selfish me

yea I am. selfish, stubborn, childish. i am all. best of all, im temperamental. yes i am. it's hard to control my feelings sometimes that it makes others pissed. i am sorry for that. especially my "da". ha ha....

it was funni. i didnt realli notice it at 1st but tj did. they sound so sweet. sometimes i think, even gays nowadays can be such loving couples that normal couples cant.

you know what i mean.

painfuL

2dae i'm in pain. as always, whenever ppl talk to me or call me out, they either hit my left arm or my right arm. sometimes my shoulders. damn pain, u know! than, some more today, i was hit on my chest! my CHEST le! some more, oj's elbow hit my chest. he wasn't careful and his elbow hit my chest! and yet! even more worse! tj tried to hit my chest again! bloody hell all you people! only know how to make people hurt!

i'm gonna live in my dream world anytime soon. wonder what kind of dream it's gonna be tonight but oh well, i hope it's gonna be something that's gonna make me wake up with cold pespirations.

giLa

Before I go to sleep, I would like to say, there's a song out there which can cure your broken heart. Not only when your heart is broken or not but when you're feeling down and when you're feeling frustrated or whatever, listen to the Crazy Frog Song.
I saw an animation of de crazy frog before and it is crazy and it is irritating, but it somehow makes you laugh. and Now, i hear there's a song and it has dt crazy frog in it and it's playing on Perfect 10 98.7 fm. I find it rather irritating and was wondering what the hell t is doing in de radio. Even my colleague thought so. & I never though I downloaded it. Thanks to my cousin, Shasha. Haha!!!
I added in my mp3 player but didnt dare listen to it outside. When I was on my way back just now, I tried to listen and I was laughing to myself while in he bus. Thankfully nobody saw me laughing as I was trying to cover myself up and hiding my laughters. Haha!!!!

People, go ahead and get that downg and listen to it. It's interesting.

Think I want to get the song from OJ ar. Ha ha...

I've taken my meds and will be dozing off anytime soon. I am feeling sleepy too anyway.

My hair is still wet. Sigh. Gonna towel-dry some more later or I'll have neck cramps and headaches again tomorrow morning when I wake up.

nothing

i don't know what to write for my title today. simply i know that i slept at 2000hrs after taking the medicine and doze off after watching samurai 7. somehow i felt like 95% of de medicine kind off paralysed my whole body and especially my eyes. bt that 5% doesnt seem to be working. i still felt awake and was tossing and turning. although i kept waking up, i still managed to doze off afer a while. most of de time i was tossing and turning was during dad was watching dvd, which after that, i fell fully asleep. than, i woke up to an incoming message at abt 2200hrs. i went back to sleep. de next one was at 0530hrs and later at 0600hrs where i finally woke up 30minz later to go to work.

total sleepness, abt 10hrs. should have said estimating la. not total.

at tj's desk now. he's off to de doctor. me had me lunch alreadi. a it of de mee goreng mom made last night. didnt realli feel like eating it but it was nice feeling there. the meats were nice. instead of chickens. ive had enough if them.

sigh. gg back to my desk later. gonna feel bored and oh boy, try to act busy again.

the weather's kinda cold and de offices and store and productions here, brr... cold too. the aircons are realli strong.

brr....

hot...

dtz what de weather was like when i woke up this morning. i had slight fever. didnt go to work. went to see de doctor jz nw and i thout i was okay bt i was still having fever. tj forbids me to go skl and told me to rest instead. took de med before heading home and i've been drowsy eversince. oh boy, i'm still drowning but having something to eat 1st before i get away from this world.

hope shasha gets dt g-string.

idiotik

Sometimes I wonder why there are some people who can be so idiotik. so what if i'm going out with a guy. so what if that guy is my boyfriend. well, some people loves talking around and assuming. what if that guy is just my boy friend. and there is nothing between us. and yet, some people are scared to to go out with me as their friend. well, i am their friend but they somehow feels kinda worried and scared over nothing. tj finds it rather shallow. i find it rather ridiculous. as tj said, worry more about other things which are more worth it. it's true. i find that so true.

Woke up at 7am. Didnt feel like going to work but still did. Morning feels kinda weird. Monday bLuEs. weLL, that's what everybody would blame on if it's a monday. lunch time was okay. had my piece of papaya as always. allowed tj to dig my ears and he was so happy, jumping with joy. might gonna let him dig it too when i get lazy. haha...

dad's watching Constantine now. He rented it.

I hope I get through this O Level. I want to make it. Please make me make it. I am going to make it. What if I not? .... I'll try again.

eeK! Sunday.

Companied mom to the hospital to see my grandaunt. She's realli weak. She's become smaller and she was sleeping when we came. Chit-chat with other family members whom we seldom met. After that, went over to Tekka Mall. Mom said she wanted to go Shen Siong and I thought it was de one in Woodlands but NO! we went to the one at Tekka Mall at Little India. When we got there, I got kinda scared seeing all de Banglas and other Indians there on their day off. There were loads of them everywhere. I stayed cool and followed mom to the Shen Siong indoor wet market at the basement of Tekka Mall. And oh boy, cz it's in de indoor and 2 floor down to de basement, the smell of de fishes/prawns/crabs, etc smells. The smell was so strong that it's much worse than de smell of de wet market at outdoors. Than I saw an old couple buying a whole lot of frozen chickens wings. 2 trolleys full of them. Maybe they having some function going on. I don't know. But it was realli a LOT!

Went for dinner ar Burger King. Just went yesterdae and again 2dae. he he... Collected de tumbler again. But a different one. Hehe. Gonna bring one to work tomorrow. For extra cup to drink. He he. And on all dat trip, I somehow missed going out with mom for awhile.

Dad kinda watching a debative show on Malaysia's Ch, TV1. The debate and argued over an issue as if it is a damn big issue. Well, I don't know if it's a big issue or not but they're loud. They talked as if the microphones are not loud enough for the whole studio to hear.

Oh, I wore my England jersey for the 1st time and as tj looked at it, he said it's an original one. Hehe. It is? I didnt know. But I love the jersey. Dad bought it. And of all jerseys, England's white jersey is de nicest. And I believe, because of the jersey, many guys were looking at me. Both young and old. Their eyes were simply just on me. tj realised me too. and we just stayed cool. but, ha ha. tj thinks it's because of my boobs. and i said it's because of my jersey. i mean, the jersey was baggy for goodness sake, i'm not wearing a tight fitting tshirt. it's because of de jersey. de cool thing abt de jersey, i could wear it any way i wnt. 1 side it shows the England jersey and on de other side, it's an Umbro t-shirt.

im kinda not so sleepy now. maybe cz i've alreadi had an afternoon nap. woke up at 1100hrs. had breakfast and than watched my animes. I realised now I have lots to watch. ha ha!!!

im gonna miss my baby soon.

...Seriously.... simpLe

like de saying goes, Ignorance Is Bliss. from the bottom of my broken heart, well, my heart was simply broken, i'll do my best to keep up my best behaviour.

i guess now i'm not in my best mood for awhile. i was yesterdae. work was okay. skl was great had a surprise swapping science subject on tuesday. instead on physics, it was chemistry. and we had to do a pratical test. it was realli surprising. i felt a little miserable dt dae bt i managed. wif de help of last weeks paper and my partner. hehe.

goodness, i'm feeling kinda miserable right now. not because of what happened at home. it was realli whoa. it became a national crisis for me. no magical wonder happen for me yet but i'll try my best to cover it up.

i'm feeling fresh right now due to yesterdae's earli sleep. i dn knw wt to do now. i've brought along some books, in case i'm bored. oh, i'm finalli wearing the England jersey that my dad bought me years ago. not realli years ago bt a long time ago. i remember it's long ago but not too long ago. im glad im wearing it now.

me all alone now. feeling miserable and sudden mood swing comes in. i feel i jz wnt to stay in my room and isolate myself right now. i'm a total crap right now. i feel like dying. and someone is carrying along his handphone with de mp3 on and it's sickening. it's killing me. it's unbearable. i feel like im being punish right now and i wnt to CRY!!!!!!

Saturdays....

i've always been bored. sometimes i feel like i'm trying to get more attentions from ppl but sometimes i feel i am so bad and i will always make others feel irritated. right? don't i? don't u think so? whoever u r.

i skipped maths class on thursday due to illness reason. dragged to by tj and dragged back by tj. had a chat for awhile after getting some meds and home i'm off to. showered, did malay revision and slept an hour later. It was a nice sleep. woke up earli the next morning and also for the next morning. i felt i had a nice rest. had mood swings for de past few days and today too but not so much as i's slowed down. had a nice chat on de phone with an ex-colleague last night. it was nice talking to him. ha ha!!! missed him so much!

went dwn town. had a nice walked. tried on frames and had lunch and bragged about things. my honey a lovely person. tried on many shades til we died and lived again. wanted to go down bugis bt didnt and went dwn suntec instead. got a lovely surprised from tj and hey! got some limitations to that surprise too. ~haiz/. bt it was oh so nice. i lurved it. i feel bad at times bt i lurved those times and those times are the times i need badly during the boring times and when all good times get together, the times are jz sometimes too much and times to be wasted sometimes gets to be precious and u'll start missing out de times where u have the times. i love playing with words. they jz sound so stupid.

i'm an idiot.

went back. get to drink HL milk. make anothr sin. ate 2 chicken sausages from de small stall at yishun interchange. came back, showered, clean off de red nail polish on my nails. were to red, i admitted but i was jz trying out. than off to my big tv and watch Boys & Girls. havent got anything much to do yet since i've last minuted decided to wwatch a movie on tv. and i watched Boys & Girls. it was boring when i watched it last time and watched it onli half. and now, i watched it all. til it finishes. it's nice movie. and next week is Election. Reese Witherspoon and Matthew Broderick and Kevin Kline. i thk that's his name. Kevin Kline.

i am so hot that i am going to tie my hair right now.....

t'was hard

Had a meeting with TJ. he wanted to get his slippers from Birkenstock. Went aLong wif him. met a colleague, Josephine of Doc Control. She was wif her kid. I think Josephine's kinda cute when I saw her. He he. She's short and round. Her kid's like her too. He he!!
After Wheelock Place, went to Far East Plaza to eat. I was dead hungry. So, had stewed beef noodle. and that wasnt enough. the new CK Summer scent was nice. TJ wanted to get it but he felt that it was for female onli as it smells kinda orangey. I'm thinking of getting it. Told him to finish his cologne first, than he could get that. hehe...!!!

