, Mike and tj went off for dinner. tj suggested Breeks and I said okay! cuz i could eat steak! But when we got nearer to Breeks, tj suggester another place, Seoul Garden. I said no immediately cuz I was wearing white! A whole lot of white. But I agreed to it cz it means, more food to eat! Haha!! And so, we went in to Seoul Garden. Had dinner, and talk for a whole long of 3 hours. Yup, we were in there for the whole lot of 3 hours. It was de 1st time for tj to stayed at a barbecue buffet place for more than an hour and for me, it's a 1st time to stay for more than 2 hours. My goodness. But we had a whole lot of fun, telling each other stories about tv shows and work. Yup! work work work. A whole lot of stories.

While going home, yammie smsed and told me the news. Grandma was in de hospital. Wondering to go there or not, I tried to call mom but there was no reply. Good thing she called me. I was feeling kinda helpless to take the train home and I was alreadi at the taxi queue. So, I thook the taxi and off to the hospital. And there, mom was with grandma while she was being check-up. I went to see grandma. Seeing her in that situation is so different that I quickly went out of the A&E and called tj. I cried at that moment. I just couldnt help it. Seeing her in that situation is just so different. I overcomed after tj talked to me. Few minutes later, Bik As and family came. Than, cik Ahmad and wife came. Than Cik Su came. And later, grandma was sent to her ward after de x-ray.

We followed her to the ward and there were these 2 police guys looking over a guy and I can tell that 1 is chinese and 1 is malay. And that malay one kept on looking at me ad i feel so tired and sleepy and still hearing the other patients crying out and my uncles making stupid jokes and me laughing all de way and plus listening to some of de needs to be done at that room and being a messenger to yammie and Cik Jas & Cik Ju, I want hit that malay police guy and kick his dick and make sure he just stay in one corner and cry.

Came back like 0100+hrs and didnt shower immediately but sat down with yammie and watched the CSI finale. It was scary. By the time it finishes, it was like 0300hrs. I showered and off to sleep. I wke up to go work but decided not to. My stomach was feeling not good and I was realli tired. I messaged my 2 storekeepers and tj and stayed home. but still am going for Maths later.

Saiyuki Reload episode 1 - 8 is done. yeah! Yammie forgot to start the downloading yesterdae so I got 3 more files still downloading. hehe....!!

Pathetically

xi'll be gone if they are notx

In need

I woke earli. Nyai was awoke before me but still laid in bed. Until she heard my rooster cockle-doodle-doou-ing . Haha. I guess she laughed too. I woke up once I heard that. Took my towel, checked on my animes whether they're downloaded or not. Started downloading on Saiyuki Reload and Saiyuki Reload Gunlock now.

I was back home in time to catch Incredible Tales. It was a nice story. It wasnt scary as how it was shown on the trailer. But it was a good one. I didnt miss it. muaahaha!!! best! When I got at de door, mom quickly pointed out to me and faster to get in so that I can watch it. haha!!

I need dvd-rs asap! Maybe this wednesday, after work, straight down go to Sim Lim or something.

madness//again?

it's madness. it's crazy. i can't stop. it's ridiculous. i was hungry this morning. so, i went down to get rojak mama and maggi goreng and shasha and sufy were like in awe and fascinated. their reaction was like so funni that i cant help being more craziness.

tuition was cool. oh yeah. it was cool alright. with those live sea urchins being eaten alive in front of us and seeing those small abalones being cook and de rice cooked in abalone stocks. oh boy! and seeing that fat guy eating the hairy crab. tell me! I WAS FULL!

came back, watched Inuyasha but I was so sleepy. I went to sleep. Had a nap and when i woke up, mom and nyai were still not up yet. Wonder where they go? Where they went? Where were they? They actualli went out together le! didnt know le! i'm so surprised!

scott the mooffat

muaahaha. finalli, i made a white background layout. long time have not had it. finalli i did it without any hassles hustles. muaaahaha

my day was okay. bought 2 t-shirts from U2. great singapore sale still on but i feel i've missed out something. dn knw what it is. went to the anime house and the one whole set of Saiyuki Reload is not in stock, so, gotta wait for the next shipment. !haiz. but it was a great trip there. hehe. Had Nasi Goreng Belacan there. Might go there again and try the food again. And that place, Sunshine Plaza was near to Burlington Square and now I know where Burlington is in Singapore.

muaahaha

saw some tourist having durians while we were going to bugis. looks yummy. realli yummy. they were having a good time. hmm. they are.

what else I want to say? 0324hrs in de morning aLreadi. better go sLeep. ~haiz

..good morning

somehow, i miss hearing that china man saying "good morning" on perfect 10. sigh. why do they have to change their schedules till so damn fucking idiotics!

anyway, kept waking up every hour since 0700hrs this morning. Than, finally got up at 1000hrs. wash me face, brush my teeth, do the laundry. on de 2nd round now. had my breakfast and later, want to go out than shower.

watched Bleach and Gundam Seed Destiny. Hehe...!!! Had them downloaded last night. It was a fast release. Or maybe, I was too eager.

the sun was shining so brightly almost half an hour ago but now it's like dark. not so dark, but dark. no sunshine. i dn want to say it but i hope it's not.

