Happy Sunday

Went out with Sufyan and Raihan. Pixs of us here.

Got to Heeren Shop. Saw Tanya Chua performing.

Surprisingly, there was not many people around town. It's not totally crowded as in during the weekdays or Saturdays.

Got meself a t-shirt. Raihan got a bdae pressie for her boyfren.

Had dinner at Paragon's Thai Express which cost us really a bomb.
It was more surprising to see Thai Express with barely any people on a Sunday. I as expecting more people but no. There was barely anybody.

Walked around Wisma. Got lost a little. Got out eventually.

Wanted to go Far East but got bored.
So, headed to Marks & Spencer at Borders t get my deodarant.
Than, finally ogg to Forum's Coffee Bean where we had drinks and cake and chat all the way til 9+pm. Sufy's fren was working and he joined us for awhile during his break.
At almost 10+, off to home.

It was great, hearing stories of History and Combined Humanities.

I'm going back to ITE Bishan tomorrow for some changes which I hope I could.

I hope I could.

Baby, Miss you... muackz

Next Saturday, gonna have a big feast. I'll be waiting for it, and SUFY!!! my $11. You owe me man!

Unwritten .... Natasha Bedingfield

I am unwritten can't read my mind I'm undefined
I'm just beginning the pen's in my handending unplanned

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your innovations
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

Oh oh oh

I break tradition sometimes my tries are outside the lines
We've been conditioned to not make mistakes but I can't live that way

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inner visions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inner visions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten

Oh yeah yeah

Cruel Summer

I got my Bluetooh USB device alreadi. Transferred the pictures from my handphone onto pc already. Updated them up on my website already. Finally I got it.
Wanted to get it Sim Lim as ta-jie said could get it at least as $20+ but we didn't go there. Due to some things, we went to Funan Centre instead. Got it at $38.90. Oh well, it's the cheapest I could get. Didn't realli walk around.

Had dinner at Sakura. The one at Peninsula Plaza. There was no one at all, except for one couple. Than there was me and ta-jie. Than few minutes later, there was suddenly a lot of people. Seems like a big family. I don't if they're friends or not but they're all deaf and dumb people. Erm, how should i say it?

..................

I don' know.

Oh well.

They were seated at 2 tables. They were having their conversations with sign languages. So, it's still quite except for their actions and a kid which they had with them, who's playing with his aeroplane and was making the aeroplane flying sound.

After that, I'm off to a neighbourhood for a regular round. It was a nice feeling. I had a nice day. Got back home earli. Well, not realli la.
There was no one at home when I got back, which was cool.

Later, Sufy coming over. Than out with Raihan dear. Dah lama tak jumpa. The last time we met was Hari Raya last year.
It was fun times there.

Listening to Ace of Bace's Cruel Summer, from the soundtrack of Blue Crush. Downloaded it ike years ago but I didn't listen to it.
I'm always like that. Already downloaded an mp3 which I like, than I don't listen to it. I just download it fo the sake of downloading. Ha ha!!

The weather's realli hot right now.
The fan is just right beside me. I've been feeling cool just now. But now, I'm starting to feel the heat again.

I'm loving Garnier's Light Matte mosturizer cream. Doesn't let my skin feel greasy when I go out. And I got the natural look.
The scar mark on my face is still swelling and recovering. Nyai and mom was lecturing me about keeping my face beautiful last 2 nights. HA ha... Ta-jie told me off again just now about my itchy hand always making the scar.
Nivea's Repair lip balm is making an awfully good job. I still feel uncomfortable when my lip is dry but at least it's not chapping or something.

I forgot to ask Yammie to get the deodarant too. Oh boy! Keep forgetting about it le....

I'm gonna retire now. I feel like continuing watching animes but I guess I'll sleep now la.

Baby... Miss ya

Freaky Friday...!!!

I did it. Yes, I did it! Instead of registering for the N, I registered for the O level courses. With some help from my colleague, I managed to register everything smoothly. I felt so nervous while waiting for my number to be call out. When my number was called, I went up with my colleague, went through the courses and chose the dates to set our time-table. Than off to entering the datas into their system (which I helped the "data entry" lady to do the entries on her system). Than off to do the payments an everything was done.It was a blast too. I had great companies with me. So, the night was really a blast for me. I really had a good time. I had the best times after like few weeks back when we had dinner at Seoul Garden.

Could have taken Commerce but the course was not available. So, I was up up with Principles of Accounts. The other 3 subjects are English Language, Mathematics & Science (Physics & Chemistry). Malay, I'll be with my colleague, studying under her grandfather. I don't have any targets yet but I'm thinking of Engineering, Logistics or Business. Too high of a target? I don't know. But I have lots of encouragements and motivations & I am not gonna let them down.

To all who are giving me words of encouragements and motivations and are backing me, I LOVE YOU ALL!

Baby! Thank you! Muackz Muackz Muackz

I'm getting blisters on my big toe. it's kinda killing me but I love wearing those sandals. He he!!

DegiL eh!

Round & round....

Sometimes, things are just happening so weird that I would start thinking if I'm the one weird or the thing or person is weird.
Oh well, that's how the wrold revolves around us. Everything have to be weird and weird things will keep on happening.
I've been feeling weird this few weeks.
I guess, I'm just thinking too much.


Okay, so I'm going to sign up for Academic N Level. Got words of encouragements from baby, frenz, colleagues & family members. They've all been nice. I hope everything will happen the best for me this coming seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks, months & years.

My baby wasn't in a good mood just. He was sian all the way until he told me to eat up the prawn in 5 secs. He showed me how & oh boy! I ain't gonna do it his way. So, I did it my way. He took the head off and it off the whole body and tail and shell. While, me, throw away the head, peeled off the skins and tail and eat it. I wain't gonna eat it his way.


I believe, it is all due because of the heat. The heat is causing of my lips & skins drying up like hell. I'm gonna get the Garnier UV matter mosturizer so that I could put it on when I'm at work. Yes, I'm gonna start putting on more mosturizer, get enough sleep so that my skin will regenerate. I have a small scar whic is quite visible on my right cheek. Thanks to some stupid blackhead which was damn fucking idiot! Not coming out no matter how me force it.
Never mind! One day I will get you! Stupid BLACKHEAD!

I'm sleepy now, I am gonna retire now. Sleep, wake up earli morning, put on make-up than go to work...

Than!? No need to shower ar!?

Shower la!

Stupid!

What should i Say???

A bit sad to see Tom Cruise's character to died in Collateral. Well, he deserves to but he dies at the spot where nobody wants to. A cool action drama. Really cool to see leading good guys to play leading bad guys.

Today:....Go to work / Eat papaya / Do work (duh!) / Eat Curry Puffs (de big ones. You know, the ones with the sambal one). Shah wanted me to go down canteen and buy & get one for me too. Than, I pulled ta-jie to go down with me to get it & bought 5 altogether. we had curry puffs altogether happily. It was nice. But no sambal, so, not realli nice ar. but, it was a nice one. / Work piled up / Finish halfway / 5.30pm / All go back / CrazineSs baby!!!

Tomorrow:....What should I wear? How should I do my hair? Need to top-up my ez-link card / Drink HL milk (maybe chocolate flavor one) / Eat papaya / Give $$ to Mother / Pay hp bill / CraziNesS baBy!!!

i'm Sick...!

i feel kinda tired. i don't know why. yesterdae, i was realli tired. i went out. as usual. but yesterdae i was tired. i don't know why.can somebody tell me why?

Friday, there was nothing much to be done. Well, there were jokes ard and everything as usual, but there was nothng muc to be done.

Went to Apple Centre other days but there was no ipod shuffle. it was sold out. de same goes as at bishan. but when we went to sim lim square, there was like ipod shuffle at every shops. yup! there were. and for the price, it was de same everywhere.

i want to get it!

i want to get it!

get what!?

ipod shuffle!

ler! i thought what!

stupid right.

anyway, yammie has decided to keep her hair long as she's fucking missing it. i got that wish to keep my hair long til beyond my bra length. yeah! but i have to cut it due to the spoilt ends. i shoul have just trimmed it but it's a waste to spend so much $$ to just trim it, so i just cut it off. & it's short, it's kinda hard to maintain at this length but well, i have to endure it. at least i could still tie my hair.

was kinda pissed with my baby yesterdae but he apologised numerous time & it's all well now. yeah. might go running wif him tomorrow. which is kinda scary.

my face is completely disfigured. totally. it's like worst now. do i need a concealer or something???I need to do something about it.a concealer? maybe?somebody, tell me please.

i think i'm gonna retire now.

it's sunday. & what do i usualli do on sundays? sleep. yes. i woke up at 1pm todae, although i slept earli last night. i woke p at 1pm, i showered, had lunch, watched tv, & i fell asleep. i slept all de way through til 7pm. how's that. i showered, i went on the pc to apply some jobs and than i watched full metal alchemist and now, i'm blogging while talking to some ppl on msn messenger.

i guess, i'm gonna retire to my room now, read newspaper & listen to my mp3s.

i"m getting the Itch agaiN.

i'm wearing my new pair Fila shoes. It's a nice one. It was on 50% off. I didnt want to get it at first but thinking again, i do realli need another pair of shoes.
I'm wearing my blue stripe head band too. Tired to style my hair 2dae, so, i put it & yea, i look good.

It was freezing cold at work. the Air-con's really strong.

i"m getting the Itch agaiN.

My right hand still feels a little numb. feels a little hard to use it. when i write, type sms or wateva. Thanks to dat dae's incident cz someone had an itchy backside.
No no! I didnt scratch his backside.
He somehow kinda played around with his ring, put it on an a finger which he barely puts the ring on, the ring got stuck. I used my mighty hand to pull it out but it was hoepless.
The ring was pull out eventually thanks to some help.
They were really helpful.
Really thank you veri much.

There's this accesories shop where it sells earrings to rings to whatever with silver to crystals. i fell in love with one ring. it's a cross. i'm gonna get it. i'm gonna get it. i'm gonna get it. i'm gonna get it.

i got a nu t-shirt & changed to it the other day when we were in town. it's a nice red Abercrombie t-shirt. veri Sweet... thnx baBy ;p

The weather has been rather hot nowadays. Fucking hot. Damn bloody hot!

baBy... you're so f****** incredible!