Went through my Chemistry. I wanted him to go through it with me. And we went through the Ionic bonding 1st. He taught how to see the Periodic table and oh boy it was terrible. It was horrible. I was trying so hard to get things into my head. I was glad he was patient and he try to get me to understand them, that I even cried at certain points. It was scary. But he calmed me down and I was calmed and I managed. But it ws scary. Oh boy.....

.....

"GET THIS ALRIGHT! I DIDN'T ASK FOR IT! AND NOBODY TOLD ME! UNTIL YOU LET ME KNOW! TELL ME WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO!? DID YOU TELL HIM!? CAN'T YOU JUST LET ME HANDLE MY OWN PROBLEMS FOR ONCE AND STOP HELPING ME!? AND NOW, YOU'RE MAKING A FUSS OVER IT! ... JUST GET THIS, I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT YOU'VE DONE AND I NEVER ASK FOR ANY HELP BUT ONLY ONCE! NONE! THAT'S IT! STOP! ZIP! ... LEAVE IT!.... YOU WANT TO GO OUT!? GO AHEAD! I HAVE OTHER BETTER THINGS TO DO!...."

"all people are realli idiots. .... i don't knw why but i have to resort to the word that i'm used to right now. IDIOTS! i am here, trying to de-stress myself, trying not to think too much, try not to say much, ther you are trying to do something for me and what! hoping I feel sad and guilty!? Feel bad about it!???"

...Consiquences...

can't believe it!

i am all tied up. i'm all worried. it's like i'm gonna be sick everytime i get up from sleep, everytime i want to go to sleep, everytime i want to go out or come back home or see anybody or just anything. I finally finished my 1st malay comprehension exercise. See! It's so easy to say it in English. Comprehension. And in Malay, last time it's Kefahaman and now it's like, Pemahaman!? URGH!!!! I even have trouble doing the verbs, adjectives, bla bla bla.... And I wanted to start writing the composition just now and it's realli tsktsktsk!!!!

dt cap...

...the PSP cap we saw at Funan Centre's Sony Gallery, i want it. He he. I even asked the salesguy if we could have it but it's only available if we get the PSP. it's a freebie when we buy de PSP. sigh...
When i tell ppl abt psp, especially girls, they do not know what psp is. Well, girls, PSP is PlayStation Portable and yes, there is such a thing.

Me feeling depressed recently? I don't know. But am i? Feeling sick am I? Well, yes. Actualli. Tired too. I have restless days and nights and I even hv to resort to medication when I can't sleep. It's kinda embarrasing when I went to the pharmacy to get that certain medicine but hey, it works for me. Cuz I've been having sleepless nights for weeks and days. Even now, I am feeling restless cause of a certain someone who doesnt seem to be restless at all. Well, I think that person is and maybe he/she don't wnt to show it but at least, why cant he/she say it out?

I've finished my History homework. Still have a lot more on English and I feel like having that Kimchi Ramyun Seoul's instant noodle again. Got my darling to get it for me and oh boy, it's nicer when it's cooked rather than de one in de big cup.... well, u knw, de one which we jz hv to pour in the hot water ad wait for 3mins. Oh well, it wasn't realli nice until i add black pepper wo make it more spicier. He he!!!

Right now, I don't know what to do. Either to continue my animes or go to sleep. But I think I've slept a lot.

I discovered something. Whevener my father is on the afternoon shift and he'll be back home by 1am, she'll be turning off the tv earlier and either go to sleep of continue watching tv in de room. bt, if he's in de morning shift and sleep earli or when he's on de night shifht which he'll onli be back de next morning, she'll be watching the tv til like 2 -3 am.... why? why? why????

Worries....

....are worrying me. Yes I am. Although I've been counselled and told off to not worry so much, I can't still take things off my mind. That leads to loss of appetites and sleeps. Yup, I can barely sleep nowadays. I will onli can sleep when I'm realli realli tired.

I didnt go to work today due to stomach indigestion. And I thought that was all I got, but the doctor added that I's having gastric too! AAH! someone will kill me if he finds out that I hv Gastric.... Looks like, I have to improvement my eating habits. Sigh....
I had my medicine already but I'm kinda hungry right now. Am gonna hv chicken with fries.

My darling was looking good todae. Long sleeve shirt, with his g-star jeans. Oh Boy! He's my MAN!

I tried doing Malay. I have barely even start any. And eventualli, I forgot what are their verbs or adjectives or phrases, the simpulan bahasa or peribahasa. Sigh. I was all so scared cz I can barely even understand their instructions. And I got scared. Sigh....

SITI! KEEP UP PLZ!

Sad one....

...I finally watched Sepet. a Malaysia movie. it's not those commercialised movie but, how should I say it? It's like those kind which Arts Central would always play one. he he!!!
It's a nice movie. And in one movie, 4 languages came out. English, Malay, Hokkien, Cantonese, Mandarin. Oh, that's 5. Anyway, it's a nice movie. Some elders and conservative ppl might not like it but I like it. I wish.... Oh, nevr mind.

Someone heard about something from someone. And the other someone overheard someone telling that someone. And it's all about that particular someone who will be together with someone. And that someone has a someone who will be gonna have to join the whole lot of someone's group. I hope all these someones are doing good....

I think I wnt to cut my nails. It's killing me whenever I'm typing. It's like such a bother.

Office Romances

OFFICE ROMANCE OOPS #1:
DATING UP OR DOWN
We all know the story of the boss secretly (or not-so-secretly) dating the assistant. That's a major misstep, according to the experts. "When there's a great disparity between the status of the people involved, it can be problematic," says Mark Oldman, cofounder and president of The Vault, a resource for job seekers. Not only do issues of favoritism and resentment come into play, but also the boss/underling relationship is ripe for sexual harassment issues. David Zuckerman, a former movie producer in Los Angeles, discovered the pitfalls of dating outside of his rank when he started seeing an assistant (not, he's quick to point out, his own) in his production office. "The other assistants would get jealous, thinking that she got special treatment because of her relationship [with me]," says Zuckerman. "And honestly, I distracted her from her job, and her direct supervisor hated me for it." That doesn't, of course, mean that office daters can only romance those on the same corporate rung. "If the relationship involves a supervisor and a subordinate, they need to both take pains to establish that the relationship is consensual," says the Vault's Oldman. Author Fox suggests that the person in the higher position inform his or her direct supervisor of the romance. "Eventually, it might be possible to move one of them to a different division or position," she says.

OFFICE ROMANCE OOPS #2:
LEAVING LOVE CLUES
When you're on the verge of a burgeoning romance, expressing your feelings for the other person can seem like the most natural thing to do. But when love notes are being passed on company time, they can go public despite your best intentions. Everyone has accidentally sent an email to the wrong person at least once. Imagine if your "You were great last night" email was erroneously sent off to Human Resources. Additionally, says author Fox, "People should know that all electronic mail is the property of the company. Emails can always be retrieved, even if they're deleted." This doesn't mean that Big Brother is watching and reading every last epistle in the hopes of catching a fling in action, but if there's ever a reason for emails to be examined (say, a lawsuit), your "private" feelings could come to light. Experts recommend never committing anything personal to the page-in email form or otherwise. "Don't write down something you wouldn't want to see on your office bulletin board," says Oldman, who suggests that daters keep their written communication to "short, cryptic messages." Says Fox, "Of course, an innocent note like, 'Let's meet for lunch,' is okay."

OFFICE ROMANCE OOPS #3:
GETTING PHYSICAL AT WORK
It's bad enough watching a couple canoodle at a restaurant. Seeing coworkers get too close for comfort is in a whole other league. Most office lovers have enough common sense to know hands-on behavior is a professional no-no. Says Morgan Gatins of Brooklyn, New York, who started dating a guy at her production office: "He'd kiss me when no one was around, but even that made me nervous. I'd usually push him away." That's the right move to make. According to Fox, "There should be absolutely no PDA-you could lose your credibility and it could hurt your career." Still, lust can muddle even the most reasonable of minds. Shockingly, a recent Vault survey showed that 23% of office daters consummated their romance at work (either in an office or the bathroom). In cases like those, the cliché "it's better to be safe than sorry" has never been more appropriate.

InuYasha....

...is what i'm watching right now. wasn't realli interested in it until i saw it on Arts Central few times. Shaman King too. I wonder if I'm still able to download it. If nt, i'll just get the dvd ar. Until the full episodes are out, of course. He he.... Lucky I still hv de discs which tj gave me of InuYasha. Watched the movie last night and it was realli nice. Watched in yammie's room. I can't possibly watch in in de living room, can i?
Well, there are some mising episodes of inuyasha but that won't stop me from watching it. ha ha!!!

ok ok. enuff of me and my animes. hehe he!!!

school has been great. work has been okay although i think i still need to buck up. sometimes, i feel like i'm still slacking. both at work and school. also, someone realli cares so much abt me that it makes me feel realli bad at times when i don't realli do well. i simply can't let him down. although that person is not there with me 24 hrs, i know that he's there for me...
..chey! i talk like for real siak! haha!!!

thanks all for the bdae pressies!!!!