Climbing The Walls

Close your eyes, make a wish , this could last forever, If only you could stay with me now, So tell me what it is, That keeps us from each other now, Yeah it's coming to get me, You're under my skin

No I can't let you go, You're a part of me now, Caught by the taste of your kiss, And I don't wanna know, The reason why I Can't stay forever like this, Now I'm climbing the walls cause I miss you

Take my hand, take my life, Just don't take forever, And let me feel your pain kept inside (oh yeah), There's gotta be a way, For you and I together now, Yeah it's coming to get me, You're under my skin

No I can't let you go, You're a part of me now, Caught by the taste of your kiss (ohh), And I don't wanna know, The reason why I Can't stay forever like this, Now I'm climbing the walls cause I miss you

It's an illusion, How can I feel this way?, If I can't have you, It's an illusion, Nothing is real this way, If I can't have you

No I can't let you go, You're a part of me now (now), Caught by the taste of your kiss (I don't wanna know), And I don't wanna know, The reason why I Can't stay forever like this (I'm climbing the walls), Now I'm climbing the walls cause I miss

Ohhhh, I can't let you go no

And I don't wanna know, The reason why I Can't stay forever like this (ohh ohh)
Now I'm climbing the walls cause I miss (I miss) you

Happenings

My little youngest cousin, Aqilah is actualli playing The Sims! My Goodness! She's like only 10 years old and she's playing The Sims. Oh boy! Happening sey!

I like the way I do my hair nowadays. Hehe... I need to redo the link to my site. It's not good enough. The color's too light. Can barely see. Aiyoh.

At work, it was like damn cold but after that, I was damn hot. My goodness.

This coming Monday, Incredible Tale I want to watch. About some malay ghost about 10 years ago. I wish I could watch it. Hmm, maybe i'll skip class on that day and faster come back home to watch it. Hehehe.... It looks scary but I want to watch it. Hehehe.

Okay, like half of my mp3 player is filled with My Chemical Romance. Hmph.

My mother is the only one who makes the most delicious curry ever! I have not tasted it for a very long time and today, I really can't resist and I just got to have it. It was nice. It was hot and spicy. I was pespiring while having it. It was.... BEST ar!

yummie

i think im having like too much durians. althought it's limited but oh boy, they're nice... yammie! eh! wrong! muaahahahaha!!! i didt purposely type that but it realli happened. it's, yummy... hehehe

bad..bad..gaL

i'm bad. ive been swearing vulgars alot these days. why? i don't know. the environment? the surroundings? isnt that de same as de environment? the ppl? isnt that included in the surroundings and environment? my feelings? the uncontrollable mouth of mine is so foul that it's needed to be re-rinse every 5 secs. In total, I could say I'm already fined for almost S$100. But, I guess it's only like $50 now.

I made someone unhappy today. I think I did. I guess so.

Work is like so much not so better.

Haha!!!

Had pizzas ordered from pizza hut for lunch. Boss wanted me to order it and paid with his credit card. Wah! haha!!! Paid by visa you know. Happening!

I'm totally like I don't know. TJ convinced me that I'm not down with any depression disorder. He says I'm always things to sensitive.

Me and Sebas are like disgustingly irritating each other right now. With both verbal and inverbal ways.

I feel like dying.

I miss you da.

http://familydoctor.org/054.xml

that url is something that tells something about me. Thanks to dear Ling Fang. She founds that she's also having de same symptoms. Sigh. We're all in de same boat. Same to all others who are having de same thing. Sigh.

My day 2dae was okay. But I had a great dae. It was nice. He he.

The malay drama that mom's watching now is getting kinda, oh boy, getting on my nerves. It's one of those replayed drama and oh man, de plot is like too obvious and he actings are like so, oh! who am i to judge their actings. like as if I'm Yusof Haslam.

Anyway, can't wait for Friday. Payday. Want to buy lots of things le. hehe.

miss you da!

cutie

Namie Amuro's new song is realli cute. Plus the video too. With those poms poms, pinky outfits. haha!! and pink panther dancing ard with his girlfriend. The song's cute too. "wo wo wa wa..." haha

i'll be off to work in few minutes. Sigh. Had a stomachache this morning. Thought I'm down with diarhea (urgh! i forgot the spelling). I lied down and feels like I'm okay so, I'm gonna be off to work. But, I still feel a little stomachache. Hope nothing happens at work later.
Was it something I ate yesterdae? Well, I washed everything well and cooked everything well. Hmm

Okay, this song is making me want to dance.

Many are online, how I wish I could use msn at work too. I just need a new pc system, that's all. Sickening. The company is strictly boring. both tj and sebas called. returned their calls and told them i'm gg over to work.

Uploaded my mp3 player alreadi. I'm kinda hungry right now. Don't know want to eat or not. Maybe eat abit of bread ar.