Whatever I'm going thru

My day feel so bored. I'm damn bored. yes! Once again the long ago bored girl is back with another bored whinings.

He he!! Not realli la, I hope.

Woke up in the middle of the night with the itch on both my legs. & I was busy scratching them. Seems like something to do with the wind that's blowing my leg. I gave up scratching & cover meself with my blanket & endure the itchiness & go back to sleep.
Woke up at 0630hrs. Had shower, feel good about myself, put on everything I need to put on & off I go.
I thought the bus was late but, well, it's the normal timing. It's only like a bit later but I got the hang of it.

I was bored all the way in the morning. I was in no mood for everything. My stomach was singing. I did my work but I did it slowly, dragging the time. I don't want to do it faster & have nothing to do later.
Later, someone came in & tried to cheer me up, well, he did but only for a little while.

Lunch time, I didn't eat as well. I was not hungry. & well, not in the mood. I just read & read & read my Cleo February issue. Later after that, ta-jie stopped me from reading it & told me to go eat. There was no escaping & I had to eat. Well, just 2 curry puffs. Not nice also still must eat.... XS

I was on half day yesterdae & it's Jennifer's turn today.

Oooh... I want that tingling feeling again baby... ;D

Happy Valentines' Day

Had a good nap. But was disturbed by some calls from work & an ex-colleague. Nice to hear from her though.

Woke up 2 hours later.

Before I forget... Happy Valentines' Day to all of you out there.

Havin' A Good Time....

I can barely sleep last night. Cramps was killing me. Sleepless night leave me restless. I feel so terrible. Too hot. Too Cold. Too Stuffy. Everything was just wasn't right.

Woke up like 0630hrs. Showered. Get my jeans & t-shirt on. my mosturizer, hair serum, lip balm on. Got ready to go to work. Hurray!

Reached work, I start to remember that today is Monday. Today is the start of the day of every week & it's the start of the day after a one whole week holiday. & yes, many re still in holiday moods, not back at work yet, While others were feeling uncomfortable for too much rest or from the holiday visitings.

I did my report in the morning & i was seeing everything double. I went for teabreak. They were telling out funny stories while I hear it as a bedtime story. I was almost dozing off. I stayed up, my eyes felt swollen & my head starts getting heavy.Without hesitation, I took the half day off. Boss was still in a happy mood, I can see. He was so happy. I guess, he was in too much stress after the morning meeting.

Gave away the chocolates, pass him his things. Sat around with him & chat around & played around.

Wanted to go to Apple for more enquiries but oh boy! After that singing the I Love you-You Love me Barney song, my head starts getting heavier. I was feeling bad again. I was scared to go back on my own. Even the sun is like threatening me. The sun's trying to make me melt. Making my skin dry & make my lips chap. Oh boy! I was terrified.

But I'm home now. Safe & sound. But still, I don't feel like eating. My stomach's flat & I don't want to bloat it. But....

He smell good. Too good. So good. He's tempting me today!

Whatever it is....

"This is Constantine. John Constantine. Asshole!"

Ha ha ha!!! That seems to be what he said to any demons he met before he get rid of them. The movie was cool. It's funny & it's great. It's a good movie fr smokers too. So, they know where they're going if they smoke & what will happen to them if they smoke & how will their inside be if they smoke.

Constantine. It's Keanu Reeves. Gotta go watch people.

Next, gotta watch Howl's Moving Castle. He he he!!

It was a terrible exit though yesterday. I don't know what was happening. She was being absurd. I don't know. I believe she was restless. She was not feeling good. She doesn't feel helpful & she thinks we are ignoring her & making her do all the dirty works while we just sit around & wait on. It's stupid.I almost feel like leaving the house & not coming back. If it's not for him, I wouldn't have come back. I have to say, He is the one I'm coming back for & I feel good saying that for now. I used to be scared of him, but I prefer to stay with him.

Whatever it is, I'm just happy I have that one person who cares for me eventhough we're staying 6 stations aWAY. Yup! I'm happy for that.

Gonna be working tomorrow. I hope I can wake up. If not, I'll be dead. Not kill by the company but will be kill by HIM. eeyaah! Don't want to think about it. Dangerous thoughts they ar.

Weird

Mp3 players nowadays really come in many shape. One cute one, which is kinda funny is a teddy bear shape...

Had a blast today. Finally, I went out after 3 days of staying in the asylum. It was horrible. I know. Yes! I know. But I went out todae.

Baby was back & he was around the area & he dropped by & I went down to meet him up. It was nice. The evening was a nice one for me & for him.

But watching Full Metal Alchemist was great too. I'm going into the 30th episode soon. Ha ha ha...!!!

I reformat my pc. Well, I say it's more to System Recovery. Things seem to be fine now. No page can't be displayed at night or long waiting shut downs. It was bad. Not, it's like oKay la. See how la after a while. I hope everything will be oKay.

I feel like seeping now but I think I want to continue with Full Metal Alchemist....

Nihon desuka!

It's cool.... I saw the Good Charlotte brothers speaking Japanese at a previous MTV Japan Music Award show. I didn't really watch the whole show last time. Mom was channel surfing when I saw it.

oKay, gonna continue Full Metal Alchemist. Cried a bit on some previous episodes.
He he he!!!

La la!!!

i wanted to go online last night. well, actualli, continue my anime but, i fell asleep. i felt good. i was sleeping but at de same time i was worrying.u called me, u msg me but when i tried to call you, but when i tried to msg you, i can't get thru. it was terrible. it was horrible. i tried on my home phone, i even tried on yammie's loan phone. it was ...........................................

sorrie! there was a pause there. the HP forwarder had just sent de replacement of my wireless keyboard & mouse receiver. it's all fine now! i've fixed in back & yes! the wireless keyboard & mouse are back in action!

Oh boy! I miss the sound of the wireless keyboard. it's soft & not loud & it's just fine.

Oh boy! I'm getting hot here.

Anyway, back to where I stopped. Oh never mind. I guess you get what I was talking about.
But, when he sms me this morning, I replied with the hope that he might get it & he did! Yes! he did! It was great! It was great! I'll be seeing him soon. I can't wait! Oh boy!

oKay, my face is like melting right now. I can't help it.

Oh wow! I need to re-configure the settings of the mouse.

Desperate Needs?

It's funny really. People trying to find someone to love or like online. You add her or him in & you ask the most desperate question. "Are you attached"?

When the answer is a No, the person will be so delighted & kept on talking to her/him. But when the answer is Yes, you'll talk to her for a while and then poof! the person's gone.

So, is it a desperate need or a desperate want?

Why don't we just wait & see. Don't worry. Love will come to you & seek for you when the time comes. If you're eager to have it, like I said, Desperate.... It'll be later in arriving.

Man! It's only Thursday. The days are moving so slow. The time are moving so slow. There must be something wrong with nature.

Oh no! No ! No ! It's me! My head! Me, Myself & I. I'm totally out of me mind! Aaaahhhh!!!!

MTV2 raWkz

Okay, I think the show's kinda cool.

MT2 Mods. I think that's the show title.

XBox's video games characters were made to sing and dance from musics inspired. The 1st was Dusk in Dawn (I think that's de game name, I forgot), did Evanescence's Bring Me To Life. Than, there was Leisure Suit Larry characters, singing, rapping & dancing to Black Eyed Peas's Shut Up. That was the best. There were others too where combine characters did a song. Characters from Sonic the Hedgehog, Spongebob, Leisure Suit Larry, Tomb Raider & more. It was kinda funny, some of them but it was cool.

Well, but, I think it was not as nice or real as the Japanese did. Just look at Final Fantasy X 2. The opening shows Yuna singing & dancing to Koda Kumi's Real Emotion. Her movements, her mouth, her eyes expression all moves accordingly. But the ones I saw on Mtv2 Mods, it looks kinda bad. Their expressions weren't so good. The mouth movement wasn't even moving right. Except for Leisure Suit Larry doing Black Eyed Peas's Shut Up. That one was the best. Sexy. Ha ha!!

DreadFul

Sigh!!!

Another 4 days to staying in the GREAT asyLum.

Good Foot

Slept like 4am in the morning & woke up at 1pm in the afternoon. An hour later, dear called. Met up for awhile to get Full metal Alchemist. Played around for a while as we are gonna miss each other for awhile. It was refreshing to see him....

Came back home straight, taking the bus. I was totally of course, trying to waste my time.
Sista wanted to borrow me shades. Let her use the Gucci one and of course, as that's a loan, it has to be taken care carefully.

Reached home, did the laundry. Go through the dvd-r. All 40+ episodes of Full Metal Alchemist were given but episode 26 & 27 were missed out. Ha ha!!

After continuing the laundry, watched anime. Continued Bleach at episode 17. It was dull at de 1st few episodes but it was getting more exciting at later part. It is getting interesting now. Continued downloading some mp3s & watched Naruto til episode 119. Didn't watch 120 as it's just another fight on another member so, will continue when other episodes are out.

Wanted to paint me nails but I won't be going to work or going anywhere so, I just filed them & put the Nail Growth polish on.

Am gonna continue more animes later. Stopped watching Full Metal Panic Fumoffu this morning. It was funny but I was too tired. I guess, I'm gonna continue Full Metal Alchemist tonight.

I am really getting into the groove with Jennifer Lopez's Get Right. Love the song.

Okay. This is my 3rd Siti Nurhaliza song. It is a veri nice song. Thank god I watched Mtv Boom. If not, I wouldn't know any Malay songs.

Dialah Di Hati (by Siti Nurhaliza)

Bisikan sang bayu membawa perkhabaran, Dongengan yang sama dicanang berulang, Mengapakah diri dijadikan sasaran, Sekilas pandangan pelbagai andaian, Sungguh terkilan

Seumpama naskah yang terbuka, Sesungguhnya tiada rahsia, Bacalah kenalilah, Dengan bijaksana, Siapa aku yang sebenar

Korus

Kendati selautan segunung, Permata di kanan dan kiri, Selagi jantungku berdegup hingga tiba saat terhenti, Dialah dihati

Mengapakah diri dijadikan sasaran, Sekilas pandangan pelbagai andaian, Sungguh terkilan
Seumpama naskah yang terbuka, Sesungguhnya tiada rahsia, Bacalah kenalilah, Dengan bijaksana, Siapa aku yang sebenar

Kendati selautan segunung, Permata di kanan dan kiri, Selagi jantungku berdegup hingga tiba saat terhenti, Dialah dihati

# Tiada pilihan kedua, Pertama hingga akhir usia, Hanya dia

Ulang # 2x

Tiada rahsia lagi, Usah bertanya berteka teki, Cinta yang abadi, Cintaku yang suci dihati

It's the New Year

Happy Chinese New Year to all Chinese in Singapore & all around the world.