GUNDAM

de 3rd meaning....

Generation
Unrestricted
Network
Drive
Assault
Module

had been...

...Raining since 0600hrs. Well, i kinda woke up at that time, and than again 2hrs ltr, 1hr ltr, and 1hr ltr and ltr at 1100hrs. And it was still raining. And it continue raining untl like abt 1530hrs? I think, around there la.

did mthe laundries. watched animes. got call from tj. went out and, met him up and got my bdae pressie from him.... a samsung yepp 128mb mp3 player. well, at least it's something. i'm so happy. ha ha!! dad bought Rocky Road, after i asked him to. hehe... so nice.
I thought when i go out, it's gonna be cooling. but NO!!! it was still hot. i was hot. and i've been getting headachs from tying my hair. i guess it was too tight but i cant help it but tie up my hair as the weather's hot.
mom made kway teow goreng. am gonna bring some to work tomorrow.

done with installing my mp3 player thing onto pc, and upload mp3s. still not sleepy yet. maybe gonna watch gundam seed destiny. but am talking with angel on msn too. he he

Your dating personality profile: Liberal - Politics matters to you, and you aren't afraid to share your left-leaning views. You would never be caught voting for a conservative candidate. Shy - You are often timid around others, though you will open up when the right person comes along. Stylish - You do not lack for fashion sense. Style matters. You wouldn't want to be seen with someone who doesn't care about his appearance.

Your date match profile: Practical - You are drawn to people who are sensible and smart. Flashy, materialistic people turn you off. You appreciate the simpler side of living. Funny - You consider a good sense of humor a major necessity in a date. If his jokes make you laugh, he has won your heart. Adventurous - You are looking for someone who is willing to try new things and experience life to its fullest. You need a companion who encourages you to take risks and do exciting things.

Your Top Ten Traits 1. Liberal 2. Shy 3. Stylish 4. Adventurous 5. Sensual 6. Funny 7. Big-Hearted 8. Practical 9. Romantic 10. Athletic

Your Top Ten Match Traits 1. Practical 2. Funny 3. Adventurous 4. Athletic 5. Conservative 6. Outgoing 7. Traditional 8. Stylish 9. Big-Hearted 10. Intellectual

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Seed & Destiny

i'm gonna boast again. ... ha ha

i've finished watching Gundam Seed and now am moving on to Gundam Seed Destiny. I've never been so excited in watching an anime as much since errmm.... Samurai X? No! erm... Fruit Basket? Ha haha.... I wasnt so excited in watching other animes. But, yeah, I think de last time I ever got so excited watching an anime was Samurai X. And now, Gundam Seed and Gundam Seed Destiny.















Watched Naruto 133 and oh boy, the fighting was getting there but, sigh, have to wait next week again. Same goes for Bleach 30. The fighting was just starting and it was getting fun but, it has to stop. It ends. have to wait again. Samurai 7, ha ha ha... afer episode 4, i've not continue. cz, i know de storyline. no matter how de chage the time and locations, de fightings, the tactics, they'r still the same storyline. who's gonna die, who's gonna live. oh boy!

Mom and dad just got back. they went to buy some laundry hangars. gotta change to a new one after a certain problem. Hehe...

I'm gonna rot and relaks todae. Still got homeworks to be done. Oh boy....

good morning....

i'm still eating my bread... gotta off to work...

eek! 2 meanings for GUNDAM....

GUNDAM

Generated
Unsubdued
Nucl
Drive
Assault
Module

iNcompLete - BacKstReet bOyS....

de video is out!!! aaaahhh!!! watch it! click here -> (*)

de backstreet boys do still look LIKE de backstreet boys!!!!

Yuckz!

my blogsite nu layout looks SUCKS on Mozilla. the iframe simply jz switch between de main frame and the tagboard frame. EWW! so, ppl, view it on IE.

i will put up de notice soon.

It's a few hours to go,

before I'm gonna sleep and wake up to shower and get ready to go to work. Basically, the majority things I did today was watching GUNDAM Seed and entertaining my cousins and watching tv and eating toasts with Philadelphia cheese spread; strawberry flavor & the ragular one.

It's funny. I collect GUNDAM's opening and ending song. Not knowing which series it belongs to. But it's all nice. Than now that I'm watching GUNDAM Seed, I like de 1st ending song. GUNDAM Seed seem to have a nice story line to it. I watched the GUNDAM 0080 but it was not nice. I like GUNDAM Seed. I think, from there, I'm gonna continue watching de coming GUNDAMs after Seed. GUNDAM Seed is a 2002 series, I bet there're more after that. Ha ha!!

My mom realli scares me. "Idiot"

I can't say de **** word anymore. So, I got a word replacement to it. It's "IDIOT"!

How about that har! How abt that!?

I got a nice layout prepared but I got too tired to put it up last night. Plus, the weather's killing me.

GUNDAM

General
Unilateral
Neuro-link
Dispersive
Autonimic
Maneuver

...Okay, now it's time to watch Shah Rukh Khan on Main Hoon Na on Central right now.

June!

Yup! Initial d movie will only officially be out in June. The date? I don't know le. Who know ar!? And I got it wrong! Ryosuke Takahashi is de big bro and the younger one is Keisuke Takahashi. He is the 2nd best driver in Project D while Takumi Fujiwara is de (1st) best driver of Project D, while Ryosuke Takahashi is de leader. & Edison Chen is plaing Ryosuke Takahashi and looking at them, Edison suits being Ryosuke as they look-alike. Well, at least Edison could be. Ha ha!!! & Since the Night Kids will be around, and Emperor Kyouichi will be ard, ha ha ha!!! it's de 1st stage of Initial D. Ha ha ha!

I can't wait!

But will I be lonely then?

Few things happened.....

.... best better not mention. some things happened for a reason andssome things just happened. Whether for a reason or not. I was looking all nice on Thursday, I think. ppl are complimenting me getting prettier and some are starting to become good with me again. for reason or not? I have hell no idea about it and oh boy! I best better be worrying abt my studies right now.

I got my 1st History source-based essay back and I even got a remark on it. And thanks to my History teacher, he's gnna help me look out for my essays. And like he said, I've not been doing any writings for awhile, my Emglish are dropping. My sentences are not in proper words and I barely elaborate them.

Went out for fishing yesterdae and oh boy! Wrong place, wrong timing, stubborn ppl, dangerous, cautious, oh boy! It's really scary. I was a little pissed off but well, some ppl simply love heeding their own advice. It was hot, I was sticky, had MacDonald for breakfast, but it was oKay. But during the trip, I somehow start feeling like the onli stranger who's simplay justtagging along for the sake of tagging aLong and things happened. You knw like when the kids start talking to u, u dn knw wt to say. Than they played a prank on you and you start feeling pathetic. And somewhat frustrated too. But all went on fine after that. But it wasn't so fine. But it was okay. I was dead beat tired after the walking. There were lots of walking and I was realli tired. I wasn't obliged on going home yesterdae and I badly wanted to.

It's a Holiday today. Labour Day. It's Holiday in lieu tomorrow. I've finished Naruto til 132, i've finished Bleach til 29, I've finished Initial D Fourth Stage til 14 and I'm watching GUNDAM Seed. Yup! Gundam. I never like Gundam But TJ kept talking about it;. For months and months and finally, I gave in and asked him to pass me de dvd so that I'd watch it. & I start watching it yesterday. But I fell kinda sleepy after that. So, I continued this afternoon and oh boy! I continued again few hrs ago after my nap. And oh boy! I seem to be hook on it. Of course, the starting of the show is always not so interesting until the characters one by one finally come out and finally, the whole diversion and confusion and complication starts. It's interesting. You'll get hook on it. I don't like GUNDAM cz of it's a robot-robot anime. But, i did't care of de robots nw and care of the storyline. It's getting more interesting now. Oh boy! But I've stoppd for awhile and will continue disc 2 later cz I havent been blogging lately.

He he he....

My mood's kinda windy at the moment. I can't seem to get everything into a straight line and it keeps despersing whenever I need them.

Sigh.

...Oh

it's 2nd dae and i have good news to myself. yup! my sista was de 1st one. my regular schedule is back. yeah! I'm so happy. ~erhm **clears throat*

but now, i'm happy in tiredness.

haha.

I'm so tired from yesterdae's skl. it was cool and and practical was great. i never realli learn how to use de manual vernier calipers and now that i have, i'm happy. also, de micrometer we were using yesterdae was lousy. it was lose and the measurement keeps running out of place. Idiot! & we were doing an experiment and no fans were allowed to be on. So, we were all were drowning in the heat of the night and the sweats that we're all letting out. i'm having pains right. last night slept at 0200hrs. ha ha!! watched Initial D 1st Stage, where Takumi did his 1st racing. Seeing old animes, they kinda look so funny.

Oh, to yammie's fren who's borrowing my Samurai X collection, please please please do take good care of it. TLC yar! he he he... I appreciate it.
Actualli, there're few people who are in line for my Samurai X dvds. But, when you got to wait, means you got to wait.

*sob* *sob*

I could watch CSI NY but I didnt. I'm gonna watch de repeat on Sunday. At least, there's something for me to watch. CSI NY, than The Apprentice, than CSI Las Vegas. Yup yup!!

I think I'm gonna be okay later. I'll be waking up in a few hours time. My pains are not so terrible. But, hey, I've got me painkillers.