Oh, dad nak kemas ar....

oh, and, i need more quarter arm length cardigans....

laziness...crankiness

im feeling a little hangover right now. hangover? is that the word i should use? i dn knw. after dinner with tj, not even 2000hrs, i was alreadi feeling tired and sleepi.

right now, im feeling rather kinda restless. yup. i guess thats it. mom asked me y i didnt do de laundries and stuff. i've alreadi decided to do it tomorrow cz i dn feel like doing anything todae. i was so tired these days, even last week, i was sleeping earli and couldnt wake up earli the next dae. de past 3 days at least, i was forcing meself to wake up and not be late for work. and work, i'll get a little grumpy, cranky and hungry. but i was still okay. _okay, i'm kinda into My Chemical Romance right now. Thanks to the kids_.
2dae, woke up to a cold weather. went to the toilet to pee and than went back to sleep. continued sleeping eventhough the noisy constructions were still going on. it was realli, madness. woke up again in de afternoon. straight off to shower and i was still feeling tired and sleepi. had breakfast-cum-lunch, watched a naruto movie. had a lil bit of spaghetti yammie made and than, continue watching Bleach and than I was tired. I lied down on my bed, blast my hi-fi and read a book. felt tired and sleepi. tried to sleep but i cant. closed my eyes but i still cant sleep. Bloody Hell! a few construction ppl must be working overtime than they still worked. Well, talking about hardship.
There was no sunshine todae. But tj said the weather's hot. But sunshine was out onli for like 2-3 hours and than it was back to no sunshine and cold weather again.

I changed my layout to de one which fida dear made for me before. It's still my favourite. So nicey. Aww~

I think I wanna lie down and watch tv now. I want to watch my animes which I've downloaded earlier. The updateds of Naruto, Gundam Seed Destiny and Bleach but madness, my eyes still feels sleepy. But when I close them, I cant sleep.

Is it him? Am i Missing him?

heLena

went to work as usual in de morn. was earli this morning. was feeling cranky. but oh boy.

da explained whole thing to me. i understood and we were back to normal. helped him clear his mailbox and even after i cleared my ears, i still need furth leaning, so, de eager and anticipated but poor tj, still bear with my unstillness and dug my ears to m8k sure they're clean. so that i can hear de questions for my malay listening compre exam later on. ha ha

let work, start raining. slept in de bus. so syiok. reached home, regret. why? got upgrading constructions gg on. boRing.

left for exam. was happy. waited for bus. bus came, wallet not found. bloody hell! went back, got my wallet, ran off to another bus-stop and quickly off to norhtbrook. same time, heavy major downpour starts. idiotik!
reached northbrook, major downpour still on and my jeans, feets, sandals all wet. late for 10mins, but exam still not commence yet.
thank goodness.
paper starts at 1700hrs. so, we listen to 2 songs, a news and another 1 last song. Helena by My Chemical Romance suddenly burst out of the radio. haha. once de song finish, exam starts.

Paper was okay., it was fine. i listened well. it was fine.

met da, went out wif him. helped him pick out a shirt and asked some questions at a shop which was alreadi closed. bloody hell him, dn knw how to ask earlier. went to absolute comics, a new set of 5 happy tree friends characters figurines were out. 1 character was Nutty. madness. i wnt it. bt onli available for $240 for a set of 5. tsktsktsk

walked ard, ate dinner, i was sleepi.... came back home, nw havent shower yet. idiot.

me @...

...work now. lazing around. im having headache due to taking off my specs. oh boy. i cant edit my alignment down here at work. why? cz the pc system suck big time.

i havent been doing anything much as little government is not here todae. i wonder if she'll be here tomorrow. she better be cz i'll be on half day tomorrow. y? i got malay listening comprehension exam gg on tomorrow. oh boy.

im feeling a little perk up 2dae. hmm. wonder why. i feel better working this way cz nobody is eyeing me. oh boy.

da look so cute todae. he actualli responded when i called him da. hehe...

need to reshape my eyebrow. need to have major toiletries shopping next week.

im like yawning since 3pm. oh boy!

miss my da

Transferring....

While transferring files for tj and me into our portable hard disk and mp3 player, I went thru yammie's mp3s in her file and found some nice ones. Got them added into my playlist as well. tj wants me to fill up his 40gb of portable hard disk but what the hell, i'm like giving him most of my mp3s!

im fed-up with my hair. tj says to trim and style it alreadi. well, maybe not yet. cz im still considering. i wnt to dye and hi-lite my hair. thinking of rebonding but i dn knw. maybe yes, maybe no.

went over to shasha's on sunday. tuition was okay. IT WAS, OKAY. haha. Decided to go for sushi one day as she's alreadi working. Decided who to ask aLong and yeah, we've set a date. It's gonna be a buffet baby. Nicey. MadNess.

English class was funny yesterdae. I have nt attend it for a while but when I was there yesterdae, I was like, okay, still de same old thing happening and our composition was realli funny ar. I can't help laughing to myself while I was writing it. Others came to me asking how to write it but oh boy!

There are gonna be some changes at work. I hope all goes well.

am gonna be a little lonely at some times soon. hope everything will be oKay...

I need to do some print outs.... Sigh....