20-something

It's the start of a one whole week holiday. Me & Fida are having something in common. We have transport moneys, but no money to go out for spending. In short, we are broke.

It's the Chinese New Year week. Obviously, nothing will be happening for these 2 days. Since the majority of Singapore are Chinese, everything will be close & there'll be nothing happening.

Oh boy! I'm kinda sleepy right now but I ain't wanna sleep. I wanna stay up & watch animes. Got a whole lot from Rachel dear just now. Finally get to watch Bleach up til 16. Donwloading 17 right now. Along with Naruto's 118, 119 & 120. Haven't watch it for a long time. I wonder what have happen. Samurai Champloo. Oh boy! I wonder if the new episodes are out.

Something's wrong with my Ares. Uninstalled & installed it again & oh yeah! We are back on track! I've got Justin Timberlake's Good Foot track from Shark Tale. Oh Yeah! Jennifer Lopez's Get Right is actually kinda nice.

Mom's getting more and more cranky nowadays. Sigh.

I got another 4 days to go by. Another 4 days of locking meself in this big asylum. I am going to warm up my bed until it burns. Ha ha!! Until it is... burrn-nning.

I think I am going to continue my animes now. Hmm, which one should I watch?

Just Wanna Be With You

Have been missing you badly.

Yesterday was fun if it hadn't been for you.

Went to HP Service Center. It was not near. It was far. & I've never been there. Wanted to take the bus but the journey's too long. Wanted to take cab but there was none. Why do they always come at the wrong time? They should think of the passengers. Took the train. Got down at Commonwealth & than took bus 100. Didn't keep a lookout at 1st but later, start eyeing around when the bus gets to a place we've never been before. Saw a small HP logo from afar, we got down & yeah! There we were at Alexandra Technopark. Start looking for the building we're going & oh boy! Blk A! Why does it have to be all the way inside, up the hill!?

It was so hot. The sun was really burning us! Especially me. Oh boy! Oh boy! Oh boy! When we got there, bought drinks, sat down at the sofa, few minutes later, our queue number was called. It was fast.Pass them the wireless receiver, told them the problems, took down some particulars, phone calls were made, tests were made, finally, it was all done. Just provide them the PC's serial number & the next working day, they'll send us a new wireless receiver. Isn't that cool!? Well, HP may be hopeless, but oh well.All that climbing up the hill was really worth it.

Ha ha!!

Went to look for food after that at Queensway Shopping Center. Had the Chicken Prosperity burger. It was damn nice. I wish I could have another one. Went around the shopping center, but nothing's change. Everything seems to be the same. But most probably the building but might be close anytime. I don't know. There's a new building building up beside it.

A trip to Ikea was good. I found a rack that I might get. Gonna get dad to go with me on it. Had some fun after that. It was the best day of my life for February. He he he!! Well, it was all good & nice.

I just love it.

Dinner was wow! It was all wow! I had Hotplate Baso Special. Baso is actualy meatballs. It was nice. The sambal, which is made of cili padi was really thrilling. It gives the whole dish a whole new meaning to life. Ha ha!! I'm like blabbering but honestly! it was nice. Than we had Spring Chicken and some History on the old China. Ha hA!!

Dinner, was.... WoW!

sigh. Wonder if I get to watch FMA. (Full Metal Alchemist)

I can't wait to reformat the whole PC.

Phew!

Finally, It is done. Thanks to my host help, FIDA-DEAR!!!!! you are such a sweetie!
She has helped me through it all! ha ha!!
She helped me with the codings & the layout of my blogsite. She's a genius. I could never have done it without her. Kudoz to her!

*bows to fida*

She is so sweet.

Since yesterdae til today. Ha ha!!

I'm getting restless now being home the whole day. Suppose to meet up Rach, but she fell asleep. Oh boy!

Watched the MTV Asia Aid concert this afternoon. The 1st time I've sat down on the sofa & watch a whole long 2.5hrs show on TV.

Tomorrow, gonna get out of the house. Gonna go all HP Service Center. Gonna get it all done quickly. I'm sick & tired of moving the old keyboard & mouse out of my sista's room. & i'm sorry to my sista, she would have to put it back in to her room.

Oh well, am gonna go shower now. What I'm gonna do next? I don't know. Maybe lie down for awhile and than spare more time on the net with some animes maybe.
Or maybe go through some more editings on my website. Doesn't seem to be done yet. I've just went through a bit.

Gonna charge my handphone, shower, eat ice-cream. Ooh! Ice-cream! Rocky Road! Chocolate, Nuts, Marshmallows. I'm fat.

I kept looking at myself in the mirror. It looks like i'm getting tan. Am I? I don't think so, right? Maybe I'm not putting anymore make-up? My lips are getting dry, along with my skins around it. No no!! I'm not tan! I didn't go for any tanning. Yammie did! Not me! Eww!!!!

My dad! He's always a joKer!

Missing you badLy....

Food Galore

Yesterdae, everybody was almost in a good mood. We had dinner at Seoul Garden & it was de best gathering I ever had.I had a feeling before that I might be bored. That I might be left out but nope! I wanted to sit with Angel & Liya & yes, I did get to sit with both of them.I was at de same table with Liya, Rudy & Shah. & thanks to King Shah, the whole night we were having a blast. Cockles which were small & overcooked were wasted & taken away. Mussles which I stole from the next table. Chickens & beefs which I cooked & pass ard to Shah & Francis. Sotongs which I cooked & popped ard. I remember which happened in a flash, the oil from the sotong pops up & almost hit me.Whatever it is, everything just happened so fast. We even create ice-kacang & chendol for each others. Ha ha.After we're done eating, the guys went to play pool. Well, I didn't play as I don't realli know how to. I wanted to go back actualli but ta-jie begged me to stay for just another hour & I did. Ha ha... Watching them play pool was fun, but I was really really tired. Ha ha!!We went off at 2200++hrs.

Once I got back, I showered & off to bed. Oh Boy!

I woke up kinda early today. It's a Saturday, u knw. It's almost noon but I'm alreadi awake.
When I woke up this morning, I didnt think of anything but straight after i showered, I went off to the hair salon & had my hair cut. Well, I kinda regretted cutting my fringe the other dae but, oh well, what's done is done & now my hair is kinda short, I better love it.He better to.

Breakfast

I've been craving for MacDonald's breakfast since Monday. So, I thought I go today.

Well, I did went. I wanted to use my ezlink card but their system keepgiving me errors. So, I decided to go to the ATM & get cash. And when I gotback to MacDonald, their system was already up. No more error. It was sickening. I was not very happy but there was no point in arguing. Lookingat the time, I dashed off to work.I passed him his McMuffin. I remember I had asked for Sausage McMuffin withEgg but instead, I was given Sausage McMuffin.

Oh boy! I'm so sorry dear. I'll get you Sausage McMuffin with Egg tomorrow,aite....

I fell a little terrible but oh well. I had my orange juice & my EggMcMuffin at work. It feels so nice. I feel great.
I think I'm wearing the wrong attire today. Sigh.

Stick In A Head

Watched Puteri Gunung Ledang yesterdae night. Already watched at kampung but couldn't concentrate & I could catch none of the words. So, I watched it again last night. But there was a long interval too. Ha ha!!

During the interval, I joined my sista & cousin on watching Desperate Housewives. Which tend to be a good show, I must say. Ha ha ha!!!

Oh yes! It's CSI in a few minutes time. Gotta catch it. Something interesting was shown on the advertisment.

Anyway, back to Puteri Gunung Ledang (translated Gunung Ledang Princess). The words between Gusti Puteri & Hang Tuah were really beautiful. Their feelings & their words really makes me melt. I don't know about the others, but it really does. It all sounds so mushy & everything but since it's a scene which happens thousand & thousand years ago where black magic still exist around the strongs. Every word really just makes me melt.

Had my fringe cut yesterdae. Yup. Didn't trim my hair but just cut the fringe. It's just a tiny bit lot, I love it when ta-jie styled my hair just now. The touch of his hand is just so nice. & I got a little fed-up that i plaited my hair. It was a nice feeling to get to plait my hair. I mean, I really didn't really get to do it.

Ok ok~!

CSI time!

Down it gOES....>

It is so stupid. Really stupid. Well, I'm gonna have the time later in the week. I'm gonna have a one week off. For s start, I'm gonna find out where I could send my wireless keyboard & mouse sensor for repair or exchange or something. It's really troublesome. Had to take the old keyboard & mouse & fix it to the pc & use it. Than, would have to fix it back to the old pc again. & again & again & again.

Finally bought Tazo's Mint Blend tea from Starbucks. Saw it at City Square's Starbucks.Nana had it for a drink yeterdae when we hit Starbucks for a drink after our gym session yesterdae. It has a veri nice mint smell & taste. Oh boy! Feels like heaven when you're having it.
Listening to Ayumi Hamasaki's My Story album. I got it. Finally. Her albums are a must have. I like her. He he!! Was thinking of getting Taufik Batisah's cd album actually but a last minute thought, got Ayumi's instead.

The price in Cash Converter has realli gone down. When I sold my cds last time, it was S$1 for English CD album but now it has gone down to a mere 50cts. AGH! CD Singles from 50cts, it has gone down to 20cts! AGH!& yet! When I got there, it was 1800hrs, I took my number & it was number 71 & omg! it was onli like number 19 there! We had to carry my cds ard Toa Payoh like ker-ray-zee & after 1.5hrs, finally, my number was about to came. Oh yeah! It was a relieve when we got rid of the cds already. He he..!!Both of us got hungry. Wanted to go to Sakura, a buffet thing but it was too expensive, so, ended up @ Pastamania. Not many ppl there. Just like the one at Funan Centre. He he!!

Well, got 2 nu t-shirts ! u2. sleeveless ones. the white one that I got was damn nice. I stained it yesterdae & couldnt wore it. It was stupid. I thk I want to get the black one. It looks kinda nice..... Some more, they were having sale. Well, not on all the items though. Maybe I'm gonna get it ar. Tomorrow.... maybe. I hope the sale won't end so soon.