He he..!!

iNcompLete - BacKstReet bOyS....

Empty spaces fill me up with holes, Distant faces with no place left to go, Without you within me I can’t find no rest, Where I’m going is anybody’s guess

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you, I’m awake but my world is half asleep, I pray for this heart to be unbroken, But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on, But I am swimming in an ocean all alone, Baby, my baby, It’s written on your face, You still wonder if we made a big mistake

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you, I’m awake but my world is half asleep, I pray for this heart to be unbroken, But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

I don’t mean to drag it on, but I can’t seem to let you go, I don’t wanna make you face this world alone, I wanna let you go (alone)

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you, I’m awake but my world is half asleep, I pray for this heart to be unbroken, But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

Incomplete

it's time....

it's few minutes to teabreak time. i'm still thinking if i should go down for break. well, maybe i should. than, lunch i need not eat or maybe I should just eat lunch.

I'm feeling kinda sleepy. I tried to sleep at 2300hrs, after I showered last night but I couldnt. So, I went on to transfer some mp3s for my fren whom had pass his 256 MMC to me. I was thinking of doing it this morning, but I didnt. Than, But when my alarm rang like 3 times, I didnt woke up. Instead I turned it off and slept away. By de 4th time, I woke up. Plus, I was already sweating. Oh boy. Yup. I did.

I didnt knw .....

.....watching The Apprentice would be addictive. Especially when you have no other channels to watch and you're stuck with that.

My Saturday was not so good. Nothing bad happened but something did happened. It was embarrasing. & I troubled someone and I fell a little guilty about it.
I painted my nails with one of my old ZA nail polish. Thought would have dried off by now but it did not. & that night, I watch Initial D 4th Stage til the episode 12 until like almost 0400hrs. I was already tired and sleepy but I was too engrossed in the race that I have to stay put, eyes wide open and watch it. & I did! I watched til de end and I slept straight away & woke up at 1300hrs in de afternoon.

Didnt do anything much (hey! it's a Sunday) except watching Japan Hour, CSI New York, like finally! than went on to watch The Apprentice Season 2 on Star World. I was hooked on it. I watched the whole episode without changing any channel. It was kinda fun. Than, went on to the pc, tried to do some work, chatted with some frens online and went for a nap. I think, it's was a 2.5hrs nap. I woke up and showered just in time for 2100hrs CSI Las Vegas Season 5 on AXN. Than, wanted to continue my work but got fed-up again and went on to watch Naruto 131. sigh. Another draggy and flashback episode. & continued with Bleach 28. Got tired. It was almost finished but I stopped and went on for dinner, read Cleo & 2hrs ltr, start to doze off.

I am falling in love again....

...with the Backstreet Boys. I have been waiting for them for so long and finally they are out with a damn oh my goodness, awesome sound, with their new single Incomplete. You can go to http://www.thebackstreetboys.com to listen to the track. Their new album will only be out in June. That's awfully a long time to wait! I can't wait to get my hand on them.

I used to hate HL milk but I love it now & I can't live without it. I don't know. I'm hook to it now.

Barely do anything. ...

...Well, nothing much to be done but I simply cover up everything that are need to be covered. Yup! On the spot. But I'm dragging my filing as usual. Gotta make full use of the time, ya know. Gotta know when to play, when to work, when to study, when to pay attention, when to not pay attention and everything. Muaahaha!!

It's payday today but well, money just poof away like that.

I slept like 0400hrs this morning. Yup! A refreshing one. Ha ha!! I almost got up at 0600hrs but went back to sleep as my eyes were shut closed and can barely opens. It's like, when I opened my eyes, it starts to itch and as if it's burning. So, I was woken up by dad at 0700hrs. I was an early bird at work. Yes. Thank goodness.

Jerk It Out on the radio now.

It's Friday today but the dae is draggy on so Long. Oh when is it going to end?
I can't wait for Saturday.

I wish to get my hands on a pair of high-cut sneakers. Don't care what brand it is, as long they're nice Maroon, or Dark Red or Black. Black? Should I get black? I'll ask Yammie for opinion ar.

It's almost lunchtime. Gonna take out money for some things. Bills and "banks", etc.

Gotta bang my head on the stereo and burst it!
The head or the stereo?
I don't know.
What do you think?
I don't know.
Maybe both la... Better right.

Whatever you say Madam!

Who you calling Madam?

You la?

Who me?

Wah! I'm calling meself Madam sey....

Ha ha ha

Gila

Your Aura is Yellow Your Personality: Life's too short not to have fun. Your bright energy brings joy and laughter to those around you. You in Love: A total flirt, you need a lot of freedom to play. But you'll be loyal to that one man who makes you feel safe. Your Career: You love variety in a job, and you probably won't stick with one career. You would make a great professor, writer, or actress. What Color Is Your Aura? Take This Quiz :-) Find the Love of Your Life (and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

Hollaback with a S***...

... I downloaded Gwen Stefani's Hollaback Girl music video. the Uncensored one. I love downloading music videos too. Only those I like them. I had Britney's Do Something too. I'm starting to download music ideos again now. Ha ha... Like last time. But I always got time to burn them on cd. Ha ha... Now, lazy. Ha ha!!!

I was realli bored in class today. Have no concentration at all and all I think about was going back home, have Hershey's Dark chocolate with HL milk and drinking a hot cup of coffee.

I think I wanna head to KL..... Gonna check out some prices nw...

Ha ha....

.... It's realli funni to see some of my t-shirts which I wore last time was kinda tight at my stomach area. But now, it's just loose.

Oh yeah baby!

It's loose.

There's this t-shirt I got from KL at Sungei Wang Plaza in a Comic Book festival. It was tight when I wore it previously but not anymore. Ha ha... I think I look better in it now.

Felt like eating Rocky Road but there was no more. i barely ate it, you know. I'm drinkin some coffee now. And I'm going to school soon. Maths class today. Sigh

I don't know....

...what I would do If I ever lost my job. Wel, actualli, I've lost jobs many times. The current one? I on't know how it would turn out. I've started in 2000 and now it's almost 4 yrs and I'm still there. oh well, things are not going well.

I am now loading the Initial D live action movie promo trailer. In the official trailer, i don't see any Jay Chou or Edison Chen. But just the cars and the tracks. I can't wait for it. I've always love the anime and yeah! My favorite chinese singer (THE ONLY ONE I LIKE), Jay Chou plays Takumi Fujiwara. And Edison Chen playing Rousuke Takahashi is kinda funny cz Ryousuke is taller and Edison is short. I don't who's Shawn Yue's playing but he should be Ryousuke cuz Ryousuke's taller and Edison is short. Anyway, I wonder who is... who's that guy? Ryousuke's big brother? The Founder of Project D? Argh. Damn.
Anyway, I saw Red Suns in the trailer so I guess they base on the 1st stage.
I know Initial D is originally a Manga (Comic Book in Japanese), than an Anime than, a pc game (is there any?), than PS2. But I didn't know Initial D had Novels too!??? ha ha... Oh well. I'm just interested in the anime. I'm watching the Fourth Stage now and I can't wait for next month, to see Initial D in the cinema. If TJ doesn't want to go, I know who to call.

KYMMY!!!!!!! You better not be overseas when Initial D is out!

I'm at home. In misery. I miss all YOU out there. Will be going to school later. Oh yeah. Maths today. Gotta take my medicine later.

Sigh

Monday Blues

I am realli not in the mood today. Just for everything. I am happy to see someone but I am just not in the mood. For everything. I feel bad about everything and I am feeling miserable. I don't feel like working, I don't feel like schooling, I feel like I'm being a dumbass today and I like it.

I woke up earli but itchiness came and I went back to sleep. Mom got mad cz I everytime go to work either late or half day. Yes yes, I know. TJ gave me a ticked on the head for being naughty. I mean, for coming late.

And 2dae, the best thing is, there's only me and my storekeeper working. Although the shipping guy and the store back-up guy is here but the main store ppl, there's onli me and my storekeeper. The rest, they're all on MC. I wanted to come earlier but I didnt. Sigh.

2dae is realli a slacky day. Everything's are just not in the right tune. It's raining too.
I see how la, maybe I'm not going to school today. It's English, I might get my homework back today but, sigh, see how la.

It realli scares me....

.... if you could just get hook onto something and just stay there to watch it.

I mean, I see myself watching my downloaded animes and The OC 2 in front of my pc when i have nothing to do. And I basically can't stop watching it and would want to know what happen next in de next episode and would carry on watching until few hours and in just a glance, you see that the day's getting dark or alreadi dark. Doesn't it scare you if you just slouch in your couch or chair and watch those shows non-stop?
I don't want to be that guy who plays his PS2? Nintendo? Sega? or what at home, sleeping, eating, basically do everything except for toilet breaks in his couch all day and that it needs few people to get him off and finally clean him up, cut his hair, shave his beard and moustache off and throw him in the mental hospital for treatment.

Those who don't remember that story, it was in The Newpaper last year. It was on de cover page.

Okay, I don't do it often. Cuz I'm always out from Mony to Friday and sometimes Saturday and mostly Sunday i my sleeping day. But I'm feeling fine today and will be going out tonight.
So, beng scared of seeing myself doing that is just a tiny alarm for me to not do it all de time.

Oh boy! I've got laundries to hang out. It's so hot out there. I think I'm gonna lie down for awhile.

Okay, I've watched Naruto til 130 & Bleach 27. Thought of continuing to Initial D but I guess not. My back's getting tired. Gonna go sms my darling the usual and gonna lie down for while and than do de laundry and off to shower and meet up my fren....

Bless me....

...let me just recap that I've done for the day.