Miss you da

good morning ppl!

hehe look at the time. im suppose to be over at my cous's place. wonder if she's up alreadi. don't know la.

saw de trailer to hollywood's Dark Water. seems like it's a better copy than The Ring. I want to go watch it. I want to go watch Sin City too. Isit out yet?

I slept late but now, I can't wake up late too.

Whatever Wherever However Whenever... See ya!

de Coolest person....

in de world is..... ! I have 2 guys in my life who are known for their stern looks. And they also have those things which I find them familiar. They think thoughts straight. They prepare for the worse. They live life through everything good and bad. Who are they? TJ and my Dad. Yes. I love them both.

Anyway, didnt go out today. Really wanted to wake up late and I did. On purpose. I woke up like 8am. It was when de construction starts. I couldnt sleep until then but jz simply dozing off at times and I finally got up at 1pm. did the usual. had breakfast, cleaned my nails, watched Inuyasha and got a call from Shidah, wanted to ask Mom if she could send Aqilah over. Well, mom wasnt in a good state but since im around, it'll be okay to send aqilah over.
For awhile, i got a little fed-up over Aqilah for she keeps questioning on Inuyasha and what im doing and whatever. But I got through. Haha. I was jz feeling a little tired and heaty. My usual headache on de left side of my head kept on occuring. It's realli annoying.

Made dinner for mom. She couldnt sleep so, I'm gonna gve her de dose of medicine I've been taking to make myself sleep. Aqilah wanted to eat too, so got dinner for her too.

Been listening to Backstreet Boys's new songs and oh boy, some songs, they still sound de same but oh boy, the song Beautiful Woman, I LOIKE it!

I had my Malay oral exam yesterdae. I was the last 3rd person. it was horrible. It was a pain waiting. my fren, Liya was de 5th person. bt she still waited for me til de end. Omg! seems like we all are having the sam situation. It was terrible. I believe the 2 teachers which were invigilating us must be shaking their heads invisibly. Thinking, these private students here all can speak Malay but when ask to say out in exams, the words all stuck. Somehow, you could say it, but the words just don't come out. It's like in an interview, only that, it's in Bahasa Melayu. Oh boy.... We all blew it. I was shaking at work in de morning and cried before I got off cuz off scariness. TJ had to console me over the phone since he went out for lunch. He brought some durians for me and told me to have it to cheer meself up. I did, but I still cried. I was reali scared. as for Liya, she cried after she got through it.
After the exam, went back for awhile and went out to meet up with TJ. Wanted to talk to him abt what happened at exam but he didnt want to hear it. He didnt want me to say any single word about school. Saying, he don't me to make myself worry. I understand. I couldnt stop though and everytime I tried to say, he'll stop me.
And oh boy, he start doing the old thing. He kept on tickling me and poking me.... Urgh!

Aqilah now watchig The Incredibles and eating dinner. Oh! Gotta get some water for her!

Im listening to the Backstreet Boys. It's so nice.

F4

nope. not vic or jerry or ken or vanness. but Fantastic 4. yup! i've caught it. it's an oKay movie. wanted to watch War Of The Worlds but not much interest in it and since TJ was all keen for Fantastic 4, we went for it. It's good. Okay. like X-Men ar. Not bad ar. Human Torch was a showing off blaster. The Thing was a poor thing. almost cried over his problem but I managed to hold on.
It was cold in the theatre but I got through.

oh man! i gotta dig my ears. itch itch itch.....

anyway, was like a massive shock at work. i was all busy when suddenly, i was all so damn free and i was so bored and damn tired.

got into a headache if im not wearing my glasses. vision became double and i'd see everything blurry.

whoa!

licky licky on me face 2dae... U'll get it SOON! da!

de pain

de weather was hot. de sun was burning de whole universe. i was lying in my bed, watching Inuyasha on vcd and i was in pain. my head, e left side, always ache whenever de weather gets too hot while de sun is burning hot.....

as evening comes and de sun downs, my stomach aches. .....it's here. de curse..... it smudges ans dirrty me.... and omg! im in PAIN!!!!!!!

mom asked this morning if wnt to cook pasta and i said as usual, "anything" and she's cooking it now.

yummy!

im hungry

Sin

im like 95% recovery. i should be recovering soon. but i guess not. i have just did a bad thing. im not suppose to be doing.

.... i stood by de window and indulged myself with lots of durians that dad had peeled, peeled? erm... nevermind. it was nice. de weather is hot. de sun is shining brightly and anybody could just get a heat stroke and i am now sweating myself anf my flu is back 5%....

riiingg...ding ding mm bem bem....

it's crazy. i think im hook to that stupid crazy frog song. everytime i listen to de song, i want to see the music video and see that crazy frog swing his body side to side as he sings to his crazy tune and being chase by that robot.

day was okay today. yesterdae was like a total pissed off. well, i can understand de situation and that was why i was jut keeping my cool. 2dae, wanted to go to work earli but i didnt. went in at 1030hrs and went off at 1400hrs. had a nice dae with tj and had a nice and fulling dinner too. with these 2 sick ppl still whom alreadi recovered from their fever but still recovering from the flus, are in total mess.