Anybody who lives an ass-kicking woman, Elektra's the one. Jennifer Garner is really a one piece of ass-kicking woman! She's hot! She's sexy! & her butt really swings when she walks. Ha ha!! Not much fighting gg on in the movie, not really much introduction or whatever. It was a little boring. Even the fighting scenes were not much. It was boRing....

You know, the kid who plays the bookworm kid in Lemony Snicket's really looks like the japanese kid, Keita of the group W-inds. Hmm! Yup! They look alike. Except, Keita's older. Hmm!... eeehh??? I Think La!

Mom's fried some noodles! I want to have it!

Addicted

Addicted? Feels like i've used it as a title before.

Thanks fida for correcting me on my previous blogging title... instead of Conjuction, it's suppose to be Congestion. He he...!! Thanks for pointing it out.

Monday was a cold day. I was freezing whole day. In fact it was so cold that I couldn't take it so well that I kept shivering non-stop... It was horrible. I feel like my whole body was gonna be frozen & harden & explode anytime soon. My brain feels like it's exploding. I feel it bad. It was really bad... But reversely, I feel good too. Too good that everything feels like exploding.

Finally had fishball noodle that day. Went there like 2 times but didn't get to eat it. Finally get to. I was happy.

Most people were down with Monday blues but hey! i was all alone doing the work & i was happy. i felt so happy that i could just do anything. i could just help anybody. i was in de mood to work.

oh boy! i need a bluetooth. and an mp3 player. hmm, mp3 player of mp3 discman?

should i get ipod shuffle?

i've changed my hp plan to Suntalk 500. it's a new plan. it's ard $47.50, i thk... i hope i won't be paying more than that now. well, unless i go auto-roaming that is.

i'm starting to use the dictionary when i type smses now. ha ha!! i know i'm sLow, hey! npo harm learning, aite.

Irritating Conjunctions

Every year, on Hari Raya Haji, families would get together like a gathering or something. But eversince last yr, things kinda change. Nyai stayed at kampung.
Well, it's a change but me & my family didn't go down to kulai as we were bz with packing up as our house were down for renovation dt time.But this year, I went down to Kulai. But onli together with mom & cik Su. yup2! & also cik ahmad's family.
There was basicalli only us there. We were stiff bored there. Especially me, I was totally bored! Damn fucking bored that I could kill myself anytime there & joined the ghosts & spirits ard Kulai.Than I could haunt the whole village... Muaahahaha!!! aaahahahaha!!! aaahahah!!!

Okay! Away with the insanities, when we arrived Kulai, wants to enter to the lane which goes to our house, there was an accident occured. A car had rammed into an old house which was alreadi been abandoned a veri long time ago. Thank god there was nobody staying there.
The families were fine. There 3 small kids & yes! they were all fine. Their mother was fine. & from what we found out, they guy who was driving, has always been like a reckless driver. Always taking his own ways. & look what he has done to his poor car.... Chey! Stupid guy!

In the evening if the Hari Raya Haji, me, cik Ahmad & cik Su went down to Kota & walk2. drink kofi, orange juice, change our currencies, bought vcds. Ha ha!! Can't watch tv there as we might get our head aches. so, we watched vcds all the way.
1st, we watched I Know What You Did Last Raya. but not even half of it, we changed to Tsunami Disaster. Why the hell we were watching that? I don't know. Me & cik Su fell asleep while others can still watch & brag about it.
unLike some people, they simply can't just keep quiet but just keeps on mumbling... mumbles, mumbles & mumbles. It was terribly fucking irritating!
Than, by MN sharp, cik Man came! we watched the scary Thai movie, Shutter. I heard it was quite scary & yes, it was scary. Not that the sudden appearances of some things that scares me, but the happenings & the surroundings of the movie was what scares me.Seeing the ending of the movie was realli scary too. It was all so deserving. Everybody slept like almost to 0200hrs in the morning & woke up like 1100hrs. Ha ha!!Wanted to go back at 1300hrs but there were visitors. So, we stayed for awhile & left an hour later.

Went to Carrefour for some grocery shoppings. & after testing the Enchanteur's Body Spray, me & mom got kinda dizzy & also, Carrefour that seems llike having problem with the aircon. We were hot in there.After all were done, mom went for a bite while me & cik Su browse through some DVDs & bought some too la. He he...

Okay, I was trying to avoid using that "la" in my sentence but seems like I can't. Anyway, I'll try to avoid it.

When we wanted to go to the carpark, I suddenly remembered, my bag was left at Carrefour's bag counter & I forgot to take it! I quickly rushed back & retrieve it. Ha ha!! Close call...

On the way back, bad traffic conjunctions was happening at JB. IT WAS FUCKING HORRIBLE. The traffic light was spolit. What were the traffic police doing while all that are happening? Kinda small jam happening at Singapore checkpoint but it was fast clearance. Oh yeah! There was another traffic conjunction in Singapore too, but there was a traffic police there taking care of things. & yet, the Traffic light was working!We met another traffic conjunction. & once again, as cik Su assumed, a particular driver was causing it all.
But, thank god, it was fast but of course, patience were tested. The minute I got home, I showered & went out again! Ha ha!! It was refreshing when I went out after that. Stayed out kinda late. Got tick by mom a little but It was all good.

He he....

The Itch

Will be off to Kulai ard 0800hrs in the morning. Yup! That earli. But will be going off to the atm 1st to get some money out.

Went out just now. Had a nap while talking to ta-jie & waited to have fishball noodle but the menu was change to MacDonald's due to some problems. Ha ha!!
Saw sista dear at Somerset with frenz outside 7/11 but didnt go over to say hi. Was pulled away. So, onli smsed her & said hi.

Spend the time together at de usual place & as always, de place, we sat down, talk & itch! Yup! the mosquitoes had came to attack us. But hey! we were almost immune to it. I didn't get much as my blood wasnt sweet enough. But, I might be getting it when I'm at Kulai.
The weather's gonna be hot, & I'm gonna be restless & mosquitoes are sure to come.Seems like of all the grandkids, I'll be de onli one there. Well, at least, Nyai's 1 grandkid came rather than not. Well, I'm not their pride & joy anymore though, OH MY GOD! what the hell am I blabbering about? If possible, I might want to go down City Square to walk ard. I have never actualli gone down there to walk around. All I basically go there was to EAT! & than go back. That's all. Its pathetic, I know. Some more, there's always lots of people there. In Malaysia, (No
Offence), wherever shopping centre, there're always lots of people.

I have this blog space, but I have also been blogging at Hi5. but those are juz brief blogs. Not long enuff to write a short composition.

Oh boy! I'm starting to feel dizzy. Due to going through my handphone in de cab just now.

Oh boy! I feel like fainting....

I better go lie down now.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha semua... XD

Warmness+

how should i say this?

monday i was feeling great. it was a cold dae. it wasnt suppose to rain. the weather has been good but why does it have to rain? the day was getting colder but soon, i was warmer. i felt the warm in my arms. it was a nice feeling.

tuesday, i was feeling a little bored. i was starting to feel it. i was tired too even. followed me girl fren to the salon to do her treatment, same time asking about how much would it be if i were to do the cut+dye+treatment. oh boy! the price realli makes me change my mind.

wednesday, i was late for work. but i put on make-up. it has been a long time i hadnt put on any. work has been bored. & yes! me & angel broke de record in our emailing. we targeted 250 but instead we go up to 400+. ha ha!!
went over to her place for her baby's birthday.

thursday, today, me at home. feeling tired & sick. am not feeling well. had down wif a slight fever last night. slept kinda earli too. forgot to turn off the mp3.
turned it off in de earli morn.

fridae, tomorrow, going over to kulai. nyai is over there, not coming back. so, oh well, thought of going somewhere after that but everything's shattered. my plannings. oh well.

....Almost Here... I Miss You

hoo-ray!

full-time. Singapore has won the Tiger Cup for the 2nd time since 1998. Sin vs Ina @ 2 - 1.

Ain't No SunShine

I have to say this weekend is the most ****ing weekend I've ever had. I've been sleeping almost the whole day. Yup! I was damn tired & I don't feel like doing anythng but just sleep. It's nice but it's boring. I wonder what is de damn wrong with me?

Oh well!

It's the end of weekend today & comes Monday tomorrow. In just another few hours, I'm off to work again. As normal.

Had full of chats yesterdae. On Hi5 & on MSN Msngr.

I guess it's all in the family to turn on tv so loud. But I would shut my door mostly if I were to on
something veri loud. Mom would probably would love let the noise out & annoy people around.

Why do I feel like there is someone behind me when there is no one.

The wind is strong. It's cold out there. I guess I will be sleeping with the fan off again tonight. I could go to sleep right now as I'm feeling kinda sleepy.

Watched Samurai Champloo til episode 17. Finally.

Getting down with Destiny's Child Soldier. Seems like very song I'm hearing is making me dance.

"Angel! When are we going???"

"Another 2 weeks?"

"Ok! I'll be waiting!"

I love my hair right now. I don't feel like snipping it away or changing it's style. Although there are damages on de ends but please let me keep it for a while more.

He he he

I Just Wanna Live

Soldier

Almost Here

Missing

What a Day

Yesterdae, I came back from work. I had dinner. I go online. I watched tv. Than I showered. Than I went into my room. I read the newspaper. I turn on the music. Than I went online again. I got sleepy. I went to my room. I turned on the music again. I turned off the light, shut the door than I went.....

Whoa! Mom's kinda cranky today! She's been in her room & sleeping almost the whole day. & when she does that, she gets cranky a lot. Well, back to me....

...off to bed & lied down. Few minutes later, I fell asleep. It was still early. I fell asleep. But I woke up at 0424hrs. I looked at my handphone. I went back to sleep. Few hours later, I woke up, cause of a dream. I went back to sleep. I woke up at 1100hrs.

I showered. Went online. Had breakfast/lunch. Went online again. Than, watched the Extended Version of Lord of The Ring; The Return of The King. For 4 long hours. After the movie, I went into a nap which goes on until..... 2030hrs.

Ha ha ha!! I slept a lot there. Me having me dinner now. As I writing this bLog.

Oh yea! I feel good.