I woke up at 12 noon. I showered. I checked on Ares on what are being download. All done, I turned off the pc. I went into my room, watched tv as I cleaned my black nails. I mean, I was having black/dark grey nail polish on and was cleaning it off. Thinking of putting blue on but I thought tomorrow night would be best. Continued watching tv after that and laze back again in my bed. Had my breakfast-cum-lunch, therefore, it's called "brunch". I believe so. Than, I continued watching tv as I sms-ing with tj. i continued watching tv after that and after that, I decided to hit to the pc. Thinking of changing my layout but i don't know how to and I was out of idea. And also, my fren is not at home, which I believe she is in some chalet. And so, I watched anime.
I watched Initial D Fourth Stage. I've already watched episode 2, so, i continued ... oh I think I updated my blog before that. Did I? Hmm. I forgot. I seem to have STM (=Short Term Memory, courtesy of my "girlfren", Angel). I watched Initial D Fourth Stage episode 1 & 3 & 4. I think.
Wanted to to go out but have no idea where to or what to do, so I figured I'd just stay home and slouch and laze around.
After watching Initial D, I continued downloading the rest of Initial D Fourth Stage episodes, I went back to my room and start reading. Yup! I'm readin. I read my History book til I fell asleep. The weather's cooling too as it was raining heavily.

=you know, Caesar's Jerk It Out really makes me want to shake my body to the tune. It's really those stuck-in-the-head song. Just like what MTV would describe=

I took a short nap for like 2hrs. Woke up after hearing someone opened my door and shut it back. I woke up, wash my eyes and lie back in my bed and watched cartoons on Carton Network. They have this one cartoon, which I was watching just now called, something something Imaginary Friends. Yup Yup!! Than tj called. Which makes me warm. For awhile. But I was happy.

=He's so sweet. Oh he is....= Stop it Siti! You're way too much!+ No I'm not!+ =Yes You are! Shut Up!+= You know What I mean.... OKAY! ENOUGH ALREADI! Let's just listen to my Mp3 and type out my BLOG! fuck= //$3.00 for that Miss!||

Than I got up, hit the pc, download Naruto 130 & Bleach 27, tj told me it was out and I had to download it. Than I smsed him asking for the new opening and ending songs from Bleach. I than continued watching The OC 2.
And it's just funny to see Dad, on the red couch, watching soccer, slouching it with his left leg up the small cushion stool. While I'm on my green chair, slouching and my left leg up on the lime green Ikea stool, watching The OC 2. Yup! All the way to episode 18. It's kinda cool to finish it all. Now, we just have to wait for like another few weeks and start downloading again.
It's like everything I'm downloading now are on it's limit already. You finish downloading one, you gotta wait again for another week before you can start downloading again for the next. Even the same for Initial D Fourth Stage. It's only like up to episode 12 now.

Well, I'm done after this. Don't what should I eat for dinner, although I'm not really hungry. I might just hit my room, hit my bed and hit the tv and hit for the snooze.

Yup yup!!

love you all..... muackz muackz

Normal.....? I don't know. What do you think.....

...Stress? Sigh. Maybe I am.

I fell when my colleague stepped on my shoe. I fell flat on the ground and he fell on top of my right. My hand hurts.
I feel a little irriated at times. I don't know why. My goomy-gloomy moody is coming anytime soon. I already got the feeling of it now. TJ knew exactly y when I start having that. He's been a sport. Cheering me and up and all. I feel bad sometimes but I just adore him. He's so sweet.
I had 2 radish spring rolls with sambal and a slice of papaya for lunch. I wasn't really hungry but I had to eat something. Or else, I might get knock on non-stop.
At Maths, I got a little naughty. My teacher came late. I stick one earphone on my right ear and played my cd softly. Doing the exercises and listening to my teacer well. Bought a cd-r and 2 pack of HL milk. Helped a classmate kicking a vending machine cz it ate our 40 cnts. It was horrible. But I remembered the incident at YCKSS. I bought a can drink for $1.10 but the drink didnt came out. I tried to get my money back it wouldn't come out. So, I kicked it, and I got my $1.10 bck, including a 20cnts. Ha ha!!

I woke up earli this morning but I was late. So, I told my storekeeper that I'd come at 9am. But I was too tired that I decided to take half day and went back to sleep. I got up after that to shower and wore my Darth Vader t-shirt, it's a nice t-shirt u knw! he he!! And I put the straight milk lotion by Loreal on my hair and straighten it using Angel's straightening iron. I'm gonna get the Hot Iron Straightening Loreal lotion. Yup! My hair's is neater with the straightener. It's realli hard to maintain at this point.
I was looking pale at work. Thought of eating rice but I ate something else instead. People were saying I was looking pale and indeed I was. My body was shaking. I felt cold. TJ said I was feeling hot when he touched my cheek and forehead. I was having a headache. All due to not enuff sleep & not enuff eating. Others told me not to go to school as I was in a not good situation. TJ even told me to go back after seeing my condition after awhile. But I insisted on going. I felt tired and dizzy in class but I felt better after awhile. I even did my homework after the break while he was explaining some points. He he!!! I don't know how mne actualli hand over the homework, but there were few who didnt came to class. History may have lots of talking and explainations in class, but it's interesting to learn about what happened in the past. And how stupid some Nations can be.

After I got back, mom got a little furious over me not taking care of the wound and not going to her to change de small plaster bandage. I took a quick shower and had her clean and treat the wound. It's onli 20% ok. But it's ok la.

What the hell!

Am I falling in love with you? I am scared to think that.......

I wish I was on a....

...Holiday. Yes. I wish I am holiday right now. Actually, I'm planning to go KL again. Yes. I want to go there again.

Anyway, my day today was absolutely, I don't know what to say. hmmmm......
I got up earli morning, showered, go to work. I had been early these few days, which had been good. Yeah! I came to work and I have no idea what happened to her, she was wow-ing over me. saying i've slimmed down, wearing my hair nicely, new bangles and everything. de thing is, i havent been wearing any new bangles. and she even said i'm wearing new belt. and de thing is, dt white belt i got was last yr.... oh boy! poor gurl... not much thing to do anyway. Had a lot of fun times at work too. Ha ha!!

Morning teabreak, i sounded the makcik at the canteen. Everybody's been complaining on how expensive de foods are, how little they gave and how not nice it is. And so, I had the mee goreng, I was totally hungry but I dn care, So she said $2.50. I said okay. She place the mee goreng in the plate, one egg. Looking at the mee goreng, it was realli little. So, I told her to add some more mee goreng as it is $2.50. Yup! She wasn't too happy about what I said, but I don't give a damn. They better improve better or they will lose more customer. In fact, the stall didn't realli do veri well.

Sigh.

Lunchtime, had papaya onli. Chatted and arguing and debating with ta-jie. I love it when we have dt kind of conversation. Than, jokes and pranks around with my store colleagues. Working time almost ended and I almost took off my storekeeper's jeans. He didnt even retaliate. Spectators came running to see while I make a run. Ha ha!!!
It was raining still and we sat down at canteen for awhile. Wait for the rain to stop than we went off. It wasn't realli very late....

Sigh. Funny things happened at work and it all happened really fast. It was realli fun day today. The weather took me off for awhile, making me lose my senses and mad and crazy and gila and siao cha-bo... ha ha!!!

Okay la, I want to eat cup noodles but nyai still up and mom still watching de irritating chinese shows. Sigh.

Wouldn't it be nice....

.... If you could just for one moment, have that great person to be with you and have a fun nice conversation? You would agree, disagree, argue, gossip, confide, everything all in one. Raising your voices, giving up options and suggesting.

Wouldn't it be nice?

I had mine. Not all the time and It is really a great way to really say out everything. Not matter what slips out your mouth, it's just amazing when ...oh! what am I babbling...

=Why don't you just Do Something!

Crapped....

Work is like crap! I'm off to school now!

It's running out...

...de black nail polish. So, it's onli available on de 3 fingers of my right hand. My toes, i've painted red nail polish. He he...!!

Work today, was like sucks. There were work to do. But, it was freezing. It was like freezing the whole day. And my body wasnt feeling good. I even had a headache. Good thing I still have my painkillas. Took it, and I was fine after that. Only had sweet potato for breakfast. Didn't eat anything during lunch. And also, some ppl, they tend to get sensitive over small matters. I mean, I am a sensitive person too but hey! you want to be sensitive, you gotta have the logic there too. See if it's worth it to get sensitive over. if it's not. What for? Right!

Stupid!

School was fun. I thought I was gonna skip but I still went. TJ said yes to walked me to school and although he was in a hurry, he still did. He was so sweet. He's like so sweet that oh! I couldn't resist him. He's my man! He's mine!

Muaahahaha!!!

Adik dah kluar dah! Saya punya turn pulak nak mandi!
Ta ta!!

Here's the thing....

I can barely do anything. I have no room for myself. I cannot do what I want to do. I am pressured. I am having a headache. I am all alone. I am sick. I am totally out of my life! The weather's hot. I am inproportionate.

Why must this happened to me? Am I being test? Am I being judge? Am I being reprimanded or something? Why? Why? Why?

Sigh. I don't know what else to say.

Sent LinZ off just now. Together with her parents, Kymmy & bro and bf and Jesse. LinZ told me to study hard and yes I will, although I am suffering from stress and pressure right now.
Got dad to help me on Malay and he provided me with some simple and high Malays story books and novels and also a Malay dictionary and a dictionary that translates Malay to English.

That's cool huh.