anyway, anyway, anyway..... i had a nice dream. it was all weird but it was all too nice. when i woke up, i didnt feel worried for gg to work late or anything, but i was feeling all oh so nice. and feeling so nice and now de fan is on me, which means im gonna be cold and im gonna start coughing again....
anyway, abt my dream. yes yes yes.... i was at jay chou's concert. i was like far but yet so far. we were hanging onto a fence and hang there to see him perform. than, there was a paper aeroplane throws to him, he read it and he smiled. than, a boy, who was in front of me said that jay chou is gg to come up to me and sing to me and hug me. i was like in disbeliee and i told him it couldnt be me. he said, in de paper, my name was written, and he handed it to me and i saw it is my name. in a minute later, i got down the fence and jay chou appeared and i hugged him. i hugged him as tight as i could. he he he.... & suddenly, there was a change of environment. i was suddenly sitting within a small group of people. we were dressing either in black or dark red and it was a silent goup. on stage, there's jay chou and tj. they're battling over a game on PS2. they start battling, both fought hard and tj won! yes! but jay chou.... lost. he turns ino fire and explode. i was there looking at him aimlessly, tears fall from my eyes. it's sad. i know. de environment changed again. it was all peaceful. white curtains appears and it was blown by de soft wind. de sunlight came in to de verandah and there sits someone looking at me. he was in white and his smile was so sweet that it melts me heart. jay chou was there. he was looking at someone. and there i was, sitting by him, looking at him, smiling as i dress his wound on his leg. and than, it ends like de end of a movie.
and wt de hell, i woke up, seeing my own brown curtain blown by de wind and de sunlight comes in to my room and woke me up. i tried to sleep again but i couldnt. i stayed in my bed thinking of de dream before i finalli got up and showered and think of......

i miss my da

raining....

it was cold when i woke up this morning at 0430hrs. i look at the sky, it was red. the wind was blowing and it was cold. i thought, oh no, it's gonna rain. when i go to work, it's gonna rain. i went back to sleep. and when i woke up an hour later, it looks like de sky's back to normal again. the wind wasnt blowing again. an hour later, when i finalli got up, no more strong wind, no more red sky. it was back to normal. i guess, the weather has changed their schedule to rain in de later evening. oh boy, it's gonna sucks then. but thank god i have my umbrella.

im off to work now. bye bye!!

totalli whack!

i didnt realise it until my history classmate told me about it. our history and science paper 2 happened to be on the same day, same date, same time. idiotik! totalli! he told me he alreadi called MOE and they gave a lame excuse to drop 1 paper. it's either my science or history. totalli idiotik! and u knw wt, NO REFUND! it's totalli idiotik. singapore government is realli a money-grabber. this money-grabbing country! idiot u!

ha ha.... mne thinks that i'm Indonesian. when i told them i'm singaporean, they jz sad ok without disbelieve. they thought im indonesian cz i could speak malay. cz, if they think im a singaporean, i would be a chinese. ha ha. so, i came up with a thing, if ppl ask, i'll say im indo-chinese and i cn speak malay but i cant speak chinese. ha ha. idiotik.

madness.

went to watch initial d for de 2nd time.

got mc for todae and still having fever. back home now, gonna take de meds before i shower and than off to sleep straight after that. hopes i'll wake up for work tomorrow morning.

tj worries me this evening. his fever temperature rises and suspects dengue fever. but thank god, he is fine. it's juz a high-er fever. from 38 deg to 40 deg. he's lying down in de hospital bed now. i hope he'll be okay soon. miss him. hope to hear from him tomorrow morning.

it's time for me to shower now. i hate flu. i hate fever i dn mind getting fever with cough and sore throat. but, im having all. flu and fever. it's sickening. i mn, when was de last time i was totally sick? i remember that time i had a totalli high fever of 39 deg and my gums all became swollen and i was having a hard time eating solid foods that i've to resort to porridges.

tomorrow working. hell again.

idiotik.

madness.

miss my da.

-untitLed-

no title for today. don't know. i can't think of anything. my brain's almost explode. was down with fever the pass few days and survive on some pills i got from a company doctor in amk. not so good. didn't get enuff rest. thought was feeling okay on saturdae but on that night, still feels de same.

kenduri on sunday. down with fever still. no choice but to help ard. but in de afternoon, i took de meds and went off to sleep. others went for a nap too. i saw shidah. she was sicky too. ha ha. i was sneezing all de way and coughing and she was sneezing all de way too. and she was finding tissues all de way. my head was so heavy that i have to stay still and cool de whole night. til de kenduri almost finished, people chatting about, i was alreadi lying down. didnt help in de kitchn like always did. yammie did. i simpy jz changed, took my meds and slept.
was smsing wif my darling b4 dt and i was happy but still miserable.

this morning, woke up, smsing continues and on to talking on de phone with tj. he's down with fever too. and he's in camp. poor him.
i went to de clinic and oh boy, my queue number was 40 and when i got there, it was onli 20. had to wait for like an hour. went to macdonalds and bought 2 burgers and ate them while waiting for me turn.
i was listening to my mp3 all de way, til a song finishes, i heard something. i turned, and it was raining heavily. oh boy! but thank goodness, it wasnt raining anymore when i was going back.

head back home straight after got my meds and mc, had my meds, read a book and de drowsiness came and i slept.

oh boy. i feel so miserable.
even now my body still feels like it's shaking. in fact, it is shaking. even when i'm eating jz nw, i was shaking. it was scary.

i hv to finish the antibiotics.