But I'm bored.

I don't know what to do.

Dad is watching Liv vs ManU right now. Score right now is Liv 0, ManU 1.He's watching Mas vs Mya in between. Score right now is Mas 2, Mya 1.

+Missing You

I'm sorry. I promise I don't do it again. I don't know what is wrong with me lately?

Have I been missing you lately?

I don't know.

Maybe.

Oh well. Alls well Ends Well. Did I say that right?

Whatever anyway.

Thursday & Friday was like a ha ha day for me. I was mainly, I must say, free days for me. Nobody was looking or monitoring me. I was free. I didn my work but I'm free. No hustles, no pushings, no problems.Everything was just smooth.....

Songs to be recommended, Brian McFadden feat. Delta Goodrem, Almost Here. A very nice song.

I'm broke.

Neji Lives!

1st I would like to say,HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO COOL HANDSOME COUSIN, MUHD
SUFYAN.HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY TO MY SWEET IRRITATING COUSIN, RAIHAN.

Okay, back to my blog.

I think I'm being a little childish here. But hey! I can't help it. Well, whatever it is, I have to calm
down myself.
I am saving $$$ right now. Well, Can't take it. It's strictly unuseable. Penalties has been pain non-stop.

Watched Naruto ep 116 & 117. Oh boy! It was almost touching.

At work, a heartbreaking story was told. Really touched my heart. My tears almost flow oout from both my eyes.

You Make Me Wanna

I am so super fucking irritated! I am still having the fucking flu bug & i am fucking fuck!Now I'm starting to having coughs. Oh boy! Why is life so unfair to me?

I was feeling miserable for the past 3 weeks. Hoping for a hope to happen but it didnt happen. But, after that, I my devastation was gone. I was happy! I was overjoyed! I was late for work but what the fuck! I don't give a damn!

Okay, I'm gonna paint my nails tonight. Yup! I will tonight. Well, I've been wanting to pain my nails since 2 weeks ago but I didnt. It was either I was too lazy or I don't know what color to paint. Ha ha!!\Well, I did painted but it was with a translucent polish.

Oh boy! I'm listeing to A1's Everytime. This is really old man!

It's the 4th day already. I can't wait. I can't wait. I am resisting it. But resisting what1? Ha ha!! For me to know, For you to find out.

Wow! En Vogue's Too Gone Too Long. A song which won't die even after 20 years.

I'm still thinking. Now I'm already thinking of what to get. I've already got it! I know what I'm going to get him! Yes! I do. But, what would he think?

The taste of the hot Peppermint tea by Lipton is just superb, in this cold weather. Well, there's no sunshine today. It's boring.

Gonna help father with his ERS transfer later. & than off to Courts to collect my home theatre set.

Interesting

Was totally bored at home. So, decided to join Fida & frenz to watch Kungfu Hustle. Not realli into it but oh well.The movie's oKay. I was laughing at some parts of course. Some were disgusting & grossed. But it's oKay.

I miss you +muackz+

I know you are veri happy but is it possible if you could quiet down a little bit, as you knw, there' are ppl sleeping in the house.~Say People Say Yourself.....

X-Men 3 will be out in 2006. Oh boy! That is still a long way to go.

Got First mag for dad & got Cleo wif Taufik Batisah on the cover for me!

Oh yeah!

A New Day

Happy New Year to everybody.

Ok cool!

I am having sore throat. Listened to my dear darling. Took medicine & drank a bit of Honey drink. I was expecting a bad sore throat coming up but it's not so bad. But, my voice seems to be cracking. I can still sing.

Ha ha!!

I keep clearing my throat everytime after I talk or eat or watever.

Okay, I might start mumbling right now.

Oh boy!

It's still raining right now.

I'm suppose to be doing some housekeeping right now. Oh man! I am so lazy right now. I havent been doin everything right. Oh Oh!! Tell me why.

i'll be moving to Punggol nxt wk...

well, on thursday dt dae, went out to linz's dinner. it wasnt realli a great dinner & i was expecting newton circus bt it turned out to be something else. & it was damn bored, of course. i mn, rain or shine, newton circus is still a good place to eat man! neway, we went off to nydc after dt we went to nydc & had baked rice, shared wif fida. it was a nice one.

well, everybody has a friendster. & u knw wt, i went in once & i kinda registered of something bt then, i nvr bother to go into it again & i feel terribly uncomfy when i start sitting in front if de computer nowadays. maybe i'm jz too tired from working. now dt my house is gg under renovations, i still hv to work both at work & at home. u get wt i mn.! urgh! it's so damn fucking wreckening!

last wk, almost de whole of last wk & de cny week, i felt so terribly down & i felt so not feel like doing anything. i helped out at hm a bit. i wen to work feeling down. i get so tired, so pissed. i guess it's de weather. de weather, my right leg & my flu. it was everything dt makes me feel so fed up of everything. my mom, my frenz, my colleagues, my bosses, my sista, everybody! oh! i'm so sorry everybody bt i jz have to let it out. last week was my worst week ever. i guess, i realli have to blame de weather la hor. haha!!

lots of things happened at wrk & it was not good.

last night, i had a dream. i had a funny scary dream all in one. it's like i'm in this concert & there're lots of ppl. than, we got into a kind of submarine. a kool looking one. it looks like de beetle bt it look so cool. & then, there's like a platform on top of those lots of ppl. we gt into de submarine & it moves from de starting point of the platform until de end of de platform. than, we dived into de crowd. & below, it was dark. we were n de water. it was like we were in a deep sea. than, we received these missions where there are ppl lost in the deep sea & we hv to look out for big fishes. yes! it was like an adventure. it was fun! it totally scary. i remember there was a handsome guy in de dream & yes! i remember de last part we were in these dark hole, with juz our torchlights on. saving a kid. we took de kid out & there was this big long silver fish, with dark long spots on it, waiting for us to come out. bt, of course we hv a tunnel dt lead to our submarine without us gg into de water. de fish jz swam back & forth waiting for us. when we we got in2 de submarine, there de fish jz swimming beside our submarine, following us. we were all scared. bt, we managed to dove up to shore!
dt is, back to de platform. de crowds were happy & yelling & screaming for us. & there was madonna standing at de starting of de platform clapping for us.... huh!? Madonna!????

neway, mom has been too grumpy. i dn knw y she hv to make everything sound wrong. sigh. does she hv so nice & think everything her own way? doesnt she hv any patient at all? doesnt she hv any thinking at all? puh-leeze! mom! i need a break! i know u know dt bt hey! let me tell ya! *I AM SO SICK & TIRED OF EVERYTHING! FOR ONCE! LET ME DO MY THINGS MY OWN WAY!*

i'm feeling good! i'm feeling ok! i tot i will hv de feeling where my body is tired & everything bt no! u knw, i woke up ard 0445hrs in de morning to pee. hehe!!! i could jz stayed up & slept for another hour but NO! i went off to sleep until 0645hrs & got up ard 0700hrs in de morning. & of course as always, i took de cab. & it was still raining heavily diz morning.
mom seems to be ok diz morning. & she was still asking me to wear socks to work but de thing is, i'm out of socks. haha!!! well, let's see wt time i'm gg off today, i hv to get a pair of shoes! & some socks. i went to compass point de other dae, bt de shoe which i wanna buy was out of stock. only left de small sizes! damn it!
now it's sunny outside. i hope it stays until tomorrow. i better get out there & take de heat for awhile. dn wanna stay in diz air-con filled room long.

u knw, everytime P10 say out Black Eyed Peas for the grammy nominee thing, than they will play the song which is nominated. which is Where Is The Love. When they said 'Black Eyed Peas', than de c/o of Where Is The Love came on. & as u all knw, de c/o hears more of Justin Timberlake than BEP. so, it sounds like de nominee is JT & nt BEP. erm, u get wt i mn?

hmm, i thk de song on The Butterfly Effect's trailer is Nickelback. i'm listening to a song on radio right nw & it sounds like it!

it is so damn cold right nw. it has been raining 2 days straight. i hv my blanket wrapped ard me right now. it has bn raining non-stop! OJ was talking abt his hometown raining non-stop & i was saying st it's bn shiny all dae here in singapore! bt, on de 2nd day of cny, de rain starts. it starts somewhere in de afternn. it starts to darken. so, de wind was strong. & soon! it was raining cats & dogs. later, it'll slow down. than! it'll start to rain cats & dogs agaiN! til i went to sleep, til i wake up, til i went to work, til i went to compass point, til i came home, til de wardrobes, dining table, washing machine, fridge, my bed, my parents's bed all taken away, until now, de same weather. & i hv bn sneezing non-stop. even when i was having a conversation wif bik sal. i cant stop sneezing. 1st it was de dust. nw de cold. & yes! i am still sneezing now! ....& yawning. mom got her giddy head again, so she took maji momo's bed. so she's sleeping in de living room now. bt, later in de morn, she said she'll wake up & come into my room to continue sleeping.

last yr, OJ treated me to X-Men II, a Hugh Jackman movie. i wanted to watch it so much dt i dn even wnt to wait for another 2 weeks where there wn be much ppl coming to watch alreadi. we watched it at Great World City & we were seated at de 1sr 4th row, at de corner end. bt! it was not so bad. coming soon, in May, OJ hv to bring me to Van Hellsing! yes! another Hugh Jackman's movie. hehehe!!! i was thinking of Troy, bt dt could wait for another dae. Orlando Bloom & Brad Pitt can't compete with Hugh Jackman whose bigger & stronger... urrrrggghhh... yummy!

i can't help it! i wnt t hi-lite my hair again! it's either dye my hair to total black! last yr on cny season, i hi-lited my hair to red! yes! i dn knw wt i ws thinking bt yes! i did hi-lited my hair red! diz yr, i dn wnt red. hmm, wt abt ginger red!? whoa!

it's so boring here. i realli hv no mood to work. i dn knw, bt not like on thursday dt dae, i feel sleepy. i feel so damn tired. neway, i can't finish de arrangements at work as i'm so out of double-sided tape. nw updating some things on de system & it gets me realli sleepy. i feel like gg out now bt it might rain netime. abg rahman mz be sleeping & yazid is jz relaxing.

wwwuuuaaaahhh!!!! i wnt to go home! no! i wnt to go & hi-lite my hair! muaahahaha!!!

i'm wearing the ankle guard now. de pain is lessen a bit when i wore it.
anyway, de swollen is still there. sigh.
i'm suppose to report to work at 0800hrs or 0900hrs but hey! i reported to work at 1100hrs. muaahahaah!!! when cuckoo called me, he thought i alreadi came in de earli morning. i've become lazy nowadays. think it's cuz of de non-stop overtiming & having not enuff sleep. bt i seem to have paid-back my sleep. but hey! i slept too much now!

neway! happy CNY to all of you Chinese residence out there, wherever you are. Whether in Singapore, Malaysia or Indonesia!

i'm getting back to work now.