I'm kinda hungry. What did I ate this morning? Nothing. Why? Cuz I woke up late at 12 noon. So, what I ate this afternoon? Grandma even questioned me what I ate. Everybody's getting worried over me not eating and over-eating. Chill yo! I know what I'm doing. And darling, don't worry, I'm not gonna get another gastric pain. Well, this afternoon I had 2 hotdogs with a cup noodle, Tom Yam flavor. I'm gonna get killed if mom finds out. And what did I have for dinner? Nothing. Not yet. I don't know. Should I eat? It's already night time. But I'm hungry!? Well, my darling says eat. So, I eat. But what if I don't eat!? Oh cut the crap and just eat! I barely had any full meal in a day!

Bye

me??? Champion?

ENFP - The Champion You scored 63% I to E, 36% N to S, 47% F to T, and 52% J to P!

Your type is known as the Champion type, which is part of the larger group called idealists. Nothing occurs that does not have some deep and ethical significance in your eyes. You see life as an exciting drama. You are very charismatic, yet tend to be too harsh on yourself for not being as genuine as you think you should be. 3% of the population shares your type. As a romantic partner, you need to talk about what is going on in your life. You are a strong supporter for your partner's efforts to grow and change and be happy. You need to feel that same support from your partner. Expressive, optimistic, and curious, you are eager to enjoy new experiences with your partner, whom you wish to be your confidant and soul mate, as well as play mate. You are uncomfortable sharing negative emotion, though, and tend to withdraw from confrontation and process your feelings privately. You feel most loved when your partner appreciates your creativity, accepts your uniqueness, and sees you as the compassionate person you are. You need to hear your partner tell you how much you mean to them and would love if they did thoughtful spontaneous things to demonstrate it. Your group summary: idealists (NF) Your type summary: ENFP

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 77% on I to E You scored higher than 43% on N to S You scored higher than 46% on F to T You scored higher than 60% on J to P

Link: The LONG Scientific Personality Test written by unpretentious2 on Ok Cupid

Oh boy.... How long have I not been......

....blogging?

Anyway, what have I been doing this whole week? Hmm, let me see....

Monday = I went to work. I went to school. I went back. I sleep.
Tuesday = I went to work. Had a little small tiny-weeny prob. I went to school. I went back. I sleep.
Wednesday = I went to work. I wore my Tommy-Hilfiger shoes. Got another blister and the skin was peeled and this time of my left leg. Blood was spread on the shoe. I took time-off. Angel too. She came home with me. Download and Upload and exchange mp3s. She went back. I ate dinner. I watch Casshern. I sleep.
Thursday = I went to work. I didn't go down for teabreak, I brought Mackerel sandwich. I didn't go for lunch. I try doing my English homework, I couldn't. I tried hard. I think. I cried. I continue doing my work. I was bored. I was totally bored-stiff. I asked OJ lots of questions about him and his girlfriend. I finished work. Asked ta-jie for $$$. Went to J8 and had dinner. Ta-jie bought t-shirts. Than bought bdae pressie wif ta-jie for Angel. Than went to school. Was not late. Yeah! I went back. I sleep.
Friday = Another boring day. Came earli to work. Went down for teabreak. Bought curry puffs. 1 for me and 1 for ta-jie. He came down late. The others went back up and I joined Sebas and OJ. Continue working. Also emailing with Angel. Lunchtime, was chased and grabbed and pushed by ta-jie. He was strong but I ran fast. Why? He was trying to dig my ears and I didn't let him. Than he asked me to dig his by I was scared. So I didn't. He was busy. Continue working. Finished work. Went to school. Revised the whole thing on last week's topic. Got my 1st History homework. Finished school. Went back. Sleep.
Saturday = Woke up. Watched tv. Went out. Helped ta-jie choose a nice red cap. He bought it. I wore it. Came back. Watch dvd. Angel came over. Mom found out about my left leg. She was furious. Angel went back. I showered. Mom treated my wound.
Sunday = Now online. Updating blog. Will be doing the laundry a little later. Going to airport to see LinZ off.

And what else? I went to the library and read up some malay books and I was clueless. My malay is bad. I can barely understand it. It's bad right? I also know.

To date, I have English homework. Maths revisions. Science is killing me. History homework to be done. Malay to catch up.

Yammie out now on a chalet.

I'm tired but I'm bored and when I stay home a lot, I'm tired too.

So how?

I also don't know.

Don't care ar! Fuck it man! I'm broke. Oh boy!

I haven't been feeling good lately. Why??? Is it me? Is it you? Is it "us"? What doees the "us" mean? I don't know. But I'm glad that you really care so much for me. I care for you too. I miss you. Muackz....

The OC

Whoever is only starting to watch the The OC Season 2 on Ch5 is really poor.

Catch UP ppl!

You know how exciting it is.....

.....When you start your classes for the 1st time. I had my 1st History class last night. Sitting in it, I was sleepy. I was really sleepy. Than there was this guy, who seems like a smart aleck and his loud. Than there is this other guy who seems timid and keeps looking around and especially looking at the big guy like as if he's nervous and scared and shy all in one.

What is wrong with the people around?

Than, There's this girl, who came in, thinking she's in the right class. And once she saw the whiteboard had "HISTORY" written, she was pai-seh, got out and went to her rightfully class. He he!! Poor her.

Being in History class is like listening to the teacher telling a story. And listening to just one story, lots of details in words and numbers and names are to be remembered. Oh boy! I've got like 4 pages full of History notes just in one night, 3 hrs class.

Dad's brother had a surgery just like my father did last time. It's due to Hernia that they had to go for it. He called my dad last night at work after he had gone for the surgery. Dad asked him why didn't he called earlier, and he said, "Cuz last time I laughed at you about it, and so, now I called you after the surgery. Cuz if I called you earlier, you'' laughed at me."

Ha ha haha ha ha ha ha!!!!!!

I was being a kiddy yesterday. I felt bad. But he didn't took it seriously. He was cool about it. He was even trying to cheer me up. But today, I was feelin' good. He is a dear to me. He is....

Gwen Stefani's Hollaback Girl is happening babe!

Bought my History textbooks already. Damn heavy man! Bought the Malay Sec 5 textbook too. Need it for revision, ya know. I wonder why they don't have Malay assesment book. Didn't get the Malay workbook as it was out. Bought a cheap haversack too. So, I don't have to carry slings all the time. My shoulders are gonna be build anytime. I'm like carrying weights everytime I go to school.
Last night, bunked in Yammie's room to copy my notes, did my revision and do my homework. I believe, my English is not good now. I need to write a report in between 250-300 words but I only end up with only 160 words. That's bad.

A damn large black head was squeeze out just now. The one that I've been trying to get it out for months and weeks and days, is now out. Thanks to my baby.

When you're happy. ...

...You tell someone about it cuz you're happy. Okay, i've repeated. The thing is, when you tell them something, and without even knowing the real picture, what actually is happening, they tend to assume, accuse, presume, or wateva they think of. So, I guess, some things are best kept secret.

Saturday, dear cous, Sufyan came over to watch uncut version of LOTR: Return of The King. Than he continued on to use de pc and played Speed of Underground. I slept quite early that day.
In the day, I was transferring my Genting trip video onto pc. Finally! I did it!
I didnt do it in one day. I did it in 2 days. I edited it. I add some wordings and transitions and by Sunday night, I finished it by burning it onto cd. Oh boy! Finally! It's done!

Monday, English class. I was sleepy. But it was okay. We did Comprehension. Got a homework which need to be done.
Tuesday, 1st class of Physics. It was okay. The teacher was fine. I hadn't done Physics for a long time but I managed. I was struggling but I managed.
It was a long way walk from YCK mrt to YCKSS. Oh boy!
I was really tired. I had a heavy dinner last night I can say. It was really a bomb.

Mom, wanted to get me something on my birthday. She kept insisting on getting me something and keep coming up with items that she can think of and I keep saying I don't want. What for to get me things when I don't need it. And so, I came up with something. And she was on. I was alright. She's alright, all alright. Alright!

Coming up, my hospital check-up will be somewhere in July. Oh boy. 2 yrs once, I nearly forgot about it. Dad didn't wnt to stop going for check-up, so, I guess it's better too la.

I'm at work now. Had a heavy lunch just.
Happy Birthday to my baby.

I'm bored.

I'm on my way out..

.. And she's sitting on the couch, watching tv. And the conversation goes....

"I'm going out."

"Where to."

"Town."

"You gonna be home late?"

"Yup."

"Okay. But don't be too late."

"You watching tv? What show?"

"Chinese shows."

"Again?"

"Why?"

"Nothing."

"Okay."

"Do you always have to watch tv all the time? I mean, whatever you are watching, it's always like the same shows. Aren't you sick of it?"

"What about you? You always watch your japanese animes."

"I do. But, not 24hrs. I've got work to go to."

"Well, I don't."

"Than find something to do."

"Like what?"

"Do like what you used to do. Go for knittings. Sewings. Window shoppings. You can't just wait for me all the time."

"I see how. I'm tired."

"Of course you're always tired."

Cruel Summer - Ace of Base

Hot summer streets and the pavements are burning, I sit around, trying to smile but the air is so heavy and dry, strange voices are saying (ah, what did they say), things I can't understand, it's too close for comfort, this heat has got right out of hand

It's a cruel, (cruel) cruel summer, leaving me here on my own, it's a cruel, (it's a cruel) cruel summer, now you're gone, you're not the only one, it's a cruel

The city is crowded, my friends are away, and I'm on my own, it's too hot to handle so I gotta get up and go, and go

It's a cruel, (cruel) cruel summer, leaving me here on my own, it's a cruel, (it's a cruel) cruel summer, now you're gone, you'e not the only one

I am blessed.....