Drifting

I've watched it. Initial D. Jay Chou. Edison Chen. Not much of Edison or Shawn Yue but more on Jay Chou, or shall I say Takumi Fujiwara. It was absolutely cool. It was fun. It was interesting. It was so power. I was saying that the movie was power. My cous, he thought the movie was POW-WOW! haha!!! The rasing were all so exciting. The first race looks kinda scary. I mean, the part where Takumi 1st time beat someone. Those who loves racing, this may just be a cmmercial movie to you but it's a nce movie to relax on. Especially the racings. The visualizations. All oh so nice. The movie is all 1st Stage - 3rd Stage of the animes in one. It was exciting. Althought it was dubbed in mandarin, it's still a nice movie.

Maybe I should do like my colleague did. Go to JB and watch it in it's original language, Cantonese. Well, my colleague, he's a hong konger. and he don't understand malay. Eh! wrong! Mandarin.

Maybe I could go watch it the 2nd time. he he... who knows. So da! how? hehe

it's skary

i tested my right eye and i can see the lights, de alphabets, de numbers. when my left eye was tested, i can see NOTHING. i can onli see a patch of lights. all de numbers and alphabets jz turn into one patch of light. i cant even read anything but jz one whole big thing up there. it was skary. my mother was shaking her head all de way when i told her abt the test. my sista was like, "finally" when i told her i made my glasses.

after work, went off to make my glasses and after that, it was not even 7pm and so, i took my time to get down orchard where i would meet fida for dinner. i took my whole own sweet time and there was fida smsing me trying to some kind like hurrying me and yet, her bus was late. yes, her buses were late. unfortunately. but, we had quite a mouhtful of food. we were full. than, as always, we would ind a place to sit and talk cock. i wanted starbucks and we went to starbucks. fida fell while we were on the way to starbucks. it was scary. it was like so sudden. it's like i was talking to her, no, she was talking to me, and in less than a sec, she was sitting beside me. whoa! i had espresso frap /w whip-cream (a long time i have not had it!) and the warm chocolate cake. YUMMY! got angel to meet me there as she wanted to go back together.

i found out that Vincci is available in Singapore and there are 2 outlets. *yells* FIDA! YOU SHOULD HAVE TOLD ME EARLIER!!! 1 in citiLink and he other in Harbourfront. am gonna go dwn there on friday and i hope i get something. oh yeah! baby! oh yeah! baby! oh yeah!!!

missing my da.... hope he's doing fine...

Initial D.... Initial D..... Initial D....

kinda dark.....

...with the weather all raining since earli morning and no sun.

i am somehow still not satisfied with my layout. now i feel it's kinda kiddy. sometimes i feel it's not. i still feel i wnt something simple.

well, this is simple isnt it. haha

well, i dn knw. ... back to I don't know again.

sigh.

talk to my baby. he's all over there yawning and training.

miss tj.

some things i dn realli miss.

i read a book called One More Story To Tell. it's about Singapore. well, de olden times and every single things and buildings and people. dad bought it and left it on de coffee table, so, i took it and read it too. he he. i'm almost finishing there. all de way to de chapter on Tanjong Pagar. The next one will be Tiong Bahru.

gonna have my date tomorrow wif Fida dear. Long hv not met up wif her. Hope instead of Sakura, we'll go Cahaya or Puncak la, k.

beautiful SouL

basikally, i barely do anything today. hey, it's a sunday. what'd u expect? i woke up earli today but i was feeling fine. i watched animes, watched movies, had my breakfast-cum-lunch. i wanted to read some book but i didnt. the weather's been hot lately. i can't stand it. it's realli realli horrible. I cant stand it.

went over to cous's place and discuss some things and went thru a topic which i was totalli clueless. my maths thing. it's realli complicated. it was horrible, but we managed. i mn, i managed. helped her set some things and i hope i'm not she's not all surprise all about it, and i hope she's all fine with it. Sha dear, hope everything will go on fine for you. wanted to go back, but still hang out wif aunt salmah and talked for hours as always. as usual.

smsed with tj and talked to tj over the phone for awhile. it was nicey. he helped me lookout for some things too. so sweet u, dar... ha ha ha.

i've took my medication, am gonna sleep now. in my mp3 players, lots of old songs. talking abt old times. those boybands and girlbands songs and also some rock pop songs. the old ones. those when i was in my teen years. gonna bring back some memories.

okay, working tomorrow. gonna be dragful. cant wait for payday. gonna make a pair of glasses for me. i'm getting tired of depending on my right eye. it's getting tired.

missing my baby. goodnight and good morning to all of u.

muakz muakz

lurve ya'll

Beauty Shop was whacked and slammin' & The Pacifier was just incredible. Yup! Watched 2 movies & some animes straight and I've been in stuck in front of de pc.