I can't wait to watch "The Butterfly Effect".!!!

OMG! NSYNC's I Drive Myself Crazy on de radio!

thk i'm gg off ard 1630 - 1700hrs todae. i'll wait till yazid finishes de delivery than i'll go off.

i was clearing up my stuffs. nt enuff boxes. so, i smsed OJ to help me keep some big boxes for me if there're any. but there wasnt. unfortunately. bt fortunately, OJ went to customer side & got me 2 big boxes & 3 medium boxes. it was so nice of him! got him to put it together for me & tape it & i put a note on it so dt nobody would throw it away.

work is extremely bz today. there're lots of shipments to be ship out of course.

but, it's raining so heavily & it's not stopping! gosh!

OJ went off alreadi. he'll be leaving for home after MN tonight. well, gonna c him again after CNY holidays.

my leg still hurts by i thk it's getting better. it onli hurts badly when de leg is given lots of rest & it'll starts to move again. but, i cn manage. nt as bad as yesterdae or 2-3 days ago. de other day, after gg out wif OJ, i had to t8k MC de nxt dae. my leg was damn bad painful. then, on thursdae, when everybody's hopes were disappointed, i went out wif OJ again. well, he was de one looking for something. & yesterdae, when our pay was released to us 1 week b4 de actual date, me & OJ went to town. i wanted to collect my Arwen Star pendant bt it was out of stock! wt! bt, it's ok! i ended up spending a few dollars on 2 sets of BodySoft bras. mueehehehe!!! i was ended up being happy. except for de leg though. OJ spend a few dollars too. buying an "alien head". muaahahaha!!!!

bt today! i received a call! from Caesar! dt guy who took my order like Aug last yr called me & said dt he had a kept de piece of Arwen Star for me! i felt bad for letting him reserved it for me for so long, i immediately told OJ dt i wanted to go dwn to get it & asked him if he wnts to accompany. he said ok, & i went to collect it & OMG! it is (de Arwen Star) so damn beautiful!

me & OJ went to de nu renovated Sembawang Shopping centre, we had dinner & after dt, i was de onli one who ws like shopping. i bought 2 cds, Black Eyed Peas's Elephunk & Hillary Duff's Metamorphosis. always wanted those cds. than, went to Giant. i was onli thinking of getting one item bt ended up getting more than 1 item. & we didnt even took any basket, my items & OJ's item all felt to de floor. even OJ's bag was loose & felt. it was a comical scene! some ppl were looking at us & laughing too! an auntie was so kind to get us a basket as she didnt need to. OJ was walking away to get a basket bt thk he saw de lady passing me de basket, he came back. haha!!! de lady's daughter was still looking at us & laughing at our outrageous stupidity. muaaahahahahaahhahah!!!!!!!!! i realli cant help laughing jz nw. than, when we got to de queue, whoa! it was realli realli long! bt it was a fun experience!

i'm in pain. it all started on monday. i woke up. & i walked. i walked & i walked. & de pain was there. it hurts. it's as if my whole body is gonna collapse. i had it b4 & i had it nw. last night, i soaked my leg into de warm water & rub it wif a medicated oil. it was ouch! & this morning i woke up, it was a whole pain! i had no choice. i cant take it! i went to de clinic & got an MC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! mueehehehhe!!!

i didnt bring my keys & i expected dad to be alreadi in de living room, reading de newspaper when i get back. bt! nope! he was in de toilet, taking his bath & mom was still sleeping. i knocked on de door so mne times till my knuckles hurt. i called de home phone bt still she won't wake up. so, i had no choice but to go back to de house & shut out for her at de window. & i did jz dt. she woke up & shouted back dt she opens de door. haha!!! by de time i got in, dad was still in de bathroom & mom went back to sleep.

urgh, i will never ever go out not bringing my keys again!

u knw, de weather outside nw is so nice. it's sunny & windy. who wouldnt want to go out in dt kind of nice weather? & here i am stuck at home. can't walk much due to my stupid leg! it's swollen. it's so round. bt even on this nice weather, i cant go out. i'll be at work. stuck in de cold heavy air-conditioned store dt makes my body cold stiff & weak.

my nails are short now. one broke & i hv no choice bt to cut them. it's shorter & it feels so easy typing out these words. hehe!!! it's ok! i'm gonna grow them long again & take gd care of them again. haha!!

sigh, de pills for de muscle relax everything are effective. bt de thing is, one of de pills has a drowsy effect & it feels good after taking it when you're at home de whole day. u will be sleeping & not wanting to wake up. ur eyes will jz keep shut & nt wanting to open. bt when u're at work & taking de pill, u'll get tired & bored. well, i'll skip dt pill tomorrow when i get back to work.

mom is watching a gd chinese drama. well, it's a cantonese one & so it's dubbed mandarin here in singapore & it makes it bored to watch it. i realli prefer watching foreign shows wif their own languages. & not dubbed.

wt is it wif me & gareth gates?! haha!! nothing bt! i hv to admit, i dn like his 1st few singles. bt, I like de Unchained Melody which he did & also Say It Isn't So. his sweet smooth voice made the song so nice.

it's windy. it has been raining diz few days but onli slight ones. yesterdae night when i came home, de moon was so close to our area. bt it was more closer seen in amk than yishun. it was so beautiful.

i'm suppose to be working today bt i've told knn dt i might not be coming. i ralli need to pay back my sleeps. haha!!! well, gotta clear my portion of stuffs in de wardrobe. cny is coming & i need to clear lots of stuffs & we need to clear them bad.

i woke up this mom wif mom trying to wake me up. bt i told her dt it's saturday & i cn go to work late bt, when i woke up 12nn jz nw, i tot she was still in her room, sleeping or jz lying down bt nope! she's nt ard!? where has she gone to? i heard de phone ringing ard 1100hrs bt i didnt pick it up. well, maybe she has gone to de market. bt! so earli? cn be la! bt nw wt time alreadi! it's alreadi 1304hrs!

neway, i'm gonna do some clear ups & prepare my nu layout. bt, it'll not be up soon la!

This is a bloody nice song. I saw it on MTV last year bt de song was only launched on radio recently. & i have to say, this de nicest Gareth Gates's song i've heard.

Skies are dark, It's time for rain, Final call, You board the train, Heading for tomorrow. I wave goodbye to yesterday, Wipe the tears you hide your face, Blinded by the sorrow, How can I be smiling like before, When baby you don't love me anymore

(chorus)
Say it isn't so, Tell me you're not leaving, Say you've changed your mind now, That I am only dreaming, That this is not goodbye, This is starting over If you wanna know, I don't wanna let go,
So say isn't so

Ten to five at least we've tried, We're still alive with hopes this time, As they close the door behind you, Whistle blows with tons of steel, Shake the ground beneath the wheels, As I wish I'd never found you, How can I be smiling when you're gone, Will I be stong enough to carry on?

Miles and miles to go,, Before I can say, before I can lay, My love for you to sleep, Oh darling oh, I've got miles and miles to go, Before anyone will ever hear, Me laugh again.

-Gareth Gates, Say It Isn't So

i'm at home right now. de contractor came to our house this morning & took measurements. than, we followed to katong. to a house full of tiles. floor tiles. wall tiles. for kitchen and living rms. it was a long time choosing the tiles. it was not ez, u know. it took us like 1.5 hours when we were there. than, we went back to de contractors shop & talked abt the possibilities & chose some more colors for our toilets & sinks, etc.

it's OJ's bdae today. hehe!!! very old alreadi! mueehehe....

if he had told me earlier, i would hv brought my v-cam along. dt dae on Saturdae, he said in de evening dt he wanted to go Chinatown to c firecrackers. there were lots of ppl when we took the train. when it reaches Orchard, ppl were squeezing in. even when can't come in, they still try to squeeze in. i thk it's rather stupid. there was one china girl who tried squeeze in so hard dt her hair was caught in de door. when we got down at Dhobhy Ghaut to go to NEL, oh man! loads & loads of ppl. when de NEL train came, lots of ppl were squeezing in too. So, we decided to go to de last wing to get on board. & of course, we waited for a 2nd train.

even when we got on de 2nd train, there're still ppl squeezing in. bt, thank god, it's onli 2 stations.

when we got down Chinatown, oh wow! loads of ppl. well, since de Lunar New Year is coming, wt'd u expect.

When we got out in de air, oh wow!~ there were loads of ppl. de crowd was awesome. OJ said, it was like those gangsters in Hong Kong are meeting up & are fighting each other. well, we joined de enormous crowd. & we were on de road which was not close!

we forced our way in to de crowd. since de buses & cars were all still stuck, waiting for de traffic police to go thru.

we waited & waited & OJ said dt de firecrackers will be on at 2030hrs. bt instead, fireworks came on! & de cool thing is, it's jz right abv my head. it was so nice. it was beautiful. i was a little stunned by having de feeling dt it might fall on me, OJ put his arm ard me. it was warm & nice. all through de 10minz, until de fireworks ended. ppl start dispersing & we
still standing by de road & de big longkang... oh my...

l8r, i headed to Chinatown Point & we relaxs for awhile in Cofee Bean, having de Black Forest Mocha. it was nice. l8r, we went to de bazaar & wow! it a big crowded place. i think, we walked ard for like 1 1/2 hrs. i found some seats in end & surrendered.

we took de cab back. we were too tired to walk some more to take de train.

de nxt day, we went to Tiong Bahru Plaza. i wanted to sandals bt couldnt find any. so, we went ard and bought other things. me & OJ spend our money @ U2. & i also get a pair of jeans. OJ bought a shirt for de 1st time. it was so nice. he ws onli looking at it at 1st bt i urged bim to giv it a try & whoa! it do look gd on him. tried to get him a bigger size of de same color bt it was out of stock. so, we jz sticked to de one he's trying. & whoa! he look so handsome! so gorgeous! i fell more for him.

gonna run off at 1730hrs l8r. i'm getting bored here todae.

they're gg for another gig now. man... it's cold. but when i wear my jacket, i start to heat.