..... to have good teachers and good class. Well, I don't know about Physics and History. Those 2 classes have not started yet. I will only start my Physics and History next week. If tomorrow's not a holiday, than I'll be able to start History.
I had Mathematics class today. A girl wanted to sit with me and therefore, I got to know a classmate. A partner in class. The other day, at Chem, when we got to the lab, I start searching for a partner. And I found her and she happened to have the same name as me and happened to live nearby. Ha ha....
I think I kinda overdo it on the composition I did the other day at English.

Went for an interview on Tuesday. I really hope I would get that job. It's a very good opportunity to be in Logistics. I'm not really into it but I kinda revolve ard Logistics so, I'm kinda familiar with it.
The place was so secluded that we got lost. I went there with my bouncer. Ha ha!! He's so cute.
We got lost. Instead of North, we went South. And eventhough the weather was hot and sunny and we were burning, we manage through. I got through the interview. It was a long interview. I've never been through a long interview. While I was in the big conference room having the interview, my bouncer was waiting at an empty cold room. It was really cold. Even the whole warehouse.
After that, went off to town for lunch. In the cab, catch a little nap or a while. Before that, while we were walking out, we saw an SIA aeroplane landing, behind a building. We sat at a bus-stop for awhile while I talked to my friends on the phone and of course, we were almost getting a heat stroke. Ha ha!! It was really cold. Looking at the cabs that came our way, all went into the Vicom Inspection Centre. But thankly there was 1 cab that came to us, even when we were not hailing for it. We just stood at a junction, stare at it, hoping that it'll come to us, and it did. Haha..!!
Had lunch, walked walked around. Sat down under the sun and drink. Than, walked walked around again until we wasted some time. Bought meself some stationeries and hang around again.
At the end of all that, went back to AMK and met up with my darling and had him companying me while I waited for my bus to go for my Chemistry.

Class was okay. Class was great. It had little Physics in it, so, I kinda got the hang of it. Found meself a lab partner. And the best thing is, she had the same name as me, stayed nearby with me and we're even the same age. But the only difference, she's taking the Science class at a 2nd attempt. While me the 1st.

I've been kinda tired lately but I still got the hang of it. I'm used to it. Staying out all day and comeing back home at the end of the say and relax. Than on weekends, I would do the laundries and watch tv and go out. And on Sunday, I would just stay at home the whole day, either sleeping or laze around.

I miss my darLing. Muackz

I've bought Style magazine. Yup! The last time I bought Style magazine was the 1st issue. Elva Hsiao was on the cover. Than, the 2nd issue which has Fann Wong on the cover. And I stopped buying after that cuz of the boring content. And since then, I've been buying Cleo. Yup! Cleo. It has lots of information I need and updates. But, not I got Style magazine cuz of Jon Jonsson. Yup. But, I hope there'll be good information in this issue. Other than Jon Jonsson.

i'm seeing Jon Jonsson ........

........everywhere again. On tv, if you gals notice, he's in the new SingTel 3G advertisment. He's the guy sitting at the bus-stop with a girl and looking at some guys doing some ninja stuffs or wateva. Than there are the magazines. Whoa! He's sweet.

On Saturday, I was really on the thought on just staying at home. But, I got bored. My head start getting bad. It was spinning. My body was getting restless. But still I insisted on staying home. BUT! thank you my gal, Angel, called me out together with her fren, Buzz. They dropped by me place and picked me up. I became a follower that night and we had dinner at Bendemeer Road. The teh tarik was really nice and happening. Just like the one at Genting's First World Plaza. I really want to have it again.

He he he...

I'm on a downloading frenzy again.

Whoa!

For the 1st time, after 8 years of not schooling......

.........., I did a composition. Yes! A composition. Liya was in another class and her class did comprehension. I did composition. I'd gone a little too much, I think. I forgot on how many words we need to put in. When my teacher to write down the numbr of words, I counted mine and it was like 600+. It was really too much. The limit is onli 350 - 400 words. I got in my class a little late. Kinda 10minz late. Cuz we were a little lost but I managed to find mine after that. There were people who came more later than me. There was suppose to be break too but our teacher was too engrossed in his talk that we didn't really care and continue on the class on until we start doing our compositions until it was almost 10, we were let off the class on whoever are done.

Yesterday, after coming back from wedding-under-void-deck, watched japan Hour and than continue watching Samurai 7 after that. Watched 1 episode done, played a pc game. After that, went off to watch tv in my room. Was around 3+pm, almost to 4. I smsed for awhile with ta-jie and went to sleep after that. Was thinking of onli taking a nap, but I continued sleeping all the way til morning. I did awoke in betweens but I continued sleeping til the next day. I was too lazy to get up and since it's Sunday, I made it like any other Sunday that I would spend. That is sleep and sleep and sleep. My Sunday is always a sleeping day. Not even that, I was having my 1st day period.

Last week, I've already told myself and hope that I won't get period this week, cz it'll be the 1st week of schooling for me. And it really came. That kinda carries my worries away. it does, you know. Last week, I was all moody and quiet and frustrated all the time. I was really bored all the time. My face was realli just black and I just look dumb all the way. But today, I was all cheered up and noisy! I was having cramps too, of course. Especially in the morning. It was really terrible. Horrible. I even took 2 panadols to clear the pain down. Not away but just sore it down. It was really bad. But I was all talkative, loud and laughing and joking all around.

Even going off time, while walking to AMK Central, I wasn't even keeping quiet. I just kept on laughing, giving out nonsense remarks. Well, I did gave some remarks on ta-jie while at work. I looked at him, and he suddenly looks kinda chubby and suddenly shrinking. But 10mins laer, he looks back to normal again. I even hhad the cheek to ask him it was him or was it me that's having the problem. And unfortunately and of course, it's me. Who else! i was even having duble visions and head spinnings. But I was okay after awhile. I was having milo mostly. Didn't eat much. Just had milo in the morning. Milo in the afternoon. Milo in the late afternoon. Curry puff and popiah in the late afternoon. Japanese cheese cake in the late evening. Plain water in the late evening. Plain water in class. Rice with soup of meat (which have lots of bones), carrots and potato, with sambal kicap and orange juice, mix of green apple and carrot. Yummy!Ta-jie was lecturing for not eating again today. I promised him to eat a full meal and I guess I did. After class, I called him and he was busy cooking and totally I can't disturb him on that. Tried to call Sebastian, but his batt was flat. he called me earlier, so, I was kindly returning his call. Than, I called Oni-Jiang. We talked all the way until I got home.

Got home. Dad was watching Harry Potter, The Prisoner of Azkaban. I don't know if he's watching it for the 1st time, cuz when I got back just now, he gave me the expression that he is. Too bad I didn't get to have a conversation with him. By the time I got off the phone, he was already asleep. I guess he's on off tomorrow.

Well, going to an interview tomorrow. Heard that place got lots of malay guys. Oh boy! A place I wouldn't want ending up at. I hope if I were to get it, Ill get in the building office to work or something. Not really the warehouse or anything. Oh well. What can I expect. I can't expect much. I just have to be thankful.

Really miss my darling....

I'm still having the stomach cramps right now.

gonna go for an early breakfast tomorrow and have lots of fun.

Gonna look for some things and have a big meal. I hope I could.

Whatever it is....

....I don't Care Anymore. In future, learn to get those things yourself.

You Are 29 Years Old

29 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

These few days has been dreadful.....

It was totally stupid. I mean, there are really stupid people in this stupid world. I have to say, I am one of those stupid people too.

On Friday night, I kindly gave an advice to a friend in a nice way. Although I'm direct, I was being nice as not to hurt her feelings. After all, it concerns a colleague and it's superior. Not going to mention who. Since it's not so nice for the superior to go straight to my friend, so, I gave an advice to this friend of mine. And I never thought she would take things badly and mistook it for me being interfering with her friendly relationship with the colleague. It was all so bad. And the next morning, the colleague called me! He told me off! I was pissed off! I am not happy! I wasn't in the wrong. I told his superior about it.After the superior talks to him, he cleared the misunderstandings now. Even my friend apologised to me. But, to forgive her? I don't know. Should I? For not thinking twice... urgh! She apologised, but i dn know if I were to forgive her or not. But, oh well. Things are done now. I hope nothing gonna happen again.

I came to work late today. But there was barely anything to do. Lunch, I had a heavy one. Rice with curry, and friend ladyfingers and scrambled eggs. It was not a nice one ar, but a filling one ar.Teabreak time, had bread from Rotiboy. Don't know what so good about it. Than, had 1/2 karipap. Ta-jie said can't eat dinner already liao.But, we had dinner. Ta-jie wasn't too happy about his Chicken curry with Rice, while I'm delighted with my Indonesian Fried Rice. Although it's already spicy, I still had it with sambal and more chillis. he he he.

Things at home haven't been good. I don't know why but everything's just going from bad to worse. I guess, we're all growing up and growing old.

Watched another tear-jerky movie last night. Ladder 49. It's realli heartbreaking.

Have I told you I've watched Full Metal Alchemist finished? The ending's really sad.

Clearing My Mind

I am not very happy today. I am not. But, he cleared it up for me. My sadness. He's my joy. Thank god there was him. There is him. He's my pride, my joy. Clearly, we don't feel like going out. But, cuz I was frustrated, I wanted to go out. I don't feel like isolating today. So, I decided to go to the IT exhibition at Suntec City. Before that, watched Brotherhood. Dad played the dvd. It was a nice one. I don't remember crying when I watched it in cinema. But my tears was flowing when I was watching it just now. Oh boy! What a movie. A tear-jerker it is. War movies always brings out the sadness in you.