i'm gonna go refresh meself up and do some things.....

selfish me

yea I am. selfish, stubborn, childish. i am all. best of all, im temperamental. yes i am. it's hard to control my feelings sometimes that it makes others pissed. i am sorry for that. especially my "da". ha ha....

it was funni. i didnt realli notice it at 1st but tj did. they sound so sweet. sometimes i think, even gays nowadays can be such loving couples that normal couples cant.

you know what i mean.

painfuL

2dae i'm in pain. as always, whenever ppl talk to me or call me out, they either hit my left arm or my right arm. sometimes my shoulders. damn pain, u know! than, some more today, i was hit on my chest! my CHEST le! some more, oj's elbow hit my chest. he wasn't careful and his elbow hit my chest! and yet! even more worse! tj tried to hit my chest again! bloody hell all you people! only know how to make people hurt!

i'm gonna live in my dream world anytime soon. wonder what kind of dream it's gonna be tonight but oh well, i hope it's gonna be something that's gonna make me wake up with cold pespirations.

giLa

Before I go to sleep, I would like to say, there's a song out there which can cure your broken heart. Not only when your heart is broken or not but when you're feeling down and when you're feeling frustrated or whatever, listen to the Crazy Frog Song.
I saw an animation of de crazy frog before and it is crazy and it is irritating, but it somehow makes you laugh. and Now, i hear there's a song and it has dt crazy frog in it and it's playing on Perfect 10 98.7 fm. I find it rather irritating and was wondering what the hell t is doing in de radio. Even my colleague thought so. & I never though I downloaded it. Thanks to my cousin, Shasha. Haha!!!
I added in my mp3 player but didnt dare listen to it outside. When I was on my way back just now, I tried to listen and I was laughing to myself while in he bus. Thankfully nobody saw me laughing as I was trying to cover myself up and hiding my laughters. Haha!!!!

People, go ahead and get that downg and listen to it. It's interesting.

Think I want to get the song from OJ ar. Ha ha...

I've taken my meds and will be dozing off anytime soon. I am feeling sleepy too anyway.

My hair is still wet. Sigh. Gonna towel-dry some more later or I'll have neck cramps and headaches again tomorrow morning when I wake up.

nothing

i don't know what to write for my title today. simply i know that i slept at 2000hrs after taking the medicine and doze off after watching samurai 7. somehow i felt like 95% of de medicine kind off paralysed my whole body and especially my eyes. bt that 5% doesnt seem to be working. i still felt awake and was tossing and turning. although i kept waking up, i still managed to doze off afer a while. most of de time i was tossing and turning was during dad was watching dvd, which after that, i fell fully asleep. than, i woke up to an incoming message at abt 2200hrs. i went back to sleep. de next one was at 0530hrs and later at 0600hrs where i finally woke up 30minz later to go to work.

total sleepness, abt 10hrs. should have said estimating la. not total.

at tj's desk now. he's off to de doctor. me had me lunch alreadi. a it of de mee goreng mom made last night. didnt realli feel like eating it but it was nice feeling there. the meats were nice. instead of chickens. ive had enough if them.

sigh. gg back to my desk later. gonna feel bored and oh boy, try to act busy again.

the weather's kinda cold and de offices and store and productions here, brr... cold too. the aircons are realli strong.

brr....

hot...

dtz what de weather was like when i woke up this morning. i had slight fever. didnt go to work. went to see de doctor jz nw and i thout i was okay bt i was still having fever. tj forbids me to go skl and told me to rest instead. took de med before heading home and i've been drowsy eversince. oh boy, i'm still drowning but having something to eat 1st before i get away from this world.

hope shasha gets dt g-string.

idiotik

Sometimes I wonder why there are some people who can be so idiotik. so what if i'm going out with a guy. so what if that guy is my boyfriend. well, some people loves talking around and assuming. what if that guy is just my boy friend. and there is nothing between us. and yet, some people are scared to to go out with me as their friend. well, i am their friend but they somehow feels kinda worried and scared over nothing. tj finds it rather shallow. i find it rather ridiculous. as tj said, worry more about other things which are more worth it. it's true. i find that so true.

Woke up at 7am. Didnt feel like going to work but still did. Morning feels kinda weird. Monday bLuEs. weLL, that's what everybody would blame on if it's a monday. lunch time was okay. had my piece of papaya as always. allowed tj to dig my ears and he was so happy, jumping with joy. might gonna let him dig it too when i get lazy. haha...

dad's watching Constantine now. He rented it.

I hope I get through this O Level. I want to make it. Please make me make it. I am going to make it. What if I not? .... I'll try again.

eeK! Sunday.