Linkin Park's Numb on Rick Dee's Top 40.

i bought a wooden hair stick-like to put on my hair as i'm bunning up my hair. bt, when she wanted to tried it, it broke. into 2! lucky it's only $1.50. u knw, i havent even wore it.

i thk i'll get Arwen's Star nxt wk when i get my pay. yup! our payday is brought forward to one week earlier b4 de actual payday. cz, de actual payday falls on de 1st day of Chinese New Year.

nw, let's sing...~like a virgin, touch for de very 1st time....*~

i wonder if today we make it.

Finally, i bought a Revlon nail polish. Ice Mocha. Nice delicious name for the color. it look delicious once it's put on my nail. it look so nice.

my sista is one heck of a gurl. well, since she's not skooling. she called me jz nw & said she alreadi inserted dt wateva board into our hard disk & since she alreadi tried transferring still images into depc from our jvc v-cam, nw she alreadi transferred video files into de pc. it's so kewl. i cant wait to learn it! hehe~!

oohhh... his smell is all over me~

i'll be on leave on de 8th. & it's his bdae. man! hehe!!~i knw wt to get him alreadi.

muaahahaha~~!!!

omg! my late grandfather actualli wanted to name me "Fatimah". eurgh!

my boss is singing lousy songs & my spacebar key is fucking loose!

u knw, i wouldnt be having this name of mine right now if my dad was given the chance to name me. unfortunately, nyai named me. haiz~

Happy 2nd day of New Year. i'm gonna pengsan nw & will be waking up in at least 5-6hrs from nw & i'm gonna leave my tea here at de pc table & my sis is taking over de system.

Oni-jiang. g9! muackz!

it was one hell of a day today. & a freaking hot one too. things happened where mom was yelling like a tarzan. sis was stubborn as a, whoeva she has always been. i was as always tired, angry & trying to cool down. & dad, always de judge, lawyer, prosecutor. did i spell dt word right?

tried to transfer dad's ers on ers site bt nt too much detailed for me, so nt sure & taught dad hw to transfer it on ATM. i hope mine will be in tomorrow. actualli, i would hv gone out shopping wif oni-jiang 2dae as he needs to do some chinese new year shopping too. bt, de ers is nt in yet, so i decided to postpone it to saturday, bt oni-jiang might hv something on, so we hv to c 1st.

mom still is watching chinese programs. sigh....~

oh! mom hs change channel to Suria. alahai! cerita GERAK KHAS. MCM TAKDE CERITA LAIN SEY.

neway, tadi tgk SWAT. man! Colin Farell was hubba hubba & man! it was de best fucking damn gd show!

i giv up. my body & mind cant take it. i'm surrendering! i hv to pengsan alreadi. gd9 & gd-morn!

sis is not back yet. mom is watching wateva shows there are on tv. dad is asleep & me, nt asleep yet, bt veri sleepy alreadi. i hope de ERS money alreadi in. than cn go out shopping alreadi. oni-jiang need to do some shopping too.

man! i lv Hillary Duff's Come Clean.

it's de last dae of de mth n it's finishing soon n starting a nu mth soon. in jz a few minz time? hw mne minz? i dn knw! look at de time i wrote abv n count urself, hw min to mn. t8k it as a math lesson. haha!! i h8 math! n i'm giving u math! stewpeed!
i'm listening to Christina Aguilera's Stripped album, it's realli awesome. better than her 1st album. she sounds much better and has shown that she is better than the teen-boppy-bubblegum Britney Spears. well, i guess they hev their own individual sounds. of course they do!

my site has bn dead for mths. haha!! isit? well, here's de index for nw. as 4 de rest of de pages, they're nt ready yet... i'll do it bit by bit...
here it is...

i;m in a diemma on whom should i put up? it was either siti nurhaliza, boa or hyesung! sigh

n yes! it's 2am in de morning n i havent been up diz late for a veri long time. hev i? yes, i hev. huh? wt am i talking abt? well, neway, i went to a fren's engagement jz nw. well, it was nice meeting her. n b4 dt earlier in de afternn, i went to sengkang for am open-house kenduri at my cuz's place. n few day n few days back, i was having a lot of bad days at work. it's jz pain to even thk abt it. n de other dae on thurs, i was damn bored stiff as oni-jiang didnt cum to work as he went on mc. sigh.

i'm in de mid of frying chickens......... when to a fren's wedding yesterdae n it was so damn hot! my make-up almost melt. hahah!!! bt, when i gt home, it was starting to rain. n later, de rain became heavier n heavier n heavier... it was damn heavy bt de atmosphere is still hot. usualli, heavy wind will get de atmosphere all cold bt yesterdae, it was all hot.!!! i even slept wearing shorts n bra onli!!!! urgh! de hot!!!! urgh! i hate hot seasons!!!!
well, nxt wk i might trim my fringe. bt, i guess i'll jz cut it straight.... hahahah!!!!!
i dn c much of oni-jiang 2dae as he was almost de whole dae out for shipment. realli boring.... eh! dn wnt to say boring, wait! su-unkle tease me again! i'm nt bored nw! i'm having lots of fun nw!!!

it's so damn hot. so damn hot. y is it so damn hot? cuz it's de hot weather season! dat's y it is hot! bullshit!

it's my 3rd day leave 2dae n it's ending soon. well, here're wt happened in KL.

04/04/03 friday
i arrived abt 15minz b4 fida at golden mile complex. our bus leaves at 8am exactly n it goes to de tuas link to get to malaysia. our journey was a nice journey. wif 6 handsome singaporean guys sitting right behind us. hahah!!! there were 2 stops b4 we got to KL. de 1st stop, i had nasi ayam as i havent had ne breakfast. at de 2nd stop, i simply jz got out of de bus for some sun.
when we arrived KL ard 2pm, we immediately got to de bus tixs counter n got our bus tixs home. we got a little lost though bt we gt thru fine... when we got to de hotel, we lied dwn for awhile n we tot we wanted to go out ard 5+pm, bt, instead, we got out an hour b4 n went to Lot 10 for Fish & Co.. thanks to fida's recommendation. it was a nice meal there. then, we jln2 Lot 10 kejap, nothing much, de Isetan was no diff, then we went to Sungei Wang Plaza to get our hair done. i wanted to get my hair like metallic brown bt, due to de prev reddish i had, it wasnt going to work, so, i had to go for a dark red. and it's nice. my hair is back to darker n not de ah lian color. haha!!!
then, we went to watson to get some stuff and went back to de hotel to relak. we tot of waiting for de others to arrived but we got tired and slept b4 they arrived. bt, i do received a call from sallyn from her rm after they arrived.

05/04/03 saturday
woke up at 7.30am. brush our teeth, clean up a little bit, wash our faces, change our clothes, go for breakfast. de other 4 came down 30minz later. breakfast, i had beef bacon, turkey ham, scrambled eggs, french toast, coffee, bake bean n orange juice. then, after breakfast, went back up to our room and sleep. then, ard in de late afternoon, nana called to tell us dat they wanted to go to KLCC. well, as they were on de way there, me n fida get ourselves ready, had shower n put our make-ups on. we met them at KLCC n had our lunch at DOME.
bila kita nak aimk gambar kat bridge KLCC, tak jadi. so, we walked our way to bawa bridge. sekali, 1/2 way jln, hujan lebat. n we were stuck under de bridge for awhile. bila hujan dah reda sikit, kita cepat2 jln balik to KLCC. straight away we look for the toilet. haha!!!
and then, we start our shopping spree. n of course, i was totally on shopping spree.
then, mlm, kita gi Petaling St. bt, sebelum tu, kita gi Lot 10's food court to makan n there we saw lots of big rats. we almost ran off halfway eating our food. medah was de 1st to run off n fida was de last. at Petaling St, i bought a pair of cermin mata, wif de help of Nana, i got a RM25 of spectacles for onli RM18. her bargaining was gd. we went back to de hotel ard 11pm i thk. or isit somewhere nak dekat time tu lah.

06/04/03 sunday
same thing like yesterdae morning. then, went back to hotel rm. bt, after a while, i gt a little hungry for lunch, so, we went to Sungei Wang's McDonald's n bought the meals there. after dat, we hang out at sallyn's room b4 medah n azu went off. when they were going off, me n fida jz stayed in our room. i felt asleep earlier b4 fida n i woke up ard 7.30pm... i woke fida up telling her i was hungry n so, she got up too n got ready to go to Sungei Wang's Plaza n bought a Kreamy Combo there. 9 spicy chickens, 1 large coleslaw, 1 large potato whip, 1 large fries n 1 ice-cream. we invited Sallyn n Nana bt they didnt want to, bt, Sallyn joined us while we were eating to hev a little chat. i was de last one to sleep though n i forgot to turn off de tv. i onli realized it ard 6.30am. hahaha!!! i turned off de tv n went back to sleep.