Honestly, I've never been to an IT exhibition before. And since it's a Saturday, many people will be there. And I just found out about it yesterday. When I reached there, MY GOODNESS! It was so crowded and I could barely see or capture anything. Except for trying on the the new Sony HDD? or HD? mp3 player. It's heavy. It's not really good, Ken says. Oh well. Went to see the ipod shuffle and thinking that it would have a promoton price, but nope, all price stays the same. Not wanting to go round anymore, we got out of the place. We couldn't take it anymore. Especially him. Sigh.

Went down to Orchard after that to get his LV bag which he sent for repair. He found a nice belt that he's gonna get. Which kinda cost a little whoa! to me, but it's nice.

You know what, I think I look good in mini skirt. Especially I wear casually as in just with t-shirt and sandals. I look kinda good. Oh yeah!

I'm glad I got through it today. I was feeling good today when I go out. I was glad I get to be with him when I'm feeling down.

I know you are always there for me when I need you.... Muackz muackz

As for you, I'm glad you're just a hi-bye acquaintent....

It's almost 3am and all she does is watch chinese shows all the way. She's getting way too muc right now. I can't tahan already siak! Feel like slapping her with words right now. But, it's not nice cuz she's my mother.

At work yesterday, I mean after work, me and ta-jie were suppose to go running but couldn't due to raining. So, we stayed at canteen for awhile. We had dinner there too. Finally I ate something at the Western stall. Had the Black Pepper Chicken with Rice. Yeah! It was nice.And also, we met old dear Garfield. Yup! He's a cat who's big and fat like Garfield. And therefore, the guys called him Garfield. Ta-jie and me played with him for awhile and I took a picture of him, which, he kinda slimmed down a bit. I guess, he's hit th gym too. Ha ha ha!!! Ta-jie wanted me to bring him home to wash him up and bring him back. But you know I couldn't. Dad wouldn't us to bring home any cats. He don't like it.But oh well, I hope he's taking care of himself right now.

Morning... MadneSs!!!

I've been kinda noisy for the pass few days.

I seem to be having mixed feelings. Angry 1 minute, happy 1 minute. Sad 1 minute, cheerful 1 minute. I want to look good, but I get clueless on what to wear. I want to put on make-up, but I get too fussy over which blusher to put on and feels troublesome. Sigh. Troublesome.

Hmm, I wonder why?

Is it me? Is it him? I don't know.

Yesterday I was really cheerful. I don't know why!? I was eating that waffle cake (the ones which everu bakery shops have). For the 1st time, I had the one with chocolate fillings. It was nice. I was happily eating. And than, ta-jie saw my t-shirt, the chocolate filling were dripping down. And it got down to my t-shirt! It was awful! I was sssoooo embarrased! I was so Eww! I spent like half an hour in the toilet cleaning it and drying it. It was really awful. By the time I came out, ta-jie already finishing he's chicken rice and I'm just starting. And eating the chicken liver, oh boy! it was realli one hell of a meal!

Slept amost 1am. After dad got back that is. And after watching the AmericAN iDOL ON sTAR wORLD.tHIS morning I woke up feeling sleepy. It was one of those times where I was willing to wake up but my eyes will be droopy and I would sleep anywhere I could after that. Even on every bus rides or train rides or taxi rides.

My morning can say, it sucks. The printer died on us and gave us troubles. My report was delayed almost 40 mins. Ta-jie called out for teabreak. Got him or Rudy, either one to help me get a plate of prata.Shah's back. I forgot all about him until I saw him at canteen.Others said he was involve in an accident but actually he just hurt his thighs, hamstrings after playing soccer. Sigh, 3 guys, even the victim gae me different stories, those guys, they're realli ar.

Came home early today. Feel kinda cool. Havent been coming home early for quite a long time. It feels kinda refreshing. Nobody's home when I came back. I mean, dad and sis wasn't home. But mom and grandma were having their afternoon naps.

Than, dad bought Brotherhood. The US vers. It's kinda expensive. But I tell you, Brotherhood is a worth one to get it at a high price. He also bought The Incredibles. He called sista about it. He called me earlier after he got Brotherhood.It's really funny, ya!Dad would always report to us when he bought certain dvds.

Oh yes, I had a taste of duck today. Didn't get to taste the duck satay at Lau Pa Sat but I get to taste duck. For the 1st time, I did it. I finally got to taste it. Cuz, I felt like having KFC chickens. Than feel like having some thai fried noodles or thai fried rice.Ta-jie bougt the japanese cakes with cocholate and cheese fillings but i don't feel like eating it. Even the big sotong balls with sambal. I don't want it. Than ta-jie bought me duck noodle. It was nice. It was nicey. Duck. I finally get to taste it. Same like chicken ar. Like no difference.

Okay, I'm feeling kinda sleepy actually. But am gonna watch Brotherhood tonight with dad on the big plasma. Yeah! Hurray!

Sufyan coming over tonight to use the pc and get his ITE confirmation slip.

Dad's on the way to get another tub of Rocky Road. Me and yammie finished it last night.He he!!It's nice, you know.FYI, Rocky Road is a the name of an ice-cream. Marigold, i think.

There's something else I wanna say but seems like I've forgotten about it.

Oh well.

End here for now. I'm gonna continue with Full Metal Alchemist til the last episode!

Oh! I feel kinda bad this morning. Ta-jie gave me his red tumbler to me. He borrowed it to me yesterdae for me to make my peppermint tea. Unfortunately, he doesn't like the taste and the smell seems to stay. And he hated it. 1st h said he borrowed it to me, than he said he give me. I feel bad, you know.

Really bad!

Gonna find a tumbler for him liao.

Die die must replace it.

Dear Diary....

I need to slim down more. I already picture on how good I'll look in a certain dresses or t-shirts or jeans or skirts. Oh yeah!I've slimmed down a bit. Just a bit. yes! A bit. Yes, I will.

I repaint my nails with another coat. It looks a little messy but it looks okay.I'm gonna make meself a cup of peppermint tea now. Than, watch Full Metal Alchemist.

Smsed ta-jie and he still have not reply. Wonder if he's gonna reply tomorrow morning. Sigh.

Seems like Desperate Housewives finish. Sista alreadi out of the room.

It's only the 7th of March and I'm already broke. I rarely broke at this time but this time I'm really really broke.

Okay, gonna make meself a cup of coffee now.

Cik Su was here when I came back. It's nice to see him again.

Speaking of which, want to go KL le!

hungRy???!!! .... Nissin Cup NoodLe

Damn! Bit of my nail polish has been chipped off. Gonna put on the 3rd coat tonight.

Didn't want to come to work today actually but oh well, someone asked me too and I might as well go.

I miss him and I know he misses me too.

Got to work, wasn't hungry but had a papaya. Got scolded by him for not eating.

I really feel like eating fishball noodle at Banquet. Or maybe I'll go there later and have something else instead. I'm wearing white todae, u know.

Okay, gonna continue my work now.

Sickening.

What's Goin' On

I'm feeling kinda wrecked right now. My head's spinning since I woke up this morning.

Watch a movie on ch5, what's it called?, erm... The Royal Tenenbaums. I think. It was a nice movie. An Owen Wilson movie. It was a nice one. Liya called but didn't answer. I returned her called and talked to Rudy instead. He wanted to asked me and Ta-jie for a swim today but I'm too tired and since I'm suppose to go out with me mum, I couldn't. and Ta-jie couldn't either as he had a wedding to go to.

Oh well, I'm gonna drink coffee right now. I shouldn't be but I want to. Hadn't drank it for a while. Still dreaming of having Coffee bean's Cinnamon Ice Blended. Although I just had it while waiting for that brat cousin of mine.

Oh! My waistline has dropped down to a 33. I feel like a pregnant woman who has just given birth and is trying to lose weight and start wearing all small sizes. Well, the pair of jeans which I bought a year ago and wore it only once cuz it was too tight, was worn again for the 2nd time on Friday. I was late for work and had no time to look for something I really want to wear. So, I just grabbed it and wore it and I was surprise!Ta-jie slipped his finger on my waist and pull the jeans, there was still space even. Yup! I wore the jeans and it's still lose.it's an achievement. I managed to lose weight and I'm not giving up.

Ha ha ha!!!
I need to go running again.

Anyway, have you all heard Rob Thomas (the lead singer of Matchbox 20) new single, Lonely No More. I kept hearing it on Perfect 10 and I thought it was Maroon 5. cz it does sound like it's a kind of song which Maroon 5 would sing. It's a nice song.Oh! Check out Blu Cantrell's Hit 'Em Up. not a new song thought but it's a nice one.Songs of boy-bashing or songs abt after a gal's break-up seems to be making me feel good nowadays.

I need another violent movie. Ppl pls, anything to intro me?

I want to watch Finding Neverland. I'm still waiting for my friend to pass it to me.
I can't wait for Kingdom of Heaven. It's another epic movie and like other gals would scream about, Orlando Bloom. There's another epic of his movie which I didn't watch. Troy. Dad bought the dvd long time ago but I still haven't got time to watch it. Oh well. I will one day.
I'm gonna have my coffee right now.I kept saying that! I need to go shower 1st.

There seems a lot for me to say this time. I wonder how long will be my next blog. He he!!

I miss my baby. I know he do too.

Finally, I paint my nails with MAC's dark grey. Finally, I did it. I guess I was feeling restless and fed-up last night that I did it.

I can't wait for my hair to grow long. I regretted snipping it off but well, sometimes people just don't think twice when they make a decision.

Dad's cutting oranges! I want some too.

I better be off. I know there's something else I want to add in but I can't think of it now.
Goodness! I'm still having Coffee Bean's Cinnamon Ice Blended in my head.