Companied mom to the hospital to see my grandaunt. She's realli weak. She's become smaller and she was sleeping when we came. Chit-chat with other family members whom we seldom met. After that, went over to Tekka Mall. Mom said she wanted to go Shen Siong and I thought it was de one in Woodlands but NO! we went to the one at Tekka Mall at Little India. When we got there, I got kinda scared seeing all de Banglas and other Indians there on their day off. There were loads of them everywhere. I stayed cool and followed mom to the Shen Siong indoor wet market at the basement of Tekka Mall. And oh boy, cz it's in de indoor and 2 floor down to de basement, the smell of de fishes/prawns/crabs, etc smells. The smell was so strong that it's much worse than de smell of de wet market at outdoors. Than I saw an old couple buying a whole lot of frozen chickens wings. 2 trolleys full of them. Maybe they having some function going on. I don't know. But it was realli a LOT!

Went for dinner ar Burger King. Just went yesterdae and again 2dae. he he... Collected de tumbler again. But a different one. Hehe. Gonna bring one to work tomorrow. For extra cup to drink. He he. And on all dat trip, I somehow missed going out with mom for awhile.

Dad kinda watching a debative show on Malaysia's Ch, TV1. The debate and argued over an issue as if it is a damn big issue. Well, I don't know if it's a big issue or not but they're loud. They talked as if the microphones are not loud enough for the whole studio to hear.

Oh, I wore my England jersey for the 1st time and as tj looked at it, he said it's an original one. Hehe. It is? I didnt know. But I love the jersey. Dad bought it. And of all jerseys, England's white jersey is de nicest. And I believe, because of the jersey, many guys were looking at me. Both young and old. Their eyes were simply just on me. tj realised me too. and we just stayed cool. but, ha ha. tj thinks it's because of my boobs. and i said it's because of my jersey. i mean, the jersey was baggy for goodness sake, i'm not wearing a tight fitting tshirt. it's because of de jersey. de cool thing abt de jersey, i could wear it any way i wnt. 1 side it shows the England jersey and on de other side, it's an Umbro t-shirt.

im kinda not so sleepy now. maybe cz i've alreadi had an afternoon nap. woke up at 1100hrs. had breakfast and than watched my animes. I realised now I have lots to watch. ha ha!!!

im gonna miss my baby soon.

...Seriously.... simpLe

like de saying goes, Ignorance Is Bliss. from the bottom of my broken heart, well, my heart was simply broken, i'll do my best to keep up my best behaviour.

i guess now i'm not in my best mood for awhile. i was yesterdae. work was okay. skl was great had a surprise swapping science subject on tuesday. instead on physics, it was chemistry. and we had to do a pratical test. it was realli surprising. i felt a little miserable dt dae bt i managed. wif de help of last weeks paper and my partner. hehe.

goodness, i'm feeling kinda miserable right now. not because of what happened at home. it was realli whoa. it became a national crisis for me. no magical wonder happen for me yet but i'll try my best to cover it up.

i'm feeling fresh right now due to yesterdae's earli sleep. i dn knw wt to do now. i've brought along some books, in case i'm bored. oh, i'm finalli wearing the England jersey that my dad bought me years ago. not realli years ago bt a long time ago. i remember it's long ago but not too long ago. im glad im wearing it now.

me all alone now. feeling miserable and sudden mood swing comes in. i feel i jz wnt to stay in my room and isolate myself right now. i'm a total crap right now. i feel like dying. and someone is carrying along his handphone with de mp3 on and it's sickening. it's killing me. it's unbearable. i feel like im being punish right now and i wnt to CRY!!!!!!

Saturdays....

i've always been bored. sometimes i feel like i'm trying to get more attentions from ppl but sometimes i feel i am so bad and i will always make others feel irritated. right? don't i? don't u think so? whoever u r.

i skipped maths class on thursday due to illness reason. dragged to by tj and dragged back by tj. had a chat for awhile after getting some meds and home i'm off to. showered, did malay revision and slept an hour later. It was a nice sleep. woke up earli the next morning and also for the next morning. i felt i had a nice rest. had mood swings for de past few days and today too but not so much as i's slowed down. had a nice chat on de phone with an ex-colleague last night. it was nice talking to him. ha ha!!! missed him so much!

went dwn town. had a nice walked. tried on frames and had lunch and bragged about things. my honey a lovely person. tried on many shades til we died and lived again. wanted to go down bugis bt didnt and went dwn suntec instead. got a lovely surprised from tj and hey! got some limitations to that surprise too. ~haiz/. bt it was oh so nice. i lurved it. i feel bad at times bt i lurved those times and those times are the times i need badly during the boring times and when all good times get together, the times are jz sometimes too much and times to be wasted sometimes gets to be precious and u'll start missing out de times where u have the times. i love playing with words. they jz sound so stupid.

i'm an idiot.

went back. get to drink HL milk. make anothr sin. ate 2 chicken sausages from de small stall at yishun interchange. came back, showered, clean off de red nail polish on my nails. were to red, i admitted but i was jz trying out. than off to my big tv and watch Boys & Girls. havent got anything much to do yet since i've last minuted decided to wwatch a movie on tv. and i watched Boys & Girls. it was boring when i watched it last time and watched it onli half. and now, i watched it all. til it finishes. it's nice movie. and next week is Election. Reese Witherspoon and Matthew Broderick and Kevin Kline. i thk that's his name. Kevin Kline.

i am so hot that i am going to tie my hair right now.....