07/04/03
dis time, i woke up 1st n had a shower b4 going down for breakfast. onli fida did de same thing like de past 2 days. n diz time, she went up 2 de rm 1st while i stayed wif sallyn n nana for more breakfast. then, ard 10am, almost there lah, i went up 2 de rm and clear up some more of my stuffs. n then, we jz waited until 12nn to check out.
we left our bags at de concierge after we check out n go off wasting time b4 going to pudu raya for our bus back to singapore.
......
i arrived home ard 9++pm.

by end of this month, by M1 bill is gonna boom! for sure! i know it! mom, oni-jiang, cuckoo, dad n sis called me. i called oni-jiang n mom onli. i sms wif oni-jiang onli. hehehe!!! who else, mestilah dia!

n i'm back! back 4rm my KL trip. well, it was a fun relaxing trip. i mn, when i was there lar. i'll let u knw more l8r. i'm kinda hungry right nw! i wnt to eat Mee Kuah!!!!

it's 2am in de morning n i'm still nt asleep yet. y? i dn knw y! i can't sleep! it's hot! although it's raining outside bt it's hot!
went to nana's place n get de hotel;s invoice n receipt.
n man! i can't sleep!!! urgh! did half of my packing for de KL trip jz nw n will continue tonite n since i cant sleep, here i am updating my jurnal.... hahah!!!

oni-jiang nw should still be at work wif de others. yazid, rahman, guna n me went back. well, there's nothing much to be done n also we want to t8k a break for doing OT too much. we hev to control it too, u know. oh my stomach nw is very big. i'm full! right after i came back jz nw, i ate dinner!!!!!
i'm downloading some more mp3s nw. havent dl ne for a long time.
gt my bag for my KL trip yesterdae n... tata!!!

ok, last saturday finish work ard 1530hrs. went out wif oni-jiang. went to citylink, then to marina square n then to suntec city. well, we onli went to de fountain of wealth. on sunday, went to bugis. seoul garden was on me. oni-jiang had a nice feast there. haha!!! then, jln2 bugis junction n seiyu n then went back to yishun, go cold storage and then go home. oh, when we were at marian square, i met wif my sista. i knw she was coming to town n i told her not to let me catch her, bt instead she caught me. hahah!!! i was jz carrying mine n oni-jiang's food, i heard a familiar voice behind me. n wt a surprise. on monday, finished work at 1730hrs. went to holland village n the heeren shop n then went back home. tuesday, i went back home straight at 1730hrs. had a shower and refresh myself. look for de damn microsoft office cds like hell. dad gave money n everything n off i go to ulin's house. she has jz got a nu pc for her own use n for her kids. met up wif adik there. had spaghettis n after watching Light Years, went back home. got upah from ulin though. hehehe!!! wednesday, went off at 1730hrs too. had to meet up wif medah, nana n sallyn. we getting the bus tixs for our KL trip. it was a little nightmare getting to golden mile. i mn, when we got there, it was a little nightmare. it was like the thailander's mustafa centre. once we got our tixs, we got out of de place asap n go off for makan. me n nana had mee kuah, medah had mutton chop n sallyn had bee hoon goreng. well, de mee kuah was not very nice. it's nt as nice as de ones i ate at amk's S11 n at marina's foodcourt. thursday, went for makan at kfc wif oni-jiang n unkle johnny. it was a ticklish ride in de bus n all de ay to amk central. even while eating, it was tickling. then, unkle johnny went back, me went out wif oni-jiang. friday, did overtime. all of us finish work at 2000hrs. went out wif oni-jiang after dat. 2day, did overtime. came to work at 1000hrs. finish work at 1630hrs, together wif oni-jiang n sebastian. then, me n oni-jiang met up wif unkle johnny he brought us to geylang to eat at his fav nasi padang stall. n damn it was gd. then, we walked dwn de lane, saw some beautiful prostitutes (from china) n then walked dwn de lane some more n then sat dwn for awhile for some soya drinks n then went back home.

ok. i hev been working OT non-stop. and nw that there's not much OT to be doen, my OT is gonna be cut-down. i could hev more rest at home and more sleep. a lot of things happened at work and a lot of things happened in my family which i do not wnt to mention here on de internet or else i might get condemn. yup! condemn.
previously, i hev been doing OT for like every mon-fri, until 9pm the most. and saturday, sunday too. mostly until 5.30pm or 6pm. yup! i guess so. nw, dat my pay has arrived, i'm preparing for my KL trip wif my frenz. hahah!!!

i am feeling so miserable. i fell sick on monday evening. i was down with fever that night. got 2 days mc but still functioning well, so, i took half-day on dat thursday. and came bac to work on friday. did ot until 7.45pm. well, dat's de best i can do. it was really cold. the weather, the store room. and de most torturing is, the swollen gums and ulcers i got. i cant eat! i cant chew! i can onli rely on plain water, porridge. i got some tips to eat something dat would cool down my body. i was even puking at work after i eat anything. it was sickening. y? cuz i havent had ne full meal. due to my swollen gums and ulcers, i cant eat ne full meal. sigh. its sickening. i've wasted my money and oni-jiang's money on de food.
jz nw, i asked dad for papaya as i told him abt my ulcers and swollen gums. and yeah! he's gonna buy papayas tomorrow. i'm so wanting my swollen gums to go away. these swollen gums seems like de worst than i got years ago. i hev nvr got this much!

i jz came back. me and my sista went for our make-over jz nw and i tell u, it's nt an easy way. omg! i tot it was gonna ez bt i nvr tot it was gonna be easy. well, the make-up was done well. taking the photo was a hard one. the photographer was nice. we got gd compliments and haha!! the outsome of our photos were realli nice man! we chose 10 pixs which were taken using the digicam. de other 10 photos will be getting in 2 weeks time. wunder hw it's gonna turn out. my sista has one sweet pix and one anggek pix. i hev one sweet pix and well, i dun knw wat, but pretty pixs. haha!!! after we went off, we went off straight to takashimaya and wash our faces. well, i didnt clean everything much. i was totally white and red, and well, i look matured enuff. i look like i was in my late 20s. well, i knw dat. bt, when i told de photographer dat i was onli 21, he was a bit surprised. the photographer is a yr older than me and he has dat sweet-charming face and his face is like not handsome but it some kind like attracted and u'll even start smiling when u c him. the gurl who make-up for me and him were malaysian. so, we freeli spoke in malay. hehe!!! well, c ya soon. de pixs might end up in my site & my sis's site.

i fell asleep. and i jz woke up. i continued with my laundry. i fell asleep for an hur. my mp33 kept me awoke. i manage to woke up. i continued with the laundry. i remembered that mom asked me to bring out de fish in the red plastic which are in the freezer. and there's a msg coming in on my hp. it keeps ringing but i ignore it. bt it's off nw. it's from a hwee hong. who is dat? i nvr bother to reply asking who's dat bt, i simply jz delete away de msg. and so, i'm might be doing the last round of my laundry and i guess it has started to rain out there. there was no sun all day 2dae. de weather is simply jz cold and a bit windy.my hair is getting longer nw and i dun knw wat else to do wif it but! i'm gonna keep it long.
it's a sunday 2dae and it's normal to fall on a nap anytime. but, it's de 2nd dae of chinese nu yr and 2moro is de 3rd day and it's still a holiday. i could be working 2dae but i didnt. my boss let me off 2dae and but i'll be working 2moro. maybe i'll go off earli at 3.30pm 2moro or maybe 4.30pm lar. cold storage closes at 1900hrs 2dae, so, i guess mom finishes work att either 6 or 7. sigh. her workplace nw seems to hev no ppl.

IT'S DE 1ST DAE OF CHINESE LUNAR NEW YEAR. BUT, I'M ALL ALONE RIGHT HERE,
RIGHT NOW IN KINERGY STORE. WELL, YES, I'M AT WORK. AND I'M ALL ALONE. AND
OF ALL THE PPL IN KINEREGY WHO CUMS BACK TO WORK, I'M THE ONLI GURL. I'M THE
ONLI FEMALE SPECIES HERE NW. SIGH. IT'S SO BORING. THERE'S NO ONE TO TALK
TO. THERE'S NOTHING MUCH TO DO. SIGH. WELL, IT'S TEABREAK TIME NW. WELL,
L8R, LUNCHTIME, I'M GOING OUT TO AMK CENTRAL TO 7/11 & GET SOME FOOD. WELL,
I ACTUALLI DID GO TO 7/11 DIZ MORNING BUT I ONLI MANAGE TO GET BATTERIES AS
I WAS RUSHING FOR MY BUS. MAYBE THE I WILL GET SOME SANDWICHES OR TIDBITS. I
HAD FINISH MY 1ST SANDWICH JUZ NW WHEN I CAME IN.
YESTERDAE, I CAME IN WORK LATE. WELL, IT WAS A SHUTDOWN YESTERDAE, SO, THERE
WAS A LITTLE MORE PPL THAT CAME YESTERDAE AND I WAS SUPPOSE TO REPORT IN AT
8AM BUT INSTEAD, I CAME AT 11.20AM. AIYOH! AND IT WAS RAINING LIKE THE WHOLE
DAE YESTERDAE. BUT, THIS MORNING WHEN I WOKE UP, IT WAS RAINING AGAIN. AND
THE WEATHER'S RATHER MONSOON FOR THIS FEW DAYS. AND I HEV CATCHING FLU AND
IT IS KILLING ME. I HATE IT. AWGH!
RIGHT NOW, I'M KINDA ALONE IN STORE. SIGH. SO BORING. WELL, I DUN WNT TO SAY
'BORING' AGAIN OR MY UNKLE WOULD DISTURB ME. SIGH, THAT WAS SO BORING! OOPS!
I DID IT AGAIN! HEY! BRITNEY SPEARS! THAT SONG'S GONNA CUM OUT L8R.
HAHAHA!!!
I WENT THRU SOME RPPGS WALLPAPERS YESTERDAE AND FOUND SOME SEXY FEMALE RPG
CHARACTERS. I FIND THE FEMALE CHARACTERS RATHER SEXY AND INTERESTING.
THEY'RE SO BEAUTIFUL. I HAD ONE AS MY WALLPAPER IN WORK HERE NW. IT'S 4RM
THE RPG, RUNE. THE PRINCESS IN ONIMUSHA IS NT REALLI PRETTY AND THERE'S 1
CHARACTER FROM TEKKEN 3, SHE'S MUCH PRETTIER THAN LARA CROFT.
THIS MORNING WHEN I ARRIVED WORK, I SAW A MERCEDES AT THE CARPARK AND
SUDDENLY, IT CAME SLOWLY TO ME AND HEY! IT'S DESMOND TAN, MY MANAGER. HE
CAME HERE TO PRAY. WE WISHED EACH OTHER A HAPPY NEW YR, RAHMAN WAS BEHIND ME
THOUGH. HE JUZ ARRIVED TOO. THEN, I WISHED DESMOND A HAPPY NEW YR AGAIN AND
HELD OUT MY HAND AS IF I ASK FOR SOMETHING. HAHAH!! DESMOND LAUGHS AND SAID,
AFTER HE CUM BACK I WILL GET. HAHAHA!!! FOR REAL! I HOPE SO!
SIGH, THERE'S ONLY YAZID, RAHMAN, MANJEET & ME IN STORE. AND WE WOULD HEV TO
WORK UNTIL 5.30AM. IT'S SO BORING.
ARGH! I TOT I DIDNT WNT TO SAY DAT WORD AGAIN!